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craggy ether May 29, 2024, 1:36 AM

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I had a great teacher for social studies last year and she PICKED not to put me in his class and to put me with the other teacher that gives so much work I'm so overwhelmed I'm behind in multiple classes and I can't focus on anything

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I hope I die in my sleep tonight

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finally finished one social studies assignment

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barely put any effort into the answers and googled half of them but it's done

craggy ether May 29, 2024, 2:12 AM

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I feel physically empty inside

craggy ether May 30, 2024, 2:09 AM

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so I got my old social studies teachers numbers from 6th grade today and I texted her and just said hi because I didn't believe it was really her. it was her and she was asking where I got her number from but I didn't want to rat out the person who gave me her number so I said I found it in a paper in the school hallway and I'm worried she's gonna call the school office tomorrow and I'll get in trouble because I told her who it was because I didn't want to freak her out

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kms

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if I get in trouble I'm killing myself

craggy ether May 30, 2024, 9:46 PM

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my ex called me fat today

craggy ether May 30, 2024, 10:06 PM

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I don't wanna eat anything anymore

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or talk to her

craggy ether May 30, 2024, 10:54 PM

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my ex said she liked the dude she dated for like 5 days that she told me she didn't like and only dated because she felt bad

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I actually want to die

craggy ether May 31, 2024, 12:17 AM

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I hope my dad kills himself

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I'm so done

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fucking kys dad

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I don't care about you fat fuck

craggy ether May 31, 2024, 1:52 AM

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I'm so tired

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I think two people I was trying to help bc they said they were gonna kill themselves actually did it

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I'm so fucking useless

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it might only be one of them that died

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idk

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I'm still fucking useless

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I can't help anyone

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all I can do is just say "please don't its not worth it" like they haven't heard that a million times before

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kms

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I don't know what else to do or say

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I'm going to sleep

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praying I don't wake up 🙏🙏

craggy ether May 31, 2024, 11:54 PM

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someone just asked me if I'd do a ||cvtsign|| for $

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what the sigma

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does anyone read this or do I just spend a lot of time talking to no one

craggy ether Jun 1, 2024, 2:14 AM

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I'm tired

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there's a substitute at my school and he's a fucking creep

round storm Jun 1, 2024, 2:15 AM

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Just so you know I'm just watching cause I don't know how to help with anything atm 😭

craggy ether Jun 1, 2024, 2:15 AM

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he looks at all the girls asses and rubbed one girls shoulders in math (it was the pretty popular girl)

round storm Jun 1, 2024, 2:15 AM

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craggy ether he looks at all the girls asses and rubbed one girls shoulders in math (it was t...

...

craggy ether Jun 1, 2024, 2:15 AM

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round storm Just so you know I'm just watching cause I don't know how to help with anything ...

tysm for reading 😭

round storm Jun 1, 2024, 2:15 AM

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Yeah I gotchu 😭 😭

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I'll check in here every day if ya want

craggy ether Jun 1, 2024, 2:16 AM

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I was left alone in a room with him yesterday and it felt like he was really trying to get my attention and he was trying really hard to make conversation

craggy ether Jun 1, 2024, 2:16 AM

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round storm I'll check in here every day if ya want

you can if you want

round storm Jun 1, 2024, 2:16 AM

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craggy ether I was left alone in a room with him yesterday and it felt like he was really try...

You should report him tbh

round storm Jun 1, 2024, 2:16 AM

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craggy ether you can if you want

Bet

craggy ether Jun 1, 2024, 2:17 AM

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other people reported him today because he was substituting for the chorus class and he was being really fucking creepy and kept looking all the girls up and down and looking at their asses

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there's a rumor that he walked into the girls locker room when girls were changing and he wasn't supposed to but I'm not sure if that's true

round storm Jun 1, 2024, 2:18 AM

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craggy ether there's a rumor that he walked into the girls locker room when girls were changi...

Damn...

craggy ether Jun 1, 2024, 2:19 AM

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he's super creepy

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a girl I have to do a project with was sobbing because of him after class when we were working on our project

round storm Jun 1, 2024, 2:20 AM

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Oh jeez

craggy ether Jun 1, 2024, 3:22 AM

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I diagnosed my friend with homosexual today

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he said he wasn't gay

round storm Jun 1, 2024, 5:33 PM

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craggy ether I diagnosed my friend with homosexual today

Oh woah

craggy ether Jun 1, 2024, 5:53 PM

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my parents brought out the old sprinkler we got when I was like 5 and it still works great so I ran through it with my brother's

round storm Jun 1, 2024, 6:04 PM

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Oh nice!!

craggy ether Jun 2, 2024, 4:54 AM

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I'm so tired I was just on the swing with my friend at her house and we spun around and then tried to run as fast as we could I fell like 20 times

round storm Jun 2, 2024, 4:06 PM

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Damn

craggy ether Jun 3, 2024, 12:44 AM

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why do teachers give you a homework packet that's for the grade above you with shit you haven't learned and expect you to be able to do it

craggy ether Jun 3, 2024, 1:07 AM

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I want to kms I hate school

craggy ether Jun 4, 2024, 12:07 AM

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I used to only gaslight myself into thinking I'm straight like once a week but now I do it daily it's sucks

