#why shouldn't I kill her?

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boreal grail
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If I kill her and then kill myself I won't go to prison and there will be no consequences for my actions. So, can anyone please explain to me why I shouldn't kill her? My life was over before I was even born. I have Asperger's, c-PTSD, major depression, GAD, all 4 cluster b personality disorders. I've been on medications for years and going to therapy consistently for years with no improvement. Some of us are truly hopeless cases. And I am one of them. My only options are suicide or homicide and suicide. Maybe I should just kill myself instead of killing others first. Except, I honestly believe they deserve it. Anyone who would hurt someone so deeply and feel absolutely no remorse whatsoever deserves to die. I can't let her get away with it. I won't let her get away with it.

sterile sand
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its a waist of advanced life form

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we are the only known intelligent life form

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in the universe

shrewd gulch
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dolphins

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exist

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except for that

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DONT U DARE KILL ANYBODY

boreal grail
# sterile sand its a waist of advanced life form

I have to disagree. After having people inflict such incredibly severe pain on me without any consequences whatsoever for their actions I'm forced to recognize the reality of the situation. I'm the only one who can give them the consequences THEY DESERVE. this world is a seriously, seriously, incredibly, awe inspiringly fucked up place. Like I would give anything to stop existing. But suicide is hard to follow through with and I swear to God. If I have to kill someone else in order to get the death penalty I want. I will.

boreal grail
sterile sand
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forgiveness will heal you and let you be more free

echo prawn
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I sometimes feel like this too but these are just destructive thoughts that don't help you out of whatever you've gotten in

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You don't have to forgive people for the bad actions they've done but if you wanna stay sane in this world then you gotta forget about it and focus on yourself