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fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:24 AM

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Uuuh

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He my name is nacho i was diagnosed with severe deppresion and bipolar dysorder

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I have almost no will to live as of now

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Exept for lord jesus christ

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I wanna be a neurosurheon when i grow up

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I love that goal

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I am vlose to that goal

narrow coyote Dec 19, 2024, 4:36 AM

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what is this spelling HamsterStare

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:36 AM

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fast ermine I wanna be a neurosurheon when i grow up

That has a lot of responsibility and work to become one. Good luck on your journey

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:36 AM

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But i wont reach it i go earlier

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:37 AM

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narrow coyote what is this spelling <:HamsterStare:1060950003142623322>

Sorry im with tranquilizers

narrow coyote Dec 19, 2024, 4:37 AM

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oh mb

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:38 AM

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jovial phoenix That has a lot of responsibility and work to become one. Good luck on your journ...

I am already studying w my father,God bless him,hebteaches me medicine about the brain

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:39 AM

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is he a surgeon?

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:39 AM

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Thought because of hiss age he might not see my succes

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:40 AM

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jovial phoenix is he a surgeon?

Pshyqyatrist

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:40 AM

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oh wow

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:40 AM

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Im gonna carry his legacy

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If im alive

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:42 AM

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I know things are hard. Becoming a neurosurgeon is the hardest surgeon to be and it never is easy.

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:42 AM

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I still have so must stuff to do

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:42 AM

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jovial phoenix I know things are hard. Becoming a neurosurgeon is the hardest surgeon to be and...

I am prepared

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:43 AM

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You got this 😤

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:43 AM

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I hope

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This sickness is getting stronger

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Im 3 attempts in

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Next one is guaranteed

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But i wanna livr

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:45 AM

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im sorry to hear that, did you try to seek help?

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:45 AM

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Guess what hapoened when i did

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My mother laughed at me

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:47 AM

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Thats not funny reason for your mom to laugh at.. how about your dad

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:47 AM

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He was at work

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:49 AM

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oh, is there a chance for you to talk to him about what you’re feeling? Im sure he can help you from the fact he is a psychiatrist

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:49 AM

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He knows

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Hes care full with me

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He really loves me

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I cant leave him without a son

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But the feeling is too strong

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Ive never seen peace

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:52 AM

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do you know the cause of the feelings you have? Just like academically, socially, etc.

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:53 AM

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Mixed chemicals and components in my braim

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N not having a good life

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:55 AM

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im sorry to hear that, is there anything like I can try to boost your mood or anything?

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:55 AM

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I have trouble crying

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My mom used to beat me if i showed emotion

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:56 AM

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jovial phoenix im sorry to hear that, is there anything like I can try to boost your mood or an...

I normaly pray to my lord Jesus

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:56 AM

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jovial phoenix im sorry to hear that, is there anything like I can try to boost your mood or an...

Idk

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:57 AM

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fast ermine My mom used to beat me if i showed emotion

it seems that your mom has some abusive side

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:57 AM

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Yeah

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 4:57 AM

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does your dad know about it?

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 4:58 AM

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They divorced for a reason

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But

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My mom took me to live with her

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For 6 months

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The she tried to kill her self infront of me

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I had to save her

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With a nurse

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 5:00 AM

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oh gosh.. im sorry you have to endure that

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 5:00 AM

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Ive endured worse dw

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So now ive been living w my dad for like 4yrs

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I was happy

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I had a step mother

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I liked her alot

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I thought i had family again

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Then she betrayed us recently

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 5:02 AM

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did she had an affair or something?

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 5:03 AM

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She wanted to steal the momey forMY college

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During tjes events my step granda died

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And my dog

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 5:04 AM

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im sorry for your loss, were you able to stop her?

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 5:04 AM

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Yes webwere

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Thats why they got divorced

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Now i can study medicine

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To make a change

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Do charity

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Like father

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 5:07 AM

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thats great thing to do.

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 5:08 AM

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But if i do the thing i have planned i cant do tjem

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 5:09 AM

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what is the thing you’re talking about? got confused there

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sorry if im asking too much questions

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 5:10 AM

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Ending it

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I have it planned

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 5:13 AM

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there’s still many future ahead for you; you just cant end it yet

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 5:15 AM

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I know god has a plan for me

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Its just my brain

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My thoughts

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I get so angry

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Punch stuff til blood spews out

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 5:17 AM

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Your brain do sounds like it sucks when it comes to either positivity or negativity thoughts

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 5:18 AM

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I have no posive thoughts

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Hardly any

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 5:19 AM

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any thoughts of trying to think one or does the negative thoughts just comes back in everytime you think positive

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 5:20 AM

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They apearr in mass

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Multiple waves

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 5:24 AM

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It may sound hard, but try to look things in a positive way. Like every time the negative thoughts comes, try to look at something that makes you get distracted from the negativity you know? Im not trying to force you to do it but it is a choice you can choose to do

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 5:31 AM

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There is nothing positive about this shit hole i call life

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If i cant change my lufe n mind i will end it 14 feb 2025

analog pecan Dec 19, 2024, 5:45 AM

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fast ermine I cant leave him without a son

u don't owe him that

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 5:47 AM

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fast ermine There is nothing positive about this shit hole i call life

It’s impossible to have actually “nothing” positive in life. It can by basically anything of a basic simple enjoyment. It can be like you having a father that supports you and having a parent to love, or like having the goal to become who you want to be (a neurosurgeon). Not everyone could even become what they want to be yet you have the chance. You have some potential to become one, thats a positive way to say that you have the talent and the skills of getting a job you want to have.

analog pecan Dec 19, 2024, 5:47 AM

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does Ur father know about ur suicidality @fast ermine

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 5:52 AM

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analog pecan does Ur father know about ur suicidality <@634518554317946890>

Ive been suicidal for 7 years atp so yeah

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I dont want to die

fast ermine Dec 19, 2024, 5:53 AM

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jovial phoenix It’s impossible to have actually “nothing” positive in life. It can by basically...

True

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The only hope i have rn is christ

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But if ibeventually succumb to the voices

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And end up deceased

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Remember the good in me

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I wish no evil

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Be better my dudes

jovial phoenix Dec 19, 2024, 7:38 AM

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I wish that things get better for you soon

jovial phoenix Dec 20, 2024, 7:37 PM

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fast ermine Be better my dudes

I won’t forget you 😓

#Registartionnof my life if im ever gone forever