A journal off my life season 2

[pliant dragon]

im gonna sing in the day

bro

[unkempt shale]

I take that tension of your shoulders

teach me a lesson take me over

[quartz condor]

i cant do high notes

hihihihihihi

[unkempt shale]

i dont really like to brag about it

but its true

NOBODY DOES IT LIKE YOU DO

LIKE YOU DO

MARKS ON MY BACK I WONDER WHOOOOOOOOOOO

WOULD UNDERSTAND WHTA I GO THROUGH

GOT YOUR ARMS AROUND MY NECK

MAMA

KEEP IT IN CHECK

what do you want done to you?

BANG BANG

KNOCKING ON YOUR DOOR

[pliant dragon]

theyre not that hard

tbh

[unkempt shale]

i tried saving the world but then i got bored

[quartz condor]

i literally CANT

[unkempt shale]

how can you sing about love when the kids are all dying?

how can you sing about drugs politicians and lying?

[pliant dragon]

literally i today woke up and i hit a high note

hhahahha

[unkempt shale]

how can you sing about sex, when the school is in lockdown?

lock down?

[pliant dragon]

you have ti

train

your voice

[unkempt shale]

now baby maybe were next?

[pliant dragon]

improving

[unkempt shale]

maybe were next?

[pliant dragon]

so shut up

the internet is mad

[unkempt shale]

sometimes you just dont have the voice for it tho

you can be an alto etc

[pliant dragon]

I am alto

[unkempt shale]

ate

[pliant dragon]

[unkempt shale]

im like

uh,

nothing

[pliant dragon]

youre just pretty singingg

[quartz condor]

the only trainin i do is how to beat mofos on the gaza front

🤫

[pliant dragon]

I forget to try sing the doll people with voulume down

oeh

[unkempt shale]

....

the fuck

[quartz condor]

fr

[quartz condor]

cs:go type shi

[unkempt shale]

idk what that means, dont care too

[pliant dragon]

I WANT TO HAVE CS GO

[quartz condor]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1113462309776531456/1291129032519323769/togif.gif

[pliant dragon]

SO BAD

OEH

[quartz condor]

cs2 is good too

chill

chat

revive

https://tenor.com/view/cat-car-saudi-arabia-orange-arab-gif-25619275

[quartz condor]

@unkempt shale hru

[quartz condor]

im so lonley

😔

[pliant dragon]

shes busy rn

[quartz condor]

now how would u know

[pliant dragon]

she told me

[quartz condor]

og

oh

ok

[unkempt shale]

I'm okey, just had hockey practice wbu?

[unkempt shale]

Cuz she basically has my whole agenda

[pliant dragon]

cuz im cool

[quartz condor]

i had dinner

then i showered

[quartz condor]

w

@unkempt shale

SOPHIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

WE GOT TO 10K

well

u got to 10k

haha

[unkempt shale]

Nice

[unkempt shale]

Nice

[quartz condor]

dry

[unkempt shale]

Yeah nauseous asf rn

[quartz condor]

lmao saaame

[unkempt shale]

Yeah not that great when you have a big fear of throwing up

It's been a daily thing cuz of nerves tho

[quartz condor]

oh fr?

[unkempt shale]

Yeahh

[quartz condor]

yeah no i js ate an expired bag of shredded cheese for dinner

and when i eat too much cheese

[unkempt shale]

That's stupid

[quartz condor]

i feel like throwing up

[unkempt shale]

Yeah no shit

[quartz condor]

oh excuuuuuuuuuuse me for having an inflated ahh economy

[unkempt shale]

I mean

Still stupid to eat expired cheese

[quartz condor]

thats literally

what i have to eat

what do you want me to do

[unkempt shale]

Okey imma shower see you in like 30 min

[unkempt shale]

Buy new bag beo

Duck

...

