#Am i a bad person

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sleek moat
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I’m a 14 year old boy and i don’t my bio father however a stepfather is present in my life and his side of the family had a wedding and at this wedding my “cousin” were not bio related i haven’t seen her in a long time and she was so nice to me and i started to feel loved. she made me feel a way i haven’t felt since my first love killed herself this year and it almost was like she was there with me and i started to feel like i was crushing on her, again we’re not bio related but it’s still not right as i was raised as seeing her as my cousin and hugged me and it’s was so nice and she told me she loved me and it sounded like she actually meant it her eyes were beautiful and i think i’m falling for her when i left the wedding she hugged me and told me she loved me again. and when i closed the door i could hear her scream “ I LOVE YOU” it felt amazing ik this isn’t right and i feel horrible i’m a fucking weirdo for liking my “ cousin” i’m scared.

faint kettle
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That's wild

faint kettle
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It isn't normal tho

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But yeah yall ain't bio related so idk not that big of a deal

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Still weird, I wouldn't tell anyone 😭

gentle bloom
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feelings are really messy but

gentle bloom
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probably not something you want to advertise