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I know I'm lesbian but idk

craggy ether Jun 4, 2024, 1:27 AM

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I hate when my dad gets pissed at me for being sick

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like it's literally not my fault tf

craggy ether Jun 4, 2024, 2:44 AM

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I'm sick and sunburnt

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not fun chat do not recommend

craggy ether Jun 7, 2024, 12:48 AM

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I ||relapsed|| on sh

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my parents weren't home so I ||cut myself|| but then they came home in the middle of me ||cutting||

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they didn't see me thank god

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I saw them pull in before they could get into the house

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it still sucks though

craggy ether Jun 7, 2024, 2:12 PM

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I just got sent nudes 😨

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not from anyone in this server

craggy ether Jun 8, 2024, 1:56 AM

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why is trying to join a new server so fucking stressful

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literally have been waiting over an hour and a half for verification and It says to ping a staff member if I didn't get verified a hour ago and I pinged someone that said they didn't want to be pinged

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I deleted the ping and pinged someone else but idk

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kms

craggy ether Jun 13, 2024, 1:05 AM

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I was 10 and knew all the lyrics to CPR 😨

craggy ether Jun 13, 2024, 2:12 AM

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I have a Spanish final tomorrow

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if I fail I'm ||slitting|| my ||throat|| open and ||bleeding out||

craggy ether Jun 14, 2024, 1:50 AM

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I wanna ||cut myself|| but I might wear shorts tomorrow and shit

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I'll do it after school tomorrow

craggy ether Jun 16, 2024, 1:00 PM

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I'm actually gonna kms

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I just want her to stop touching me

craggy ether Jun 17, 2024, 12:40 AM

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"you don't know how hard it is for me" that doesn't mean s@ me, spread rumors about me looking you up and down, tell me you hope I get ||r@ped|| by two teachers at school I already hate, call me slurs, hit me, make me do school projects with you and then do no fucking work and blame it on your dad

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I don't care your mom dead

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I don't care your dad's a bitch

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I don't care your house burnt down

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I don't care people don't like you

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I don't care your dad makes you walk to school

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I don't care your family is broke

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I don't care about** you**

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I hope you die

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I hope you die slowly and painfully

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alone

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I hope you forever feel guilty and horrible about your mom's death

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I hope you cry yourself to sleep at night because your worried of your house burning down again

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I hope all your friends leave you

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I hope your dad stops caring about you at all

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I hope all the teachers that like you hate you

craggy ether Jun 17, 2024, 1:14 AM

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I hope you get ran over by a car

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I hope everyone you love hates you

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I hope you gets bullied

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I hope you gets kidnapped and never found

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I hope no one ever loves you

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I hope you have to watch all the people you love die slowly in front of you and you can't do anything to stop them

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I hope you starve

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I hope your never happy with your life

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I hope you always hate your body

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I hope you get ran over by a bus

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I hope your teachers fail you and you get held back

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I hope whenever you talk to people about your problems they laugh

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I hope no one helps you

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you don't deserve help

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you don't deserve happiness

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you don't deserve food

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you don't deserve a bed

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you don't deserve friends

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you don't deserve water

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you don't deserve arms

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you don't deserve your body

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you don't deserve your house

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you don't deserve your family

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you don't deserve anything

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you deserve to fail everything you try

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you deserve to choke on every piece of food you eat

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you deserve to trip every step you take

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you deserve to fall down every set of stairs

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you deserve to be laughed at by every person you talk to

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you deserve nothing good in life

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I hate you

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I hate the way you talk

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I hate the way you touch me

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I hate that you don't do your part of the school project

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I hate that you call me slurs

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I hate you

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I hate your face

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I hate your hair

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I hate your clothes

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I hate your voice

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I hate everything about you

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I hate your eyes

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I hate your smile

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I hate your hands

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I hate your arms

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I hate your hands

craggy ether Jun 17, 2024, 1:55 AM

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I hate you always blaming me for your mom's death

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I hate you

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stop saying you hope I get ||raped||

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stop touching me

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stop talking to me

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I hope your house burns down again

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with you in it

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I hope you live

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your body covered in burns

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and you get bullied for the burns and scars from the fire

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you can't find anyone to like you

craggy ether Jun 17, 2024, 2:28 AM

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"why are you so mean to me?"

