A journal off my life season 2

[unkempt shale]

its not as discreet

ITS THE TRUTH THO

[pliant dragon]

my friend was peeing outside

[quartz condor]

its not discreet for us either tho

[pliant dragon]

thats nothing hard

soph

[quartz condor]

yk what IS hard?

[unkempt shale]

its more accepted either way

[quartz condor]

the fact that it absolutely HURTS down there when you dont shave regularly

[unkempt shale]

true, but like i dont like it

[quartz condor]

but idk if thats a unisex thing

[pliant dragon]

same

[unkempt shale]

so glad that i dont have that the fuck

i do get iretation in some places

but thats it

[pliant dragon]

its not hurting

bruh

[unkempt shale]

real

[quartz condor]

yeah thats why i gotta shave it off every like

a couple months

[unkempt shale]

BRO I JUST REALISED

YALL DONT GET CRAMPS

OMG

thats my dream actually

to function normally a full month?

[pliant dragon]

I didnt had period this month btw

[unkempt shale]

fuck yeah

[unkempt shale]

james or ivy?

[pliant dragon]

i dont fucking kniw

know

asher

[unkempt shale]

damn:(

[quartz condor]

i havent functioned properly in like

almost 2 months

[pliant dragon]

maybe both

[unkempt shale]

okey but thats mental health shit

im talking about pysical

NO PERIOD CRAMPS

[quartz condor]

sure, yeah

[unkempt shale]

thats my dream

[quartz condor]

become a man

[unkempt shale]

i have to live on painkillers once a month

and id still kms

[unkempt shale]

ew fuck no

[pliant dragon]

I want to say smth

but no

[unkempt shale]

sleepovers with girls!

sign me up

[unkempt shale]

dms

[quartz condor]

see?

[unkempt shale]

besides

men suck

[quartz condor]

if anything

[unkempt shale]

jokes

[quartz condor]

both genders have shitty things

[unkempt shale]

id be an awesome dude

[quartz condor]

and good things

[unkempt shale]

🤨

men: better pay
dont have to shave
no period pains
dont have to give birth

[quartz condor]

ye

[unkempt shale]

i could go on

women:
being a wife

YEEY

OH AND SLEEPOVERS WITH GIRLS

[quartz condor]

mens suicide rates are more than double than the one of womens

generally a way more opressive community

[unkempt shale]

and who set that system up?....

just saying

[quartz condor]

yeah but that doesnt mean its to be ignored

not to mention todays dating pool is

super small

[unkempt shale]

did i say that? im just saying that guys quite litarly set that up

[unkempt shale]

i wonder why

YK WHATS ICONIC

[quartz condor]

its not mens fault

[unkempt shale]

PEOPLE IN LIKE ONE ASIAN COUNTRY

[quartz condor]

standards for men dropped drastically

[unkempt shale]

exuse me?

[quartz condor]

im js sayin

[unkempt shale]

THEY BOYCOTTED MEN

HELP

[pliant dragon]

-# give me popcorn

[unkempt shale]

THEY LITARLY DONT DATE

THEY DONT GET PREGNANT

icons

[unkempt shale]

its absolutely the fault of men.

not all men

[quartz condor]

elaborate

[unkempt shale]

but every women has a story

men have become lazy

think theyre still the boss?

just overall being shitty lately

[quartz condor]

what about the men to women ratio in essential workplaces

[unkempt shale]

huh

wdym

[pliant dragon]

[quartz condor]

things such as construction, waste management, and manufacturing are industries lead by men

[unkempt shale]

so?....

thats something yall did to yourself btw

[quartz condor]

which are essential workplaces

[quartz condor]

i'm not complaining abt that

im js saying, u cant say men are lazy

[unkempt shale]

okey so? that gives men a reason to be a bitch?

