nikki's life

[hearty dawn]

hey, im nikki
im currently 16, its an okay time to be alive
im mexican and i live in the uk, shitty place to be fair.
here im going to tell you stuff i dont tell the world, im hopeful you'll listen.
thanks 🩷

[granite timber]

I’ll listen:)

[hearty dawn]

19/4/24

heey, felt good today, i came back from school
it was pretty loud today, so kind of hard to deal with

i did my basketball games after school, we tied so at least its not a loss

I did all my lessons nd stuff, pretty fun, i strive to be an academic master but im super forgetful at times

see u tmr <3

[granite timber]

Why was it loud

[hearty dawn]

people at my school are just loud in general, i hate loud noises, but that doesnt mean i hate loud people, people are fun

[granite timber]

Same

[hearty dawn]

Gotta get used to it in Latin American countries you know

If deciding to go there

[hearty dawn]

yeah, that is quite true huh

Everybody's loud around me also

Even my family

When trying to sleep

That's why I have earplugs so I don't have to hear them

💀 😭

[hearty dawn]

20/4/24

well my freind wont reply, im super bummed out
i miss them sm but tbf, i think they're ignoring me
idrk. idm tho, ill be good

tbf today was js studying, i js cleaned my room and listened to old music from like 2016 gacha phase, loved it

as im writing this im starting to feel super sad, idk why i js feel lonely, i have to find something to distract me

much love to all x

[idle fern]

@hearty dawn u can hmu in DMs if u needa talk I gotchu

[hearty dawn]

thx man

21/4/24

feeling sick today, might take a day or two off
overall had a great day, felt some kinda happiness
i went on a bike ride, cousins house (she my frl bff)
my freind hasnt replied still, i miss them, i hope they'll come back
bye for now <3