I am losing my grip on life (HIGH TRIGGER WARNING: extreme mentions of suicide, abuse, self harm)

[lapis tree]

Ok if you'd like we can talk in dm's (I won't be able to answer from 8:00am to 4:00pm due to some matters)

[small orchid]

hey! so i’m 17

and i think you should avoid being in relationships around your age and wait until you’re around 16 to be in one, they’re nice to be in but they’re extremely emotionally draining

teenagers in general don’t know how to effectively communicate and have good understanding of how the other feel so it’s best to avoid it for a bit until you mature more

[distant palm]

no actually currently i think i am emotionally mature enough to be in a relationship, i agree with your point but ive faced this before
the girl im dating has too

[small orchid]

I thought you were waiting for her?

[distant palm]

i am

like yea

currently im not in an "official" relationship

6 months later i will be

till then we're just communicating

[distant palm]

<@&993332385670246420> <@&839209649005527111> i could use some tips on how do i let go of my past

oh wait am i not allowed to mention

mb if so

i didnt know

[soft loom]

You can ping listeners and helpers! But helpers are on the staff team so if someone is trolling or being inappropriate you can ping @ staff

[distant palm]

ohh

im sorry