it's too much, I've been sad lately, almost everyday wanting to cry, I just want to disappear, ||die I want to kill myself but withought pain||, but at the same time I wanna live, because I think I'll get better, but it hurts so badly I wanna run, hide myself idk what to do.... I need a therapist my mom can't put me on one cuz I'm doing a lot of things right now, but I need to talk with someone, and than you ask me why don't you talk with her, with your dad, brothers, sister, friends I can't no one hears me, and I keep hearing the problems form others to help them, when I need to help myself. Today remembered of my ex that I really loved him and I entered in his tiktok account and i saw his reposts, I saw how happy he his withought me and this made me sad, really sad. I cried the whole afternoon...I accidently send him a friend request and he accept it, he asked me how I'm feeling and I'm drowning, I think I made a mistake, I'm with a bad feeling and it makes me wanna cry. What do I do? I'm tired I just want to ||die||....
#I can't
fossil escarp
latent ocean
You know
It helped me to realise that the person I loved has a better life without me
I was happy for them
But it also gave me motivation to become a better version of myself
Now I'm just a tiny babyman on this big world
But what I would recommended is going outside more
Without your phone entering the woods
And just walking around
Enjoying nature
fossil escarp
thanks a lot for the advice <33
fossil escarp
And if you ever need to talk I'm always here
thanks
fossil escarp
Except if I'm sleeping
sure
latent ocean
Man this server sure is something
fossil escarp
yes
latent ocean
How long you been on here for?
fossil escarp
I entered this server in the begining of the year but I changed my account
fossil escarp
kinda
latent ocean
U sure
fossil escarp
yes
latent ocean
Me too imma sleep