I hate my life | The Therapy Center | Page 1

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:33 PM

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This might seem strange. But promise me one thing.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 4:34 PM

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What

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:35 PM

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Promise me that you won't ask yourself "What if this doesn't work out at all? What if it's not worth it?"
Life might seem harsh. It is, but please, don't just take away what you only have once.

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It's not worth the suffering of others for the nourishment of temporal agony.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 4:36 PM

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Idc I can't take it anymotr

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There isn't even a point in living it's just sufferage

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:36 PM

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You are lying to yourself.
I've been through similar feelings.
It's natural.

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Don't give up.

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Give it a chance.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 4:37 PM

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I don't even know what I wanna do in my life I've lost enjoyance in everything

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I can't even eat anymore bc how much I h8 myself

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:40 PM

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ornate ruin I don't even know what I wanna do in my life I've lost enjoyance in everything

Have you?
Don't be harsh on yourself.
You have only seen a small portion of life, sadly the most harsh, but that only means one thing. There's something better waiting behind it.
If you feel like you aren't loved, wanted.
That is false.
There are millions of cells in your body, working until they die to keep you safe. They care about you just as I do right now.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 4:47 PM

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If I commit. I'll put them to rest anyway my life's stupid since no jobs ignna hire a guy covered in scars

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:48 PM

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Scars don't determine someone.
Skills, willingness and their efforts do.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 4:49 PM

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It determines if they go to work or stay in bed cutting themselves all day like I do like a lazy slob

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:51 PM

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I'm not a therapist, nor do I have the skills of one. Why don't you talk about it to the closest person you know? Or even call a therapist. They might seem as if they're judging. I used to think the same when I went to therapy. I was wrong. I've been depressed to similar circumstances at times. But look at me now. Trying to prove to someone that I don't know that life is worth living.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 4:52 PM

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My friends are fake my parents don't listen my teachers make fun of me who

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I'm so stupid I'm cms rn because I'm so stupid

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:52 PM

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ornate ruin My friends are fake my parents don't listen my teachers make fun of me who

That might be true, yes. But tell me. Why do you think so?

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 4:53 PM

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Because they yell at me and my teachers call me special and make fun of my shit handwriting and my friends all make fun of me and talk about me behind my back

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:54 PM

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Then. I encourage you to talk to a therapist, or even just to a plant like I used to before going to therapy.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 4:55 PM

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I'm 13 ffs I can't do anything

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:55 PM

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Call your local suicide hotline. Those people would never judge, and they are far more helpful than me

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 4:56 PM

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Idc tbh anyway I don't want my parents to hear I'm talking to that shit

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:56 PM

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I have a question.
Do you feel so badly you are thinking about suicide?

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:58 PM

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ornate ruin Idc tbh anyway I don't want my parents to hear I'm talking to that shit

I have a piece of advice to solve that.
Go outdoors, sit somewhere quiet, where you are alone. And then give the hotline a call.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 4:59 PM

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No I don't want another person to worry about me in just some crybaby who attempts all the time

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 4:59 PM

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I am concerned about your wellbeing. Even though I don't know you. I know that I don't have an answer to everything. But please, don't think of yourself as a 'crybaby'. You aren't.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:00 PM

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If I wasn't I'd be normal and be outside or playing gta but I'm a lazy shit who's in bed all day

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Not including school

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:01 PM

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You are far more than you think you are. You're another living being, just like me. You're not better than me. And I am not better than you.
If someone judges you or laughs at you, they're fools. Ignore them, they are inferior to you.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:02 PM

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Idfc they hate me more ppl want me hanging from a rope than alive

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:03 PM

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I am not one of those that hate you. As I have stated before. I care about you.

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And I want to help you.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:04 PM

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Idc tbh I'm gonna go cms

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:06 PM

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Why?

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Why do you want to commit suicide? Knowing that you'll be causing more pain to others. There's only one life. And it's not okay to give up like that.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:08 PM

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My friends already want to one literally attempted 2 days ago

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So it's either I stay alive and ig through pain of death or kms

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:09 PM

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I'm requesting you this time. Seek professional help, even though you might refuse or find it meaningless. Try it. Even if it's before you commit suicide if you're going to do so. Which I hope you don't.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:10 PM

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No they don't deserve my time

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:10 PM

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That's not true.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:11 PM

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Idc why would I call sm b4 I kms

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:11 PM

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You deserve help. You're not a bad person. You're not gruesome. You're not morbid nor a burden. You're a human, you have feelings and you deserve living, just like anyone else.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:12 PM

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I don't I'm worthless idc about myself

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:13 PM

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you may not care about yourself.
But I do care about you right now. And many other people that you haven't met yet also do.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:14 PM

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Well I haven't met them and if I kms they wot meet me and won't be sad when I kms

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:14 PM

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They won't. But I will. I will feel powerless, knowing that I couldn't try to help you out of this.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:15 PM

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Don't feel for me you'll get attached to me or try to save me ill kms and then you will be in the same situation as me probably and it's a cycle

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:17 PM

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ornate ruin Don't feel for me you'll get attached to me or try to save me ill kms and then y...

But knowing that I'll end up like you right now if you commit suicide. Then why just not do it.

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Knowing that you're going to cause far more pain.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:19 PM

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I'm just so f gsgrbds rn and. I cjsbf thibk

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I don't dwnd. Mess oyu up

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:19 PM

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Then please don't commit suicide.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:20 PM

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Why the heck not my whole existence is keeping others alive when i wanna fckign grbs my parents shotgun and shoot musrlf

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:21 PM

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Because it's not worth it.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:21 PM

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It is I don't have to work provide my. Family I bet I'll be in hell for being a dumas and I bet that ppm would be happier and move on

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:22 PM

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As you have said yourself. You will make me end up in the same situation as you.. Again.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:22 PM

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Well I could just kms and not say tbh

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:22 PM

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It'd be noticeable.

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The lack of response.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:23 PM

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Excuses exist

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And also I'm just a stranger why do you care so much

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:24 PM

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Because I know that you don't deserve any of this suffering.

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Nobody does.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:25 PM

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You havunt key me in so dti7d

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:25 PM

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I want you to know that even strangers can care for others.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:26 PM

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I don't deserve you you should go chat to sm else I'm worthless asf and I'm guaranteed suicide

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Save sm else

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:27 PM

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ornate ruin I don't deserve you you should go chat to sm else I'm worthless asf and I'm guar...

Do you?
I'm trying to save you even if it doesn't work.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:28 PM

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Talk to sm else I'm worthless

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:28 PM

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I'm trying to make sure you stay alive. To make you feel like you're not alone in this. To make you feel like you're not a small grain of sand.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:28 PM

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I'm just a idiot honestly

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:28 PM

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glossy bloom I'm trying to make sure you stay alive. To make you feel like you're not alone i...

I'm just making you sad dont

glossy bloom Dec 17, 2024, 5:30 PM

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ornate ruin I'm just a idiot honestly

You aren't.
I'm the idiot here.
I'm trying to help you even though you refuse.
And I'm not stopping until I make sure you're fine.

ornate ruin Dec 17, 2024, 5:31 PM

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I won't be go away ffs

#I hate my life