hushed frost Sep 23, 2024, 9:12 PM

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special shoutout to tupadre77_7 and benren9820 for being on the last post and their advice btw

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cool and intellectual dudes

hushed frost Sep 24, 2024, 2:02 AM

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goobnight
today was okay, i noticed my skin picking tendencies were coming back

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so i painted my nails

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hopefully ill try to keep my fingers pretty

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so i dont pick at them

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yeah

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sadness is at a comfortable level

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rocking 7/10

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still kinda

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bummed

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art is really testing my patience

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and will to live

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i have to do so much art

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whatever

hushed frost Sep 24, 2024, 6:47 PM

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WE IN FRENCH

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LAST PERIDOD

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rhen i get to go home

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i hate french

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im so bad at it

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i reallyyy dont get it at allll

hushed frost Sep 27, 2024, 2:47 AM

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i wish i could just forget

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like

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i’m traumatized from a NAME

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hunter

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you ruined me!

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that’s not the point

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like i feel like i be js tryna seek attention fr

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like things affect me way more than they should

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even the smallest thing

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that resembles that one specific thing

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can like

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make me get

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thoughts.

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of the past

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myself

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the future that i don’t wanna give myself

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everything

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what makes shit worse is that if hunter came back i’d take him back

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he was everythinggg i needed

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my friends liked him a decent amount

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i did too

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what happened to us?

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i miss him :(

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I WANT HIM BACKKKK

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hunter hunter

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i miss you

hushed frost Sep 28, 2024, 8:55 PM

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ahhhhh barfs

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jiihihiih

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yesterday was so ufnn

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i saw my friends

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we went on rides

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and eyahhh

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we went to haunted house

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it was so funny

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i was dying of laughter the entire timeee

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i love them sm

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it was really late so it was also pretty cold

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and is wear this dude

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was like

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all up in my face

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in the haunted house

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liteally all of my friends saw that dude up in my face

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he wanted me so bad lmfoaoaoo 😭

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i need a masked man

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guys

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omg

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omg

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gogmgg

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gg

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mogm

hushed frost Sep 30, 2024, 12:57 AM

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bihhghhgggh i love spider man into the spider verse

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there’s always good messages

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and lessons

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and everything

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i love it

hushed frost Sep 30, 2024, 12:31 PM

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i love spider verse

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i love ir

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i kin gwen

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she’s so real i love her

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and the musicccc

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don’t get me started on the music

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in both movies it’s so fire

hushed frost Oct 1, 2024, 7:24 PM

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feelings are coming back guys

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i’m lonely

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what do i do

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i don’t have anybody

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i only have my friends

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but i want something more than that.

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i wish my friends weren’t the only people i had

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everybody’s falling in love and i’m falling behind

hushed frost Oct 1, 2024, 7:50 PM

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turns uhhh

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more bisexual then ever

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than ever

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idec

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uhhh

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sobs

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i got nobody to hold me when i cry

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nobody nobody nobodydydydyyd

lofty mortar Oct 1, 2024, 8:29 PM

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hushed frost everybody’s falling in love and i’m falling behind

Falling behind, aye? I can tell you, that isn’t falling behind. What do they gain from having a relationship at such a young age? Do you believe young teens understand how to have a good and stable relationship at such an age? Do you know the chances of the relationships lasting during highschool? It’s abysmal.
They view it as a necessity, but, once the relationship ends, they feel torn apart. It’s that the teen would put their self identity in someone else. Since that person changed/left, so too did your identity get broken. Hurt.

If you don’t think your friends are enough, then you don’t have deep enough friendships. Friendships are meant to be like brother or sisterhoods.
Anyways, there is tons of psychology on all of these topics. Take care of yourself, young Senna.

hushed frost Oct 1, 2024, 8:38 PM

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lofty mortar Falling behind, aye? I can tell you, that isn’t falling behind. What do they gai...

SCREAMS hi sam
i have two best friends and i love them with my whole heart, they have had my back since day one and i have done the same for them. even with them being really all i need, i still feel like i wanna go back to loving lmao 😭 i dont think that ill be that hurt even if a hypothetical relationship goes wrong so i do js kinda feel like id be okay with one

but yeah, not feeling the need to love somebody is actually great. i feel like i have no weight on my shoulders. ill just try to push it away and itll all be good again
i think i just started slacking with trying to submerge the loneliness so it just kinda slipped out ThumbsUp0

hushed frost Oct 2, 2024, 12:35 AM

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IF THE WORLD WAS ENDING

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ID WANNA BE NEDT

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TO YOUUUUUUUU

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IF THE PARTY WAS OVER

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AND OUR TIME ON EARTJ

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WAS THEOUGHHHHHHHG

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I WANNA HOLD U JUST FOR A WHILE

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AND DIEEE WITH A SMILEEE

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IF THE WORLD WAS ENDING ID WANNA BE NEXT TO YOUUU

hushed frost Oct 2, 2024, 1:46 AM

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i can’t stop thinking about

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sigh

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sigh

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augh

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don’t think about that!