[unkempt shale]

oh i so absolutely can

[pliant dragon]

theyre

[quartz condor]

sure

[unkempt shale]

thank you

[pliant dragon]

mwah

[unkempt shale]

👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 us for real

[quartz condor]

ima hop on vc with some buddies

[unkempt shale]

alright

[quartz condor]

talk to u later

[pliant dragon]

👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

[unkempt shale]

when you getting a job bro

[pliant dragon]

idk😔

[unkempt shale]

ugh

[pliant dragon]

that woman should text me

[unkempt shale]

real

[unkempt shale]

AHHHH

[pliant dragon]

YAYAYAYAYYAYYAYAYAYAYAYYA

[quartz condor]

thats lit

[unkempt shale]

Ikr

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/true-nuke-ash-baby-squidward-spongebob-gif-10318197618755767412

okay sorry

[pliant dragon]

help-

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/my-apologies-cheese-kitty-cat-sorry-my-bad-gif-1026852287997442026

[unkempt shale]

😭

[quartz condor]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1169361348233269308/1282453666271334430/togif.gif

[unkempt shale]

im tiredddddddd

[quartz condor]

so go SLEEP

[unkempt shale]

no

fuck no

anyways, now im mad

[quartz condor]

why whyy

[unkempt shale]

ugh there is this friend of me that basically just falls in love with anyone at the same time and its annoying as fuc

[quartz condor]

bruhhh

have u told em about that?

also i have a small question if i may ask

[unkempt shale]

i told her to sort her shit out

[unkempt shale]

ask away

[quartz condor]

its a lil silly and weird...

hmmm

nvm it'll come off weird

[unkempt shale]

no bro ask me

otherwise dms idc

[quartz condor]

nah itll be weird for u

[unkempt shale]

no what is it

[quartz condor]

okay but i have another question

[unkempt shale]

now im too nosy

so now you have to ask

[quartz condor]

that i WILL ask

[unkempt shale]

ask both questions

ask both

idcd

DO BOTH

PLEAES

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[quartz condor]

RATATATATATATATA

I CANT HEAR UU

okay

1st question

[unkempt shale]

ratatatata ratatatatata

[unkempt shale]

yes?

[quartz condor]

what do u think of age regressors

[unkempt shale]

its a trauma response, why?

[quartz condor]

idk

just curious

im a very curious man

[unkempt shale]

i mean, i feel for them tbh

its misunderstood 9/10 times and made fun off while they cant help it

and second question?

[quartz condor]

uh

rite

2nd one

https://tenor.com/view/100-yard-stare-1000-yard-stare-stare-staring-staring-meme-gif-18404030142962634873

[unkempt shale]

yes?

[quartz condor]

its uh

[unkempt shale]

it cant be wierd dw

[quartz condor]

ok uhm

bro i forgot one second

I MUST REMEMBER

FOR THE HONOR OF MY FAMILY

[unkempt shale]

.....

real

so ask me bro

[quartz condor]

WAIT

i need to go big brain mode

[unkempt shale]

you dont have one

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/kalyan-hookah-arab-arbfunny-gif-16968792

[unkempt shale]

oop

[quartz condor]

magic brain mask

[unkempt shale]

bro do you have it?

[quartz condor]

YES

I HAVE A BIG BRAIN

A VERY BIG ONE TOO

[unkempt shale]

okey

so tell me

whats the question

[quartz condor]

how has it been 40 minutes already

huh

oh wait yeah the question

[unkempt shale]

yes

[quartz condor]

if you man a man, is the man manned or is the man a man?

[unkempt shale]

huh

and what was the wierd question?

[quartz condor]

it was that

[unkempt shale]

oh

[quartz condor]

answer it wisely

or the windows 10 bluescreen will haunt u forever

[unkempt shale]

i dont have windows

[quartz condor]

are u on ur phone

[unkempt shale]

no

[quartz condor]

what

are you on a smart fridge or something

how can u possibly be texting me

[unkempt shale]

no im on a laptop

but it aint windows

[quartz condor]

and what operating system does it have

[unkempt shale]

idk

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/creepy-face-horrifying-terrifying-scary-tv-static-gif-26298915

[quartz condor]

hmm

i cant ask u questions to try and identify it

cus it'll dig into personal stuff

[unkempt shale]

bet

[quartz condor]

"bet" self leaks ip address

[unkempt shale]

oops

shit happens

[quartz condor]

we ball

[pliant dragon]

hi

guys

[quartz condor]

olleh

[unkempt shale]

this girl makes me want to slap her ce

face

so bad

bro

omg

[pliant dragon]

shes only like 5 minutes away from me

I can go do it for you

[unkempt shale]

please do

not too hard tho

😔

but like hard enough

[pliant dragon]

i have to add my strength too

[unkempt shale]

no:(

dont do it too hard

||just when you think youre doing better someone proceeds to tell you that youre basically everything that could be wrong with someone in a relation, im trying i really am. and i know i dont deserve her, but why does someoen you really conciderd a close friend to a little sister have to stab you in the back||

[quartz condor]

"dont deserve her"?

all bs

okay a little too far

but listen, if u didnt deserve her u wouldnt be with her, would u?