[quartz condor]

the stores are closed

and they're too expensive

[quartz condor]

30 MINUTES TO SHOWER?!

[unkempt shale]

Oh shit I'm fast as fuck

[unkempt shale]

Yeah it was an everything shower

[quartz condor]

what does that mean gng

[unkempt shale]

Shave, hair mask, Dubble hair cleanse

Body lotion, scrub

Sometimes more sometimes less depends on the girl

[quartz condor]

you doin too much bru

[unkempt shale]

Says the guy💀

[quartz condor]

i only use shampoo and soap

and water

[unkempt shale]

That's called being a dude

[quartz condor]

sometimes if i feel extra good

i put on conditioner

[unkempt shale]

💀

[quartz condor]

but that happens like once every 6 months

if at all

[unkempt shale]

Jesus

[quartz condor]

how do u even become so musty that you need to put on like 10 products bro

[unkempt shale]

Well hair mask cuz of the bleaching I once did, it also just makes detangeling easier.
My skin dries out fast so body lotion.
Also my skin just kinda goes crazy so a mask.
And well shave cuz of society

[quartz condor]

i occasionaly shave when i feel like it

[unkempt shale]

Ugh I wish

[quartz condor]

but dang

[unkempt shale]

In the summer it's atleast once a week

Sometimes twice

[quartz condor]

ion think i put on anything other than shampoo and soap

in the last year

😭

[unkempt shale]

Ugh I wish

[quartz condor]

like in all of 2025

[unkempt shale]

That's a blessing

[quartz condor]

🙏

@unkempt shale hear me out

im in a friend group, yeah?

i got a wealthy friend there okay?

and mf is like

"just dont eat rotten food" (in reference to the cheese dinner i had)

like mf

I CANT DO THAT

[unkempt shale]

YOU HAVE FRIENDS?!

[unkempt shale]

That's what I'm saying

[quartz condor]

god i hate privileged mfs

[unkempt shale]

Eh I hate rotten cheese

[quartz condor]

its not even rotten

its just expired

[unkempt shale]

How long?

[quartz condor]

like a couple days

[unkempt shale]

How many days bro

Did it still smell good? Did it have a funky color?

[quartz condor]

nah

it tasted like cheese

[unkempt shale]

Then you're good

I'd also eat it tbh

[quartz condor]

it tasted good

theres nothing wrong with it

it was in the fridge too

[unkempt shale]

Ohh bro then it's fine

[quartz condor]

ye

[quartz condor]

@unkempt shale sooo...

[unkempt shale]

What?

[quartz condor]

hru?

[unkempt shale]

Not too great wbu

[quartz condor]

im...

alr

[unkempt shale]

Glad to hear

[quartz condor]

i feel like im gonna cry tonight again but

whatever

[unkempt shale]

Sorry to hear

[quartz condor]

ill hold it in

[unkempt shale]

alright i guess

[quartz condor]

ill bottle it in

im a man

thats what is expected of me.

[unkempt shale]

alright

[quartz condor]

yep.

[unkempt shale]

anyways

[quartz condor]

?

[unkempt shale]

its just a way to say ''lets switch topics''

[quartz condor]

i know

[unkempt shale]

okey

[quartz condor]

so

what u wanna talk abt

?

[unkempt shale]

idk

[unkempt shale]

||thoughts are coming back, mostly urges||

||maybe i should just do it||

[pliant dragon]

I can feel thats hard for you. Maybe you should talk with someone about it?

maybe this can help

[unkempt shale]

||maybe i should cut contact||

[unkempt shale]

yea

[quartz condor]

@unkempt shale hi

[unkempt shale]

Hey

[quartz condor]

hru

[unkempt shale]

Not good. Wbu?

[quartz condor]

im good

wanna talk?

[unkempt shale]

Depends about what

[quartz condor]

how u feeling

[unkempt shale]

Idk

Tired, drained, stressed

[quartz condor]

im all ears

[unkempt shale]

Yeah idk

Just grades and life

[quartz condor]

fair

[unkempt shale]

Yep

[pliant dragon]

Your school year is ending soon, you should get rest in vacationn

[quartz condor]

yep

[quartz condor]

✅

[pliant dragon]

You deserve rest soph, school is horrible

[unkempt shale]

yk, really fucking pathedic how this girl blocks me because i forgot her b-day (by like 2-3 days). and then proceed to never even ackowledge mine.