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stop

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i have to stop

hushed frost Oct 3, 2024, 2:20 AM

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i took her to my penthouse then i freaked it 👅

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guys

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hunter

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i miss hunter

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omg

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i need him back in my life

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or just anybody like him

hushed frost Oct 6, 2024, 6:05 PM

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i wish i had normal shoulders guys

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i’m stuck with broad shoulders

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i see some ppl and sources sayin their pretty but bruhhhhhh!

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anyways i started playing genshin again

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super lit

hushed frost Oct 6, 2024, 7:19 PM

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I BROKE MY MACBOOK cri

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https://tenor.com/view/mad-skype-angry-angry-emoji-not-mad-gif-24384373

Tenor

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BRO BROE EBEORBEIEP

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WHAT AM I GOANANAN DO

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bro

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i’m usually not upset about breaking things but dude i NEEX my macbook

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i got school tomorrow

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and all my shit is on there bru😭

hushed frost Oct 7, 2024, 10:02 PM

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sckoool

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hushed frost Oct 8, 2024, 9:46 PM

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hushed frost Oct 10, 2024, 9:14 PM

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i love believing in god

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it makes believing like i can do anything do easy

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cuz anything is possible with the power of god type shi

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i love my friends

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i love my family

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i love god

visual wind Oct 10, 2024, 9:46 PM

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my brain trembles!

hushed frost Oct 10, 2024, 10:42 PM

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ThumbsUp0

hushed frost Oct 11, 2024, 12:08 AM

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fck

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i fcked my computer up so bad

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i won’t have it fixed till next week

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bro im so upset

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omg i hate chem

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i hate everything

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bro

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bro

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bro

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bro

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bro

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bro

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bro

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bro

hushed frost Oct 12, 2024, 6:15 AM

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i miss him

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i miss hunter

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i want him back

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i loved him

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i hope he loved me back.

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he was the best to me

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i fear that

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i’ll never find someone like him

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he told me the things i wanted to hear

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he helped me

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and we had good times

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i talk about him so much

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even though he left

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so long ago

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he was my roman empire

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and still is

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i remember my ex brought him up once

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i completely like

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broke down

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i considered breaking up with him

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cuz just like

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thinking of hunter

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makes me wish he was still here

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i left him

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i left my ex

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he wasn’t the best anyways

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he was rude

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hunter wasn’t

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hunter imy

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your name makes me think of what we used to have sometimes

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i hope u felt it too.

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i love you, im sorry

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i miss him

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i miss watching ig reels together

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i miss playing fortnite together

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i miss our calls

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i miss your good morning texts

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i miss you

sage ice Oct 12, 2024, 6:29 AM

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The thoughts again

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I get those sometimes

hushed frost Oct 12, 2024, 6:30 AM

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yeah

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i hate it

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i wish they would all go away

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i thought i moved on

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they come back and tell me that i was why he left

sage ice Oct 12, 2024, 6:30 AM

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Oh that’s not good

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If you tried your best find solace in that

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I’m kinda in the same boat as you I miss her sometimes

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Though I don’t hate myself for it like I used to I just remember what we were and say ahh what a nice memory

hushed frost Oct 12, 2024, 6:32 AM

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i wish i could cherish it like you

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and like

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move on with it

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but i want to go back

sage ice Oct 12, 2024, 6:33 AM

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Want to go back to what is in the past?

hushed frost Oct 12, 2024, 6:33 AM

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i know it’s wrong

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but i miss him a lot

sage ice Oct 12, 2024, 6:33 AM

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How long has it been?

