#Rochopper's Journal

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Continuation of the previous one

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Day #2

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Today in school I had frickin wood working, I hate it.

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Like what! That class is almost purely connected to physical strength.

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I am weaker then a literal mountain bandit from One Piece🙏

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How am I supposed to get a C in wood working?

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And in addition to that, I have frickin blister on my hand so it hurts when I hold the knife to carve the hole in the thing we are making!

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And the teacher speaks in some british accent but for sweds called skånska.

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And then the worst part! I sit next to a bully, who is a annoying dumbass. And I mean litterally he is a dumbass. The only subjects he can get above C on are the physical ones.

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WELL

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THIS IS GREAT

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There is a stupid fricking city wide electrical outage.

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What am I supposed to do now?

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Day #3

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I had a 'conversation' with my crush.

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It was nice I suppose.

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Could have been better.

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I always stummer while talking to her.

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She is just so cute, funny and also she has no filter, like none at all.

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She isnt the smartest in the world, and she doesent have the best attendance rate either.

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But, she is still the 1, 4 me.

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I wont even see her for a week.

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Nice to have break though.

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Probably gonna watch Star Wars.

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And One Piece

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Me and my crush is sending pictures to eachother right now.

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Day #4 I am sleeping over at my friends house.

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It is fun.

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He is a very good guitarist.

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I also sent pictures with my crush.

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Was also fun, she is probably asleep by now.

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Day #5 I have helped my mom to clean some clothes.

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Gonna chat with my crush later.

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Ahh, I love her so much.

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She is so pretty.

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So so cute.

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Day #6

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I have started to stream on twitch and record youtube videos!

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And I have continued to chat with my crush.

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Darn it I am not gonna do "Day #x" anymore.

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Today, I am sick.

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I have been rising through the ranks in The Known Galaxy, and I am currently at the rank of Padawan Learner, I am an experienced Writer and Warrior.

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Before I became a Jedi, I was a Sith, a Sith Warrior nontheless, I was in SoP as a Zealot, enforcing the tenets.

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During my time as a Sith I contributed to two Kaggaths, these two Kaggaths ultimately resulted in utter failure, I lost two friends to the Kaggaths.

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Now I am currently, of course, one of the more combatly educated Jedi, since my previous training has enabled me to do flawless multihit, while also having mastered all the forms, except for the paid ones.

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I am a master of Djem-So, Soresu, Ataru, Niman and Makashi.

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I am going to seize this advantage and become the new, and best GRANDMASTER OF THE ORDER, LONG LIVE THE FORCE!

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(I might have gone insane during the "break")

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So

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2 tests

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Went horrible

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Spanish

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And Rome + Greece

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Like what

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"When did Julius Cesear die?"

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I do not know

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I want English

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Math

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Chemistry

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Biology

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Electronics

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Hell even physics

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😭

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I

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Want

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To

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Code

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I want someone

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Someone special

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Ahhhhh

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She sent me a cute picture

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Me hapy

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Some kid in my class is acting really weird, he's making pepole uncomfortable. (He's acting really, really homosexual) I dont have anything about that part, but it's still really uncomfortable. He probably hasnt heard about boundaries.

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I just did a workout :D

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Though if I am going to do this on a regular basis I do not know how I am going to balance my intellectual intake as well.

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I am going to hinder myself from doing my bad habits.

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And I am gonna keep chatting with her.

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I can't get myself to just start a conversation with her.

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She's just perfect and I am not.

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The one time when I could really talk with her were in a subject which we had to speedrun.

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I know that she wont be mine, yet I love her.

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What can I do.

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I can become better.

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But how.

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What will I have to do.

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I cannot be to loud, since I have neighbors two floors under me.

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I can train.

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What physique?

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I don't know.

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A good one...

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Ahh

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My biceps hurts so much

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I cant find a good way to stretch it.

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Life here was perfect, until that day.

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FLINT AND STEEL

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18/33

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Its above F Ig

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My mom is literally so annoying

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"Do this do that"

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"NO YOU WILL WAIT FOR ME TO EAT UP" - mom 2025 (drinking cola, no food)

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"You will only have 3 hours of screen time every day"

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"Go outside"

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"WHY ARE YOU OUTSIDE!"

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Enough with that

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MY FRICKIN BICEPS HURTS LIKE A BULLET

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I DID 47~ WALL PUSH UPS (since I am weak asf)

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I am also crippling broke

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With a total of 50 cents

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I need a better cpu

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A better

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Gpu, new ram, new motherboard, new power supply, new fans and a new case

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So I need a new pc

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A better screen

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A good keyboard

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I have 100%, x2 size

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ITS MASSIVE

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I am such a yapper

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I cant stop thinking about her

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Its annoying

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Her:
Tall
Brown hair
Nice personality
Perfect

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Me:
Short
Blonde
Blue eyes

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Bad jokes

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"Is Black Jack good at Jack Black?"