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die

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kys

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jump

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I don't care about you

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go away

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leave me alone

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stop touching me

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I'm tired

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stop

craggy ether Jun 18, 2024, 1:00 AM

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she makes me want to kms

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I'm going to fucking fail because she wont do anything damn work and she blames it on her dad

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you don't do any work in class your dad isn't stopping you from doing work in class

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I hope you get hit by a car

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please

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I'm gonna kms

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I'm so easy to guilt trip it's not even funny

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kms

late garnet Jun 18, 2024, 2:09 AM

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craggy ether I'm gonna kms

woah woah

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what's going on?

craggy ether Jun 18, 2024, 2:45 AM

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I have a big project due tomorrow and the girls in working with won't do shit

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I've done 90% of this project

late garnet Jun 18, 2024, 5:38 AM

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craggy ether I have a big project due tomorrow and the girls in working with won't do shit

oh i'm sorry about that

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what is the project about if i may ask?

craggy ether Jun 18, 2024, 6:22 AM

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late garnet what is the project about if i may ask?

tw ||catcalling, murder, kidnapping||Emmett till, a teenager and black was ||murdered|| for supposedly ||catcalling|| at a lady and then the ladys husband and his brother||kidnapped and killed him||

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I was just supposed to make a video that explained what happened to my class because everyone had to do different moments in history

late garnet Jun 18, 2024, 6:23 AM

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hm

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so they just made up a bullshit excuse because they're too lazy to work on it?

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the girls i'm talking about

late garnet Jun 18, 2024, 6:26 AM

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craggy ether "you don't know how hard it is for me" that doesn't mean s@ me, spread rumors ab...

omg, i'm so sorry u have 2 go through that, u deserve better

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if this is at school which it probably is, please dude for your sake just tell how you feel to someone you trust at your school

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do u have a good relationship with a counselor or something?

craggy ether Jun 18, 2024, 11:46 PM

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late garnet if this is at school which it probably is, please dude for your sake just tell h...

I've told the principal but they literally didn't do shit

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my school has a big problem with bullying because they don't do shit about it

late garnet Jun 18, 2024, 11:52 PM

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craggy ether my school has a big problem with bullying because they don't do shit about it

i dont know what to tell you then, best thing to do is ask your parents about it, then if they still do nothing then at this point theres not really much to do

craggy ether Jun 19, 2024, 12:05 AM

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late garnet i dont know what to tell you then, best thing to do is ask your parents about it...

tyy

craggy ether Jun 23, 2024, 11:39 PM

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during pride month is crazy

craggy ether Jun 24, 2024, 1:53 AM

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craggy ether "you don't know how hard it is for me" that doesn't mean s@ me, spread rumors ab...

TW FOR THE REST OF THE MESSAGE FOR A BIT

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can't stop thinking about her

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not in a good way

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she's stuck in my head

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I hate you

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I hope you fall down the stairs and break every fucked up bone in your body

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I hope you always feel guilty for your mom death

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it was your fault

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your a bitch

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this is why no one likes you

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this is why your longest relationship was 5 days

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this is why people don't hang out with you

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this is why you have to force yourself into people's friend groups

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this is why you have to guilt people into staying

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because you are horrible

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can't keep a boyfriend because they realize how annoying and fucked up you are

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I hope you always feel guilty

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no one genuinely likes you

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"why are you so mean to me" I'm not even treating you as bad as you treat me. I told tell people I hope they get r@ped by pedophile teachers at our school. I don't s@ people. I don't spread rumors that ruin shit at school. I don't guilt people into staying friends with me by telling them my mom died every single fucking day

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I'm not your therapist

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go fucking cry to your mom

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you cant

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because she's dead

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like the chance of anyone really liking you

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"I'm gonna tell teachers your being mean to me"

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okay

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they won't do shit

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I told them about the times you s@'ed me and they didn't do shit

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you think they are gonna care because I'm being "mean" to you

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they wont

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they wont fire a fucking pedophile teacher they aren't gonna do shit to me

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you do so much fucked up shit to me but if I say "fire" or "burn" around you it's mean because it "bring back memories of your house"

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shut up

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I hope your house burns down again

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I don't care

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"that's why you're a (f slur)'

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I hate you

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I hate you

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I hope you get hit by a car

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you call me slurs

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every time I call you out on it you just say i call you slurs too

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I only call you ONE SLUR

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and I CAN ACTUALLY SAY IT

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you call me all the slurs you CANT say

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"I don't care"

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I don't care your mom died

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I don't care your dad's a bitch

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womp womp

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I hope he treats you worse than he already does

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please go away

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move schools

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die

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"you call me slurs too" SHUT UP

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I CALL YOU THE F SLUR ONLY

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I CAN SAY IT

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I DONT EVEN SAY IT A LOT

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IM LITERALLY FUCKING LESBIAN

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You call me the r slur, the f slur, and the n word shut up

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your not funny

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this is why you get rejected by every single guy

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this is why you don't ever get invited anywhere

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because no one likes you

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"oh Isabella does"

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she doesn't

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she talks shit about you

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I've heard it

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she talked shit about you to me

pulsar steeple Jun 24, 2024, 2:28 AM

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craggy ether Jun 24, 2024, 2:32 AM

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"your fat" you are too don't pretend you don't most likely weigh more than me

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I hate you

craggy ether Jun 24, 2024, 2:32 AM

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pulsar steeple

not you btw 😭

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I'm going to bed I'm tired

pulsar steeple Jun 24, 2024, 2:36 AM

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craggy ether not you btw 😭

What did I do

craggy ether Jun 24, 2024, 2:37 AM

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I was ranting about a girl at school that keeps harassing me I didn't want you to think I was hating on you 😭

pulsar steeple Jun 24, 2024, 2:37 AM

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craggy ether I was ranting about a girl at school that keeps harassing me I didn't want you t...

