Milo's Journal/venting

[broken igloo]

I'm glad your day was great tho!

[round sparrow]

Thanks! I’m gonna go to bed. I wish you a nice day tomorrow, and I hope you have a good sleep.

[round sparrow]

Hey Milo, how was your day? I was quite busy, but at least I don’t have school for Wednesday, Thursday, or Friday!

[broken igloo]

I don't know. It's kinda emotional at the moment, and it's embarrassing. It's going sorta well tho, I suppose.

[broken igloo]

Lucky for you!

I am happy to hear

[round sparrow]

Oh no! Would you like to talk about what embarrassing thing happened?

[broken igloo]

Well i meant my emotional state was embarassing

But ill just say it

Basically today

We were writing letters to our grade 12 selves and lets just say, i was thinking a little too ahead, thinking about the friends that will be parted from me and shit and started crying

And well, my favourite teachers and others too

[round sparrow]

It’s not embarrassing to cry, and it’s usually uncontrollable.

Don’t be ashamed, you were thinking about things that are emotionally triggering.

[broken igloo]

Well now that you put it that way

I feel better

But its just like ugh

It was infront of so much people

[round sparrow]

I get it, if I was feeling emotional I would go up and ask to go to the bathroom, maybe get a drink. Of course, unless that teacher wouldn’t let you.

[broken igloo]

I was going to but I could barely really compose myself so I just sat still]

And just laughed it off until i felt i guess better?

[broken igloo]

Good morning everyone

[round sparrow]

Good night everyone!

[round sparrow]

Happy thanksgiving!

[broken igloo]

Happy Thanksgiving to you

I had mines last month lol

[round sparrow]

Really? Please explain lol

[round sparrow]

Goodnight, Milo!

[broken igloo]

Good morning, Pickle

[broken igloo]

Us Canadians have our Thanksgiving on October 13th

Lol

[round sparrow]

Oh, makes sense.

Thanks for explaining!

[broken igloo]

Yes yes ofc

[broken igloo]

for some reason, i feel like writing music now so we're gonna bust a brain on that for gods know how long <3

feeling like this mf rn(i am insignificant compared to this man)

[grizzled solar]

I'd love to hear the music you write if you're willing to share!

[broken igloo]

I have no problem showing you! Only issue is, I haven't exactly really started writing yet ^^""

[grizzled solar]

Ah that's fair

[broken igloo]

Yes yes, my deepest apologies

But!

Ill try my best to post updates on here when I can

[grizzled solar]

Nah you're good man! Take your time

I'm a musician myself but I don't usually write music

[broken igloo]

Really!! Thats so cool!

What style do you do?

[broken igloo]

Much appreciated

[grizzled solar]

I do lots of different styles ranging from jazz to pop. I mostly play video game music tho

[broken igloo]

Thats so cool!!

I wanna try doing jazz music because I love it sm

[grizzled solar]

Mhm! I play piano, trombone, and guitar

[broken igloo]

Sweet! I play the trumpet lol

[grizzled solar]

Jazz is really fun but also challenging

[broken igloo]

Yeahh..

But it is wonderful

It just feels.. right

If that makes sense to you

[grizzled solar]

Mhm

No I get it

[broken igloo]

Mhm

How long have you been those instruments for?

[grizzled solar]

The main place I get my music from is a website called Musescore

[broken igloo]

Oooo same

[grizzled solar]

Ooooooooo I gotta think about that lol

[broken igloo]

Loll

I've been playing trumpet for like..

3-4 years now?

[grizzled solar]

About 8 years for trombone, been playing since 6th grade and I'm a freshman in college

[broken igloo]

THATS SO COOL

[grizzled solar]

About 6 for guitar tho I don't play it a whole lot

And I wanna say over 10 years for piano

[broken igloo]

Oh wow, that is mindblowing..