[pliant dragon]

Wtf? thats rude asf

[unkempt shale]

yeah well, her life is falling apart (it wasnt that way when it was my b-day)

but like il be the rude friend so its fine

[pliant dragon]

forgetting is a normal thing, I don't understand why she blocked you because of that

[unkempt shale]

because i was dry during that period of time, and i didnt reach out (she also didnt)

[pliant dragon]

you should reach out but she should too

[unkempt shale]

i did reach out thats the supid part

but like not enough ig

and now her grandma is dying and i didnt check up enough on her

[pliant dragon]

[unkempt shale]

like girl im sorry but what do you want me to do

[pliant dragon]

revive

[unkempt shale]

like im very happy that i can text people

LET ALONE RESPOND TO YOU

like girl

i get it, but you shouldve known im bad support for shit like this

[pliant dragon]

teleport and heal grandma

[unkempt shale]

oop

no one saw that

[pliant dragon]

WHAT DID YOU

SAID

I DIDNT SAW IT

[unkempt shale]

no its beter that way

[pliant dragon]

you can tell me if you want

[unkempt shale]

nahh

anyways the girl is ignoring me for 4ish days now

but still sending tiktoks?

[pliant dragon]

okaay

thats okay dw

[pliant dragon]

[unkempt shale]

real

[pliant dragon]

imagine rn confused billie gif

[unkempt shale]

real

[pliant dragon]

wtf like

girl

answer

[pliant dragon]

im sorry for saying that

but

thats

weird

asf

wtf

[unkempt shale]

yep

[pliant dragon]

wait a min

she blocked you and shes sending tiktoks?

[unkempt shale]

no she unblocked me

[pliant dragon]

Ooo good

[unkempt shale]

okey crazy bro could respond to my question marks

lets see

a. i did something
b. i did something
c. shes sorry

okey so

definitely not c

its definitely a

maybe b

OH

shocker

world news

it was c

🤯

[pliant dragon]

WOAH

[unkempt shale]

real

[unkempt shale]

Lil drop

[unkempt shale]

Got 74% on my dutch test (I made it with chatgpt)

[pliant dragon]

YAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY

[quartz condor]

ion know when my bros were born

why is it that important

😭

[unkempt shale]

Cuz she got mad when I forgot hers

Idc when people forget it tbh cuz like I also forget. But don't get pissed at me to the point you block me to then just forget mine💀

[quartz condor]

why not just

say when it is

tbh i dont even know when my best BEST friend was born

i know what year

and what month

but beyond that idk

[unkempt shale]

I still forgot then she got pissed

[unkempt shale]

Same

I have it in my agenda so that I don't forget

[quartz condor]

when one of my friends has a birthday i just

get sent a dm about it

i never care to check myself

[unkempt shale]

Damn

[quartz condor]

its the best way

🤑

anywaysss

hru

[unkempt shale]

I'm amazing what about you?

[quartz condor]

omg same

im israel larping

[unkempt shale]

What's that

Oh you're gonna play witch!

Have fun

[quartz condor]

live action roleplaying

[unkempt shale]

Okey so like same thing

[quartz condor]

shut up

im only killing a religious leader

(and some civillians along the way)

it's like

still ok

[unkempt shale]

Yeahhh playing witch

[quartz condor]

nope

playing freedom fighter

[unkempt shale]

Witch

[quartz condor]

freedom fighter

[unkempt shale]

Witch

[quartz condor]

freedom fighter

[unkempt shale]

Witch

[quartz condor]

freedom fighter

also im a man

how can i be a witch

[unkempt shale]

Idc

[unkempt shale]

Witch

[quartz condor]

freedom fighter

[unkempt shale]

Witch

Its my journal so you're a witch

[quartz condor]

its my nation so i'm a freedom fighter

[unkempt shale]

I kinda dont care. Witch

[quartz condor]

i kinda dont care. freedom fighter

[unkempt shale]

Rude

[quartz condor]

rude

[unkempt shale]

nah

[quartz condor]

fine

u win

[unkempt shale]

i know

[quartz condor]

wait there was that one gif

where is it

[unkempt shale]

i dont know

[quartz condor]

.

i still remember this bro

[unkempt shale]

im proud of you

[quartz condor]

yayyy

😊

[unkempt shale]

😭

[quartz condor]

what.

https://tenor.com/view/astolfo-happy-im-gonna-hunt-you-down-i-am-going-to-kill-you-gif-6889985565298382400

[unkempt shale]

oh!