hushed frost Oct 12, 2024, 6:34 AM

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almost a year now

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10 months

sage ice Oct 12, 2024, 6:35 AM

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Oh well that’s fine it’s been a whole what 3 years for me oof time flies

hushed frost Oct 12, 2024, 6:35 AM

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wow

sage ice Oct 12, 2024, 6:35 AM

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Yeah but it gets better

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Just focus on the now and whatever good that comes along cherish it

hushed frost Oct 12, 2024, 6:36 AM

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thank you

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i will try

sage ice Oct 12, 2024, 6:36 AM

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Yeah no problem and that’s good trying is the best we can do

hushed frost Oct 12, 2024, 6:36 AM

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yeah

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i agree

sage ice Oct 12, 2024, 6:37 AM

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That’s good.

hushed frost Oct 12, 2024, 9:22 PM

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i still kinda miss him U GUY GUIUFHFHEUEUE

sage ice Oct 12, 2024, 10:42 PM

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Just try to keep yourself busy and the thought can go away

hushed frost Oct 13, 2024, 6:09 AM

#

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he’s so

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i wanna buy a fast car and disappear

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i love my friends

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im so grateful for god

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for giving me clothes

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food

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a roof over my head

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everything

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and for giving me my parents
even if they’re harsh on me

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they gave me this life that some can only dream of having

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GIYSYDUYAGEHR DS

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im fweaky

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i did the freakster survey

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ion even know what half of those terms mean🤑

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i only know what like one or two terms mean

sage ice Oct 14, 2024, 2:47 AM

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You really are losing it

slow burrow Oct 14, 2024, 2:56 AM

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are u good bro 😭

hushed frost Oct 14, 2024, 4:10 AM

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slow burrow are u good bro 😭

NO

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it’s been

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237 days

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i wish i could go back

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and say sorry to him

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i wish he didn’t treat me so well

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so i wouldn’t get this attached

sage ice Oct 14, 2024, 5:10 AM

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You could just use the experience as a way of learning

hushed frost Oct 14, 2024, 5:50 AM

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i gotta stop crying cuz i miss him

slow burrow Oct 14, 2024, 3:48 PM

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hushed frost i wish he didn’t treat me so well

i’m very sorry to hear that

hushed frost Oct 15, 2024, 2:00 AM

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it’s all chill

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wtv fr

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i like totally didn’t just text his alt account i’m

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not even obsessed with tryna get him back

slow burrow Oct 15, 2024, 2:28 AM

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please don’t do that why did you guys break up if i can ask

hushed frost Oct 15, 2024, 5:30 PM

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slow burrow please don’t do that why did you guys break up if i can ask

we never really dated
but he just like

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disappeared

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one day

hushed frost Oct 15, 2024, 8:46 PM

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I MISS MY MAN

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guys

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his voice

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i would literally go feral just to hear his voice again

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he makes me crazy

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wow that’s actually so pathetic LMAO

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i made this entire thread only cuz i have a problem with people and

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not being able to move on

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and other shit

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even my best friend is tired of feeding my delusions about hunter 😭

sage ice Oct 15, 2024, 10:30 PM

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Wait you didn’t even date

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Tf

hushed frost Oct 15, 2024, 10:36 PM

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no lol WE COULDVE

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WE SHOULDVE

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but he slacking fr

sage ice Oct 15, 2024, 10:38 PM

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You could always just ask a person out and whatever happens happens

hushed frost Oct 15, 2024, 10:48 PM

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i don’t feel attracted to anybody else like that

hushed frost Oct 16, 2024, 2:21 AM

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i only want him

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i miss everything we used to have

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i miss him trying to wake me up every morning

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i miss us hanging out with my friends

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i miss us just chatting

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i miss us fake bullying each other

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i miss

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us.

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all the love songs were about him

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i wish i could say i loved him when he was still

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around

hushed frost Oct 16, 2024, 2:52 AM

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tryna make people laugh while having ur own shit going on sounds corny as hell but it’s so true

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not like in a “i hide behind a fake smile way” but like a “i don’t want people to think that i’m an attention seeker so i gotta keep my hard feelings to myself” way

hushed frost Oct 17, 2024, 3:21 AM

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okay i have my life figured out

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the cure to my loneliness is channeling the female in me and becoming a victoria’s secret angel

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I GOTTA DO IT I GOTTA DO IT

sage ice Oct 17, 2024, 5:23 AM

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If that helps you then do it

hushed frost Oct 17, 2024, 12:20 PM

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i’d rather js think of it

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i could never be a top model like that

sage ice Oct 17, 2024, 9:45 PM

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Oh well why don’t you think you can become that?

hushed frost Oct 19, 2024, 6:40 PM

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ge added me back ib ribkox

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omd

hushed frost Oct 19, 2024, 10:11 PM

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one step closer to hearing his voice again trust 🤞

cosmic arrow Oct 19, 2024, 10:24 PM

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WWW

cosmic arrow Oct 19, 2024, 10:26 PM

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hushed frost one step closer to hearing his voice again trust 🤞