[grizzled solar]

I started guitar right around the time CoVID hit

[broken igloo]

Ohhh

Nice little hobby during such a horrible time period

[grizzled solar]

Yeah lol

I actually was going to do a guitar class in 8th grade at my middle school

...and then CoVID hit and that never happened

[broken igloo]

Awh man :(

[grizzled solar]

So I ended up teaching myself

[broken igloo]

Sounds tough but, you gotta do what you gotta do

[grizzled solar]

Yeah

[broken igloo]

I have a random guitar in my room- I dont know why tbh

[grizzled solar]

Thankfully t h e I n t e r n e t existed so I could learn from there

[broken igloo]

Yeah lmaoooo

Lucky duck

[grizzled solar]

Lol

I used to do piano lessons but then my teacher left so now I just learn what I want on my own time and play whatever I want

[broken igloo]

I wanna learn piano tbh, but it seems kinda stressful

[broken igloo]

Ohhh

[grizzled solar]

It's honestly not

[broken igloo]

Really?

[grizzled solar]

Yeah

It's fun

[broken igloo]

Ah, well thats a relief

[grizzled solar]

And you already have an advantage cause you play trumpet so you know how to read music

[broken igloo]

True trueeee

But tbh, I feel like im more of a brass-ier person anyways lol

[grizzled solar]

That's fair

[broken igloo]

Yeee

YIPEE YIOPEE YIPEE FRIENDS :D

[grizzled solar]

Yay lol

[broken igloo]

We can be music buddys togetherrr :3

[grizzled solar]

Yay

[broken igloo]

yess yayayayay

[grizzled solar]

Do you like video game music?

[broken igloo]

Ofc!

I love it

I really like the music in Undertale and stuff

[grizzled solar]

Niiice

[broken igloo]

Hbuuu

[grizzled solar]

Same

[broken igloo]

COOL :3

[grizzled solar]

:3

[broken igloo]

I also like the music from Cuphead too

[grizzled solar]

Noice :3

[broken igloo]

Yeeeee :3

[grizzled solar]

I like a lot of Nintendo music

[broken igloo]

Ooooo same

[round sparrow]

I’d love to hear some music if you do end up writing some! No need to be in a rush though.

I hope you had an awesome day! I’m going to bed. Goodnight.

Oh btw, I have a question. What holidays do you celebrate? Because I recall that you said you were in Canada.

[broken igloo]

Mainly Chirstmas and thanksgiving

[broken igloo]

Yeah lol

[round sparrow]

Those are some of my favorite ones!

Especially Christmas

[broken igloo]

Of course, ill keep you updated

[broken igloo]

I like it too

But

Im more of a halloween typa guy

[round sparrow]

I just love the snow, the Christmas aesthetic,
If you will.

[round sparrow]

Halloweens nice. Fall in general is great

[broken igloo]

Yeah!

[broken igloo]

I dont really like snow tbh

Too cold, weird texture

[round sparrow]

I just love how it looks, I think it’s also fun to be in snowy weather.

I understand why a lot of people don’t like it

How was your day?

[broken igloo]

It was um

[broken igloo]

It was alright.

It got kinda stressful rn but it was good!

Today was my Mums birthday

So I baked her a cake and made her breakfast

Even played happy birthday to her on my trumpet haha

[round sparrow]

That’s so sweet!

[broken igloo]

Thats fair

Mhmm ^^

[round sparrow]

I’m sure she loved it.

[broken igloo]

She recorded mee- 😭

[round sparrow]

Glad it was a mostly good day.

[broken igloo]

Mhm

[round sparrow]

😨

[broken igloo]

I got nervous and messed upp-

[round sparrow]

I hope she didn’t send it to a bunch of people😭

[broken igloo]

I HOPE NOT

[round sparrow]

It’s alright, nothing to be worried about

[broken igloo]

Yeaa-

[round sparrow]

Gn Milo, I’m going to bed

Gl at school

[broken igloo]

Goodnight!

Same to you

[round sparrow]

I really hope my day is good😊

[round sparrow]

How was your day at school today?

[broken igloo]

It was okay!

Hbu?

[round sparrow]

My day was pretty good, just a bit stressful because I have a lot of things going on

[broken igloo]

Would you like to share?

But I'm glad your day was good!

[junior condor]

hey milo, sorry for not talking much

[broken igloo]

Dont apologize! Idm, Cloie

Hru?

Doing well?

[junior condor]

not really doing well

[broken igloo]

How come?

[round sparrow]

Sorry for late reply, I was just a bit overwhelmed.

Had a lot of work, a lot of things were happening.

[broken igloo]

Its okay, I understand

Are you alright?

[broken igloo]

Ah, i see.