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/emoji-happy-gif-10854115139959122445

[unkempt shale]

gay

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/minecraft-explosion-bomb-funny-memes-gif-16419826572870498587

[unkempt shale]

i wanted to make a joke here then i realised its a public server

pluss in no mood for some beef:(

[quartz condor]

i never take stuff personally lmao

[quartz condor]

send in dms

[unkempt shale]

no i really cant

😭

[quartz condor]

do it

[unkempt shale]

no its like bad

[quartz condor]

idc

send it

[unkempt shale]

nah ah

[quartz condor]

send it

or you enjoy getting manhandled

😈

[unkempt shale]

what the hellie....

thats lowkey a wierd thing to say

[quartz condor]

that trues

true thats

sthat true

thats true

let me rephrase

[unkempt shale]

yeah do that

[quartz condor]

im not sure how tho

my english sucks

give me a minute

to ask chatgpt

[unkempt shale]

alright

[quartz condor]

didnt need chatgpt

send it or an a-4 skyhawk carrying a mk.83, 1000lbs bomb would drop it on your exact location

😊

is this better?

[unkempt shale]

yeah no that tells me nothing but great

[quartz condor]

it will kill u

immediately

[unkempt shale]

great

do that

thanks

[quartz condor]

ughhh

dry texter

[unkempt shale]

yeahhh, tired as hell

[quartz condor]

go sleep

[unkempt shale]

nah

[quartz condor]

stay up with me?

i cant sleep cuz i slept 12 hrs last night

[unkempt shale]

not too long

but i supose yeah

[quartz condor]

i might stay up another hour, max

[unkempt shale]

yeah i think il survive that

[quartz condor]

hour or two, yeah

i got nauseous and sick yesterday because i was so sleep deprived

[unkempt shale]

thats your sign to sleep right now

[quartz condor]

i fixed it

i had 13-14 total hours of sleep today and last night

[quartz condor]

also this was 2 days ago

wait no

it was yesterday

[unkempt shale]

you gotta keep this up tho

[quartz condor]

i had a sleep reset

fr

[unkempt shale]

damn

[quartz condor]

IIIII WAAAATCHED YOUUUU
mumble mumble

best song ever

[unkempt shale]

huh what song

[quartz condor]

tek it

give it a listen

[unkempt shale]

nqh

nah

[quartz condor]

you'll looooove it

[unkempt shale]

nah

[pliant dragon]

WOAH

I LOVE THAT SING

SONG

III WATCHHH THEEE MOOON

LET IT RUN MY MOOOOOD

CANT STOP THINKING OF YOUUU

[quartz condor]

YESSSSSSSSS

🤩 🤩 🤩 🤩 🤩

[unkempt shale]

89% for history!

[quartz condor]

u still alive?

[quartz condor]

guess who pulled another all nighter 🤩

[quartz condor]

.topic

[light gyro]

What's the best thing you've learned from a friend?

[quartz condor]

ooh thats cool

[unkempt shale]

Uhmm probably math

[unkempt shale]

Damn

[unkempt shale]

Nope

[quartz condor]

i feel like absolute shit 🤑

[quartz condor]

assumed so

[unkempt shale]

L

I feel amazing

[quartz condor]

do say

[quartz condor]

rude

[unkempt shale]

Nah

[unkempt shale]

Idk what you mean but yeah I do say

[quartz condor]

like

elaborate

[unkempt shale]

I got a good night rest

[quartz condor]

dry

texter

😔

[unkempt shale]

Nah ah

[quartz condor]

yah ah

[unkempt shale]

Nah

[quartz condor]

yah

[unkempt shale]

My headache is killing me ugh

I love naps tho, just had a long ass nap

Head still hurts like shit

[wild sleet]

OH NOOO SOPHIE I JUST SAW THIS

on my way bookie

doc sophie is coming to the rescue 🏃‍♀️💨

[quartz condor]

wait yall irl friends?

