General Life

[light viper]

I’m so sick of life, I’ve closed off my feelings to everyone until posting this. I don’t have people in my life that I can speak to as my parents aren’t very supportive. I below in the saying that You can help people who don’t want to be helped And I subconsciously believe I don’t want to be helped. So I just would like for someone to talk to about my problems but I struggle taking advice due to my past. Thanks 🙂

[light viper]

I’m in a bad place right now, considering doing thing I once never understood why anyone would ever do that. You ex left me a few months ago and ever since I’ve never been this low in life , she meant more to me than my own life, I would do anything for her even tho she is gone, I would spend you last breath telling her how perfect she is. Everything I’m doing in my life currently is for her even though I know she won’t notice but it’s the thought that counts. My friends tell me that even since she left that it’s like my spark has gone out, which breaks me to hear.

I really don’t know what to do to deal with this as it’s destroying me mentally.

TL;DR life is shit and I am mentally fucked.

[bleak iris]

I think you shouldn't determine your life and trying to make a girl notice your life. You should focus on yourself, make yourself better than you are right now. Clear up, attend things you enjoy doing, put yourself out there and possibly wanting to find new love to make your life back up. i know love knocks you off your feet and your upset, but you can't be upset forever! C'mon you got this! 👍

[light viper]

She meant more than life itself, it happened months ago but it still hurts like it was yesterday. I can’t escape the pain no matter what I do to try and forget - it’s just a distraction until I stop. I hate the fact I have to wake up the next day and repeat the same cycle. I’ve tried everything to escape the pain, some things that are heavy advised against but nothing works. But I know there only one option which works 100% of the time.