Im honestly done with my stupid life.

[indigo needle]

We all feel like that sometimes. It's normal. Just take life moment by moment and be grateful for what you have in life. No matter how bad it is, life will get better. Don't give up. Set small goals every day 🙏

[cosmic prism]

i have been feeling like it for 4 years by now
it doesnt get better
i dont wanna work hard
i just wanna die

[indigo needle]

You most likely have depression. I suggest you see a psychiatrist for medication.

Also try this

[cosmic prism]

i really can't go to a psychiatrist

[indigo needle]

A therapist?

Or maybe a qualified doctor

[cosmic prism]

nope

[indigo needle]

If you cannot see a professional then you have to get better the long way. Healthy diet, rest and a lot of exercise.

You will also have to practice mindfulness.

[cosmic prism]

you think i am gonna do all that shit?
nah, im way too tired and lazy to do that
i just wanna die
its a lot easier that way

like how i said
i dont like working hard

[indigo needle]

I'm the same but I don't see how you will recover

I had depression myself

It was through meditation I got better.

And through my dad.

[cosmic prism]

thats the worst part
i cant recover
dying is the only thing which can end my suffering
there really isnt anything else

[indigo needle]

He kept pushing me to exercise even when I was too lazy.

Dying is not the solution.

[cosmic prism]

its practically the best solution for me

[indigo needle]

There are ways to end suffering that don't require unnatural processes like self harm.

[cosmic prism]

and its stuff like exercising which i dont wanna do because its just too exhausting for someone who is already exhausted

[indigo needle]

I could barely get out of bed. I was crawling instead of walking.

[indigo needle]

The need to want to get better must be there. You have to believe in yourself. Believe in the life that made you. You have purpose and you are loved. ❤️