[dusk bear]

Hello Milo, I hope you had a good day today! C:

[junior condor]

lets say this week has been a bit.... hectic

[round sparrow]

Would you like to talk about it?

We can dm or whatever

But later

I’m at school😭

[broken igloo]

Thank you, I hope you did to!

[broken igloo]

You alright?

Im here to listen

Well, me and Pickle

Speaking of which

[broken igloo]

Hallo, Pickle

[junior condor]

its.... just life deciding im its punching back

[broken igloo]

i see. did anything in particular make this happen?

[junior condor]

uhhh..... its a lot to explain

[broken igloo]

i dont mind listening

up to you

[junior condor]

basically: panic attack on monday, and on sunday i basically struggled to keep my composer.

and well on tuesday.. i dont remember but rough

[broken igloo]

i am sorry to hear this, i truly hope you do feel better.

are you alright now? like sorta?

[junior condor]

doing my best

[broken igloo]

🫂

[round sparrow]

Hello, how was your day?

[round sparrow]

💕💕

[broken igloo]

Couldve been better

[timid jetty]

Not to bother but if i understood everything i read all this is because you have attachment issues right?

Im sorry english isn't my first language so it's difficult sometimes to read a lot of information and understand it

[broken igloo]

No, its ok dw

[broken igloo]

Well im not sure, i was just making a prediction

[timid jetty]

But one of the reasons is that

Nvm

I can't type man 😭

[broken igloo]

its okkk

[timid jetty]

Sounds so goofy when i try to write my opinion 😭🙏

You're just depressed man

Personally I'd say get through it yourself. Work on yourself both physically and mentally.

[broken igloo]

Youre all good

[timid jetty]

But that doesn't work for many people

[broken igloo]

I'm trying to

[timid jetty]

How do you spend your days?

Sitting at home or?

[broken igloo]

School, home

Pretty much

[timid jetty]

Btw all of this is from my past experience so might not work but

If you're sat at home all day ofc you'll be depressed

Try to do something to fulfill your day

Go out with friends or maybe something else. It's difrent for everyone

But you get the idea

[broken igloo]

i do

and i totally would but none of my friends are close

[timid jetty]

For me it was voluntary work

[timid jetty]

Maybe a club at school

Or work? No clue how old you are or the laws in your country but

Js do something

You can't be depressed if you're busy

[broken igloo]

I do band and I volunteer with kids sometimes

[timid jetty]

Obv busy to a limit

[timid jetty]

But you said you only go to school and home?

See

[broken igloo]

i try to keep busy, i just lose motivation alot

[timid jetty]

You do do something

[broken igloo]

Mostly

but its on somedays

Monday, wednesday, thursday

[timid jetty]

That's still plenty

Appreciate the little things

[broken igloo]

I will

[timid jetty]

You don't seem overly excited with my suggestions 😭🙏

But idk

You'll get out of the hole only if you want to

[broken igloo]

I deeply apologize

[timid jetty]

¯_(ツ)_/¯

[broken igloo]

My typing is usually very monotone sounding-

[timid jetty]

Monotone?

Srry 😅

[broken igloo]

Dw, I will with time when I get more opportunities

Like

[broken igloo]

like

bland

[timid jetty]

Cold or robotic like?

[broken igloo]

You could say that

[timid jetty]

Don't skip on them.

That's all the wisdom i can give

[broken igloo]

I promise I wont

Ill take advantage of those moments

[broken igloo]

Bonjour, mes amis! ça va bien?

[junior condor]

uhh what

[robust field]

Uhhh no hablo espanol? /j

But uh yea, tres bien, merci

[broken igloo]

De rien!

[broken igloo]

*Hello, my friends

I think i messed up on the last bit tho

Yeah I did

Comment-allez vous, is what i meant

or no?

both are correct

[broken igloo]

idk how much longer i can last. i feel so numb nowadays, its hard to express genuine joyfulness sometimes.

[broken igloo]

i ate a bagel :3

[robust field]

nom nom

[round sparrow]

How was your day Milo?

[round sparrow]

🥒🥶

[broken igloo]

Ehh it was okay

[broken igloo]

😝🤟

[broken igloo]

Hbu

[broken igloo]

Om nom

[round sparrow]

Mine was pretty good!

I read a few chapters of a book, went for a walk,
Ate some stuff

[broken igloo]

Oooo thats nice!