[unkempt shale]

we gotta admit that i aint great

and i know that

[quartz condor]

no

[unkempt shale]

but im trying yk?

[quartz condor]

if u werent great i wouldnt be talking to u

but here i am

[unkempt shale]

and it just hurts when someone just straight up tells you
''yeah well youre fucking fake''
''yeah well youre controlling''

especially when i considerd them this close

[quartz condor]

OOPS

THE EMOJI WAS OUT OF PLACE

[unkempt shale]

i had to block her

[quartz condor]

discord and its damn hotkeys

[unkempt shale]

i just hate it

[quartz condor]

its okay

you're doing great sophie

[unkempt shale]

i really tried

for once i really tried

[quartz condor]

not even as a way to comfort u or anything

[unkempt shale]

i put effort in

[quartz condor]

i genuinely think you are doing great

[unkempt shale]

and i tried so hard to make her like me, now 2 people are mad at me

[quartz condor]

have u seen the the convos between you two?

[unkempt shale]

thats normal shit tho

im not great at comfort

i suck at venting

[quartz condor]

no it simply proves that yes, you do deserve her

[unkempt shale]

i suck at comunication

[quartz condor]

and vice versa

[unkempt shale]

basically the basics for a relation

i suck at them

[quartz condor]

and you're working that out!

you even yourself said you're trying

stuff like this takes time and effort

[unkempt shale]

but still

it just makes me doubt myself even more

i genuinly asked her where i was controling

she was just like ''i wont tell you cuz im not fake''

[quartz condor]

who?

[unkempt shale]

im honestly so scared for that friend, it felt like i was talking to someone else

setting my own hurt aside

it didnt feel like i was talking to her

i was genuinly questioning it when i was talking to her

[unkempt shale]

the friend

[quartz condor]

i see

[pliant dragon]

Wicky was talking shit about it, and i think she told her the same

[unkempt shale]

shes younger than me 2 years to be exact, idk im scared that maybe the ex of nadia was talking a bit too much

cuz it was the exact same her ex said to me

(which i didnt care about cuz i knew that it was fake)

[pliant dragon]

Wicky likes to make fake stories asf

[unkempt shale]

yeah but like im so scared for maja, cuz shes younger and just overall more easy to manipulate

cuz you look up to ''elders''

[pliant dragon]

Facts

[unkempt shale]

yeah but its shitty, cuz maja was like so nice

[pliant dragon]

Maja open eyes please

[unkempt shale]

and i genuinly loved her

but like

[pliant dragon]

also wicky really can be manipulatir

[unkempt shale]

this is just so hurtfull

[pliant dragon]

Maja is nice

but I think wicky is controlling her too much

I can feel it

[unkempt shale]

i also think so, and lowkey i want to tell her that but atm im in no place to do so

[quartz condor]

watchu talkin about

[pliant dragon]

You should wait with telling her this

theyre outside rn

with wicky

ig

or no

[unkempt shale]

i know, but like now i still can yk

i cant just tell her outside of the blue

[pliant dragon]

idk but they was

[unkempt shale]

fuck off

then i just know i was talking partly to wic

i just know it so sure

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/uh-gif-230597167926076170

[unkempt shale]

i never question it if i am really talking to someone especially so out of the blue

im sorry but that wasnt fully maja i was talking to

[pliant dragon]

-# can someone explain what out of the blue means please

[quartz condor]

whos maja

[quartz condor]

like randomly

when someone randomly does something

[pliant dragon]

-# thanks

[quartz condor]

without you knowing why

[pliant dragon]

my old friend

[quartz condor]

ah

and wick?