Beat her ass what I did

craggy ether Jun 24, 2024, 2:38 AM

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pulsar steeple Beat her ass what I did

I want to but I don't wanna get suspended because my parents will kill me 😭

pulsar steeple Jun 24, 2024, 2:39 AM

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craggy ether I want to but I don't wanna get suspended because my parents will kill me 😭

Who cares I get suspended all the time

craggy ether Jun 24, 2024, 2:40 AM

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I don't get in trouble a lot because I usually just stay with my group of friends but this girl won't leave me alone

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it's fine it's the last week of school I won't have to see her almost at all

craggy ether Jun 25, 2024, 2:13 AM

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two of my friends might be coming over tomorrow for a sleepover

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tomorrow is the second to last day of school

craggy ether Jun 27, 2024, 1:51 AM

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I'm actually fucking tweaking

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my friend stayed over last night and she had cuts on the back of her ankle and she said "bro it looks like I cut myself 😭" and then "only the other ankles has scars from that" and I'm fucking panicking I don't know what to do

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shes not at my house anymore

craggy ether Jun 29, 2024, 5:07 PM

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I can't do this anymore

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my friend texted me and said the same friend that said stuff about cutting her ankle said she randomly texted her "I hate my life"

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the other day in gym class she said she asked her mom for a therapist but she said no and she just really wants one

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I hope shes okay

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she's not replying to me

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kms

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she replied nvm

craggy ether Jun 30, 2024, 8:28 PM

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just went swimming

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swimming with ||cuts|| not even a day old isn't very fun

craggy ether Jul 1, 2024, 6:30 AM

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someone in a different server was saying they know a bit about sh because they fell on concrete one time and scrapped their knee and it was bleeding pretty bad

slow beacon Jul 2, 2024, 2:50 AM

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craggy ether someone in a different server was saying they know a bit about sh because they f...

that doesn’t make any fucking sense

craggy ether Jul 2, 2024, 2:52 AM

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slow beacon that doesn’t make any fucking sense

exactly 😭

slow beacon Jul 2, 2024, 2:52 AM

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😭

craggy ether Jul 2, 2024, 2:56 AM

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I think they need classes for people like that because how do they think scraping their knee and sh is the same 😭

slow beacon Jul 2, 2024, 2:58 AM

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i don’t even know vro

craggy ether Jul 2, 2024, 4:21 PM

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I hate people (tw for the picture: ||someone saying their gonna force themselves on me||)

craggy ether Jul 2, 2024, 5:51 PM

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my grandma just died

flint crest Jul 2, 2024, 6:04 PM

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I'm so very sorry for your loss.

craggy ether Jul 2, 2024, 7:50 PM

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flint crest I'm so very sorry for your loss.

ty

craggy ether Jul 2, 2024, 10:24 PM

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craggy ether I hate people (tw for the picture: ||someone saying their gonna force themselves...

this person's whole account is them saying women don't get s@'ed as much as we say we do and we are all dramatic that's why I said deserved btw

grizzled skiff Jul 2, 2024, 11:54 PM

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craggy ether someone in a different server was saying they know a bit about sh because they f...

That person needs to realize that sh is self-inflicted, done to oneself. Falling on concrete is accidental/not self-inflicted and therefore it’s not sh💀

grizzled skiff Jul 2, 2024, 11:55 PM

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craggy ether my grandma just died

Im sorry for your loss I share my greatest condolences 💐🪦🕊️ .

craggy ether Jul 3, 2024, 2:48 AM

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grizzled skiff Im sorry for your loss I share my greatest condolences 💐🪦🕊️ .

ty 🫶

grizzled skiff Jul 3, 2024, 2:49 AM

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craggy ether ty 🫶

Of course

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I’ll be here if you need support you can dm me

craggy ether Jul 3, 2024, 3:34 AM

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I want to ||relapse|| and ||cut myself|| but my dog is sleeping right next to the chair I sit at

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it just feels awkward having him in the same room when I ||sh||

royal lagoon Jul 3, 2024, 5:48 AM

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i need to vent

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but i dont know if it weird or not

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becasue its about s*x and i just want to be reasurred so i dont have anxiety

craggy ether Jul 3, 2024, 7:53 PM

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Taylors journal/vent?

