#my journal
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I’m very suicidal
It’s fine
I’m very stressed
I don’t understand how she can leave to call someone who suicidal and thats oaky do what you gotta do but when I’m suicidal you still want to play I get playing with friends but that’s not fair
Probably have to delete this bc I don’t want the person look bad
Can’t trust her rn
Don’t hate her but it’s shitty to do smt like that
I love her with all my heart but she lies she has gotten better but that shit just no
I don’t get how your to lazy to close the window of a game but you can open up yt?
Broken promise or is it idk
I’m pretty sure she said she call me today or smt but it was only for a hour
So fuck my life
I always fucked something up don’t I
This is why I don’t fucking vent
Just got to fake a smile again ig
Ykw i might just delete this
I just wanted comfert
Hey are you alright
Do not say that about yourself
I read all of the above but it is still unclear to me