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I found her Roblox account trough a classmates account.

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Cute avatar.

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Not quite as cute name.

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So pretty

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Biology test tomorrow

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Lowkey dont even know what we are learning

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I cant stop thinking about her

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Wont even fight it

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Not that I have from the start

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I have a plan

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Steps:

  1. Get healthier
  2. Get some muscle
  3. Learn coding
  4. Get a better PC
  5. Make a youtube channel
  6. Balance everything
  7. Keep contact with her
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Estimated time 1 year

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3, 4, 5 are maybes

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Healthier = 1.5 months

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Small muscles = 4.5 months

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Coding = 4.5 months

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Better PC = 2 years

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Youtube channel = 4.5 months

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Total 2 years

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I am probably gonna start eating less.

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Breakfeast one bread with water.

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Lunch one plate of food.
One or Three fists.

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Supper
One portion of porridge or one bread.

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Will try to hold this for ONE month starting tomorrow.

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This will cut my daily intake in more than half.

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And it will also make me drink more.

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Cute

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So cute

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Me sad, dyno say no to gif.

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I dont want math today urghh.

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20 questions in a short period of time is a W

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My freakin Spanish teacher is way too kind

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Lets us play Kahoot EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN time

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My biceps are uneven

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And they hurt like a volcano on fire

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Shes catching on

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Its like, noticable that she is.

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She... sent a heart?

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Is this a hint or what?

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Am I overthinking?

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Probably

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I dont know

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Argh

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Am I stupid, probably not.

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Am I deprived of contact, yes.

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I think these are hints

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Maybe trolls of some sort

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I know many guys are bad at taking hints but

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Wth is a hint

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Learnt that she has some, uhh bad habits ifykyk.

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Though, these are rumors.

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I will try to have a conversation with her on the 26th

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What is it

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She is watching some stuff (rumors though)

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Cannot say more than that

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The person who spreads the rumors is a notorious liar though so I am not sure what to believe.

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where r u from

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can we be friends

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I like to cook

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I wanna cook

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I like cat

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Give me cat

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She is so so pretty.

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My mom and dad are crazy

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Fever...

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It has gotten a little better

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She sent a heart :D

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I have a cut in my throat

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It hurts

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I realised it yesterday when I coughed up blood.

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I think I am healed

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I am healed

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The bread worked

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I love her so much🥹

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I CAN SEND IMAGES?!

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SINCE WHEN

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"I know where you live"
"Yeah, no way"
"WHAAAA-"

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Easy diagnostics

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I want a challange

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My mom is stupid

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Cant even think for herself

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"I'LL SELL IT IF YOU DONT USE IT"
Like woman, DO YOU EXPECT ME TO USE MY BIKE DURING WINTER?

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I AM LEGIT TWEAKING AT THE SIGHT OF HER

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30 hours on borderlands already

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I am going to 100% it

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I have 200 something hours on Helldivers 2

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Imma gamble away 100k in borderlands 2

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I love gamblin'

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I think I have ASPS

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Antisocial Personalitydisorder

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Well, she's depressed

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Everything overstimulates my brain

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I got a C on my test, I am afraid I'll get a lower grade in chemistry

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She overstimulates my brain

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Everything is going downhill

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Stress

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I aim high so I am not quite comfortable with a slighty lower grade

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All the courses in "gymnasium" that I want to go only accepts high grades

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Finally the minecraft server launched

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Only a month late

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No no, 2 months late

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I am building Noahs arc from one piece

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But I am calling it Kifun

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OMG

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My mom, I just can't

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I am ripping my skin

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😭

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She cannot be deadass

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"You cannot have a sleep over with your friends, we are going to your cousins!"

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I am CRASHING OUT she is like a literal dictator

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Me and dad has ABSOLUTELY NO CONTROL IN THE HOUSE

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Finally she gielded

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Oh god

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I wanna play some Skyrim

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Lego Star Wars free on epic games rn

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I swear to god, something is wrong with my mom

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She screamed at ME for me touching the cheese? Which I didint do, I told her that and she calls me a liar?

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Like what

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And then she burns the last straw, she says me and dad are the ones who never say sorry, like what?