[round sparrow]

Did anything happen at all?

[broken igloo]

not rlly

[round sparrow]

Good morning!

I hope you have a great day at school!

[broken igloo]

I hope you did too!

[round sparrow]

How was your day?

[broken igloo]

It was fine

Im getting a bit more stressed by the day tho

[round sparrow]

Oh no

Good luck tomorrow!

💕

[broken igloo]

Tysm Pickle

I got a new phoneee-

So that's fun

But it's so hard to get used to

[round sparrow]

That’s awesome!

[round sparrow]

I’m sure you’ll get used to it.

[broken igloo]

Yeah eventually

[broken igloo]

Have a nice day btw!

[round sparrow]

Thanks!

[round sparrow]

How was your day, Milo?

Mine was quite good.

[broken igloo]

It was okay, im just really nervous now

OH AND PICKLE

I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHIUNG

IM SO HAPPY RN CUZ OF IT

[broken igloo]

Thats good!

[round sparrow]

OMG WHAT?

Sorry for late reply I was showering

[broken igloo]

ITS OKAY

WAIT

ILL DM YOU

[broken igloo]

Concert went well. Small mess ups but yeah.

I am a little upset over a certain someone but it's fine.

[round sparrow]

Is it the sweet guy?

Btw how was your day?

[fluid geyser]

monthly check of milo

[fluid geyser]

my neighbor had the same looking cat as yours lol

but I moved out so idk what happened to the cat

[broken igloo]

No no ofc not him🩷

Its my old friend

[broken igloo]

Honestly real

[broken igloo]

STOP CUZ THIS WAS ACTUALLY ME

I CRIED WHEN I GOT THAT BACK 😭😭😭

But, @round sparrow, I can explain when you're on if you want

[broken igloo]

It was fun, yet stressful

Hbu

[round sparrow]

You can tell me in dms rq if you want, but I’m at school, so I can’t talk for long

[broken igloo]

Oh okay

I'll be quick

[broken igloo]

I forgot to post my wrapped in here soo

Take a gander

I'm a changed person I swear..

Except for the Frank Sinatra, ICP and Tyler

I'm proud of those

[broken igloo]

I feel very um.. mixed rn.

I dont know how to explain it

like i wanna cry yet i dont really feel sad either?

I dont get it honestly

[round sparrow]

Is there any reason as to why?

[broken igloo]

My grandma just triggered me by accident

Im not mad at her cuz I know she doesnt know but um

yeah

[broken igloo]

I'm really happy! Me and my online sibling are doing well again :3

For the um..

3rd time

BUT THATS OKAY

Also we were talking while I remaking some of my OCs

These guys, trust, they look better now.. these are the old ones

[round sparrow]

That’s great!

[broken igloo]

Today was fun!

[round sparrow]

I’m happy for you! What was fun about it?

[round sparrow]

My day was pretty good, school kinda sucked, but otherwise I had fun.

[broken igloo]

Played games, was doing my course selection for next year, and just yeah

[broken igloo]

That's good!

[broken igloo]

Today kinda sucked but it was fun too

[broken igloo]

Today was fun!

Had an astronomy quiz today

And I just found out I can take a cooking course!

So yippie

Lovely grade 10

[round sparrow]

That’s fun! I actually made vegetable stir fry in FACS today!

[broken igloo]

YUMMYYY

[round sparrow]

It was! What’s your favorite food? Goodnight btw

[broken igloo]

Ooo thats a toughie

I really love mashed potatoes and chicken

Oh oh and soup

I really love soup

Some can argue that's not actual food but hush hush

Goodnight, Pickle!

[junior condor]

hey milo

[broken igloo]

Hi Cloie!

[round sparrow]

hi

how've you been?

[junior condor]

been good

[broken igloo]

I feel like such an asshole. Someone I talk to said they're having a fight with their significant other and said they needed me to join the game with them but I felt scared to because I didnt want cause anymore problems for them and im scared they're mad at me.

well

joining them now

i just dnt wanna be roped into something.

im scared im gonna make it worse.. im bad at helping people.

[broken igloo]

k. that went

idk

[broken igloo]

I'm trying to figure out why a good portion of my friendships turn to something else

Like if it isn't it ending or something else

It always just turns weird and crude.