[wild sleet]

sadly no

I’m just

Walking across water like Jesus

[quartz condor]

ur british?

or french?

just walking accross the belgian lake

[unkempt shale]

🙏

[quartz condor]

you know what my revenge dress is?

[unkempt shale]

A pretty princess dress

[quartz condor]

nope

[unkempt shale]

Yep

[quartz condor]

its this

and this

[unkempt shale]

No

[quartz condor]

and this

glory glory

to unit 669

hurrah

i love unit 6️⃣6️⃣9️⃣

[unkempt shale]

This is you

Get that flag out of my journal thank you

[quartz condor]

yes ma'am

[unkempt shale]

Thanks

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/emoji-happy-gif-10854115139959122445

[wild sleet]

I’m Australian

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/emoji-happy-gif-10854115139959122445

[wild sleet]

https://tenor.com/view/skipping-water-excited-going-home-gif-8196394

[unkempt shale]

😭🙏

[unkempt shale]

Gay!

[wild sleet]

https://tenor.com/view/help-i-on-the-way-mrs-doubtfire-robin-williams-gif-11474918

[unkempt shale]

I like dark humor

Especially when it comes to my own shit

[wild sleet]

reallll

[pliant dragon]

my jaw dropped

[unkempt shale]

Comedian type shit

[unkempt shale]

😭🙏

Than it worked!

[pliant dragon]

without context

that looks

so

idk

just read it

[unkempt shale]

It does not look wierd😭

[pliant dragon]

O

OKAY

THATS MY BRAIN

NVM

[quartz condor]

https://tenor.com/view/speed-ishowspeed-ishowmeat-funny-laugh-gif-3834932356741800396

[unkempt shale]

Exactly

This is the reaction I need

Bro I love goth so much

[unkempt shale]

I just did my makeup like this it's so cute

[wild sleet]

uhm ma’am?? HOKY

ITS SI GOOD

[unkempt shale]

This is not my face btw haha

[wild sleet]

I don’t care it’s the fact im blind and I can’t do makeup bc of my glasses 🙏🏻

It’s probably so pretty

[unkempt shale]

That sucks😭

[unkempt shale]

I personally really love it hihi

[wild sleet]

It would be💕

[unkempt shale]

bored as fuck

[unkempt shale]

i wanna call lowkey really bad, just while we sleep but idk too scared to ask

im tired af so il probably just sleep soon

[unkempt shale]

I got 2 new vinyls

Taylor swift speak now tour

And

Taylor swift at BBC

[wild sleet]

What’s bbc?…

[unkempt shale]

English radio station

[wild sleet]

WHY DID I THINK IT WAS SOMETHING ELSE😀

[unkempt shale]

Like what?...

[wild sleet]

bbc…

😀

I got scares

[unkempt shale]

Idk

What that is

[pliant dragon]

CBeebies?

[unkempt shale]

What's that

[pliant dragon]

[unkempt shale]

That's for you!

[pliant dragon]

YK WHAT

HOW

YOUI

KNOW

WHAT IM WATCHING

ON TV

WTF

IM SCARED

ALWAYS WHEN EVERY CHANNEL

IS BORINH

IM WATCHING CBEEBIES

..........

[wild sleet]

don’t worry
I think it was scary enough to think that😀

[unkempt shale]

BHAHAHA SHUT UP YOU FR?😭

[unkempt shale]

I'm confused but alright

[wild sleet]

it’s weird
My friend thought it was something and I just was so confused

[pliant dragon]

…

well

I was joking

de

de

dw

[unkempt shale]

Mhmmm

[pliant dragon]

BHAAHAHHAHAAHAHAHHA

[unkempt shale]

I feel like no one really likes me

My parents when I was 9

[pliant dragon]

Girl I like you very very much

[pliant dragon]

stop talking

things

like

this

im fr

rn

[quartz condor]

they dont know 😨

[wild sleet]

Don’t tell them it’s scary

[quartz condor]

veri

[wild sleet]

I just woke up💃🏻

[quartz condor]

ok

[wild sleet]

https://tenor.com/view/fortnite-cat-fortnite-cat-skydiving-cat-gif-26273813

[unkempt shale]