[pliant dragon]

my ex girlfriend

[unkempt shale]

out of no where

[quartz condor]

and how are they two related

[unkempt shale]

thats the friend that said i was controlling

[unkempt shale]

her fuckass ex

[unkempt shale]

theyre friends with eachother

maja is the person who likes too many people

she now likes wic

which is how this all started

but she got mad cuz i said something that she didnt like

(if you didnt realise, if you ask me for an opinion or advice il be so honest that people sometimes get mad at me)

[quartz condor]

ye i realized that already

[unkempt shale]

figured as much

[quartz condor]

uh

but u said someone is controlling

how does that enter the story

[unkempt shale]

@pliant dragon is it true that wic doesnt smoke as often anymore

[unkempt shale]

uhm idk

wait

its like

i todl maja that my relation was atleast stable (dont ask me why i dont remember)

and then she told me that that wasnt true

and that i made it seem like it was, but like i was hurting nadia

and i was contorling

[pliant dragon]

I think it is true

[unkempt shale]

or something like taht

[pliant dragon]

Idk im not meeting with her

[unkempt shale]

oh oops

as you should

[pliant dragon]

for a fucking long time

[unkempt shale]

good!

[pliant dragon]

so I dont know what shes doing rn

[quartz condor]

right...

[unkempt shale]

valid

[unkempt shale]

yes so that i guess

[pliant dragon]

I remember when my ex are tried to put it to my mind

[quartz condor]

whole lotta drama

[pliant dragon]

but I ignored her

[unkempt shale]

WHAT

no fucking way that wic tried to tell you that

bro

you litarly used to ask me

IF you were allowed to go out

[quartz condor]

wow-

hollup

WHAT

[pliant dragon]

BUT THAT WAS LONG TIME AGO

[unkempt shale]

thats crazy

[unkempt shale]

YES THATS WHAT IM SAYING

[quartz condor]

NAH NAH NAH

U GOTTA ELABORATE

[pliant dragon]

but i ignored her

[quartz condor]

ON THAT TOPIC

or not

if u dont wanna

[unkempt shale]

nads

can i?

[pliant dragon]

do what

[quartz condor]

i got carried away

sorry!!

[unkempt shale]

elaborate

[pliant dragon]

what that means

[unkempt shale]

like explain

[quartz condor]

monkey brain see drama monkey brain wanna hear more

[unkempt shale]

real

[pliant dragon]

explain what? SORRY IM TIRED ASF

[quartz condor]

this

[unkempt shale]

that you used to ask me if you could go out with friends

i remember me getting mad that you even asked me, like bro go out? dont ask me

[quartz condor]

valid

or not

idk

IFNIAGNIAGA

[unkempt shale]

i was like ''why is she asking me bro? who is she asking this for''

[pliant dragon]

I remember

[quartz condor]

my brain is fried

[unkempt shale]

i mean i shouldnt have gotten mad, but i think it was more valid

[unkempt shale]

bro that was crazy

like wdym IM the one being controling

[pliant dragon]

I was always wanted to be sure

[quartz condor]

this is too much drama for my brain to handle 😭 😭 😭

[unkempt shale]

real

[unkempt shale]

bro i got like lowkey pissed ''like bro just go out? dont ask me the fuck''

BUT LIKE

BRO

then you told me ''yeah i always had to ask my ex

or something like that

[quartz condor]

oh god

im sorry @pliant dragon

[unkempt shale]

THIS

LIKE EXACTLY THAT

BRO

WHAT

[quartz condor]

i feel bad now

[unkempt shale]

real

[quartz condor]

everythings ok now, ye?

i should ask nadia but i dont wanna ping her again

[unkempt shale]

i mean she doesnt ask me if she can go out anymore

were going the right way😭

but like

[quartz condor]

well thats awesome

[unkempt shale]

thats honestly all i can say atm

[quartz condor]

thats fine

i respect yalls privacy

[pliant dragon]

im just giving information im going outside

[quartz condor]

theres a difference bruh 😭

[unkempt shale]

which i want ngl😭

cuz like

bro

id think you died otherwise

we wouldnt want that

[unkempt shale]

imma crashout ngl

i need gifs here to express myself more freely😔

(hint hint to staff)

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/meme-anime-funny-gif-23970056

[unkempt shale]

exactly

[quartz condor]

i would give u nitro like last times

but uh

[unkempt shale]

nah bro dont

[quartz condor]

ye

[unkempt shale]

me being controling😔

(this is me coping)

[pliant dragon]

HAHAHAHA

[quartz condor]

😭

[quartz condor]

damn

billy eilish is not that bad

https://tenor.com/view/robert-helpmann-true-feel-that-thats-true-morgan-freeman-true-gif-15273165990450333551

[pliant dragon]

shes not

she was always good

and she still is

[quartz condor]

i enjoy the song chirio more

very good 👍

[unkempt shale]

Chihiro*

[quartz condor]

huh

oh yeah

same thing bruh

[pliant dragon]

chirio🔥🔥

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/pigeon-lebron-james-meme-funny-gif-3425517799009042574

[unkempt shale]

shes trying to talk it right

she cant tho and we both know it

[unkempt shale]

lesbians are feeding us

chappel is FINALLY bringing out the subway

and renee just came with her album!