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Taylors journal

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chat I think my dad saw my sh scars am I cooked

craggy ether Jul 4, 2024, 1:51 AM

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royal lagoon i need to vent

hii so this is meant to be a space for me to vent and rant about random stuff and people can help I want to help you but I'm not in a good state mentally RN so I would recommend making ur own journal or using the vent channels

craggy ether Jul 4, 2024, 1:52 AM

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craggy ether chat I think my dad saw my sh scars am I cooked

I think both my parents saw it because my mom told me not to shut my door when I go to sleep tonight but like a few months ago they were trying to get me to shut my door at night

craggy ether Jul 4, 2024, 3:32 AM

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whenever I think about my grandma I get dizzy 😕

craggy ether Jul 4, 2024, 4:18 AM

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most of my text messages with my grandma got deleted

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kms

craggy ether Jul 4, 2024, 5:24 AM

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washing the ||dried blood|| of my hands after ||cutting||<<<

craggy ether Jul 4, 2024, 11:57 PM

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sometimes I wonder why people are so close minded

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someone q few hours ago was talking about how you shouldnt sh and you should just replace it with hugging your mom

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it literally doesn't work that way

grizzled skiff Jul 5, 2024, 12:27 AM

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craggy ether someone q few hours ago was talking about how you shouldnt sh and you should jus...

Uhhh

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They’re so ignorant

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That’s not how it works

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Some people literally don’t have a mom to hug??

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Sounds like someone came from a good family life (which isn’t bad, but people with good/functional families are kinda simple-minded like that)

craggy ether Jul 5, 2024, 12:29 AM

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grizzled skiff Sounds like someone came from a good family life (which isn’t bad, but people wi...

yeah

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they said "bro sh hurts why would you do that" that's literally the point tf 😭

grizzled skiff Jul 5, 2024, 12:30 AM

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craggy ether they said "bro sh hurts why would you do that" that's literally the point tf 😭

💀🤦🏾‍♀️

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Ofc it’s gonna hurt it’s self inflicted harm? And that’s why people do it

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Some people aren’t as mentally well as others

craggy ether Jul 5, 2024, 12:30 AM

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real

grizzled skiff Jul 5, 2024, 12:30 AM

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And it’s not always their fault either like I said some ppl have shit families

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Also I heard that self harm releases serotonin into the brain

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Serotonin makes ur brain calm and if u don’t have a lot of serotonin you’ll be quite anxious

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Which makes sense

craggy ether Jul 5, 2024, 12:33 AM

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yeah

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I told them it's like a drug and they were just like "well replace it like go to the gym" mf the closest gym is a 20 minute drive, I don't have a car, and my family wouldn't let me go anyways 😭

grizzled skiff Jul 5, 2024, 12:35 AM

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craggy ether I told them it's like a drug and they were just like "well replace it like go to...

Are you serious

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Idk who this person is but omg

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They sound a bit dense

craggy ether Jul 5, 2024, 12:36 AM

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grizzled skiff Are you serious

I wish I was joking

grizzled skiff Jul 5, 2024, 12:37 AM

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-_-

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People are just so so uneducated when it comes to mental health

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That gives me more brain rot than gen alpha brainrot

craggy ether Jul 5, 2024, 12:43 AM

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real

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like bro it's not that easy to quit if it was almost no one would be addicted 😭

craggy ether Jul 6, 2024, 3:22 AM

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i dont think i can make it 3 days without relapsing

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kms

craggy ether Jul 7, 2024, 6:30 AM

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might relapse tomorrow or later today (it's 2:30 am when Im writing this) but at least I went longer without it than I thought I could

craggy ether Jul 7, 2024, 6:29 PM

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I hate people

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fuck you

craggy ether Jul 8, 2024, 1:01 AM

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that's over 75 hours

robust crypt Jul 8, 2024, 3:54 AM

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craggy ether

i've had 7000 minutes before

craggy ether Jul 8, 2024, 3:54 AM

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omg 😨

robust crypt Jul 8, 2024, 3:54 AM

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for reference theres 10,000 minutes a week lol

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i love airbuds

craggy ether Jul 8, 2024, 3:54 AM

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reall

robust crypt Jul 8, 2024, 3:54 AM

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its mostly jack harlow or 80purppp

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i've gotten number one listener for both of them

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and mac lethal

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and like, 8 other people

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all at once

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i was lisening to music way too much then

craggy ether Jul 8, 2024, 3:55 AM

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that's crazy 😭

robust crypt Jul 8, 2024, 3:55 AM

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now its only like 500 minutes per week, but i was averaging 6000 when i moved lol

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sorry i havent been reading this much recently Sadge

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i would more often but i'm kinda distancing myself from this server lol

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unwittingly

craggy ether Jul 8, 2024, 4:03 AM

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it's okay lol

craggy ether Jul 8, 2024, 1:38 PM

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going to the beach 🙏

flint crest Jul 9, 2024, 2:33 AM

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Was the beach fun?

craggy ether Jul 9, 2024, 3:23 AM

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yeah

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I got sunburnt really bad though 😭🙏

flint crest Jul 9, 2024, 3:28 AM

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Oh god- Poor youu 😭

flint crest Jul 9, 2024, 3:28 AM

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craggy ether yeah

Thats good!

