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Earlier today, I was added into this GC with this popular girl, she was being overall rude by saying ||curse words and slurs|| and was acting like all that. She said that my cat was ugly and that I was a ||bitch|| for not revealing myself to a complete stranger. I snapped at her and started to write about how much ||I hated her and wanted her dead|| and now I'm regretting it.
After 5th grade with a full bullying incident ||and me getting sexually assaulted multiple times by this girl and older guy at a mall|| I've been having a hard time coping with anger and it's getting worse when I keep getting misgendered and pushed off to the side. I really don't know what to do at this point. I want to let it all out about what happened during 5th grade but I'm so afraid of getting judged. Life doesn't feel real.
||I also feel like I'm developing hypersexuality|| and I dont know what to do with that either. ||I've attempted 3 times this past month|| and I'm getting tired of waking up.
I feel like a puppet and I seriously need help
Now I feel cringe for letting out my problem.. I wish I could vent without feeling bad
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