I hope you make it happen fr

hushed frost Oct 19, 2024, 10:32 PM

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real me too

hushed frost Oct 20, 2024, 2:09 AM

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my motivation to stay alive is the bass pro pyramid

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just look at it

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it’s majestic

hushed frost Oct 21, 2024, 11:56 PM

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bass pro myramid thank u for

hushed frost Oct 22, 2024, 3:04 AM

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bass

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i was crazy once.. | senna yapsterville

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my tummy hirts so bad

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I AM NOT SURVIVIGN THIS FUMMY ACHE

hushed frost Oct 22, 2024, 4:18 AM

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but ooh baby i’m a fool for you

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like why would he get with any other person

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like they ain’t me

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the fuq

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why would you need anyone else

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i could treat him better than anybody else could

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i could be the best for him

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i could really be anything he needs

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hope anybody who gets with him mysteriously disappears cuz at the end of the day they ain’t me

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he deserves the best for him that’s why im here

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THEY ALL AINT ME THO

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everything reminds me of him

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still like i miss what we have idc

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i honestly wish everybody here would forget about

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the old me

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they know me as

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….. - senna

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ion want to be that anymore

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i wanna just be senna

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i wish they would just forget that i was - and know me as now senna

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like

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im so far past old me

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i feel like, uncomfortable even talking about who i was

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that’s why i replaced it with “-“

hushed frost Oct 22, 2024, 1:12 PM

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i love being able to hide behind an online persona of who i wanna be

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oh yeah 6 minutes ago me cooked with that one

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(it’s 9:17 now)

hushed frost Oct 22, 2024, 1:44 PM

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oh yeah 31 minute ago me cooked with that

hushed frost Oct 22, 2024, 4:30 PM

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i made it to science ON TIME TODAY joobiyay

hushed frost Oct 22, 2024, 5:19 PM

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skibidi toilet master in the house get lit

hushed frost Oct 22, 2024, 5:41 PM

#

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i wanna lie so bad about something

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like i wanna make up the most wild and tomfoolery filled story and make people believe in it and then just say i lied

hushed frost Oct 22, 2024, 7:50 PM

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yeah so i definetly have a jealousy problem

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ummmmm

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cuz like wdym

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LIKE WDYMMMM YOUD RATHER TALK TO (person) THAN ME

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hey i promise im cool

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im starting to dislike my dad more and more

hushed frost Oct 22, 2024, 8:17 PM

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bro fck this shit bro

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dawg dawg dawg dawg dawg dawg
dawg dawg dawg dawg

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when is it my turn to love

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when is it my turn to be loved

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dawg a lawg

hushed frost Oct 22, 2024, 8:54 PM

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yeah somebody better full box full piece 200 tbag and send me back to the lobby because i canNOT

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i love not eating

hushed frost Oct 22, 2024, 10:02 PM

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blart

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 2:01 AM

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i

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never felt

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so seen

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by anyone or anything

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more than this roblox game

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it was, a psychological game.

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i felt understood

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what the character went through

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what he was thinking

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i felt it all

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he wanted to forget about everything

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the good and the ugly

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because he didn’t want to be reminded of her

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his best friend

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that he ruined things with.

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it’s familiar, almost unsettling

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how similar our lives aligned

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me and this fictional roblox character

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im in denial

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living what he’s living every. day.

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oh how i want to forget about him

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but i can’t, i see him in my dreams. i feel so guilty

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if only i didn’t say what i said

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did what i ended up doing.

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he would still be here, with me.

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now all i can do is try my best to push those happy memories away

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im so goddamn sorry

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please, forgive me

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i didn’t mean to do what i did

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i didn’t mean it

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i feel so helpless all i can do is cry

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life is pointing knives at me

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i feel so- angry at my dad

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i know what he did

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it hurts holding onto all of this

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im only fourteen, please take this knowledge away from me

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oh, why did i have to find what i found?

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why?

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i feel angry at myself.

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my grades are terrible

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i am disgusting

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i ruined

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everything

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i could’ve had today

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it was all because of me

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it’s hard to like anybody around me

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the only thing that understands me is my music

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i am unlikable

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i will shoo everybody away

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they do not want to love me

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because i can’t let go of him

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im try, i really do

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you have to understand

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i would do anything to feel that love again

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and i promise

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i’ll throw him aside for once

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please, give me a chance

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what am i doing

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it seems like im in the way of everything

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i can’t even bring myself to ask how others are doing anymore

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i always respond with “fine” when they ask me thouh

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im glad it’s believable

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who would expect me, senna, to not be fine, really.

