#A journal off my life season 2
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sleep deprived gorrila, its a type of horror story
ohhh dont know it
well go ahead and do that
youre crazy

anyways
real, they cant anymore tho

that was a shock
??
that was the last thing i expected
its a saying

mf
no its not, just normally i get cat called with that nameπ
men.

WHICH
AL OF EM
ur dad cat calls u?
i once was biking in my hockey skirt (its short but it has shorts underneath) and someone whistled at me i nearly put my midle finger up
i dont hope so
but like
its a range
it can be boys from 14
it can be boys from 55
jesus


men*
shocking
you really are shocked?...
top 5 most shockingly shocking facts that will shock the shocking of your shock
howπ
(number 1 is absolutely SHOCKING)
i dont
you dont?
cuz im goofy, huh??
WRONG EMOJI
im confused
mobile sucks
why do u hate men
real
i dont fully hate them, but i mean me having to take another route because a group of guys is standing where i have to walk can be a big reason.
hmm
wha
lemme sketch it
they wil call you out if you walk past them
''hey girl give me a smile''
''hey why dont you smile more?''
''this guy wants your snap''
whistles
yeah no
not really what i want to hear when im on a walk, and dont get me started on the way they look at you like they are some hungry dogs
ts?
ur blue
like the blue circle
and the red is like
idk
a group of teens
im sorry if this is weird but its easier for me to understand visually
yep
btw this is not the worst thing ive heard or seen
men are creepy
the way that most of these are done by grown ass men
π
oh well
sofia isella really puts these things into words
its kinda great how she does
like ''the doll people'' is about how women are made to be pretty and listen to the men
''dog dinner'' is about the men basically looking hungry at the women and that the men use women as food
ITS 5 AM
DAMN HAHA
i think im also just gonna pull one
im so depresso
''sex concept'' really good song its about how sex is stronger than God for some people
you wanna talk
OEH ''us and pigs'' is basically about ||π ||and how it has to happen to a daughter or mother for men to finally speak up
too late now
i told you this when it was like 3.30

exactly
when do you have to get up for school?
you can stil get some sleep
3 hrs is not enough
its better than nothign
you realize how much fucking adrenaline my body has
why
i mean being normal is stupid either way
you okey tho?
no
whats up?
no
mh thats wierd ten
then
''Why do I feel shaky and jittery inside? There are a range of possible causes. Some common ones include low blood sugar, low blood pressure, too much caffeine, and dehydration. Feeling weak, shaky, and tired may be due to something that is easy to treat.''
that could explain the low blood suger
for 8 hours
dont be it will be okey, can you discribe what you feel a bit more specific?
idk im stressed
a low blood suger is really easy to treat
why?
paranoid
IDK??
BRO
as in you see things?
thats probably the tiredness
I'VE BEEN AWAKE FOR 20 HOURD
do you have anything sugery you could eat?
HOURS
cuz thats honestly your best shot
then do that, not all at once
also maybe a sugery drink?
works better
bro google uses stupid as words
i have oj
apple juice is best
the hell is oj
it sounds australian
OKEY SO
a drink is the best thing you can do
because of the glucose
its just easier for your body
orange juice
ohh
yep drink that
also has a fast effect
i feel like its not that easy to get a low blood suger unless you have diabetes
but honestly best thing to do it
if it works yeey. if it doesnt you gotta sleep it off
ill try
thx
but anyways, this is your journal so enough bickering abt me π
nahh dont worry
im crashing out rn ugh
my touchpad just sudenly stopped working like at all
ive been trying to find how to resolve this but bro
im gonna cry
its way too late for this bs
or too early
well all nighter is done ig
idk how i will survive this day (i wont i will have a crash out the full day)
i hate this im feeling so stupid rn, they are telling me to do something and i dont understand what they want me to do
im also alone again and i hate it
kinda my fault tho, i told her she should sleep. i dont want to keep her up with my stupid problems
great came to the conclusion that there probably is a cable loose
kill me bro
i should probably should get some sleep in rn like really bad
okey well stab me too
cuz it was infact the update that they told me that was not the problem
IT WAS BRO
it works again
im now sobbing some more of relief then im going to sleep cuz im be cracky and emotional if i dont (i will be either way but then worse)
Dudeπ
Real
Fuck.
I have this hockey tournament as a coach so I tell my mom about it and then she says 'oh yeah I have festival tickets for that date'
Like what the hell? Put that in the calender or something cuz then I could've already said that I won't go
Honestly I want to be loved
Not like friends
Like genuine
And irl
Just cuddles and stolen kisses
sorry.
i'll just leave if you want.
No it's fine dw
I just need cuddles
Hugs
And just
Love