I've been feeling depressed asf lately

My dad just came into my room, complained about everything in my room (yes it's a mess idc) honestly just tired as fuck

Can't even bring myself to shower most days atm

[quartz condor]

same

💔

[wild sleet]

ATM same

I got it back on track

But stupid

Dads bday

Is today

I hate it

[unkempt shale]

omg just heard the rumor that Billie will be covering ''iris'' tonight one of the songs that helped me a lot when i was down as fuck

sobbing just by the idea if im honest

[unkempt shale]

back to updating tonight!

have 5 tabs open just for updates whoops

the livestream stopped

....

this is my 13th reason

[quartz condor]

@unkempt shale man

im sad

😔

wanna know why

so we can share our feelings

and feel better about ourselves

[unkempt shale]

im actually feeling fine rn

too busy crashing out for billie atm

[unkempt shale]

okey amazing she isnt doing this!

[quartz condor]

oh

nice

[quartz condor]

yo

how u feelin

[unkempt shale]

Pretty good what about you?

[quartz condor]

im alr

i got 8.5 hours of sleep last night

[unkempt shale]

Glad to hear

[quartz condor]

pretty proud of myself ngl

[unkempt shale]

Damnn that's amazing

[quartz condor]

ye

but tonight

im afraid ill have another all nighter

[unkempt shale]

Nah ah dont

[quartz condor]

i said i HOPE

😒

well

kinda

[unkempt shale]

There goes my hair😞🔫

[unkempt shale]

You did not say hope

[quartz condor]

close enough

[quartz condor]

huh

whuh

whut

[unkempt shale]

Cap

[unkempt shale]

I choped it off

[quartz condor]

why

[unkempt shale]

Why not

[quartz condor]

why yes

[unkempt shale]

Why not bro

Besides it isn't short now, it just has layers (way too many)

[quartz condor]

idk

what that means

but

sure

[pliant dragon]

Rip your hair

💔💔💔

[unkempt shale]

It's like this but way shorter

[pliant dragon]

meow

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Layers

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HELP

[quartz condor]

thats dope

[pliant dragon]

still meow

[unkempt shale]

It just looks bad

I cried ngl

I'm still in the hair dye

And then I have to shower and style it

Pray for me that it looks fine

[pliant dragon]

dont get bald

[quartz condor]

bet

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Il try

[pliant dragon]

AYYYY

GOOD

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Just styled it it looks pretty amazing

[unkempt shale]

i hate comunicating idk why

well no

i hate being bare and open

makes me feel small

and judged

[quartz condor]

no ones judging you

❤️

atleast here

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i hate this so bad

[unkempt shale]

i have a heavy feeling in my chest

im overwhelmed ig

today was such an amazing day and for some reason i feel like crying rn

[unkempt shale]

im getting flashbacks not trauma ig, still the ones that make me want to sob untill i sleep

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||I hate how i cant even see ''... days left'' without being triggerd.||

||im always scared that it means the worst, i just cant handle it, i fucking hate this||

[unkempt shale]

i feel a panick attack coming

idk

its this wierd feeling in your throat where you can slowly feel it closing its wierd

il probably be able to supress it

[quartz condor]

shhhhhhhhh

is okay

all okay

[unkempt shale]

huh

[quartz condor]

huh

its 1:30 am

give me a break

[unkempt shale]

0.36

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alr

[quartz condor]

whatever

36/30

same thing

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okey

[quartz condor]

btw

hm

i dont think its a good time to say

so nvm

[unkempt shale]

what?

[quartz condor]

smt w my gf

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oh okey

[quartz condor]

maybe later

when ur feeling better

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yeah

''Sorry, can't save me now
Sorry, I don't know how (sorry)
Sorry, there's no way out (sorry)
But down, mm down''

[unkempt shale]

@quartz condor hello hru

[quartz condor]

im ok

[unkempt shale]

glad to hear

[unkempt shale]

ITS 2 AM

AND OMG

THE FAVORS

RELEASED A NEW SINGEL

I FORGOT ABOUT THAT

OMG

HIHIHI

IM SO HYPER BRO ITS SO FUCKING GOOD

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It creeps me out when people get the same tattoo as a celebrity

Like bsfr

First off: you're straight up copying art work.
Second: it's just wierd, those tattoos probably have a meaning and you just copy them because the celebrity has them

Like hand writing is fine but that's were I lowjey draw the line ngl

[pliant dragon]

tbh, fr

[quartz condor]

hru @unkempt shale

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im okey wbu?

