i made a friend, and i really appreciate them. they match my vibe so well. i hope they think good things about me, i don't want them to leave ^.^ , , it's 445 am , i can't sleep.. i wish i didn't have insomnia . . i'm hungry
#isopod's journal / diary ☆ .
novel swallow
novel swallow
oh no, i got the wrong idea. This guy i liked?? i guess, he called me baby and stuff, and i was happy. he's dating someone else adn i got upset because i felt played, i guess they mightve broken up??.. i feel horrible. i was so mean to him . mfsdnkfh. this is embarrasssing.
he said he still loves me but ksfdhkfjh i hat ethis i hate this i wish i moved on
glacial dome
It's... I don't know what to say, but you're lonely and it's okay. I know everyone DOES exactly what loneliness is, but talk to people who are lonely like you doesn't get any better for your own good. All you need is someone or something like pets or loved one who are genuinely want to be there for you. And not just the words, but they're really there for you.
I'll give you advice.
Don't search love when you are lonely, you might ended up with trashy feeling.
It's the same as when you're hungry and you go to the store and ended up getting unhealthy snack but not fully fill your stomach.
If someone says they want be there for your but they'll give only words, think about it. You are more deserve than that.
You can have a pet to fill your space of loneliness. Like cats, dogs, or fish. For me, I have hamsters.
I do really hope there's no one left behind bc of this loneliness mood or getting depressed by it. It's the same as you...
novel swallow
It's... I don't know what to say, but you're lonely and it's okay. I know everyo...
hey, i appreciate you so much for listening to this silly vent journal and replying. taking time out of your day to write this, really comforts me. I'm definitely taking time for myself, i think if i keep focusing on dating im going to hurt myself, and my mental health can't handle that at the moment. Again. thank you so much, i will be listening to this advice . 🫀
novel swallow
i'm going to bed now, it's 8am. i need to fix my sleeping schedule , school is in 3 weeks <3 .
snow echo
I js wanted to say, everyone feels a lil lonely sometimes but i promise you soon you will find your person and your friends and just find people that get u.
your never alone
icy schooner
i feel just like u.. im going kinda through the same thing? i wish i could help but im stuck too rn. im sorry
novel swallow
I js wanted to say, everyone feels a lil lonely sometimes but i promise you soon...
thank you so much for reassuring me im not alone, i appreciate you a lot for taking the slightest bit of time to talk to me
novel swallow
i feel just like u.. im going kinda through the same thing? i wish i could help ...
i'm so sorry, don't apologize. i'm here if you need someone to talk to, i really am ❤️ .
- saying that, i'm gonna vent again. i really need to.
I found out that my stepbrother MIGHT be cheating on his boyfriend?? , he's talking about looking at the girls ass.. i don't know if its cheating but it really does sound like flirting. they both have a partner. i don't want them to leave the ones they've known for so long just for eachother. it sucks. i guess things will happen, all i can do is hope they realize they aren't good for eachother. they just met.
A vent about me, uh, i don't know. i feel depressed and stuff, it's nothing new, i'm crying because im overstimulated, it's annoying. i don't have anyhting to do. i wish my life changed, i hate august.
snow echo
- saying that, i'm gonna vent again. i really need to.
I found out that my ste...
The vent about u is lowkey real but to help u with the lonely part there’s so many fun things to do in life and u should enjoy it !! 🥰 I’ll send u a list of things that helps me when I’m bored
novel swallow
i'm so sorry, and, thank you for the list. i'm going to be trying those things, definitely ^_^. remember, im here if you need someone to hang on to
i feel like shit. definitely thinking about killing myself, i just don't know why i try
snow echo
Yeah frl I’m here for u if you ever need to talk too 😁
novel swallow
i feel like im going to have a panic attack. im so stressed and feeling stupid right now
idk what to do
i hate this
everyone is venting to me and im laying on my bed screaming
/she wont stop veinting em ti me
i wish people would leave me alone, but, i hate being lonely??.. i dont' know. im so fucking sstupdi. i wish i could be smarter and tlel epoeple ahow i flele
RAHHHHHHGDJKHFUJKDHFDJFHDKJHF IM SO FUCKING STRESSED IHDKSHDSHD I HATE EVEYRUOKEN
novel swallow
the "dni , , IM NOT REPLYING " is so fucking pointless. they just text me anyways and get mad when i dont reply
novel swallow
im trying to mkae a server?? its going fine . but idk . not the way i need it to , im glad i got people thoguh
novel swallow
im so fucking tired of people venting to me. its exhausting.