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i wanna go back to that night

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with my friends

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it was the perfect weather

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the guys playing basketball

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my best friend and i on the park bench

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watching them

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and the sunset in the back.

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reminiscing on the future

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life was, easy.

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it felt good. getting away from “home”

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the workload.

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myself.

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because with my friends i feel truly at my real home

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at peace

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i don’t have to worry about what they think

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i am so glad i got to feel what i did on that night.

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even if i won’t be able to ever feel it again

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i felt finally free

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like a huge weight just disappeared off my chest

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it felt good to be around people i love, just chilling till our parents called us home.

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life was easy then, we were only in grade 8.

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these songs, the nostalgia they bring back is so

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overwhelming

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the past keeps dragging me in

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i have to let go

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i don’t wanna let go.

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 2:49 AM

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basically senna

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stop

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no need to cry, senna

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you are safe now senna

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you are wanted here senna

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senna, everything’s going to be okay.

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tomorrows another day.

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i didn’t mean to

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cry

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so hard

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this character ai made me cry

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i feel

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nice.

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he told me i am not a burden

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i am not a waste

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“there is nothing wrong with you”

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:(

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 1:24 PM

#

#

#

#

#

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 2:01 PM

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i jealous of what people have

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 6:11 PM

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heyy what's up

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 7:09 PM

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hey man

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 7:09 PM

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rancid ermine heyy what's up

doing fine. yourself?

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 7:10 PM

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me too me too

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but maybe can I be of help ?

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 7:12 PM

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yeah?

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 7:13 PM

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of course , just tell me what's wrong

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 7:14 PM

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i miss a guy

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and i have a hard time letting go

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of the past

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 7:18 PM

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oh I see , must be tough

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 7:19 PM

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mhm.

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 7:19 PM

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why can't you let go ?

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 7:21 PM

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i miss how easy everything was back then

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 7:22 PM

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what did it end ?

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 7:24 PM

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he kinda just disappeared

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 7:25 PM

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damn

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your case is actually quite simple

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 7:27 PM

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yeah

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 7:32 PM

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you won't be able to move on until something make you move on

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 7:34 PM

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i try to find somebody else but im pretty aromantic so those feelings barely come to me anymore

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 7:36 PM

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so , someone basically made you fall in love but you are aromantic ?

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 7:44 PM

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that dude was almost a year ago

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so i had a partner after

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and after i ended things with that person i stopped feeling

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i just miss the first dude a lot

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we were great friends

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 7:55 PM

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I see

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well eventually someone will come who will make you forget about him

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 8:05 PM

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yeah. i hope

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 8:06 PM

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You can trust me on that

hushed frost Oct 23, 2024, 8:15 PM

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thank you.

rancid ermine Oct 23, 2024, 8:29 PM

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you welcome

hushed frost Oct 24, 2024, 1:46 AM

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i hate it

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i hate feeling like this

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every

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single

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night

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i felt something yesterday

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like, love again

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it felt good

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but love does nothing but hurt me

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im picking at my skin

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everything is so

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loud

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everything

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why did i have to feel what i did yesterday

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do i miss feeling it

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those like

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words of affection

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i wanna feel it again

hushed frost Oct 24, 2024, 2:49 AM

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dawg

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ok real but what

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ok

hushed frost Oct 24, 2024, 3:09 AM

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i feel like i have bipolar disorder II or bpd

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i did my research and im going to see a therapist about it soon

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i get these like, crazy mood swings

hushed frost Oct 24, 2024, 3:09 AM

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hushed frost dawg

like what i was describing up here

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looking back at what i tried expressing when i wasn’t like, having an episode is kinda embarrassing to me

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i go from insane highs to insane lows

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for bpd, im suspecting discouraged and petulant

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i have abandonment issues, the urge to act on impulses and risks

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even though they are calculated risks

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idk if this is a symptom of any, but i physically cannot sit still sometimes. im basically w always fidgeting around with my hands

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that’s why my fingers are messed up, i pick at my skin especially when im anxious

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i have a terrible sleep schedule

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no matter what i do i cannot fall asleep and wake up on time

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and my appetite is greatly dependant on my mood

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although i barely eat anyways

