#A journal off my life season 2

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unkempt shale
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what else does arg mean?....

quartz condor
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well go ahead and do that

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if

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iii

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will stay awake

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ppl also call me autistic

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anyways

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that was a shock

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??

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that was the last thing i expected

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A TAKEN MEN

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CALLED ME

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A SWEETHEART

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its a saying

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mf

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nah ah

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this shook me

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its not like i mind

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but

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but if its wrong to care

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ill wont

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😀

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men.

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WHO?!

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M

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A

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N

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WHICH

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i once was biking in my hockey skirt (its short but it has shorts underneath) and someone whistled at me i nearly put my midle finger up

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but like

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its a range

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it can be boys from 14

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it can be boys from 55

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man are gross

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not all of em

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but most....

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men*

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the way that you are shocked lowkey shocked me

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(number 1 is absolutely SHOCKING)

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why do you think the men hate exists?

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like thats because of this reason bro😭

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WRONG EMOJI

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mobile sucks

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hmmmmm?

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SPEAK

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# quartz condor why do u hate men

i dont fully hate them, but i mean me having to take another route because a group of guys is standing where i have to walk can be a big reason.

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hmm

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''hey girl give me a smile''

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''hey why dont you smile more?''

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''this guy wants your snap''

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whistles

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yeah no

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not really what i want to hear when im on a walk, and dont get me started on the way they look at you like they are some hungry dogs

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ur blue

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like the blue circle

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and the red is like

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idk

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a group of teens

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im sorry if this is weird but its easier for me to understand visually

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sorry..

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men are creepy

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the way that most of these are done by grown ass menbilliedisgusted

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comes with womenhoodimjustagirl

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oh well

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sofia isella really puts these things into words

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its kinda great how she does

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like ''the doll people'' is about how women are made to be pretty and listen to the men

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wait no no no no

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I PULLED AN ALL NIGHTER

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''dog dinner'' is about the men basically looking hungry at the women and that the men use women as food

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ITS 5 AM

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i think im also just gonna pull one

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im so depresso

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''sex concept'' really good song its about how sex is stronger than God for some people

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im depresso that

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no sleep

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OEH ''us and pigs'' is basically about ||πŸ‡ ||and how it has to happen to a daughter or mother for men to finally speak up

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i told you that you should sleep

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when do you have to get up for school?

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minimum

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you realize how much fucking adrenaline my body has

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why

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i dont feel normal

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you okey tho?

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no

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im idk

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im awake

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but

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jittery

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or eat

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then

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''Why do I feel shaky and jittery inside? There are a range of possible causes. Some common ones include low blood sugar, low blood pressure, too much caffeine, and dehydration. Feeling weak, shaky, and tired may be due to something that is easy to treat.''

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i havent eaten

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drinked

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or slept

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that could explain the low blood suger

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for 8 hours

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yeahhh

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thats the reason then

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im scared

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sophie

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im fucking scared

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dont be it will be okey, can you discribe what you feel a bit more specific?

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idk im stressed

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a low blood suger is really easy to treat

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paranoid

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BRO

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think

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thats probably the tiredness

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do you have anything sugery you could eat?

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HOURS

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cuz thats honestly your best shot

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wait no i messed up my math

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19

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a twix bar

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also maybe a sugery drink?

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works better

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bro google uses stupid as words

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i have oj

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apple juice is best

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the hell is oj

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it sounds australian

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OKEY SO

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a drink is the best thing you can do

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because of the glucose

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its just easier for your body

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yep drink that

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also has a fast effect

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i feel like its not that easy to get a low blood suger unless you have diabetes

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but honestly best thing to do it

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if it works yeey. if it doesnt you gotta sleep it off

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thx

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but anyways, this is your journal so enough bickering abt me πŸ˜”

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im crashing out rn ugh

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my touchpad just sudenly stopped working like at all

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ive been trying to find how to resolve this but bro

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im gonna cry

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its way too late for this bs

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or too early

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well all nighter is done ig

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idk how i will survive this day (i wont i will have a crash out the full day)

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i hate this im feeling so stupid rn, they are telling me to do something and i dont understand what they want me to do

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im also alone again and i hate it

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kinda my fault tho, i told her she should sleep. i dont want to keep her up with my stupid problems

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great came to the conclusion that there probably is a cable loose

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kill me bro

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i should probably should get some sleep in rn like really bad

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okey well stab me too

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cuz it was infact the update that they told me that was not the problem

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IT WAS BRO

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it works again

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im now sobbing some more of relief then im going to sleep cuz im be cracky and emotional if i dont (i will be either way but then worse)

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@unkempt shale how ya doin

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i've officialy been up for...

