Axen’s little journal | The Therapy Center | Page 1

wet thorn Dec 7, 2024, 8:43 AM

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I try to keep this thingy active

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I miss everyone even those who hurted me

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If I could change things I would

rugged orbit Dec 7, 2024, 8:49 AM

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wet thorn If I could change things I would

i understand. sometimes we all wish we could rewrite certain moments or decisions but whats important is how we move forward, learn from the past, and make the best of where we are now.

wet thorn Dec 7, 2024, 8:50 AM

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I agree

wet thorn Dec 7, 2024, 9:16 PM

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I baked cookies!

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I try to be useful

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It’s been a bit hard bc my parents split up

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And everyone stopped talking to me

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And

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I’m just really alone lol

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My worst fear really happened lol

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I just want them to be proud of me

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I already know i destroyed a lot already

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I’m just trying my best

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I understand why they hate me

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I know I’m annoying clingy and I did had massive anger problems but I think I fixed that

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I wonder if they in the sever

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Even tho it makes me feel like someone watching me I just hope there doing okay

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I wish I can make things right

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God I’m a horrible person

wet thorn Dec 7, 2024, 10:20 PM

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I’m making a lil animation

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The lip sync has hundreds of frames

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I’m actually glade how it turned out

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wet thorn Dec 7, 2024, 10:25 PM

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wet thorn

Just the lip syncing

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A closer look at the animation

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It might be a lil silly looking

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But it’s okie

wet thorn Dec 7, 2024, 11:10 PM

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I’m trying to be happy

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Just gotta stay calm right?

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How much people am im going to loose

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I actually perfer not to answer that

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I have to clear my head these memories I keep seeing in my dreams are killing me

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I don’t know what they are. illusions? Every time I rember something like that I freeze and see black

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Like some mini heart art

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Heart attack

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I don’t know how to stop it

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i miss everyone.

wet thorn Dec 8, 2024, 1:07 AM

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I finished it you need a pc to listen to the audio for some reason

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It’s 35 degrees

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It’s so cold

wet thorn Dec 8, 2024, 5:27 AM

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I
Feel sick

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I have nonthing to do and I wanna talk to someone

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Why do nobody want to talk to me

wet thorn Dec 8, 2024, 5:58 AM

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I feel sick lonley tierd and cold

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If they could talk I would be down but I understand if they can’t or don’t wanna talk to me

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I remember opening my own journal with them

wet thorn Dec 8, 2024, 6:24 AM

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I’m singing this

wet thorn Dec 8, 2024, 6:53 AM

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haha

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knew this was going to happen

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now

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now im actually alone

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all by myself

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:)

wet thorn Dec 8, 2024, 8:21 AM

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I’m still awake

wet thorn Dec 8, 2024, 4:32 PM

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…

wet thorn Dec 8, 2024, 5:24 PM

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I’m guess I’m just a bad person

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Even tho no body gives me a chance

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I actually tried my best to change

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No one cares tho

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They ether see me as my pass self

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Or someone I’m not

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THEN GET PEOPLE TO STOP BEING FRIENDS WITH ME

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i just want someone to talk to

wet thorn Dec 8, 2024, 7:07 PM

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im tierd

wet thorn Dec 8, 2024, 10:04 PM

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I want to help but i know I can’t

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I feel guilt

wet thorn Dec 8, 2024, 11:08 PM

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What’s the point

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I’m all alone

wet thorn Dec 9, 2024, 12:09 AM

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I’m bored

wet thorn Dec 9, 2024, 12:35 AM

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Kidna proud of this

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I’m tierd

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Another day with out talking to anyone

wet thorn Dec 9, 2024, 1:48 AM

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Another animation

wet thorn Dec 9, 2024, 2:09 AM

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Im bored

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I might play vr

wet thorn Dec 9, 2024, 4:04 AM

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Hello

wet thorn Dec 9, 2024, 4:32 AM

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I’m bored

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Still

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Can anyone talk?

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This still stings…

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And I know who caused it

wet thorn Dec 9, 2024, 1:32 PM

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I’m tierd

wet thorn Dec 9, 2024, 5:05 PM

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Me walking

wet thorn Dec 10, 2024, 12:05 AM

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I traded in my games

wet thorn Dec 11, 2024, 7:07 AM

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I feel sad

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But happy?

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It’s wierd

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I do want to talk to someone

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But I know it’s not my place to do so

wet thorn Dec 11, 2024, 11:21 PM

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You did not just say balls and dip

wet thorn Dec 12, 2024, 3:54 AM

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I’m so bored

wet thorn Dec 12, 2024, 7:26 AM

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I finished this animation

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Not my best but I was expirentmenting

wet thorn Dec 12, 2024, 8:23 AM

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I got lost in my thoughts

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Why do people hate me.