[pliant dragon]

wlw!!!

[unkempt shale]

YES

YES

YES

YES

YES

YES

[pliant dragon]

YAAAAAAAAY

[quartz condor]

winners love winning!!!

[pliant dragon]

EXACTLY

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/robert-helpmann-true-feel-that-thats-true-morgan-freeman-true-gif-15273165990450333551

wait wait

[pliant dragon]

@unkempt shale WE TEACH HIM

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/true-nuke-ash-baby-squidward-spongebob-gif-10318197618755767412

trvth nvke

[quartz condor]

my monkey brain is growing

[unkempt shale]

I'm proud of ya

[quartz condor]

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

[quartz condor]

knock knock

anyone there

[unkempt shale]

No

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/pigeon-lebron-james-meme-funny-gif-3425517799009042574

[unkempt shale]

||I hate it, I'm scared honestly||

||feel like I can't rlly tell anyone tho||

[quartz condor]

wanna...

talk about it?

[unkempt shale]

i guess?

basically I had a friend who has/had a ||really bad ED|| she was admitted one time during winter break to the hospital, fainted multiple times.
She then had to go a clinic.
And idk for some reason it's just kind of scary for me to talk about anything involving weight I guess. so i dont really react that well to stuff/vents like that cuz of that which i hate
I'm not mad etc I'm just idk kind of terified I guess

[quartz condor]

i see.

do you see those types of vents often?

[unkempt shale]

yeah

often enough

and even if its just ||i lost weight|| type shit it just makes me feel scared (Which comes out in anger)

[quartz condor]

who do you hear it most often from?

[unkempt shale]

nadia atm

but i talked with her about it

[quartz condor]

and now what?

[unkempt shale]

wdym?

[quartz condor]

is the situation better, or worse?

[unkempt shale]

i guess better

she now knows that if i get angry its just a 13 year old girl still terified that her friend will ||die|| cuz of herself

(to clarify i am NOT 13 years old, im older thank you)

[quartz condor]

ion mind how old you are

[quartz condor]

right, right

[unkempt shale]

others do

[quartz condor]

allow me to think about this for a second...

[quartz condor]

i dont because tbh no matter how old you are, u should still get support

[unkempt shale]

valid enough, just dont want my account banned again

[quartz condor]

as for example for me, when i was 14 i went through one of the biggest tragedies of my life

[quartz condor]

fair, fair

[unkempt shale]

real ngl

[quartz condor]

anyways

uh

[quartz condor]

i think

everytime you feel that way

you should tell her

not via text

[unkempt shale]

i aint telling her that via call😭

[quartz condor]

texting is NOT the way bruh

[unkempt shale]

yeah well others listening in on me also is NOT the way

[quartz condor]

oh cmon just letting her know how you feel

aint that bad

[unkempt shale]

oh that aint bad (i once cried in silence on the phone cuz i wanted to hang up but i felt guilty for doing so)

[quartz condor]

i see, i see

oof

uhh

yeah im sorry

im not sure how to uhhh

help

[unkempt shale]

its fine lowkey dont need help haha

[quartz condor]

okay thats lit

[unkempt shale]

''what comes around goes around''

[unkempt shale]

||when people vent about medical things just to find out its probably not even true, and i just dont know if i should say that or just stfu||

i decided to shut up

but like i hate that people lie

especially medical stuff

it aint funny

and it aint tough

[quartz condor]

true...

[unkempt shale]

BRO ITS PISSING ME OFFF

[quartz condor]

!!!!

i agree

[unkempt shale]

but like

do i tell her

[quartz condor]

you mean..

nadia?

[unkempt shale]

yes

[quartz condor]

do you think you should?