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29 hours πŸ˜”

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i was hungry all of school

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Fuck.
I have this hockey tournament as a coach so I tell my mom about it and then she says 'oh yeah I have festival tickets for that date'

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Like what the hell? Put that in the calender or something cuz then I could've already said that I won't go

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I hate this new nickname tbh

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It feels wierd

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But yeah its fine ig

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Honestly I want to be loved

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Not like friends

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Like genuine

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And irl

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Just cuddles and stolen kisses

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hi.

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hru @unkempt shale ?

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feelin' better?

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You have gf

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sorry.

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I can't talk about romance

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I'm crashing out

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IM IN LOVE

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BHT

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i'll just leave if you want.

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ITS FUCKING 2 COUNTRY AWAY

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FUCK

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FUCK

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FUCK

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Hugs

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And just

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Love

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πŸ˜”

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That would fix so much

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Love comes when it's best

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Ig

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fr

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condolences

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No

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yes.

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πŸ™

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Okey so like

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I'm gonna move so fast once I turn 18

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To be with herπŸ˜”

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(I cant)

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She gotta move here

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Yes

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And then we can live together

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And have a dog

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And a cat

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And 2 kids

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lovely

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I feel like some person in a straight jacket

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Crashing the fuck out

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I'm not even at home

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GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM!!!

pliant dragon
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I have her location on snapchat

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I can see

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pliant dragon
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MACHINE

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AND MAKE ME 18

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OKI?

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yeah...

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im sensing smt goin on here...

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pliant dragon
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last time

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i promise

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πŸ™

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And I appreciate that

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okay?

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Can't wait to hear about it

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'How dare you?
And how could you? Will you only feel bad if they find out? If you could take it all back?'

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There is this one thing I used to listen to when I was at my worst. I was scared to listen back but idk I know how much comfort it brought yk. Weirdly enough it still does

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'I put a pen to paper like putting a gun to my head'

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I have urges to call her 'love'

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Getting nervous to even talk to herπŸ˜”

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@quartz condor how are ya?

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y u asking?

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WBU UUU???

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wyd?

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What about you?

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I stan her

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im js seeing too many signs

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🀩

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I just gotta talk to her like atleast once

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ill set up a discord account for her

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but i dont feel like being in a three way convo

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unless its @pliant dragon

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she's cool

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so she took care of me

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pliant dragon
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pliant dragon
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what

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what

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HEY

pliant dragon
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Wow responding here before my dms

quartz condor
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ur js cool so its fine

pliant dragon
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thankk youu im glad youre thinking like thaattt

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pliant dragon
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whats up simon

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u?

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good too, my mom told me rn I have to wake up so early tomorrow

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and im searching for job

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hahah

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wheres soph

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where is she fr

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ts her daycare

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not ours

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@unkempt shale come here

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i miss you

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soph

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I didn’t knoe how much hard is finding a job

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jkkk

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Yall babysit meπŸ˜”

pliant dragon
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LIKE OWNER

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And then next year you're gonna come here

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So that we can cuddleπŸ˜”

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Like billie and justin bieber

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AAYYYYYY

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HELP-

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im like batman

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THATS A NUGGET?

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in the shadows

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chicken nuggets

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I need them rn

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Batmen

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Betman

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Batman

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crazy

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I was a horse last week

pliant dragon
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🐎

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so im straight

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tsk i know smt is goin on

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WAIT

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between both of yall

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WAIT

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BRO

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WHAT

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I realised this way too late

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I thought we were just telling lies

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πŸ’€

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pliant dragon
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..

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uhm

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well

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.

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ig i have to go

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quartz condor
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But we aren't dating

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Cuz I'd say that here

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Cuz like my whole life is here

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Pinky promise

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History people would call us roommatesπŸ™

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It's a lesbian joke.
Like historians will always say 'they were roomates' instead of lesbians

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So when someone is obviously a lesbian couple they say that

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this is a safe place

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We were a coupleπŸ™

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Then we broke up

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J got into my h!e phase got a new girl after like a week (so sorry nads I felt like a sl!t)

quartz condor
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And we'll now this

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yeah i broke up with mine on mutual terms

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then found out she cheated on me

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OH

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Ew

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then found this sweetheart

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no regrets

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πŸ™

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yall are too cute

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true?

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😭

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fr?

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yes?

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is what i meant

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absolutely

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@unkempt shale lowkey

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all im doin

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is adoring her beauty 🀩

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so i can see

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and she can sleep

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calm light

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calm life

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😭

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she also gets cuddles

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it

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i dont have the conditions for one

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aggressive dog

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and realky big

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wow...

