#I am who I wanted to be but not who I turned out to be

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remote thicket
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I no longer sit on my computer 8 hours a day, or play it even
I have a lot of hobbies and I am very physically active
I had a massive glow up and I am conventionally attractive
My grades are much better (60%avg - 87%avg)
I have lots of friends, connections, and actually have a life
I touch grass.

though with all of that being said, I thought loneliness would be the least of my problems. I was wrong. I have achieved and gotten the life I thought was impossible years ago, and here I am living it. Though, I still feel miserable and not enough-- I don't know why. Life was seemingly ideal and I did everything I had to do, yet I'm crawling back to an app I thought I would long forget after living a life like this.

fading fiber
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How

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Tell me your secrets

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Please

remote thicket
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@fading fiber dms we can vc

golden gate
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The image we form in our mind of what happiness looks like changes over the course of our lives and so does our values, things that might have had meaning to you in the pass could have less meaning now or certain things that didn't have much meaning could have more meaning to you now, especially if your still young they tend to change a lot, partly to support exploration to search throughout your environment for something that could bring happiness and meaning to your life and the older your get the more likely you are to settle down with the things you've already discovered upto that point, you could potentially just stick with your current life but in your free time try searching for something that could give happiness and meaning to your life, the world is big and there's always more to discover.
Finding something else that your passionate about could also compliment your current life aswell, if you can spend part of your time on something new that excites you your more likely to have more appreciation for your current lifestyle and be able to enjoy it more.

remote thicket