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Im glad

craggy ether Jul 9, 2024, 3:34 AM

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this picture was when we were still at the beach it got worse 😭

flint crest Jul 9, 2024, 3:40 AM

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MY GOODNESS ME

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GOLLY BRUV

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You weren't kidding 😭😭

craggy ether Jul 9, 2024, 3:42 PM

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flint crest You weren't kidding 😭😭

sorry I fell asleep 😭

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yeah and it got worse because we spent another hour after the picture was taken 😭😭

flint crest Jul 9, 2024, 6:17 PM

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Nah its cool,

flint crest Jul 9, 2024, 6:17 PM

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craggy ether yeah and it got worse because we spent another hour after the picture was taken ...

Oh my god😭😭

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Shittt, is it better now?

craggy ether Jul 9, 2024, 6:18 PM

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it still hurts 😭

flint crest Jul 9, 2024, 6:18 PM

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Poor you man 😭

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I hope it gets better soon

craggy ether Jul 9, 2024, 7:07 PM

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ty 😭

flint crest Jul 9, 2024, 7:07 PM

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yw PeepoWine

craggy ether Jul 10, 2024, 12:04 AM

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a week since my grandma died

craggy ether Jul 10, 2024, 1:02 AM

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eating mashed potatoes and gold fish crackers 😋

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I hate when my mom has to work and it's just me and my brother and my dad

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he's lazy

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he never makes us any food even though there are so many simple meals

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"oh your a teenager you can make your own food"

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I know I can but what about my 3 year old brother?

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you literally just gave him goldfish and a piece of toast

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he's 3 he eats more than that

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flint crest Jul 10, 2024, 1:49 AM

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Its very pretty outside

craggy ether Jul 10, 2024, 1:56 AM

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yeah

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I took this yesterday

craggy ether Jul 10, 2024, 2:20 AM

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I took over 100 pictures of the sky yesterday within 2 hours

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123 pictures

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of the sky

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during 1 car ride

flint crest Jul 10, 2024, 2:22 AM

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Thats so nice!

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I took some pictures on my walk today

craggy ether Jul 10, 2024, 2:23 AM

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I love taking pictures of the sky

flint crest Jul 10, 2024, 2:24 AM

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Me too, tbh

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Its calming to look at

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hamster

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Boba eyes

grizzled skiff Jul 10, 2024, 3:03 AM

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craggy ether you literally just gave him goldfish and a piece of toast

That sounds a bit like abuse

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Also the photos are beautiful

craggy ether Jul 10, 2024, 3:03 AM

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grizzled skiff Also the photos are beautiful

tyy

craggy ether Jul 10, 2024, 3:11 AM

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grizzled skiff That sounds a bit like abuse

it's fine my mom doesn't work full days just a few hours shifts here and there so he got real meals other parts of the day

grizzled skiff Jul 10, 2024, 3:11 AM

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craggy ether it's fine my mom doesn't work full days just a few hours shifts here and there s...

Oh okay good

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Still I’d give my child decent portions

craggy ether Jul 10, 2024, 4:31 AM

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ive been thinking about my grandma a lot :(

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im thinking about ||relapsing on sh|| even though im 6 days clean do i was looking at random clothes and room decorations and it showed a 10 pack of ||razor blades||

meager bridge Jul 10, 2024, 10:09 AM

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craggy ether im thinking about ||relapsing on sh|| even though im 6 days clean do i was looki...

whats this about

craggy ether Jul 11, 2024, 4:30 AM

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I wanna ||relapse|| again

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my brother pisses me off

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I hope he breaks something

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he always hits stuff

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he just tried punching me and hitting me with a chair

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kms

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I'm not gonna try and deal with his bs

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he's hitting stuff again

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idc

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I hope he breaks something and cries about it

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he fucks everything up

craggy ether Jul 12, 2024, 2:33 AM

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I feel like people really underestimate how hard it is to not ||sh||

craggy ether Jul 12, 2024, 4:47 AM

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its only been a week since i ||cut myself|| but it feels like its been weeks

craggy ether Jul 12, 2024, 5:18 AM

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My brothers awake but i really want to relapse

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I can't if other people are awake

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I don't want them to see

craggy ether Jul 12, 2024, 5:16 PM

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I have a obsession with water flavoring packets

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I would get more if my mom let me 😔

craggy ether Jul 12, 2024, 6:53 PM

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in the summer I always forget to eat

craggy ether Jul 13, 2024, 11:25 PM

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||trump got shot 😨||

slow beacon Jul 14, 2024, 12:03 AM

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craggy ether ||trump got shot 😨||

WHt.

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ACTUALLY?

grizzled skiff Jul 14, 2024, 1:34 AM

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craggy ether ||trump got shot 😨||

He didn’t die though 😒

craggy ether Jul 14, 2024, 2:41 AM

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grizzled skiff He didn’t die though 😒

yeah 😔

craggy ether Jul 14, 2024, 2:41 AM

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slow beacon ACTUALLY?