[quartz condor]

haha lol

im miserable

[unkempt shale]

sorry to hear that

[quartz condor]

its fine

js life haha

[unkempt shale]

fair

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gosh i love her so much

[unkempt shale]

i hate the way my brain works, i clearly love her to bits but its like my emotions shit off most of the times. she wouldve been my girlfriend otherwise

i get so jealous when her ex like ''flirts'' with her

like the hell

[unkempt shale]

i finaly decided what i will be doing for my profile research paper. this is basically a research you do spread over 2 years.
you choose one specific question and you do a full blown research about it.
interviews, own digging etc etc.

i really want to know the impact of ptsd by police oficers, their animals and their colleagues

since its something that i will probably also be dealing with in one way or another.

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Going to a festival today, I'm exited but scared.
I'm prone to panick attacks in crowded spaces

[wild sleet]

I have never been to one

Is it goody

Good*

[unkempt shale]

It's amazing if you're with friends and if you know the artists!

[wild sleet]

What kind of festivals do u go too?

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Right now it's werchter boutique

[wild sleet]

Never heard of to

It

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It's kind of the sibling of rock werchter

[wild sleet]

Ohhh

[quartz condor]

@unkempt shale hru

?

[unkempt shale]

I'm okey, you??

[wild sleet]

How did the festival go?

[unkempt shale]

It went amazing!

[wild sleet]

That looks so fun!!

I’m gonna buy tickets to Tyler the creator soon!:)

[unkempt shale]

Oehh that's amazing!

[pliant dragon]

hitting the table

I LOVE HIM

IM GONNA CRY

I ENVY YOU

[unkempt shale]

BHAHAHAHAH

[wild sleet]

I’m so lucky I didn’t have to sell half my kidney

Cause I was born with one HAHAHHAA

I have been to two concerts my whole life

Hte your

[unkempt shale]

😭

[wild sleet]

Tour*

And

[unkempt shale]

Love the humor

[wild sleet]

Central cee

But

[unkempt shale]

I've been too a little too much

[wild sleet]

I saw someone get beat

[unkempt shale]

Oop

[wild sleet]

by a man

A women

Was beat

By a man

anyways

erm

I have to testify in court

Bc she’s in a coma

[unkempt shale]

Slay

[wild sleet]

I wish

I may go to lorde next year

[unkempt shale]

Oh shit

[wild sleet]

And James blunt this year

[unkempt shale]

Oehh that's amazing

[wild sleet]

And maybe

idk

If I’m rich

[unkempt shale]

Real shit

[wild sleet]

can someone give me a spare kidney

please

Sophie

can I put a thing bob

Of my journal in here

so

you guys can see the

Getting ready for Tyler

I can put central cee vids in too

[unkempt shale]

Ofc

[pliant dragon]

im crying

in corner

[wild sleet]

#1391395232112705566

if Anyone wants to check it out

[unkempt shale]

My friend is kinda pressuring me to tell my dad about her, he knows about her ofc just not my feelings with her

I want to tell him but I'm like so nervous to do so

[unkempt shale]

Just told my mom damn

She was so dry 'okey and, what you want me to say?'😭😭😭

[wild sleet]

Wym???

[unkempt shale]

Long story

[wild sleet]

Is it good or bad

[unkempt shale]

It's amazing

[wild sleet]

Is she ur gf

[unkempt shale]

Not yet, but tonight or tomorrow she is:)

[wild sleet]

SO THATS WHY SHE WANTED U TO MET HER DAD

[unkempt shale]

Huh no

I told my mom that I loved her

[wild sleet]

ohh

I’m so confused

[quartz condor]

eh

[unkempt shale]

sorry to hear

[quartz condor]

its fine

new pc tho!!!

hahahaha

yayyyyy

[pliant dragon]

what specs

[unkempt shale]

nice

[quartz condor]

lemme send rq

[unkempt shale]

stop yapping about nerdy stuff😔

lets talk about me and nadia!

