I resisted

[crystal ermine]

I didnt do it.I was in the process of doing it but I didnt fully commit.I realized my mistake, i realized my lack of morals and willpower..I clicked off the site because I knew that I didnt want it..I knew we didnt want it..I did it..I followed a breathing guide..I sat criss crossed..I imagined my future self and my past self and every version of me cheering me on..
They forgive me for what I am..For what I succumb to..
They allow me to cry for something I brought upon myself..They should, though..this is our struggle...
I cry because I forgave myself..

[austere cipher]

I’m glad you made that decision.

You have a bright future

You have a chance

[crystal ermine]

That means alot to come from a fellow man..Thank you brother..