YES

craggy ether Jul 15, 2024, 3:00 AM

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i wanna ||relapse on sh|| but i have drama club tomorrow for school and i dont know if i should risk people finding out

craggy ether Jul 16, 2024, 1:25 AM

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I get dizzy every time I walk or stand

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It goes away when I sit for a minute but it comes back when I stand

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it's not just like a few seconds it's the whole time I'm standing

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"go outside and play with ur brother on the trampoline he loves u" I love him too but it makes me even more dizzy

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I'm tired

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"oh lmk if it keeps happening" and then I tell u and u tell me to get over it

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I've been getting dizzy randomly since October 2023

craggy ether Jul 17, 2024, 2:39 AM

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i fucking hate people

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i was trying to be helpful you did not have to be an ass about it

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"i fear i can not-" SHUT UP

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IDGAF YOULL LIVE BOO HOO I PINGED U

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Asshole

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ik it's okay for people to have boundaries but no reason to be a dick about it

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i pinged u once and then deleted it dont be an asshole

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i wanna relapse why are people such assholes

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"please don't encourage ||sh||"

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I WASN'T?

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I WAS TELLING EOMEONE HOW TO CLEAN A ||BLADE|| SO THEY COULD DO IT SAFER FUCKING DUMBASS

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"it could be seen as encouraging||suicide||" SHUT THE FUCK UP

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IM NOT ENCOURAGING IT THEY ARE GONNA DO JT ANY FUCKING WAY SO MIGHT AS WELL BE SAFE?

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kms

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i hate people dude

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fuck you

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they are just reacting to my messages instead of actually replying

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fuck u

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making me look like a fan

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ur an ass

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i hope u lose ur discord password and lose this account for ever and all ur online friends that u had here

craggy ether Jul 17, 2024, 3:02 PM

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I ||relapsed|| on ||sh||

craggy ether Jul 18, 2024, 5:30 AM

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my thigh hurts

zenith osprey Jul 18, 2024, 6:32 AM

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I’m sorry about that, it’s hard to not relapse but that’s part of healing. are you feeling alright?

craggy ether Jul 18, 2024, 5:19 PM

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my mental health gets better for like a week or 2 and then gets worse again it's a cycle

craggy ether Jul 18, 2024, 5:20 PM

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zenith osprey I’m sorry about that, it’s hard to not relapse but that’s part of healing. are y...

eh not really but it's whatever

craggy ether Jul 20, 2024, 2:07 AM

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does anyone ever feel trapped in ur own skin

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like in a claustrophobic way

grizzled skiff Jul 20, 2024, 2:09 AM

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craggy ether does anyone ever feel trapped in ur own skin

Yes 24/7

craggy ether Jul 20, 2024, 2:22 AM

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grizzled skiff Yes 24/7

it's so bad dude 😭

craggy ether Jul 21, 2024, 11:25 PM

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I convinced my mom to let me buy more pencil sharpeners I just told her I'll need them for school and for lip liner pencils 😋

craggy ether Jul 22, 2024, 1:41 AM

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my parents put my 3 year old brothers new bed into my room

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I don't wanna share a room bro wtf

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it makes no sense my 11 year old brother is closer in his age and he's also a boy I love my brother but idk what I'm supposed to do about my self harm if I cant do it at night because I'll be sharing a room

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my parents said they put him in my room just to piss me off

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kms

craggy ether Jul 23, 2024, 1:09 AM

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fire song guys trust 🔥

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Alex g vibes tbh

craggy ether Jul 23, 2024, 6:44 PM

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I really wanna ||open the new pencil sharpeners I bought a few days ago rn||

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I can't unscrew the fucking sharpener

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I don't have a screwdriver

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I'm shaking

craggy ether Jul 24, 2024, 1:46 AM

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my ex is pissing me off

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she tagged me in a video on tiktok

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hang on I'll ss it

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I wasn't her first relationship

craggy ether Jul 24, 2024, 5:37 AM

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people don't care about suicide or suicidal people until they succeed

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"oh I wish I saw the signs" and then they ignore the signs for someone else

craggy ether Jul 24, 2024, 5:53 AM

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I wish I could just cut of my ex and run away forever

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I talked to her about it one time after we broke up how I felt like she didn't care about being my friend and only wanted to be friends with our other friend and not me and she didn't take it seriously at all

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she was just like "why wouldn't I wanna be ur friend 😭"

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idk maybe because you left me out of everything you did even when we dated?

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maybe because you made me hate myself?

