#I feel like I'm a waste of resources

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glad nacelle
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Something inside me is telling me that I am just a waste of space and resources, and that I do no good. I used to have suicidal thoughts before because of finding no purpose in life, but rn idk I stopped feeling like a best friend would be my only reason, but I still feel worthless idk

Just for anyone who thinks I'm a waste of resources and space then I hope you know that I already been thinking the same, I had suicidal thoughts and I might have them again because I feel like even if my family loves me, it'd be beneficial If I died so they don't have to take care of me anymore

I wanna help the people I love, but it seems like the only way I can do it is if I die idk

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glad nacelle
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I wanna help enough idk, i really feel worthless and useless, I just don't know how to help but I feel just like a lazy unproductive person even though my marks can be good

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Something inside me keeps telling me that I'm a failure and waste of resources and space

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I think the only way to feel like I'm useful is to help anything around me, I'm trying to help insects in my area like ants and flies might help cats as well

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I also wanna plant more

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But idk

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Will I still be useless and a waste of space and resources

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I look from the moment I've been born till now and see the food and water I fed myself, it's alot it could've been fed to others if I wasn't born

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Idk

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I think I'm getting depressed that's why I'm lazy and stuff even if my grades are good

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<@&993332385670246420> I really need help

lofty fiber
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Damn dude that sounds really crappy. In my personal experience when I start feeling like that I try to just find something to bury myself in for a little while to get back on my feet

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Sorry if that's not very helpful

glad nacelle
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Idk

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I'm getting my depression back, I really have no true close friends or anything to help me feel purpose or anything

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I feel lonely and unwanted, others have people they love alot but idk Abt me

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I might kms soon

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