I don't know why, but I always think about my ex after I hang out with my friends.

[sonic stream]

I just got back, and I felt nice. But as soon as it set in that I was going to bed, I got really depressed. It wasn't that I was sad because the fun was over, because I wanted to go home.

It's just these feelings and negative thoughts in my head. Thoughts that I'm lonely, and wish I had someone to talk to. Someone who can hold me and made me feel safe while I slept. Someone who could ground me when I feel like I'm slipping.

And then I think about my ex, obviously.

I don't know why this always happens. I thought being around people is supposed to help me move on.

[glossy musk]

im here bro

also

thinking about her is justified

infact i just got back with my ex yesterday

so it you both broke up in a good note then u should hit her up again

but idrk until ik why u both broke up

[sonic stream]

We really didn't break up on the best terms.

She's made it clear she doesn't want to be in my life anymore, and I've accepted that getting back together is way more trouble than it's worth.
If I pursue this and constantly had to spend time fixing it over and over again, I'll never be happy.

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[glossy musk]

then

get over her

im sorry Oni for not being there for u and reaching out to u after 18 days but

see

getting over people is hard asf i know

but u have to make peace with the fact that they are not getting back with u

you will feel empty for some time without them

almost liek youre missing a piece

but thats allright

its fine

it happens to everyone

try to stay calm and happy

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