this very chat is how my life got turned upside down. this is where i met the person that destroyed me, got me to believe they loved me for a whole month then dropped the "i have a girlfriend". now i can not love anyone anymore. not even my current boyfriend that my ex convinced me to get with. nothing helps me anymore. i feel so alone and broken. and it kills me to see the "happy anniversary" status on his acct. i cant take it anymore. i just want something like he has with his gf. i wanna love someone. i wanna be obsessed with someone to the point where i cant live without them. i want them to be my oxygen. i just ||dont wanna be here|| at all. how do i move on? how do i keep myself alive? how do i be happy? i cant feel anything but pain
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bleak tundra
just stop getting emotionally involved when putting yourself into relationships
rapid surge
And, some more advice: Remove negative people from your life.
Why do you need people you hate in your life?
Cut contact. Life happily. At least you still have a working Google account.
neon helm
i hate most people
rapid surge
Then, avoid seeing those people. If it's unavoidable, endure meeting them until it is.
If you have family, spend time with them. It'll make you feel better.
neon helm
my family abuses me
rapid surge
I know love is a feeling that's hard to resist. But if you've only had bad experiences form loving people, then try again later. Meet better people.
bleak tundra
what do you mean
rapid surge
my family abuses me
Call child protection services or the police if it's serious.
neon helm
Call child protection services or the police if it's serious.
its just verbal abuse
rapid surge
Verbal abuse, ignore them.
You could try taking it to court, if you can. You have rights, you may be their child but they have no right to abuse you, not even verbally.
How old are you, firstly?
I'm 15.
neon helm
im almost 17
rapid surge
Be happy people want to help you even in 5 minutes. I posted my issues 9 hours ago and ||nobody gives 2 shits||
neon helm
im sorry
wintry crater
that's an awful situation, with that person convincing you about their love and then saying it's not real. I've had that happen to me a lot with girls I fell for. I think it's really difficult for people who get very emotionally attached to find an equal partner. most people don't want to put that much effort into relationships and or have trust issues like me
rapid surge
Not your fault. People just don't like me it seems.
wintry crater
Be happy people want to help you even in 5 minutes. I posted my issues 9 hours a...
I'll talk. let me find your post
neon helm
that's an awful situation, with that person convincing you about their love and ...
i love him so much even after what he did
rapid surge
I'll talk. let me find your post
Appriciate you homie. Finish up with this one first.
neon helm
i just wish he loved me back
rapid surge
I know it's hard to give up on somebody you love, but if he did sum bad to you, you'll not want him in your life in my opinion.
neon helm
maybe i should go on my other account so i dont see him in my chats.... will that make it better?
rapid surge
If it makes you feel better by not seeing him, then yes.
wintry crater
if someone isn't willing to put in the care and effort to make you feel right, it's not worth it at all. it's just going to be a drain on your mental health no matter how much you want it to work
rapid surge
That's what I'm saying man. Isaac spitting big facts.
neon helm
idk how to move on
i love him so much
hes the only person i have the ability to love rn
bleak tundra
hes the only person i have the ability to love rn
could it be that you love him even more just because you know you can't have him?
neon helm
could it be that you love him even more just because you know you can't have him...
i think maybe
wintry crater
it takes time to get over something like that. it's not pretty. I try to distance myself from things that make me remember the person
rapid surge
idk how to move on
If he didn't put in the effort to love you, then I think it's best you just don't give him attention, forget about him, do ||shit|| that makes you feel happy.
As I said, remove negative people from your life. Meet new people, make better friends you can be honest to.
Somebody you can trust.
That's the way to go.
neon helm
If he didn't put in the effort to love you, then I think it's best you just don'...
nothing makes me happy anymore, thats the thing
rapid surge
Well, what do you like doing in your spare time?
neon helm
it takes time to get over something like that. it's not pretty. I try to distanc...
maybe i should just switch to my other account
he banned me from speaking to him
until the 10th
rapid surge
Yeah, throw away memories of your ex'es.
neon helm
he told me if i text him, he will ||sh||
wintry crater
you should respect his boundaries then and move on
neon helm
its so hard
rapid surge
We know. I've been through it myself though.
wintry crater
that's a big red flag that means you aren't working out together
I know it hurts bad but its best to find other things and work for self love
wintry crater
it can change
wintry crater
well, I love that you care so much. even though it hurts
and I love you cause you've made it through so much
gotta keep going
neon helm
im so scared
that i cant hold on any longer
every compliment people gives me makes me wanna ||sh||
im just
its so pathetic
neon helm
i dont really wanna live anymore guys
ornate pivot
What ever you do dont do it
You have a purpose and you may not know what it is
But you do
Don’t stop till the coffin closes
neon helm
ive already taken the pills
languid harness
Be happy people want to help you even in 5 minutes. I posted my issues 9 hours a...
It's not always the case of people not caring, but sometimes people don't have advice to give, good advice at that. They would rather stay silent and not cause an argument. Other people's issues can be extremely triggering for some as well.
languid harness
i dont really wanna live anymore guys
As hard as it may be to keep living like this, I promise you there's a way out that isn't suicide. When I read what you typed, I have gone through and am still going through something very similar to you. Don't give up hope, because trust me, I didn't and I am getting better.
neon helm
he just blocked me
tough thunder
he just blocked me
): are you okay? Do you want to talk about it
tough thunder
It seems like you are going through relationship issues is that correct
The way I dealt with it is very hard and I was your age too, I couldn’t go to school without breaking down and eventually like you will get tired of being sad you will stop crying. It took me about 2 weeks to finally just get up and actually do something but it takes time, you will be able to handle life without him but it will take a lot of time and he seems very manipulative because it’s not okay to block your partner and threaten them
You’ll eventually realize that you don’t need him to be happy. Crying and taking your emotions out is the best thing to do right now, just don’t keep it all in
I felt like giving up the same as you but it gets way better trust me
neon helm
The way I dealt with it is very hard and I was your age too, I couldn’t go to sc...
my last relationship it took me 3 months to get out of bed
9 months to be happy
and we werent together
tough thunder
Is there any specific problem you two have been having?
tough thunder
He isn’t worth it, if you know he would be texting a girl like that while having a girlfriend that’s not someone you want. He was texting you making you believed that he loves you while he were in a relationship. You don’t want him because he could do the same thing to you
neon helm
i know