Idk, maybe I'm just overthinking it

[broken igloo]

nah def not

tbh

i shouldnt be complaining cuz its lowkey my fault for being too nice and vulnerable so i should suck it up 💗

But anywho

i got a boo boo ow

i burnt my hand

but

ooo

chirstmas is soon!

so

happy for that jolly day

and nothing will ruin it trust

Mood

[broken igloo]

chat i might be getting lucky

i might be able to draw on my walls

YUPPIE I CAN

I LOVE MY LIFE

[round sparrow]

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE❄️🎁🥶

I love Christmas!

[broken igloo]

Merry Christmas Eve, Pickle :3

[broken igloo]

Same, it's my second favourite holiday

[broken igloo]

Drew some stuff, feeling proud

[broken igloo]

MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL

[round sparrow]

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

🎄

[round sparrow]

I would be so bad at drawing symmetrical eyes and probably symmetrical faces in general

[round sparrow]

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Have a nice day and spend it with your family or whoever!

[broken igloo]

Thank you!! You too, Pickle!!

[broken igloo]

Honestly me too

I suck lol

[broken igloo]

Got two games for chirstmas!

And headphones

[fluid geyser]

hello milo

i have came to check again

it hasnt been a month i think but its okay

i dont celebrate christmas but i hope you have a wonderful time today

[broken igloo]

Headphones came innm

Also rearranging my room

Cuz I have random motivation

[round sparrow]

That’s good! Glad that you’re feeling motivated today.

[broken igloo]

Ouchiee I hurt my hand 😭😭😭

[broken igloo]

I hope you had a good day, Pickle!

[round sparrow]

oh nooo

how?

[broken igloo]

Burnt it a few days ago- ripped off the scabbing-

[round sparrow]

Were you cooking something? Or was it something else?

[broken igloo]

Yeaaaa-]

[round sparrow]

How ya doing, Milo?

My day was pretty fun. Sleeping over at a friends house rn!

[broken igloo]

That's nice!

[broken igloo]

Im doing okay

[round sparrow]

I’m glad!

I just got my braces on, so I’m gonna be eating a lot of soft foods and yogurt

lol

[broken igloo]

^_^

[broken igloo]

Ah, makes sense

Yum yum

[fluid geyser]

happy new years milo

[broken igloo]

Happy new years ^^

[junior condor]

[round sparrow]

You too!

[broken igloo]

bro school is soon, im not readyy-

even tho ive been saying i wanna go back to school-

[round sparrow]

Me neither 😭

[broken igloo]

yEAAAAA-

[round sparrow]

I really don’t wanna go to school now ):

I do have a snowstorm in my area so I might not have school Monday or Tuesday

[fluid geyser]

#opentheschool 😭😭😭

wait i mean #closetheschool 😭😭

[broken igloo]

I love this sm

[broken igloo]

Ehhhh, I honestly am feeling both 😭😭

[round sparrow]

Went sledding today with my friend!

It was very fun

Although it was tiring walking up and down the hill

[broken igloo]

Oooo, that sounds very nice!

Yesh it can be very tiring tbh

[broken igloo]

MY BUBBA GAVE ME NITROOO

[broken igloo]

I'm learning German again

[round sparrow]

That’s so nice of him!

[round sparrow]

I’d love to learn German! It seems like Germany would be a cool place to visit too! The people there are very nice I’ve heard.

[broken igloo]

I know right!!!!

[broken igloo]

||i just relapsed, god, istg i cant do it anymore.||

i was doing so well too, i dont get it.

[broken igloo]

Dawg, what is this

[round sparrow]

Was it just a sudden feeling that made you relapse? Or did an event occur.

[round sparrow]

How did you come into contact with her😭

[broken igloo]

IDK??

[broken igloo]

i cant explain it

it was just this feeling of hatred and disgust, self-loathing really

[broken igloo]

Hamilton phase

[round sparrow]

Sorry for a sort of late reply, but would you like to talk about it in dms?

[broken igloo]

Its okay dw

Dont stress urself

[round sparrow]

Oh alright. I was just a little concerned for you.

[broken igloo]

I appreciate it but dw

[broken igloo]

I can hear people calling me loudly even tho im home alone..