π
fr
No
No
Thank you
yes.
π
Okey so like
I'm gonna move so fast once I turn 18
To be with herπ
(I cant)
She gotta move here
Yes
And then we can live together
And have a dog
And a cat
And 2 kids

lovely
I know right
I feel like some person in a straight jacket
Crashing the fuck out
I'm not even at home
she's too far away
how so
stalker
Idc come here
I'm going home rn
im sensing smt
YES
YESSSSSS
No
YESS
Maybe
tmr ill tell u abt my day when u feel better if u want
okay?
Yes ofcourse:)
Can't wait to hear about it
'How dare you?
And how could you? Will you only feel bad if they find out? If you could take it all back?'
There is this one thing I used to listen to when I was at my worst. I was scared to listen back but idk I know how much comfort it brought yk. Weirdly enough it still does
'I put a pen to paper like putting a gun to my head'
I have urges to call her 'love'
@quartz condor how are ya?
good, u?
You sure?
Cuz idk? Can't I care
IM VERY GOODDDD
YAYYY
YESSSS
in bed
What?
With gf?
she extended her stay
YEEEY
hmmm
I stan her
im js seeing too many signs
Yes were like besties in my head
Of?..
ong
I don't know
but yesterday we didnt do much
Whyy
maybe
i stayed up for 38 hours total
Wdym maybeπ
DAMN
if she wants

ill set up a discord account for her
Bet
but i dont feel like being in a three way convo
unless its @pliant dragon
she's cool
that sounds wierd. But like idc how I talk to her
I know right
Cuteee
what
yaaaah
HEYYYY
Wow responding here before my dms
i said i dont like talking w 2 ppl at once!@
HEYYYYY
ur js cool so its fine
AAAAAAYYY
She's the best
thankk youu im glad youre thinking like thaattt
π
hahaha so im hereee
whats up simon
good too, my mom told me rn I have to wake up so early tomorrow
and im searching for job
hahah
wheres soph
I'm here dww
I didnβt knoe how much hard is finding a job
DAYCARE?π
AYYYY
ye
It is hard
I'm not a babysitter
Real
Im thinking abt going to a restaurant serving meals and cleaning the dishes
Yall babysit meπ
mama
OH YES DO THAT
π
OKEYY
And then next year you're gonna come here
So that we can cuddleπ
Like billie and justin bieber
AAYYYYYY

HELP-
im like batman
THATS A NUGGET?
in the shadows
ye
I'm also badman!
same
what do we think me cooking a meals
Batman
Don't.
I can say im straight then
π
Yes
so im straight
π
Yes!
tsk i know smt is goin on
WAIT
between both of yall
WAIT
BRO
WHAT
I realised this way too late
I thought we were just telling lies
π
Nah
ig i have to go
NO
she said if ur a man shes straight
Yes I got that like uhm a minute too late
kaboom
π
sure
Cuz like my whole life is here
too many signs tho
Okey fair but like we aren't

History people would call us roommatesπ
who
Like people who study history
It's a lesbian joke.
Like historians will always say 'they were roomates' instead of lesbians
So when someone is obviously a lesbian couple they say that
oh so you ARE a couple
NO
I feel the hate
BHAHAHAHAHA
We were a coupleπ
Then we broke up
J got into my h!e phase got a new girl after like a week (so sorry nads I felt like a sl!t)
can i ask why or is it personal
And we'll now this
I wasn't in a good mindset (still am not) and just didn't have the energy to talk most times
ah
yeah i broke up with mine on mutual terms
then found out she cheated on me
then found this sweetheart
AWHHH
huh
is what i meant
regarding this comment
yayyyyyyΓΏy

as you should dude
i got this lamp that emits orange/yellow light
so i can see
and she can sleep
thats the absolute best
yess thats the best
btw my dog also sleeps with us
π
she also gets cuddles
YOU HAVE A DOG?!
yuh
im so jealous omg
heheheh
what breed?
bichon frisè
that was absolutely the last breed i expected
why
what dog u think i'd have?
idk something like a german sheperd
nahhh

