I fucked up again by over thinking
#I fucking suck as a person
near ember
Thought my friend was gonna kill himself I've lost alot of people to suicide and I didn't want to lose him so I asked one of his friends if he's okay and they said is he okay I said idk I think we lost him and she got sad and stared crying couple hours go by and he's online and he's mad and she's mad at me for worrying about him so now alot of people are mad at me
sinful urchin
no
near ember
And she told me to kill my self and I told her fuck you and I want to apologize but my stupid fucking self won't let me
near ember
My friends freind
near ember
Beacuse I mad her think that her friend was gonna kill himself
sinful urchin
why is she mad at you for worrying about him
near ember
Beacuse I scared her
sinful urchin
Beacuse I mad her think that her friend was gonna kill himself
youre being thoughtful
and she told you to kys
(promoting suicide)
near ember
youre being thoughtful
Yep and I told her fuck you
sinful urchin
Yep and I told her fuck you
yeah you dont need to apologise
and you dont suck
youre just warning someone
near ember
I know if I didn't try I would still get shit for that
sinful urchin
a warning isnt always true
in the end its all about you
if your friend hates you doesnt mean he will hate you forever
unless he isnt a true friend
near ember
I'm hated by everyone
sinful urchin
are you hated by your parents?
sinful urchin
why
near ember
Idk
sinful urchin
your parents
will never hate you
from deep within\
they love you
you know that right
near ember
Do they
sinful urchin
they love u bro
they wont tell it to you
but the day you go missing
ors mth happens to you
they will lose their shit
because they love u
also
what makes you think you suck
near ember
The person I am