Its tripping me out

[round sparrow]

I’ve been watching “Alice in borderland” on Netflix and I’ve been crying over it😭 it’s heartbreaking💔

[broken igloo]

Oh wow

Is it good?

[round sparrow]

It is very good. You could think of it as a bit similar to squid game? It’s a bit more brutal and has a lot more depth than squid game though.

[broken igloo]

Ah, I see I see

[broken igloo]

Tw: ||cuts|| Bro, what the freak.. one of my ||cuts|| like busted open while I was working 😭😭😭

That shit sucked ass

[broken igloo]

So tired...

I can't wait to sleep in

[round sparrow]

You ok?

[round sparrow]

Real because my bed feels heavenly when I have to wake up for school in the morning.

😭

[broken igloo]

Yeah I'm fine

[broken igloo]

REALLL

[broken igloo]

I just ate and I kinda wish I didn't now

[round sparrow]

why not? do you feel sick?

idk why but ive been having the urge to eat a lot recently. maybe its because of stress but idk

[broken igloo]

maybe

[broken igloo]

nah

i just like the feeling of being hungry]

[fluid geyser]

the urge to bulk in winter

winter arc RAHH 🦅🦅

[broken igloo]

ITS DO CUTE

[broken igloo]

I love my big brother.

He makes me feel so safe

[broken igloo]

I feel guilty asking my mum for lunch money

I feel too expensive

I hate it

[fluid geyser]

I always get that feeling whenever I asked my mom for money lol

[broken igloo]

Yeah

[broken igloo]

I'm so tired.. I have exams.. and I need to study

[broken igloo]

Chat..

Am I cooked?

I start gym in not even like

A week

Maybe a week

And my scars are so prominent rn

WHAT DO I DO

And since I wear a uniform, I'm even more cooked because..

The shirt is short sleeved.

And I have to wear shorts.

[broken igloo]

Mein bruder helped me :3

Ich liebe mein bruder

[round sparrow]

With what?

[round sparrow]

Don’t rlly speak German lol

Man, I haven’t been having the best week

People constantly bothering me at school

I just wish people were nicer ):

[broken igloo]

Gave me advice on how to cover my scars for gym

[broken igloo]

Have you told the principal?

[round sparrow]

That’s very nice of him!

[round sparrow]

It’s nothing too serious to do something like that, but it just gets a bit annoying

Your brother sounds very nice

Though

[broken igloo]

He is very kind, I love him

I wish I could see him irl :(

[broken igloo]

I understand how you feel

Truly

[broken igloo]

I hate exams..

[broken igloo]

Oh my fucking god

I'm so tiredam

And people are being so damn annoying on the bus

Please

For the love of God, SHUT THE FUCK UP

[broken igloo]

[worthy rivet]

Nah fr

And yesterday in the elevators 2 chicks were yapping like hyenas bout some random bs and I had to listen for like 3 min

Ppl need to lower their voices type shi when around others

[broken igloo]

HONESTLY!!! I hate how inconsiderate some people can be

And they also starting throwing shit around the bus

Like plastic

It was so annoyin

[broken igloo]

||relapsed again||

At this point

Idgaf

Mind as well hit somewhere lethal.

[fluid geyser]

hello luigi i am maro

[broken igloo]

tw: n4des- : Dawg some guy just sent me a picture of his wicked stick, I DO NOT KNOW HIM WTF

[broken igloo]

Craziest thing happened today, I'm still bewildered

[round sparrow]

What happened?

[broken igloo]

A random woman I haven't seen in years hugged me today-

she was my dads old "wife"???

[round sparrow]

uummmm, thats kind of rude of her to invade your personal space like that.

i understand why you would be bewildered lol

[broken igloo]

yeaaa-

but its oki

i like her tbf

[fluid geyser]

silly willy i found

[broken igloo]

AWWWWWW

THEYRE SO CUTE AND SMALL

UGHH

I LOVE THEM

[fluid geyser]

ca

[round sparrow]

OMGGGGGG THEY ARE SO CUTEEE

I LOVE KITTIES

[round sparrow]

Gn Milo and everyone else! I’m gonna go sleep, so enjoy a kitty picture🥶

Might’ve sent it before but idc

Cute kitty

[broken igloo]

Awwww

[broken igloo]

yooo someones in my house and im actually kinda nervous

i know theyre here for maintenance but im still nervous-

[round sparrow]

I feel the same way sometimes too, but I try to hide out in my room or just don’t interact with them.