[unkempt shale]

cuz this girl is devistated

but you need a condition to be able to cry blood

and nads said that she did that cuz she cried too mcuh

which is basically imposible

🧍‍♀️

[quartz condor]

maybe she just got confused

or mixed something up

[unkempt shale]

i hope so

cuz lie

like

wierd

[quartz condor]

if it's bothering you

tell her

[unkempt shale]

bro it so is

but like

what if its true

😭

[quartz condor]

then now you'll know

🤯

[unkempt shale]

idk if i should

anyways

simon

can i bother you

with my music

PLEASEEE

[quartz condor]

sure

[unkempt shale]

BET

[quartz condor]

whats the worst that could happen

[unkempt shale]

LISTEN TO THIS SONG

[quartz condor]

listening party is over

[unkempt shale]

fuck wait

listen with me

[quartz condor]

need to make a spotify account

[unkempt shale]

wait

wrong song

OMG

OMG

OMG

OMG

LYRICS

ARE FINALLY

ON SPOTIFY

YAYAYYAYAYYAYAYA

[quartz condor]

i cant uh

[unkempt shale]

simon

listen

[quartz condor]

join

[unkempt shale]

to

[quartz condor]

one minute

[unkempt shale]

the

song

THIS ONE

ITS SO HOT

[quartz condor]

okay

[unkempt shale]

bet

[quartz condor]

its alr

[unkempt shale]

nah

its perfect

[quartz condor]

nah it aight

[unkempt shale]

you just dont get it

[quartz condor]

ye

[unkempt shale]

i love music

[quartz condor]

idk what its about so

KNGFKAGNKASGN

[unkempt shale]

CAN WE IMAGINE THAT IM GOING TO HEAR THIS LIVE

[unkempt shale]

uhm

its about

a girl

making you feel shy

and

[quartz condor]

boring

[unkempt shale]

then

uhm

[quartz condor]

kidding

kidding

[unkempt shale]

having

[quartz condor]

kidding

[unkempt shale]

uhm

no

[quartz condor]

joke

[unkempt shale]

wait

uhm

marking her up

like ''x'' and ''o''

and do things her exes wont

i lowkey love people again

(i dont, just renee rapp and my wife)

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/relatable-hood-irony-gif-13756733498746010969

[unkempt shale]

me core

[quartz condor]

ALSO

i didnt sleep last night!!

:333

[unkempt shale]

yeey!

[quartz condor]

and the night before that

i stayed up two extra hours

[unkempt shale]

BUT IF I CANT BE HAPPY

THAN ATLEAST IM HOT

[quartz condor]

because i wanted to ||kms||!!! :))))

[unkempt shale]

[quartz condor]

well no but

i had trauma

[unkempt shale]

dont do that!

[quartz condor]

i over-exaggerate

[unkempt shale]

thats

uhm

[quartz condor]

i apologize

[unkempt shale]

bad!

[quartz condor]

i did not want to do that

i just did not use the correct terms

as i am currently very confusion

[unkempt shale]

youre all good dont worry

i just

[quartz condor]

yeah but okay okay okay okay

picture this

2 am

[unkempt shale]

dont know how to properly respond to vents

[quartz condor]

im boutta go to eep

ye?

i lay in bed

[unkempt shale]

and boom flashbacks?

[quartz condor]

and suddenly

FLASHBACKS

MY MOM BEING RUDE

FUCKIN ARGUMENTS AND SHI

and a ton of intrusive thoughts

to the point

that i started humming to myself

and crumpled up into a ball in my blanket

how was your day???

🤑

[unkempt shale]

it was good

[quartz condor]

lit, lit

[unkempt shale]

im sorry for ignoring the vent, ive read it and im sorry i just dont know how to properly respond

[quartz condor]

nah it aight

ur all good

enough venting from me though!!

might be too much...

[unkempt shale]

why

[quartz condor]

dunno

i feel like a loser

[unkempt shale]

youre not

[quartz condor]

eh whatever

enough abt me

[unkempt shale]

valid

i loce music

it heals da soul

[quartz condor]

hi soph

how you doin this evening?

[unkempt shale]

Heyy

[unkempt shale]

Honestly not too sure

[quartz condor]

i see, what's goin on?

