Im 16, and I hate everything that is hard. Like Jobs and school. I have decided no to go to university because of how hard it is. I wanted to make drawing my hobby, but it was too hard to do, and its imposible to enjoy something that is hard. Then I moved to writing thinking it would be easy. Wrong, it was worse. I left it a year ago, cancelling all my fanfics and light novel. I have no passion for anything and I tried anything, even guitar, violín and taking photos. Now I just rot on bed and play games like elden ring, helldivers 2, etc. And tv shows are getting boring for me. Like, I now only enjoy playing games for a bit and scrolling in tiktok on Twitter fo hours, I want graduate early but my mom wont let me for no fucking reason. And I have a whole week of school work that I havent done and had for thw whole week, and tomorrow is the last day of the weekend and I havent done shit. And my expectations for the future are just horrible, the only way I think I will die is by shotting myself or something. There is now way I can change, I have been like this for almost 4 years and nothing changed. I really wanted to be an artist and writer, but I fucking hate practicing and studying, thanks to school. I will give up on any chellenge I get on life be like this for the rest of my life. All those I had are now gone, saved from my lack of talent and lack of passion on anything. And im not proud of myself.
#16 whit no hopes for the future.
loud fox
spare sorrel
Im 16, and I hate everything that is hard. Like Jobs and school. I have decided ...
This might come across as harsh but everything wrong in your life is 100% your fault. You can't live life doing only what's easy, you'll never accomplish anything. You have turned yourself into an empty human being because you are lazy. Your mom is right for not letting you graduate early because you have no discipline or maturity and you are not yet ready to face the world. You are going down a path of self destruction, seek help this is not a healthy lifestyle. I apologize if it was harsh, but I really hope you trun your life around. Goodluck.
loud fox
This might come across as harsh but everything wrong in your life is 100% your f...
I have always know its all my fault, but even if I graduate from school, nothing will change.