i pushed hurt the one person i loved most because i didnt stay loyal when things got hard. | The Therapy Center | Page 1

i have 0 will-power to want to live. i loved going through life with her, we would hang out all the time. shes been my best friend for a year and i threw it all away because i didnt express the problems i had, which gave me an unloyal heart, and if i could se the result of my actions i would have never been unloyal. What happened was i called another girl one night and i def had some intentions and so did she. I confessed to my girlfriend and apologized and said i want to work through it. She seemed fine and forgiving until she came to terms that she was disrespecting herself by staying w me. I want to die i ruined a relationship of literally ayear because of a choice i made one night and i cant live with that, i cant sleep, i cant eat, i cant lay down in bed and feel comfortable in my body. I only want her now and i can see that but she will never give me any trust again and she does not want to stay friends

#i pushed hurt the one person i loved most because i didnt stay loyal when things got hard.