#i hate myself and I want to die

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willow juniper
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It would be insensitive for me to say I know how it feels. I don't, no matter what I think I go through. But I just want you to look for good things about myself. I know, it feels sh*tty. But, at the end of the day, it would be more worthwhile to pull through. I have ||suicidal|| thoughts. I ||cut myself||. Every. Single. Day. But to be honest, it will eventually get better. I feel like I'm no professional, but... Well, nevermind. I was going to say that I'm probably the worst person on earth but recent news says otherwise (lol sorry I am really weird for saying that). I hate myself. I legit want to ||fuckin kill myself|| every day. But, even without friends, I persevere. You are almost certainly a better person than me. Please don't waste that :(

P.S. I love you for who you are.

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Lol you can get a 60? I haven't gotten past 20

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You know why?

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Because I become too depressed. Literally I have nothing planned for my life.

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Bro

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You are wonderful.

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Even if you don't think so.

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I mean, what the hell do I have going?

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I may not have friends, but it's good to think about what you have.

willow juniper
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I hope I changed your mind :')

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Love you and good night :D

vast light
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What do you like to do for fun?

willow juniper
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play piano

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do art

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make music

vast light
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Oh

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Piano, art, and music is best for you

willow juniper
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Yea that first one's kinda rough

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I just started on digital art a little while ago

vast light
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That's good

willow juniper
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I've been playing piano ever since I've had a brain

vast light
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Even better

willow juniper
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And the one thing I do with my dad is make music with him

vast light
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That's what you should do instead of thinking about the negatives

willow juniper
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Yea

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I cut myself significantly less than I used to

vast light
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It's hard to get negative thoughts off your mind, but it will progress soon

willow juniper
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Also

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I think the original poster

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...

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I tried to help

vast light
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Ok

willow juniper
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I try to make people acquaintances

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But everyone just seems to eventually hate me not matter what

vast light
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It's just their opinion and they don't know anything about you

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Don't think about the others

willow juniper
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Bro

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My best friend since before preschool is starting to just ignore me

vast light
willow juniper
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All my current 'friends' are probably the reason I hate myself

vast light
willow juniper
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Yea that's probably the best idea

vast light
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Try to find new people to meet

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Somebody who you can rely on

willow juniper
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I live in a small town in Utah

vast light
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for positiveness

willow juniper
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I know everyone here

vast light
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Oh

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same but if you cuddle with a animal or ur favorite pillow it cures it for like an hour for me if this helps

willow juniper
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Sometimes in my dreams I see my cat, and I know it's childish, but he was my only true friend

vast light
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In my school, I pretty much know almost everybody and I try to talk to them to see if they're friendly

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You can also try to talk with anybody who you don't know well

willow juniper
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Sometimes I wonder if my dream will matter in 20 years

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Some things are best not said, and I will not say them