i dont have the conditions for one
wdym??
Chihuahua
HELP YES I WAS EITHER EXPECTING THAT OR A SHEPERD
apartment, im busy, etc'
really?
ohhh fair
aggressive dog
YES
and realky big
wow...
ikr
my friend had a pomeranian
those are cute
omg yes
true
YESSSSS
aaayyyy
and a german sheperd for my job
literally

real
when i got my dog she was depressed as hell
awhh thats so sad
twins tho
real
YEEEY
nah dont say sorry you just found better person
nah definitely not
as in absolutely notπ€‘
also not you acting like i broke up cuz i found someone else
absolutely not girl
haha so i was better
okay
no
soery
mb
ignire it

you really are, you raised my standards way too high
oopsieee
oopsie for being too good
its forgiven
BHAHAHAHAHAHA
well guess we will be singel forver together
as she should
and as she got
amazingg
awhhhh
yall are like too cute
loll
gonna go to the bathroom sooo i gotta do smt rq
i covered her up
blanket
ohhh still
shes ASLEEP
STILL
EXAACTLY
good
then i cuddled her for a bit and got here
yeeey
come here and prove it
π π₯
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HELP?
real tho
cutie
LOVE THAT SONG BRO
999999/10
YES FOR REAL
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
CALL FOR AMBULANCE
NOW
GIRL HAHAHA
N. O. W.

you were going to sleep
no
yep im too delusional
im like a 2nd class citizen here π
YOU TOO
GIRL
huh
i willlll
soph pull another all nighter w me
ugh i should lowkey
im a cool person
no
we should
lame
.
we really should
eh
(im gonna fall asleep at 3 am tbh)
(real im already tired)

control?
this is my selfie
i've been up 16 and a half hours already lmao
bro
ive been up for uhmmm 14
i was abt to write "f you"
pretty
i know right
thats so nice of you
thats the person you fell inlove with
gorgeous like always

ikr
yess, nice like always
im the best
its okay to admit it
π
girl
yes
i dont know
NO DONT

.
whoops
i know
abt it
β¦β¦β¦


the best girlfriend material
EXACTLY
||crying in corner||
π
you raised my standards so high that im going to be singel forever
HAHAHAHAHA

billie rolling eyes gif
real
BHAHAHAHAHHAA REAL
whyy
I dont want you to be single
honestly its better rn
no relations for me till atleast juli
and thats the earliest
i get it, glad thats better
I get itttt
||even if its us||
I understand it
yeah
dms
π im back
hello
hey
imma go to sleep. goodluck with staying up tho
liar π
im saying my goodnight
ayoo
BHAHAHAHA
its more like my main chick dw
nothing can come between me and spotify
nads competition
HELP
for real tho
she wont break us up tho
so its fine
grrr
dog
and yet i cant smoke once a day
okey but smoking kills
NOT EVEN A PACK
hmmm
i should not have brought that up
i have 12 decibels hearingloss rn
oh nah dont worry all good, it doesnt trigger in anyway
i havent started and not fully planning on doing it. but the urges are there

i found these chewable breaths theyre called tho
its supose to like be something to quit
idk
okey anyways
its getting too serious for a casual talk
.
you feel like my mom right now
is this about me not sleeping or smoking?
im older
or like both
THAN MY MOM?
NO
.
SOPHIE
NO
OH MY
I BLAME @quartz condor
oh jesus
NO
just saying
oh no
HELP
who knows
yep
nah
lights off in the sophie daycare
i mean yes
o say it girl
NOOO
good night
you know
no
unless u stay up w me
i hate you
till when
OH HELL NAH
ok bet
.
yeeey
okey so this sounded so much worse then it was meant to sound
π

you dont want threat
maybe i do
no
cuz you will had to translate it
no!

idk
yes
blockblast
BHAHAHAHAH
i wanna grab my dog
girl go and touch some grass
grab him
HER
π
sleeping.
and guess whos with her
your girlfriend
yup
BHAHAHAHA
what?
im so smart
but whats her name
BHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS HOW YOU KNOW SOMEONES AN ADDICT
blud
shes a little addicted
yes







