#Lonely asf

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forest gazelle
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I hate being at home now, I sit on my ass all doing nothing ( Im homeschooled and have to babysit my younger sibling ) I wish I could hang out more with my friends bc I cant on weekdays, and I see they are always doing something at eachothers house bc they live so close, and I just feel rlly left out. And my parents and siblings are working full-time so they aren't really home most of the day and really tired when they get back. And one of my friends said something abt a bot I added in our server and instead of telling me that they didn't like it they told another friend that it was sum stupid thing I added and tbh idek how to feel. Bc now the 2 others friends talk more with each other than me, just like my IRL friend group. My point being is that I just feel rlly left out of everything and I don't feel good enough to do anything right.

marsh rampart
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did u talk to them about how u felt?

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maybe its best to try find other friends somehow online or in rl, you never know

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I am here too and I don't mind talking to you or being friends

dreamy nimbus
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Well at least you still have friends

wicked marten
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@forest gazelle hey

forest gazelle
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Small update for anyone who reads this
So I tried talking to my friends about everything and they said they understood and that they weren't trying to ignore me but idk, bc like how do I put it, basically me and my friend used to always talk with each other and stuff and we got "married" as a joke, but then they randomly got "married" to the new friend making me feel like the 3rd wheel and really left out, and idk if its just that they don't like me anymore or smth, but ig ik why (the new friend had a heart attack and are on a machine of some sort idk, she said tho she doesn't know if she'll make it) but idk I just feel rlly selfish for thinking this sh!t but, stuff at home is kinda hard, and I rlly struggle with thinking that ppl love me, and stuff. Ik this prob seems like a really fvcking stupid thing to be sad abt, but I'm really lonely at home, and my friend was rlly the only person I talked too, but they kinda didn't talk as much as they used too, and normally they'd send like a hugging GIF, but they don't even do that now, while I see at least 3-5 between them when I log on every day.
Things at home are going better tho, my Dad has been trying to hangout more with me when he can, and he always tries to start a convo with me much more than before, so at least theres a good side to this all.

trim prawn
forest gazelle
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Aww ty

trim prawn
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np