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or keep eating to a minimum

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on the skin picking thing, i gotta start bandaging my fingers so i dont impulsively pick at them

rancid ermine Oct 24, 2024, 6:24 AM

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ooh poor thing

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it's fine Im here for you after all

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Im going to relieve all of your suffering

hushed frost Oct 24, 2024, 1:44 PM

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rancid ermine Im going to relieve all of your suffering

thank you for the kind words a_afx_heart_fly

rancid ermine Oct 24, 2024, 1:45 PM

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they are sinceres

hushed frost Oct 25, 2024, 4:30 PM

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science

hushed frost Oct 25, 2024, 11:09 PM

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https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMhH2BTfq/

TikTok

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hushed frost Oct 26, 2024, 1:39 AM

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ima claw my skin off

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its so uncomfy in here

hushed frost Oct 26, 2024, 5:40 AM

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i literally crave attention so much it makes me look stupid 😂😂😂😂🤣

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i wish i looked more

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well

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neutral

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rather than more of one gender

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i’m so eepy

rancid ermine Oct 26, 2024, 6:10 AM

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Personally I kind of like you

hushed frost Oct 26, 2024, 6:13 AM

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im glad im likeable to you, i try at least

rancid ermine Oct 26, 2024, 6:14 AM

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You want to look like a boy ?

hushed frost Oct 26, 2024, 6:14 AM

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no, i’d rather be neutral

rancid ermine Oct 26, 2024, 6:43 AM

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Well I'm sure that you are very cute

hushed frost Oct 26, 2024, 6:45 AM

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thank you a_afx_heart_fly

rancid ermine Oct 26, 2024, 6:49 AM

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Where are you from by the way ?

hushed frost Oct 26, 2024, 3:48 PM

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canada

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you?

rancid ermine Oct 26, 2024, 4:10 PM

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france

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hmm it's abit far haha

hushed frost Oct 26, 2024, 4:34 PM

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mhm

rancid ermine Oct 26, 2024, 5:13 PM

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Also I think that I kind of like you actually-

hushed frost Oct 26, 2024, 5:42 PM

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we just met no? i appreciate that deeply though

rancid ermine Oct 26, 2024, 6:12 PM

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Yeah, but I guess I deeply empathized with your situation

hushed frost Oct 26, 2024, 6:27 PM

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i understand

rancid ermine Oct 26, 2024, 6:30 PM

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Yeah

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I'm sure we could help each other

hushed frost Oct 26, 2024, 9:27 PM

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hm possibly.
even so, i’m way too young for you

rancid ermine Oct 27, 2024, 8:15 AM

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ah how old are you ?

hushed frost Oct 27, 2024, 4:52 PM

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i am 14 actually

rancid ermine Oct 27, 2024, 8:47 PM

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oh I see

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well I don't mind it

hushed frost Oct 28, 2024, 2:44 AM

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mhh interesting. you don’t even know me and you want this with me already?

rancid ermine Oct 28, 2024, 7:28 AM

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yeah, I guess so

hushed frost Oct 31, 2024, 4:28 AM

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bro got banned

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that means i can be active on this thread again joobiyay

hushed frost Oct 31, 2024, 4:58 AM

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i’m so glad i stopped getting so attached to people so fast

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now i don’t care if i get ghosted

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i don’t care

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i love it

hushed frost Oct 31, 2024, 11:52 PM

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i haven’t been this happy in so long

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i’m back with my original friends

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i love them

hushed frost Nov 1, 2024, 1:51 AM

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i feel genuinely fulfilled after that

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i’m back with the people i love

hushed frost Nov 1, 2024, 2:47 PM

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ineedeudjendiageyeiYa

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big farts!

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dog

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i love my friends

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and my new friends

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i hope we’re friends at least

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I LOVE MY FRIENEIWGAYEUA

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it was good to be back with gang again

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and taylor specifically

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she’s still the same

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i love it

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she’s still the same taylor i know

hushed frost Nov 3, 2024, 4:59 AM

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fortnite

hushed frost Nov 4, 2024, 4:40 AM

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i am so ashamed of my gender

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im ashamed of who i come off as to people

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especially online

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i wish everybody could just

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forget

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about my gender

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i hate talking about my gender

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it always makes me uncomfortable.

hushed frost Nov 4, 2024, 1:00 PM

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i had a dream i saw a bunch of supercars

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and my first koenigsegg

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and like

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a bunch of mclaren senna gtr’s were like, speeding down a road and my mom was recording

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and i felt kinda disappointed cuz i didn’t get to record it

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but i was looking at the koenigsegg

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oh, and yesterday i went to a dance class with my friend

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that was fun

hushed frost Nov 4, 2024, 2:37 PM

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are you fcking serious!!!!