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ikr

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chiuahuas are scary af

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they are always agresive

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agresive little rats

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my friend had a pomeranian

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I always wanted a husky

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idk

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with two different eyes

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aaayyyy

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and a german sheperd for my job

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real

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and like 7 cats

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because well

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theyre cats

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when i got my dog she was depressed as hell

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twins tho

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😭

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as in absolutely not🀑

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also not you acting like i broke up cuz i found someone elsenooo

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absolutely not girl

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okay

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no

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soery

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mb

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ignire it

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im good in relationship tho

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i feel so cool

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how will i ever date now

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no one willbe good enough

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oopsie for being too good

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I will not found someone too dw

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ig

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fortnite is my toxic relationship

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@unkempt shale sry by going away haha

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she demanded cuddles

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😎

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😭

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yall are like too cute

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gonna go to the bathroom sooo i gotta do smt rq

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BRO

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this is for you from her

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huh

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ohhh still

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sleep

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when i came back she was still sleeping

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asf

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my heart burns

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am i gonna die?

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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real tho

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ME AND THE DEVILLLLLL WALKIN' SIDE BY SIDEEEEEEπŸ”₯ πŸ”₯ πŸ”₯

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fire lyrics

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YES FOR REAL

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CALL FOR AMBULANCE

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NOW

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quartz condor
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pliant dragon
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GIRL

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soph pull another all nighter w me

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we should

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.

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we really should

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(im gonna fall asleep at 3 am tbh)

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control..

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ive been up for uhmmm 14

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im the best

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yeah...

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no absolutely

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its okay to admit it

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sure

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nahh youre pretty chil dw

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soph

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oh my

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god

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dont attack meπŸ˜”

pliant dragon
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yk

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im really

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i dont know

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patient

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im waiting

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:3

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NO DONT

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OH GIRL

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WHY

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this is why i put my status in ofline

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.

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whoops

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youre online

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yk

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i know

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abt it

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but normally i put it on ofline

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just so you will sleep

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………

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see how much thought i put into every move

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girlfriend material

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||crying in corner||

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trio

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dw

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jk

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πŸ˜”

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you raised my standards so high that im going to be singel forever

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you don’t have to be single

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Okay no

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stop

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no

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HAHAHAHAHA

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wth

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…

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billie rolling eyes gif

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real

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πŸ˜‹

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crying in corner

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πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”

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I dont want you to be single

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no relations for me till atleast juli

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and thats the earliest

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frrr

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like honestly i want to take things slow

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between anyone

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I get itttt

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||even if its us||

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I understand it

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anyways

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ssleep

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yeah

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πŸ‘‹ im back

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gn

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to spotify

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spotify is just my side chick

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:(

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its more like my main chick dw

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nothing can come between me and spotify

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for real tho

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she wont break us up tho

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so its fine

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and yet i cant smoke once a day

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NOT EVEN A PACK

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and spotify doesnt

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(me trying to convince myself to not smoke)

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sorry

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it just like ruins the eardrums

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whoopsies

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i should not have brought that up

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i have 12 decibels hearingloss rnkekW

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i havent started and not fully planning on doing it. but the urges are there

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i found these chewable breaths theyre called tho

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its supose to like be something to quit

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idk

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okey anyways

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its getting too serious for a casual talk

pliant dragon
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girl i will kill you in that stupid amsterdam

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i promise

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you

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this

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.

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pliant dragon
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.

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you feel like my mom right nowhamster

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im older

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or like both

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o

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OH SMOKING?

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SOPHIE

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NO

pliant dragon
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.

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NOT

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NO

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NADS

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NO

pliant dragon
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SOPHIE

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NO

pliant dragon
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OH MY

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I BLAME @quartz condor

pliant dragon
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be careful cuz im slavic ass girl

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.

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of course not

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πŸ˜‹

quartz condor
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just saying

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NO

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NO

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NO

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NO!

quartz condor
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oh no

pliant dragon
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HELP

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no!

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NO

pliant dragon
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this is my moment to just stfu and sleep

quartz condor
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lights off in the sophie daycare

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i mean yes

pliant dragon
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good night

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yk im stupid

quartz condor
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quartz condor
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30 mins?

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sorry nads

pliant dragon
quartz condor
pliant dragon
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πŸ˜”

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no

pliant dragon
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cuz you will had to translate it

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okay yall keep talking

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im going uhm

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idk

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you should sleep

pliant dragon
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im waiting

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and

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blockblast

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πŸ’”

quartz condor
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i wanna grab my dog

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BYEEEEE

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SEE YOU IN 30 MINS

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quartz condor
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sleeping.

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whats her name

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princess

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idk why

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now its princess

quartz condor
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bruh

quartz condor
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BABAHAHAHAHAHHAABBA

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I’M KAY

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OKAY

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SORRY

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THATS

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WASSO

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FUNNY

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I DIDNT HAD TO

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LAUGH

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but whats her name

pliant dragon
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OKAY

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BYE

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?afk blockbalst

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oh

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nvm

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just afk

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