[unkempt shale]

Tomorrow I have a talk with therapist and my parents about my treatment

But I still have to decide if I want like sesions with other kids my age that have adhd and for like tips

But like idk. Cuz it feels like it will just be shitty and stressfull but kts like only 2 months every week yk

[quartz condor]

i see

think about it this way, you can voice your concerns, and hear what the therapist has to say

[unkempt shale]

I already did, she just said that its a 'small group' still 5-6 people which is big in my opinion

[quartz condor]

btw i must go shower because i am MUSTY

[unkempt shale]

I just don't like talking to strangers and stuff about things I struggle with

(Like planning)

[quartz condor]

you talk to me so...

[unkempt shale]

Which I don't even struggle with I just struggle to actually follow it

[unkempt shale]

That's different

[unkempt shale]

Goodluck

[quartz condor]

okay see you

in a couple minutes

when im not a rat

[unkempt shale]

Alright

[quartz condor]

im back

[unkempt shale]

Hey

[quartz condor]

hi

im play minecraft

[unkempt shale]

Nice

[unkempt shale]

Huh

[quartz condor]

wrong journal

mb

[unkempt shale]

ohh all good dw

[unkempt shale]

:Difference is, the girl think I'm pretty while the thing has ill intentions''

no cuz why is this so real

when guys coment ''youre so hot''

like

no

get out

get away

[quartz condor]

i never did that

[unkempt shale]

you want a cookie?

wait no that was really rude😭

[quartz condor]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/762025694992531476/1162237090432569374/EA431F5E-E442-48C6-A8CE-5C004F4ABF1F.gif

[unkempt shale]

me core

[quartz condor]

not tuff

[unkempt shale]

you think i care?

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-cta-calm-orange-alert-gif-18174389694390704089

[unkempt shale]

sad cat

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-bop-gif-27643938

[quartz condor]

yo insta borin ash ngl

(joke)

[quartz condor]

@unkempt shale good morning

hi

[unkempt shale]

Morningg

[quartz condor]

hru

[unkempt shale]

I'm goodd

[quartz condor]

thats lit

[unkempt shale]

Yess, wbu?

[quartz condor]

eh

not too good

my mom isnt allowing me to be on my pc which is wtv

but also yapped to me abt how worthless i am

[unkempt shale]

I'm sorry to hear that

[quartz condor]

nah it aight

billie eyelash

[unkempt shale]

🤨

[pliant dragon]

HAHAHAHAHA

[pliant dragon]

Yeah your fav feather of the birds

[quartz condor]

YESSSS

I LOVE FEATHERS OF THE BIRD

[pliant dragon]

😭😭

YAAY!

[quartz condor]

wait no its not

[quartz condor]

feathers of the bird

is it

[pliant dragon]

…

boaf

[quartz condor]

bird of the feathers

[pliant dragon]

b - birds
o - of
a - a
f - feather

[quartz condor]

oh

close enough

[pliant dragon]

very close

[quartz condor]

halo?

oh

here

[pliant dragon]

only me

[unkempt shale]

Hello

[quartz condor]

hi

[quartz condor]

lit

yall play minecraft

?

[pliant dragon]

i dont have

[quartz condor]

why

[pliant dragon]

I have to buy it

bro i have like

a lot of games

[quartz condor]

buy

[pliant dragon]

on wishlist

[pliant dragon]

i need money

[quartz condor]

get money

[quartz condor]

@unkempt shale @pliant dragon GUESS WHAT I DID

🤑

[pliant dragon]

im scared

[quartz condor]

no no no

its good

[quartz condor]

ok so hear me out

my mom today yapped to me about how worthless i am

ye?

and that im ruining me life

and so i was on my phone today and like

i was like "fuck it"

and i did an awesome workout

albeit harsh but

still good

[quartz condor]

hehehehehe

[unkempt shale]

I feel like such a cry baby

I lost 5 euros my dad gave me and he just started laughing saying

'Guess il take that from your savings' I locked myself in the bathroom just crying

Today has been such a busy shitty day

And now this

I just hate it and the way he handles it

Like it's not funny that I lost your money and that you're now saying you'll take it out of my savings

[pliant dragon]

Sophie, your dad started laughing, he's joking that he'll take 5 euros from your savings

😔

[unkempt shale]

No he didnt

That wasn't a joke

And honestly idc about the money I just hate loosing stuff

[pliant dragon]

are you sure?

