I have been going through a lot of trouble and stress and I just can’t seem to get over it. I 13(F) recently got into a breakup with my first love. We were the best couple in school. We did everything together and we were never apart. We had the perfect relationship! It was like a dream come true. Until, we fell apart from another guy manipulating me into breaking up with my ex lover. We had the worst breakup. It was so complicated and we fought and cursed each other out. We made up a few times but every time we did I didn’t want to be friends and I wanted him still. I needed him. So it ended in us fighting again. We broke up 4 months ago and haven’t talked in 2 months. I love this boy more than anything in the whole world. I know some people may say I am too young to find true love or this or that, but I truly loved him. I would do anything in this world to have him back in my life and to try things again. I poured my whole heart and soul into him. I have done everything possible to try and get him back but none of it works. I have been so depressed, lonely, and angry with life. Him not being here in my life is like a part of me falling down. I started doing SH because he was gone too. I don’t want anything or anyone else in this world but him. He is the most perfect boy ever. He called me fat and ugly and that I am jealous of his new girlfriend or crush of whatever it may be, but somehow I still can’t find it in me to hate him or stop loving and trying. I just can’t give up on him. Something inside of me is telling me to keep going, like someday he will come back. He has broke me so much , but yet I still love him with all my heart and soul. I don’t think he quite understands just how much emotion I felt for him. I would be willing to wait my whole life if it was for him to come back to me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I need a lot of advice for this. Please someone help me 😕
#First Love.
copper knoll
rigid sigil
Stuff happens like that
Me 13M lost my lover to suicide today
I miss her so much.
But @copper knoll it’ll be okay
copper knoll
i’m so sorry dude. Suicide is the worst way to loose someone too😕
copper knoll
I really hope you do pull through man. I am so sorry for you. I hope you get through this and stay strong 😕
rigid sigil
I have bad grammar so sorry about that
rigid sigil
I really hope you do pull through man. I am so sorry for you. I hope you get thr...
You too
I’m curious but wanna be friends?
copper knoll
I have bad grammar so sorry about that
Its aight i do too lmao
copper knoll
I’m curious but wanna be friends?
Sure
copper knoll
i accepted