I messed up

[slow gull]

I don't know what's wrong with me but basically a while back I got heavily into drug use and in I got spiked with god knows what but ever since I've felt wrong for about 2 months I had constant derealisation and now I've been experiencing what I'd describe as bipolar symptoms like a week or two where I feel awful and don't do anything then a week where I'm extremely motivated like I feel like a god I start hundreds of projects work out everyday and whatnot but I can't reach out to a psychiatrist I'm scared

[floral crypt]

Dont be scared. U could go to your regular doctor and he could help. If he cant he will send you to a psychiatrist. But is their anyother symtoms other then that? @slow gull

[slow gull]

I don't think I can I'm too young and they will tell my parents about my drug abuse I really want one though

[floral crypt]

How old are you?

[slow gull]

16

[slow gull]

Why

[floral crypt]

I thought u were old enough. @slow gull

Are u still doing drugs?

[slow gull]

No been clean a month or 2

[floral crypt]

Ok so you need to tell your parents. Its going to be bad but it will be the best for your saftey. They can help you see a doctor and get better @slow gull

[slow gull]

I don't want then to know there's anything wrong with me

They think I've never done any wrong

[floral crypt]

Ik. its gonna be hard but you have to. u could serisly be hurt.

[slow gull]

Why do you think that?

[floral crypt]

bc of the symtoms you have. those are longlasting meaning its not somthing you can get over. @slow gull

You could have damaged somthing in your body thats making u have these effects

[slow gull]

I don't want to be rude and ignore your advice would there be any way I could get help without them knowing

[slow gull]

I just feel like I really need meds

[floral crypt]

unless u can go to a doctor without them then no.

Its gonna be hard telling them but its somthing u need to do. @slow gull

[slow gull]

I could try and go to a doctor myself and convince them not to tell my parents

[floral crypt]

You could. What part of the world do you live in? I could look up laws in that area. @slow gull

[slow gull]

The uk

I just don't want them to tell my parents

[floral crypt]

U can. they have confidenilty. unless they deem its not safe then they will tell your parents. also you being 16 you can consent to your own treatment which is good. @slow gull

[slow gull]

That's great I will try go then

It's gonna be hard for me to convince them I'm safe tho

Thanks for helping