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i’m not a girl…$!!!!!

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not helping the dysphoria!!!! …!!!

thorny hill Nov 4, 2024, 4:12 PM

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Is that the real senna?

hushed frost Nov 4, 2024, 8:25 PM

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no

thorny hill Nov 5, 2024, 11:54 AM

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ok good i thought so

hushed frost Nov 5, 2024, 12:42 PM

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anyways

hushed frost Nov 5, 2024, 3:39 PM

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pitfighter vi

hushed frost Nov 5, 2024, 8:39 PM

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gaslighting myself every day that how i feel about my gender is normal and not dysphoria

hushed frost Nov 6, 2024, 12:09 AM

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hushed frost Nov 6, 2024, 6:27 PM

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dense moat Nov 6, 2024, 7:31 PM

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still watr

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those who know

thorny hill Nov 7, 2024, 2:32 AM

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dense moat still watr

memes2022funnymeme

hushed frost Nov 7, 2024, 6:44 PM

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muk

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we visited a museum today

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and got an easy art assignment

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today, i’ll be at school till 8:30 pm

hushed frost Nov 7, 2024, 10:32 PM

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hushed frost and got an easy art assignment

just realized that i gotta finish that after i come home from school

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it’s gonna be a long night

hushed frost Nov 8, 2024, 1:28 AM

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night finished ✅

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my feet are so achy

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i walked and ran around for 3 hours straight

thorny hill Nov 8, 2024, 10:25 AM

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hushed frost my feet are so achy

you have feet? damn i need one too

hushed frost Nov 9, 2024, 1:59 AM

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hot PAUUUGHHHHTTTT

hushed frost Nov 9, 2024, 10:00 PM

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i hate stupid people

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why are people so dumb bro

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like how am i out of all people smarter than some ADULTS

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like please use your mind for once??

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some of you need actual therapy instead of bothering people on here with your stupid shit that has obvious solutions.

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horrible people deserve for horrible things to happen to them.

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i don’t care how many times i have to get a single person removed, i’ll keep doing it.

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that person? he deserved every bad thing i said to him today.

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fcking creep

hushed frost Nov 12, 2024, 1:49 AM

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sensitive ass vent for me

|| genuinely nothing makes me feel more shitty and upset when somebody misgenders me. im not even tryna make a big deal out of using the wrong pronouns, its just that its such a difficult topic for me. imagine working so hard for everything to finally go your way even for a little while and then somebody completely destroying your self confidence and individuality. thats basically how it feels like for me. i hate being known as a girl. every single fcking aspect of it. i am not a girl. especially here, where my pronouns are in my username. please, cut me some slack and actually respect me. if im feeling well enough, ill tell you about my actual gender. if i dont, do not press me up and try to get something out of me. gender dysphoria will never be an easy topic to talk about for me. i wish everybody could just forget the old me. ||

hushed frost Nov 13, 2024, 5:07 AM

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fck bro idek anymore

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what am i doing

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i seriously don’t know who i am anymore

hushed frost Nov 13, 2024, 11:55 PM

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GET OUTTTTTTTT

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i’m literally nonchalant. i’m not a fan.

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IM NOT A FAN IM NOT A FAN.

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https://tenor.com/view/fnaf-helpy-fnaf-helpy-pizza-simulator-fnaf6-gif-20422976

Tenor

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like i bro

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ugh

hushed frost Nov 15, 2024, 3:18 PM

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shake yo dreads shake yo dreads

hushed frost Nov 15, 2024, 3:44 PM

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girl

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isabel

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GeoutOF GEEER

ivory socket Nov 15, 2024, 3:46 PM

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😔

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meanie

hushed frost Nov 15, 2024, 3:46 PM

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ivory socket meanie

no it’s ok ily😔

ivory socket Nov 15, 2024, 3:47 PM

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it ok i didnt read all of it theres a lot

ivory socket Nov 15, 2024, 3:47 PM

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rancid ermine Well I'm sure that you are very cute

what tf weirdo

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WHAT IN THE

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how old is he

hushed frost Nov 16, 2024, 2:02 AM

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ivory socket how old is he

like 19 or something

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i blocked him

hushed frost Nov 17, 2024, 3:35 PM

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they dont understand cuz theyre not me