[unkempt shale]

Especially if it's from others

[unkempt shale]

Yea

[pliant dragon]

I get it love, if he wasnt joking just ignore it

[unkempt shale]

I won't

Il pay him back ofc

Just idk a little 'it's okey. Mistakes can happen' would've been nice

[pliant dragon]

So real..

He should said that

[quartz condor]

truth

[unkempt shale]

I got my meds today

[quartz condor]

:O

[unkempt shale]

Hihi

Real speed

Imma deal it/jk don't ban me

[pliant dragon]

YAAAAY

[unkempt shale]

Nadia

[pliant dragon]

Yes?

[unkempt shale]

If sabrina carpenter asked me if I'm single

Am I allowed to say yes

[pliant dragon]

WAIT WAIT WAIT

youre going on sabrina concert?

[unkempt shale]

No

But if I did

[pliant dragon]

OH

[unkempt shale]

Am I allowed to say I'm single of she asked

[pliant dragon]

sure, she should arrest you because youre too hot

[quartz condor]

whats special in sabrina capenter

[unkempt shale]

Says the one

[unkempt shale]

WHAT

BRO

WDYM

[quartz condor]

no no

[unkempt shale]

WHATS SEPCIAL ABOUT HER?

[quartz condor]

her songs are like

okay

but whats special about the concert

[unkempt shale]

She's like merline Monroe

Omg

That women

Gorgeous

[pliant dragon]

my wallpaper

[unkempt shale]

Definitely not as gorgeous as my girlfriend ofc

[unkempt shale]

Talking about hot

[quartz condor]

me at 3 am

[unkempt shale]

She arests someone each night for being 'too hot'

[unkempt shale]

🤨

[quartz condor]

so she's a lisbon

[quartz condor]

the lyrics

[pliant dragon]

ah stop it shes more gorgeous

[unkempt shale]

Nah ah

No one is

[unkempt shale]

Huh

[quartz condor]

wlw

[pliant dragon]

what about billie?

[quartz condor]

billie eyelash!!!

[unkempt shale]

.....

No one is as gorgeous as you

[unkempt shale]

No she isnt

[quartz condor]

hm

okay

[unkempt shale]

Well

We don't know

She moterboated one night

[pliant dragon]

billie is

[unkempt shale]

So she might be bi

[pliant dragon]

[unkempt shale]

....

Nah ah

[pliant dragon]

biggest lie i ever heard

[unkempt shale]

Zwijgrecht

[pliant dragon]

Ja ja I understand everything

chleb

[pliant dragon]

OH?

I translate it

EXCUSE ME

[unkempt shale]

I MEAN

NO

BABY

NO ONE IS AS GORGEOUS AS YOU

I don't love Billie like I love you tho

[pliant dragon]

look in mirror and you will see more gorgeous girl ever

[unkempt shale]

Nah ah

[pliant dragon]

Yah ah

guys im sad shes anwsering me here but no in dms

im crashingout

[unkempt shale]

Nadia

Whej

Are we getting married

[quartz condor]

love birds

[pliant dragon]

I thought youre trying to type smth in polish

[unkempt shale]

No

So

When can I het a ring

I want a ring

[pliant dragon]

I'll give you an onion ring

[pliant dragon]

hm

[unkempt shale]

Oh😔

I'm actually scared for an engagement

[pliant dragon]

-# real

[unkempt shale]

Cuz my taste in anything is wierd and odly specific

[pliant dragon]

but we are still kids tho

[unkempt shale]

Like what if you get the wrong ring and I don't like it but you spend like a few hundred on it

[unkempt shale]

[pliant dragon]

Thats why

onion ring!

HAHAHAHA

[unkempt shale]

I don't like onions

[pliant dragon]

.

imagine here crashing out gif

what about bread

[unkempt shale]

I LOVE BREAD

[pliant dragon]

WXACTLY

[quartz condor]

bread?

i love bread

[pliant dragon]

SAME

[quartz condor]

especially whole bread

[unkempt shale]

today i had my first day of using meds

just microdosis so nothing bad

no side effects

well no effects at all....

but oh well

[pliant dragon]

girl

go to sleep

[unkempt shale]

girl stop stalking me

[pliant dragon]

HAHAAHAHAH

[quartz condor]

ooh

[quartz condor]

@unkempt shale @pliant dragon CHATTTT

wsp

[unkempt shale]

Why is the Harry potter Fandom allergic to hapiness

This is my 5th time crying to an edit