[quartz condor]

naw

[quartz condor]

fine

[unkempt shale]

@pliant dragon

[quartz condor]

👍

[unkempt shale]

dry

[quartz condor]

u lovey doveys

[unkempt shale]

yes!

[quartz condor]

r u together or nah

(if i may ask)

[unkempt shale]

yep

[quartz condor]

w!!!

[unkempt shale]

asked her today

[quartz condor]

🤩

[unkempt shale]

yesssss

[quartz condor]

@pliant dragon

CPU: Intel I7 14700F
Mobo: MSI B760 GAMING PLUS WIFI
GPU: Radeon RX9070 OC
RAM: 2x16gb DDR5 6000MHz

[pliant dragon]

heyy

thsts me

btw

proud gf

[pliant dragon]

IKR

IKR

IKR

IKR

[pliant dragon]

THATS NOT

NERDY

[unkempt shale]

it is!

[pliant dragon]

NUH IH

UH

[unkempt shale]

[unkempt shale]

yah ah

[pliant dragon]

thats very

important

question

[quartz condor]

she dont understand the good stuff abt life!!!

js like my gf

😡

[unkempt shale]

i feel like i would get along amazing with her

[quartz condor]

elaborate

[unkempt shale]

idk

shes agirl

im a girl!

=

friendship for life!

[pliant dragon]

let ke

me

see

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no

youre going to sleep!

[pliant dragon]

youre going to sleep too!

[unkempt shale]

lame

[pliant dragon]

bro

can we

switch

i have such a horrible specs

i dont even know them

[quartz condor]

nuh uh

lemme get a pic fr

@pliant dragon LOOK!!!

[quartz condor]

yk that makes sense

but with guys

[pliant dragon]

BRO

THAT PC

I

IS

SO

PRETTYYYY

[unkempt shale]

were going to eat together tomorrow

just kind of trying to get her to eat enough to keep her body happy

and its like a cute lil thing!

im exited

[quartz condor]

excited*

[unkempt shale]

nerd

[quartz condor]

stfu

[unkempt shale]

rude

someone doesnt have their gf by their side

[quartz condor]

oh fuck u

[unkempt shale]

HELP IS IT TRUE?

no need to ghost me

[quartz condor]

no gost

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yes ghost

[quartz condor]

no no

no gost

[unkempt shale]

oh

[quartz condor]

🖕

[unkempt shale]

L

[quartz condor]

rude

[unkempt shale]

you started

[quartz condor]

nuh uh

[unkempt shale]

yah

[quartz condor]

nah

[unkempt shale]

okey

[quartz condor]

🤑

i win

[quartz condor]

@unkempt shale billie woman

can u suggest some songs

i am quite enjoying "birds of a feather"

and so my interest has been

grown

[unkempt shale]

OEHHHH

OKEY SO

what vibe are you looking for?

[quartz condor]

uh

dreamcore type shi

[unkempt shale]

i dont know what that is

but

[quartz condor]

let me find for u

[unkempt shale]

hotline bling (edit)
six feat under
come out and play
BLUE

they feel dreamy

let me look through her disc to find some more

[quartz condor]

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/wiiUyBBt92Y

[unkempt shale]

CHIHIRO

[unkempt shale]

yeah okey than its the right direction

Bored

my future

halleys comet

The 30th

watch

hostage

[quartz condor]

vat

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these are the songs with that vibe

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vat?

[quartz condor]

its what

but with an accent

[unkempt shale]

CHIHIRO is a song

[quartz condor]

oh

[unkempt shale]

dont say it like that

[quartz condor]

huh

wym

[pliant dragon]

listen to chihiro

[quartz condor]

chirio?

[pliant dragon]

chihiro

[quartz condor]

chihiro

[pliant dragon]

yes

[unkempt shale]

yes

CHIHIRO

[quartz condor]

why is she drowning gng

[unkempt shale]

such a good song

[unkempt shale]

huh