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It all just seems so pointless... People just run in circles while telling me that it'll get better yet I've had MDD since I was nine. Mom left me at 6 & OD'd. Dad shot me & went to Jail while I was only 13 Years Old....
Quit School at 14 to take care of my Older brother before he died 3 days before my 18th Birthday. Older sister OD'd but survived... All my other brothers & sisters are dead... Mom & Dad who are Biologically related to me are dead... Same with any living blood relatives besides my Grandparents... Been abused & hooked on bad stuff since I was a baby... Thanks to my Junkie Mother... Bet I won't even be able to post this before it gets taken down & I get BANNED because I'm not welcome here & everybody just hates me... I don't even blame them because I hate myself more than anyone else in the World... Gonna just be warned to take this stupid sh*t to Venting despite the fact that no one ev reads or responds to my Vents & people are just gonna laugh at me behind closed doors after pretending to care by throwing pity at me before throwing Jabs at me. I've said like 10% of what's ever even happened to me.& it'll still be enough to get BANNED for being such a waste of breath & space for being alive...
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