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I am sorry it is very much my fault that your childhood was absolute shit

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its just cheese 💔

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😭

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they gotta free you

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💔

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Thee shall atone thy misdeed opposed to Skyrim furthermore her inhabitants

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I swear to god it feels like I am being friendzoned

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So pretty

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She's so god damn cute

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Woah

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They let me say that

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I am in big doo doo this time

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And no I DO NOT wanna talk about it

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Noo

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I just bought Black Mesa for a grand total of 2 euros

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Among Us for 5 euro

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Math test

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I were nerfed

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Hungry

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And still 90%

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I am dogsitting

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He is home now

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Omg I am TWEAKING at my parents

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And my friends

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He removed my operator

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He made my netherite armor leggings dissapear

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AND HE TRIED BREAKING MY BOAT

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Bro I am stressing out beacuse of something in over 600 days

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I need to get my merit up to around 270

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That is a big increase

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270-254=16

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16 points

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I need my music to get up to a C atleast

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All my grades atleast at C

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Craft = 1 Grade up

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Art = 1 grade up

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Hemkunskap = 1 grade up

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Spanish = 1 grade up

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Music = 2 grades up

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(We start from E in Sweden, F being bad)

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If I am correct that will allow me to get 270 points

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PE = 1 grade

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Watched Demon Slayer for the first time

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One word

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BRUTAL

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I need C's

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I need a C, the C is what I need.

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Well I need to go up again

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2.5 merit lost

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Well I gained 2.5 merit from physics

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So back to 254

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Hopefully it goes up from here

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There is ONE reason why I enjoy school more than being with my parents at home.

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They are SUPER STRICT

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Like not asain parent sterotype of strict

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But still STRICT

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She is so pretty

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And she has a dog

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Last week of school soon

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I got a lazy eye

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Omg

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Beautiful

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I GOT A IN MATH

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I were literally like "WHAT, YOU TALKING TO ME?!"

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One more day...

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Tomorrow it happens

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8:10 to 9:00

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OMG WHAT

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I LITERALLY GOT BULLIED BY A MACHINE

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ONE OF THESE SPINNY SPINNY CIRCLE KNOCKOUT THINGS

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IT CRUSHED ME LIKE WHAT

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GRR

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Dis no nic

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Building the backrooms in minecraft

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It's going well Ig

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Dressrosa in One Piece finally

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Yippe

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Oh wow drama

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Finally on Zoe!

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Finally on Whole Cake

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Whole cake be fire this far

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Anyways I have started school

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Boring as usual

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Finally got our laptops which cost 7000 kronor each

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5 of us plus the teacher so 6 of us got to carry 30 laptops

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I were one of the 5

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5 laptops carried each

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We carried 35000 kronor each

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35000 x 6 = 210000 kronor in total

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In dollars that is about 210000 x 9,72 = 21604 USD

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She is so beautiful

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So so beautiful

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My parent just had the biggest arguing ever.

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I cannot take this anymore

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Can my journal stop unfollowing itself

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Stop it I beg you

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Stop unfollowing it please grr

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Rochopper's Journal

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Omg my school put Swedish as not happening today

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BUT GUESS WHAT IT WAS

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SO I GOT 55 MINUTES ABSENSE

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FOR A LESSON WE DIDINT EVEN HAVE

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They put legitimate absense now since they think I am good boi

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My buddy legit tripped on bacon and broke his arm

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Like how

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It turns out it was a troll

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He didint break his arm apparently

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Anyways

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My school is filled with morons

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One kid asked my history teacher "How many people know about Swedens secret weapon"

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How do you manage to get so dumb

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She is an angel reincarnated on this very earth

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It is my birthday today

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HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!!

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THANK YOU ELLIE🫠

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I offered helping her with math

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I know one thing for certain

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She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen

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More beautiful than prime Megan Fox

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Oh ma godness

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Why

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Is Megan Fox playing toy chica

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I got a better computer and rdr2

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✌️🥹

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I cannot get this girl of my mind

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Impossible to do it

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She is just so beautiful and intelligent

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My pc is slightly worse than the ps5 now

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It’s better then nothing if it’s slightly worse

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Then a state of the art console

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Yeah

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I feel

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The exact same way

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About a girl I know

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She is incredible

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Are you friends with her?

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Yes

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Well what advice I’d give you

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Is trust your gut

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Try and grow closer

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And you know if she feels the same way she will show you

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Alright

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Thank you

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Micah can go to hell

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I feel something is off with Dutch

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Have you played red dead 1

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Or know the story at all

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I have not

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You are in

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For one of the greatest stories

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In history

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Red dead 1 takes place after

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Holy crap it holds up

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Red dead 2 is incredible as well you are lucky

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Like I’ve never cried at a story before

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But that one I shed a tear

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I think I need a controller for a full experience

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Yes you do

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Since it just feels natural

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It’s just incredible

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Like the gameplay

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The side missions

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What chapter are you in rn?

