being someones only friend

[plush mauve]

would it be selfish of me to wish i had a friend whose only friend was me and it'd be the same back? i cannot stand having friends that have other friends besides me and plus they r busy so they never pay attention to me. i am currently dealing w this regarding my friends. they all have other friends they always hang out with and it feels like talking to me is charity work. i hate having friends that have other friends and i feel like it sounds selfish especially since i have a crush and he has like a billion other friends he talks to and sometimes it takes hours or even a day to respond to me. i wish he didnt have any other friends besides me, would that be selfish to say and how should i approach telling my friends i dont want to be friends with them anymore?

[radiant crystal]

hey, do you mind if I dm you ?

[plush mauve]

i dont mind!