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I keep trying

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I keep giving

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I’m always supportive

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But

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Even then

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I’m left alone

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I talk to people for like 30 minutes then they stop talking to me for days weeks or Maby months

wet thorn Dec 14, 2024, 9:01 AM

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Ello

wet thorn Dec 14, 2024, 11:22 AM

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I haven’t slept

wet thorn Dec 14, 2024, 1:27 PM

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im starting to break

wet thorn Dec 14, 2024, 11:33 PM

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Well that happened

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Dk why

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Don’t think I did anything wrong

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I hope I didn’t

wet thorn Dec 14, 2024, 11:51 PM

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I’m just going to stop trusting people

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What’s the point in trusting anyway

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When people just ditch and ditch you

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And break your trust

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I know i will feel the opposite in a few days

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But damn does it hurt to care about someone so much just for them to turn on you

wet thorn Dec 15, 2024, 12:31 AM

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It happens a lot well for me anyways

wet thorn Dec 16, 2024, 3:27 AM

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I miss talking to people

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Just staying up all night talking to someone tg

wet thorn Dec 16, 2024, 9:21 AM

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Smt I made

wet thorn Dec 17, 2024, 4:45 AM

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Ello

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I want to forgive them

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But how many times they hurted me

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How many times i got left out

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I just cant

wet thorn Dec 17, 2024, 8:59 PM

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Can’t wait for the cycle to repeat

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Smh

wet thorn Dec 18, 2024, 12:23 AM

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Something im making

wet thorn Dec 18, 2024, 3:31 AM

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I’m just bored

wet thorn Dec 18, 2024, 3:54 AM

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wet thorn Dec 18, 2024, 9:40 AM

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Thinking of drinking coffee and if you know me then you know that coffee makes me anxious

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Not like it matters anyways

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I want to be so mad but that’s not me

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Never will be

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Just gotta be better even if I loose it

wet thorn Dec 18, 2024, 10:07 AM

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I just want some one to be proud of me

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it hurts

manic valley Dec 18, 2024, 11:05 AM

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I am proud of you

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!

wet thorn Dec 18, 2024, 9:15 PM

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Hello

wet thorn Dec 19, 2024, 2:34 AM

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Come to think of it I don’t think they ever apologize ever

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I could be wrong

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But who knows

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Maby i desvere all the hate I get

wet thorn Dec 19, 2024, 11:45 AM

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No sleep

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I been up

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Just trying to stay sane

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I’m considering to drink coffee

torn summit Dec 19, 2024, 11:51 AM

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oh, i already drank mine like 3 hours ago ish

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i forgot to study so

wet thorn Dec 19, 2024, 11:52 AM

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I’m on winter break 😎

torn summit Dec 19, 2024, 11:52 AM

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W

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i got today and tomorrow for midterm and then the break

wet thorn Dec 19, 2024, 11:52 AM

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Oof

torn summit Dec 19, 2024, 11:53 AM

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today i got APUSH and Chem test

wet thorn Dec 19, 2024, 11:53 AM

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Interesting

torn summit Dec 19, 2024, 11:54 AM

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when did your break start?

wet thorn Dec 19, 2024, 11:57 AM

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torn summit when did your break start?

Monday

torn summit Dec 19, 2024, 11:57 AM

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ooo thats nice

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hows it going so far?

wet thorn Dec 19, 2024, 12:03 PM

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torn summit hows it going so far?

Fine as of rn

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Trying to keep everything together

torn summit Dec 19, 2024, 12:04 PM

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oh, I hope things get better soon

wet thorn Dec 19, 2024, 12:05 PM

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Thank you!

torn summit Dec 19, 2024, 12:05 PM

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you got this!

wet thorn Dec 19, 2024, 10:18 PM

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I have been waiting to do smt

wet thorn Dec 20, 2024, 1:46 AM

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I miss everyone

wet thorn Dec 20, 2024, 4:02 PM

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I don’t know how to feel

cold birch Dec 20, 2024, 4:08 PM

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i get it the emptiness can hurt right?

wet thorn Dec 20, 2024, 4:38 PM

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cold birch i get it the emptiness can hurt right?

Yeah

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I thought people would stick by my side and not to abandon me

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I guess it had to happen…

cold birch Dec 20, 2024, 4:45 PM

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Those time have passed

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Find new friends, real ones

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And dont stress

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Because i promise, youll be alright

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Stress= equels problems

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No stres equals an easyer life

wet thorn Dec 22, 2024, 4:44 AM

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God these memories makes me sick

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I always try my best…

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It’s dosent matter

cold birch Dec 22, 2024, 9:05 AM

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it does trust me

wet thorn Dec 24, 2024, 10:51 AM

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It’s almost Christmas

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I already got my stuff

cold birch Dec 24, 2024, 8:00 PM

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Nice!!

wet thorn Dec 25, 2024, 2:44 PM

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Merry Christmas

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But this year it seams like im spending it alone

cold birch Dec 25, 2024, 4:56 PM

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Dont worrie

wet thorn Dec 27, 2024, 8:44 AM

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Shot a gun

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Also working on a cover

cold birch Dec 27, 2024, 6:58 PM

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Wow cool that you shot a gun

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I cant

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Im european

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