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Chapter 2

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Right in the start

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Gonna play it during autumn break next week

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Chapter 2 and 3

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Are the best

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Whenever you get to the native side missions

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That whole story arc

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Is so beautiful

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I can’t spoil it but my God you’re in for a treat

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And that feeling never goes away about Dutch

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I have heard one thing about rdr1

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John Marston

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Mhm

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Is the main character I am pretty sure

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He is

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But I mean this

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Don’t spoil it for yourself man

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It’s all amazing

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I won't

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When you get to chapter 6

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Tell me

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I will

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She just sent "Fine shit just blocked me am I cooked"

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Asking me for support

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Hate being socially awkward

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I watched paranormal activity

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I will never watch anything like that ever again.

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.

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I learnt morse code

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-- --- .-. ... . -.-. --- -.. .

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.-. --- -.-. .... --- .--. .--. . .-.

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I can not tell her how I feel

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I can not just ignore the feelings either and keep it in

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-- --- .-. ... . -.-. --- -.. .

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--- -- --. -- .-.. ...- . .... . .-. ... -- ..- -.-. .... -... ..- - ... .... . .-- -- .-.. .-.. -. . ...- . .-. -.- -. --- .--

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--- -.-

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WAIT WAIT WAIT

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My birthday is october the 7th

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My mom's is january 1st

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It takes 9 months or so for babies to be born

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BUT

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Christmas (the 24th)

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Is 9 months and 1 day until october 7th

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I AM BORN ONE DAY TOO LATE

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I hold too much power

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Omg

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I am talking to this girl in my class

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Since all the boys are lowkey meanies

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And have no personality

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But she is really funny

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She has the same interests as me

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She also likes death note

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And is a yapper aswell

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(I yap when really comfortable with someone)

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I dont know anything anymore to be honest

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I dont know if I'll ever be enough

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I have no idea if I will actually ever even be close

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One thing I do know, is that I AM gonna be a programmer or something like that

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Either that or some kind of detective

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Is it normal that at 2 am two girls called me for a karaoke night

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AT 2 AM

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I told my crush I like her

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WHAT DID SHE SAY

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She said no

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But not like a flat no, rather more "No not really, good luck"

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It feels sad but free somehow

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I have no idea what to do in life anymore

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Even though I may act like I know stuff, I don't.

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This is because I believe that my only strength is what I know.

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And now I don't even have that

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Dis not funny anymore

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-- --- .-. ... . / -.-. --- -.. .

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I know that some of the stuff I've done is pretty much unforgivable

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We played volleyball at PE today

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I got the ball straight in my family jewels :D

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Would NOT recommend getting volleyball ball in family jewels

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C in swedish😛

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Btw new meme alert

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Bait

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B in math💔

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B in physics🤑

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I think I need therapy after Detroit Become Human

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Because 3 of my favorite characters died

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In 2 hours

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HAPPY NEW YEARRRR

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I am getting better at CS2

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OH YEAH IF FORGOT TO DM THAT DUDE ABOUT RDR2

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You did

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I did remember again though

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I am gonna start learning gd script

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15 minutes everyday after school

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At around Idk 17:00

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Finished the 2nd ending of Undertale

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Pacifist

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But it refused

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Sans.

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Papyrus

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I did the best val match of my life

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It is suprisingly good

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Though I do understand the criticism on the game.

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Said criticisim is taken to the extremes sadly.

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If they want Riot to improve their moderation within how the community acts they cannot overreact on the simple stuff since then Riot will focus on the less important stuff since that is more prominent.

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And this is talking about the large amounts of people which lack a sense of self control even though they are chatting with people whom are underage.

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If one avoids the people who are fitting that description the game is actually pretty fun

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That’s a lot of games though

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I feel like I am wasting my teenage years

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I hate my parents

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Mom blames everything on me

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Dad ALWAYS agrees with mom

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Mom gets angry when I shout, meanwhile she shouts 24/7

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They complain about me but then proceed to do the exact same thing as I did??

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THEY TURN MY INTERNET OFF AT 20:30

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Which is weird since I am 14

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They heavily restrict my money usage

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Which is fair

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But still

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They also try to make me into an extrovert???

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I DONT EVEN GET TO CHOOSE WHAT CLOTHES I WEAR BECAUSE MY MOM THINKS I AM BAD AT CHOOSING???

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I have no idea if I can write this so I will word it differently

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My cousin had something very unpleasant and illegal happen to her

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I reread the rules and it seems to be fine

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So she got raped

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Which is insane

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Really made me realise it can happen to anyone

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I’m so sorry

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That is horrible

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I got 100% on my physics test

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I am proud over myself

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43/44 on my geography test of asia

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Consisting of oceans, capitals, and mountains and countries ofc

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Sometimes I love everything, sometimes I hate everything

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Rn I have mixed feelings about everything

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I have something to long for when I get home after school

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On the other hand there is school

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With lots of tests and stuff

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Bruh

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Damnit