i want to be pretty so bad
this isnt fair
novel swallow
i wish i had someone to tlka tol . i sont knwo if ill eb bla e to amke it
snow echo
Talk to me you can vent ❤️
if you want I will just listen or I can try to help you either way I’m available whenever
novel swallow
Talk to me you can vent ❤️
yeah, can i vent to you in dms?? its kinda embarrassing
novel swallow
i'm so anxious for no reason
my friend wont stop talking about themselves. i make it so obvious i dont want to talk to them, but they still talk.
novel swallow
gosh i'm sobbing. everyone's getting on my nerves and i keep seeing pretty people everywhere. i want to be pretty so bad. i don't know anymore, i want to kill myself but im a coward and i love too many people. i just dont want to be a dissapoitne dn eemnt anmyore. i sound so patheti cna and liek a picik m e but it sjust strue. it rtsu everythign hurts , i wish i could be happy with myself. i love talking to people. but, iw ihs i could etll them when to stop talking to me, im here crying and overstimulated, with someone spmaming me and im too scared to tell them to stop
stoic breach
Wow we share a lot of traits
novel swallow
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novel swallow
still cryignd lmaoaoaao i have to clean my room . its really looking shitty.
novel swallow
siiiiiighhhhhhhhh
novel swallow
i fucking hate this, why is everyoen suhc a btihc to em
novel swallow
my friend is liek, shes like "we dont talk anymore." and stuff and i said sorry , but like. i dont relate to her or anyhting
blazing rune
my friend is liek, shes like "we dont talk anymore." and stuff and i said sorry ...
Ik how that is
I like ur journal
novel swallow
oh, thank you so so much <3
blazing rune
Np :D
novel swallow
:3
blazing rune
:3
novel swallow
LMAOAOA erm now whtt
blazing rune
Idk lol
novel swallow
ALRIHGT
blazing rune
My parents are fighting :D
novel swallow
awh im so sorry, hey, do you want to talk about it?
blazing rune
awh im so sorry, hey, do you want to talk about it?
No its fine they stopped but thanks for offering :}
novel swallow
ofcourse. i'm so glad they stopped, and i'm proud of you for being safe during that
novel swallow
i understand that
novel swallow
byebye !!
novel swallow
they make everything so much better.
full lantern
they make everything so much better.
Has any of your promblems gone away -I’m reading the top rn
novel swallow
no
novel swallow
uh yeah sure, go ahead <33
full lantern
Ty
novel swallow
i hate beign hyper sexual
novel swallow
this guy just unadded me, he thought i aws using him when i was "horny".. I LITERALLY NEVER TALKED TO HIM LIKE THAT. ☠️.
he was like
"you never talk to me"
i was like "I have a life bru"
IM LAUGHIGN SO AHRD
blazing rune
IM LAUGHIGN SO AHRD
Lol fr?
novel swallow
YES :Sob:
blazing rune
Damn😭😭
snow echo
this guy just unadded me, he thought i aws using him when i was "horny".. I LITE...
LMAO
snow echo
i hate beign hyper sexual
what’s that
novel swallow
nothing its fine
snow echo
whhy
novel swallow
idk its weierdddd js search it upp.
novel swallow
iiiiiiiii hate my body so much
in 4th grade i use to suck it in and now im so skinny it makes me cry
i cant stop crying, i hate ti so much
no matter how much i eat i cant gain
novel swallow
immmm gonan aet yayy
novel swallow
jealousyly wissues
novel swallow
sobbign aigan