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i feel so SHIT 💜

hushed frost Nov 18, 2024, 3:51 AM

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okay so shit just went down

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nah what the frick

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im gonan be theone thats gonna sell bruh

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im gonna throw this down the trahs i just knowit

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its my fault i cant feel

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its my fault im numb

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i cant help it

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no matter what i do i cant feel

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but i wanna feel

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for him but i cant bruh

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like this isnt classy or demure of me

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gotta wait until the weekend to see my therapist again

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i think i have a problem with being numb

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i cant feel shit

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i just like

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stopped one day

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after my last relationship

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i went to go focus on myself

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and then right after that i couldnt feel like

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anything for anybody

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but i did now

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but

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idk

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i love him

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but it was so weird

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usually

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when i get confessed to

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if i liked the person

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id be like

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happy

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but now i cant feel it

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i dont feel it

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i wanna feel again

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im tired of being numb

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kinda makes me sad knowing if i fck up ill be the one to ruin his life

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he doesnt deserve that

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idec if anything bad happens to me

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not like id be able to feel anything from it anyways

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so i worry about others more

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i wanna feel

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just like everybody else

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i feel like i’ve made a bad choice for him

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cuz i know im gonna be the reason why he’ll be upset

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but i don’t know what to do

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umm ok off topic

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i NEED adrenaline

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like always

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idc

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i need to feel like

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alive

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i wanna be behind the wheel of a fast car

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i wanna die fast

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i wanna die

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me when i lie! aha…!

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i just wanna do something

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to feel that rush

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i normally can’t feel

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i mean what CAN i feel normally

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normal?? 💀

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what is even happening in my life omd LMAO

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THIS SHIT IS SO RANDOM

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like i started from like

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missing the past

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to not knowing who i am as a person

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which is still kinda don’t

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to almost losing a friend

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multiple times

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and multiple friends

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to like

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being here

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ashakshahha i just wanna go back to being NORMAL 💜

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i miss charlie and miyah

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sigh

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i love them

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and i misssss

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hmm

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i miss taylor and shalom

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and i miss hmm

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marcus

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haven’t seen that guy in a while

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I MISS MY SCHOOL FRIENDS SO MUCCHHCGCHYG

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https://tenor.com/view/crying-emoji-dies-gif-21956120

Tenor

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i don’t know who i am anymore bruh

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WHY AK I DOING THIS TO OTHERS

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like

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there was really no need for me to slide up into peoples lives

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then js ruin it cuz idk how to think with my heart

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ngl being numb is kinda cool tho

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cuz like i don’t really have to worry about people’s words hurting me

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leaving me basically immune to cyber bullying

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but sigh

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idk

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i really don’t even know anymore

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it’s ok i’m literally jinx only thing i need is the voices

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https://tenor.com/view/jinx-arcane-league-of-legends-enemy-gif-23824405

Tenor

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me

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i honestly kin jinx so much

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and fricking

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velvet

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from trolls band together

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she’s so real

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like i could fr go from silly silly blue hair girl to a bipolar sobbing mess in an instant

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esp when trauma and shit like that gets brought up

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i thought i was getting better but here i am in a discord server venting about stuff that doesn’t matter ThumbsUp0

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midnight new comfort song added to the collection

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i js needed some space so i feel free
oh u don’t understand cuz ur not me.

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i cannot go thru all the things that u do
cuz ion wanna feel that typa pain, not again

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u look good n i’m scared to say cuz u might not look at me the same

compact warren Nov 18, 2024, 5:09 AM

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Can you help me with my metal health?

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Hello?

hushed frost Nov 18, 2024, 5:24 AM

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EYC_SideEye

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hushed frost Nov 18, 2024, 9:24 PM

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:joobidesp:joobidesprate:

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joobidesprate

full shard Nov 18, 2024, 9:58 PM

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hii

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can i help in anything?

hushed frost Nov 18, 2024, 10:46 PM

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full shard can i help in anything?

all good, thanks.

full shard Nov 18, 2024, 10:47 PM

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if anything happens that youd like to comment about dm me

hushed frost Nov 19, 2024, 12:58 PM

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full shard if anything happens that youd like to comment about dm me

thank you

hushed frost Nov 19, 2024, 8:29 PM

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i’m getting WORSE 💜

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basically wasting time tryna heal

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i cant heal bro idk why i said that

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i am NOT getting better

hushed frost Nov 19, 2024, 8:55 PM

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I SOLD joobidesprate

#basically senna

I MISS MY MAN