I get why you’re nervous though

[broken igloo]

Yeahh..

Man I don't know why I can't just accept people's care and concern like, I constantly just combat with them saying I'm fine until I genuinely break

Like yesterday with my brother

I clearly wasn't feeling great, and he's like really good at depicting my feelings but I kept denying it until he just let it go and told me to sleep

I love him and trust him but I just can't my feelings across..

It feels odd to accept help is what I'm trying to say, I guess

[round sparrow]

I sorta understand you.

Lately ive been having a lot of conflicting thoughts and feelings

I miss not having school

I just feel hopeless during the week

At least I have good grades though😊

I try my best and it pays off ig

Gn pookie I’m going to bed

[broken igloo]

Goodnight, pickles..

[broken igloo]

I see. I am sorry to hear this. I can completely empathize with you.

[broken igloo]

That's good, I am proud of you.

[broken igloo]

[broken igloo]

My online brother is talking about adopting me and it's making me hella happy

[round sparrow]

🥳

[broken igloo]

Ooo!!

[round sparrow]

lil thing we were doing in science

My science teachers the best😊!

Idk why she lit the table on fire lol

[fluid geyser]

B I O D I V E R S I T Y

[broken igloo]

I also love my science teacher

Im gonna miss him

[round sparrow]

lol

[prime bronze]

i had this problem you really just gotta force yourself little by little to break the habit

i had it bad in my childhood and im only recently starting to accept help and its borderline when im at my lowest

[broken igloo]

Well, that's fair. I appreciate it

[broken igloo]

Okay so

Im seeing a therapist?...

Kinda nervous.

[broken igloo]

Still on edge

Cuz like

I don't know what day I'm going sooo...

Wtv

Gonna see some friends

[broken igloo]

Im gonna have a girlfriend!!

[round sparrow]

Cool! I don’t wanna sound rude by asking this but didnt you previously state that you were gay?

Nice that you got a gf tho

😎

[broken igloo]

*Pansexual

[broken igloo]

Im so happy!!

[round sparrow]

oh, apologies

[round sparrow]

im glad that you're happy!

goodnight milo!

[round sparrow]

have an amazing sleep!

whats your gfs name if you dont mind me asking?

[broken igloo]

Her name is Gia!

[broken igloo]

I hope you slept well :3

[round sparrow]

That’s a really cool name!

I really wish I wasn’t sick rn.

I feel terrible

[broken igloo]

I'm so sorry to hear your sick..

I hope you feel better soon

I'm upset, I accidentally upsetted my love because I told her I don't eat breakfast really and really just eat a meal a day, I worried her and I feel bad now.

She says it's okay but I still feel bad for worrying her.

[round sparrow]

I don’t think she would be mad at you, she’s likely just concerned for you, so there’s no reason to be sorry or feel bad.

[broken igloo]

I don't want her to worry.

[broken igloo]

Found some stickers

[round sparrow]

this reminds me of my sisters door thats COVERED in stickers. Like completely filled

[broken igloo]

That's cute ngl

[round sparrow]

yeah

[broken igloo]

I made her worried. I feel so bad now. I accidentally slept all day and she thought she was bothering me. She could never. I feel horrible.

[broken igloo]

I'm urging so much rn.

[broken igloo]

Fuck, I just had the worse crash out of my whole life yesterday

[junior condor]

[broken igloo]

[round sparrow]

Wanna talk about it?

[broken igloo]

Eh...

Id probably freak out again, so nty

I appreciate it tho

[round sparrow]

Ok. Just lmk if you ever wanna talk.

💗

[round sparrow]

I have a snow day!

No school tmr🥳

[round sparrow]

How are you doing, Milo?

Hope you had a decent day at school.

[round sparrow]

Happy Valentine’s Day, @broken igloo

Would you rather be called that than Milo? Sorry for not asking earlier.

[broken igloo]

You can call me either!

Idm lol

And happy Valentine's Day, Pickles!

[broken igloo]

It was alright

[round sparrow]

Good to know.

[round sparrow]

That’s good.

[trail grotto]

@broken igloo
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[round sparrow]

@broken igloo this could be somewhat important for you to know.

[round sparrow]

wait it pinged you

sorry