Confused 18 yo guy seeking help

[novel flax]

@near leaf it's really great that you're self aware about the way you behave and feel, I really think you should give her a chance, it's BS when people say "you need to love yourself before you love others", it gives the message that just because you have issues you shouldn't love or be loved, so in conclusion go for it but communicate your issues and boundaries clearly before starting dating

What did you contradict?

So she got pissed at you for oversharing?

[near leaf]

Yeah that was what happened

She still says that she loves me a lot though idek how

[novel flax]

What was it about really, you don't need to tell what was it exactly

Like related to what was the vent

[near leaf]

Ok so ig I was oversharing my problems

[novel flax]

and that's nothing wrong about it tf

I'd always hear someone out

[near leaf]

The thing is, she’s a girl…

And she had lots of problems too

So it’s like weird

[novel flax]

so what, fuck her if she plays like this, if someone is in love with you, they'd let you talk about your problems

[near leaf]

Well, makes sense, idk though

[novel flax]

are you for her when she is talking about her issues?

[near leaf]

Yeah of course, but she doesn’t like the way I’m trying to help her handle the problems either

[novel flax]

wow

how does she even like you when she acts like this?

well actions speak louder than words, so trust the actions, not the words

[near leaf]

The thing is, the relationship part is not a big problem, the big problem is that I have lost interest in everything

[novel flax]

that sounds like depression

are you depressed or anything?

[near leaf]

Not like depressed, more like hopeless and boredom

Depressed is a bit different from what I am experiencing rn

[novel flax]

apathetic

so how would you describe the way you feel? is it closer to emptiness or

[near leaf]

Yeah, emptiness, but without feelings