#doing “it” soon, ask me anything 💖

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warped yew
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doing “it” soon, ask me anything 💖

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i’m in a calmer headspace

brittle crypt
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what about your parents?

warped yew
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mostly my attitude on everything tbh

brittle crypt
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like at all?

warped yew
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well ofc i care about them

brittle crypt
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this isn’t me trying to be horrible im just wondering

warped yew
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i just don’t care abt them in regards to killing mtself

brittle crypt
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have you not thought about how their mental health may be affected if you go through with it ?

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or the expenses of a funeral

brittle crypt
warped yew
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i’m really don’t care unfortunately

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they can use my college funds

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i have 10,000+ dollars in my account for it

brittle crypt
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do you really think your life can’t change for the better?

warped yew
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nope

brittle canopy
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jay your goal is wrong. ive gathered you live a life of trying to impress people rather than yourself? am I wrong? i have a lot to say but its based on this so i will wati for your answer

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please make sure to ping me a few times to get my attention i have adhd so spam ping me if you like

brittle canopy
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I'm really sorry you're feeling this way, and I'm glad you're reaching out. It takes a lot to share what you're going through, even when it feels like no one gets it. You’re not annoying or attention-seeking for wanting to talk—your feelings are real and valid, and they deserve to be heard.
I won't offer the same clichés you’ve already heard because I know they might not feel helpful right now. But I do want to remind you that even when it feels like things are falling apart, your voice and your story still matter. What you're feeling right now is incredibly hard, but it doesn’t have to define your future.
If you want to share more about your art or what you’re going through, I’m here to listen, without judgment. Sometimes even just talking things out, even if it’s messy or painful, can make a difference. You don’t have to carry everything alone.

warped yew
warped yew
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update 09/13: my plans all fell through. i’m stuck here.

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at least for now.

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i am miserable.

unkempt star
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Is it really just because of friend and bad art?

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The latter seems very fixable, I'm working on my art as well

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It's also shit but it's just a skill to be practiced, different from friend or other stuff like that

warped yew
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pretty much yeah

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but they’re the only things that mean anything to me

unkempt star
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Well what's so bad about it?

warped yew
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i just hate it

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i view myself as a waste bc it’s not where i want it to be

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and yes it can improve but i really just don’t care stp

brittle canopy
warped yew