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maybe because you made me feel weird for wanting to talk to you

craggy ether Jul 24, 2024, 11:39 PM

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why does cutting myself make me feel better than being clean

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I think I did a ||styro|| idk though

craggy ether Jul 25, 2024, 2:40 AM

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craggy ether I think I did a ||styro|| idk though

it's still bleeding a bit? 😀

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I have to shower it's gonna burn like hell 😕

craggy ether Jul 25, 2024, 3:31 AM

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I feel like my heart is beating out of my chest bro wtf

craggy ether Jul 25, 2024, 3:31 AM

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craggy ether I have to shower it's gonna burn like hell 😕

it didn't sting that bad still don't recommend

craggy ether Jul 25, 2024, 3:51 AM

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I hate talking to ai's for support bro the AI just told me to tell my mom about my ||self harm|| and then tell her I wanna keep the ||blades|| and slowly get rid of them and it told me to get rid of them by giving them to a friend that also does ||self harm||

craggy ether Jul 25, 2024, 4:13 AM

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it's been 4 fucking hours since I cut and it's still bleeding tf?

craggy ether Jul 25, 2024, 12:05 PM

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it's fine now I think

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idk

craggy ether Jul 26, 2024, 2:00 AM

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I'm so cooked I'm going to a friends house tomorrow my thigh still hurts from yesterday

craggy ether Jul 26, 2024, 2:49 AM

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I still think of this girl

craggy ether Jul 26, 2024, 3:33 AM

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anyone know how to tell my mom about my self harm I wanna do it before school starts again but idk

craggy ether Jul 27, 2024, 10:27 PM

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I just realized my grandma died one month before my birthday

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exactly one month.

craggy ether Jul 28, 2024, 4:18 AM

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I want to ||cut|| Its a cycle I ||cut deep||, stop for a few days and do it again and again and again im tired

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I wanna kms

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od on some random medicine we have around the house

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I'm so tired of everything

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everything is to much energy

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I'm dizzy 24/7 and doctors don't care because I'm a girl so they just say it has to do with my period

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my ex said this?

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she was rambling about it in a tiktok comment section for a while about it bro

craggy ether Jul 28, 2024, 6:23 PM

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kms

hybrid harness Jul 28, 2024, 6:54 PM

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craggy ether kms

craggy ether Jul 28, 2024, 8:25 PM

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craggy ether kms

it was for a different server I'm good now

craggy ether Jul 29, 2024, 1:14 AM

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How do I get ||gauze wrap|| without my mom finding out. I need some bc what I'm using rn isn't working but idk how to get it.

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I don't go to stores alone a lot and my mom will be curious what I bought. Also I can't really tell her about why I need it because shes just gonna try and get me to quit instantly and not give me anything to even help take care of the ||sh||. And I recently bought just ||pencil sharpeners|| at the store where my mom works so I don't want them to be suspicious of me doing ||sh|| because I go there a lot but that's really one of the only stores I can shop at alone

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I have the money to buy them but I'm not sure if the store by where my mom works has them for a okay price or even has them at all

craggy ether Jul 29, 2024, 3:21 AM

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this is me i fear

craggy ether Jul 31, 2024, 4:35 AM

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I found my mom's Instagram

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she has so many shitty pictures of me

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kms

craggy ether Aug 1, 2024, 4:11 AM

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my stomach hurts

craggy ether Aug 1, 2024, 5:33 AM

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august 2nd js my birthday

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one more day 🔥

flint crest Aug 1, 2024, 6:32 AM

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craggy ether august 2nd js my birthday

Oh my goodness.

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We share a birthday!

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That's so cool!

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Happy early birhtday to you!

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🪅

craggy ether Aug 1, 2024, 1:33 PM

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flint crest Happy early birhtday to you!

happy early birthday to you too!

flint crest Aug 2, 2024, 4:00 AM

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Hey! @craggy ether, Happy birthday!

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Depending what timezone you have, it should be the 2nd now

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rooHappy

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Gift emoji for you

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And cake

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😊

craggy ether Aug 2, 2024, 4:06 AM

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flint crest Hey! <@928431978536108062>, Happy birthday!

TYYY 🫶

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO @flint crest

flint crest Aug 2, 2024, 4:11 AM

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TYSMM!!!

flint crest Aug 2, 2024, 4:12 AM

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craggy ether TYYY 🫶

YOU'RE WELCOME, I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY!

craggy ether Aug 2, 2024, 4:12 AM

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flint crest YOU'RE WELCOME, I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY!

I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY AND TYSM 🫶

flint crest Aug 2, 2024, 4:12 AM

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YAYYYYYYY, YOU'RE WELCOME

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PeepoHeart

grizzled skiff Aug 3, 2024, 8:58 AM

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Happy late birthday

iron wedge Aug 3, 2024, 10:38 AM

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Happy late birthday Taylor!!!

craggy ether Aug 4, 2024, 3:48 AM

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iron wedge Happy late birthday Taylor!!!

TYY 🫶

craggy ether Aug 4, 2024, 3:48 AM

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grizzled skiff Happy late birthday

THANKSS 🫶

craggy ether Aug 5, 2024, 3:10 AM

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my stomach hurts

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I hate cramps

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I wish I was a man

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or just didn't get periods in general

fierce oyster Aug 5, 2024, 3:23 AM

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Okay but like

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We're not immune to pain

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Guys tend to do reckless stuff because we think "Hey is fine we're men we're strong" then we regret but cuz of the pain

iron wedge Aug 5, 2024, 9:39 AM

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craggy ether I hate cramps

My god, I hate cramps too!! They suck so bad!!!

craggy ether Aug 6, 2024, 1:27 AM

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I'm Donald Trump

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I was gonna ||cut myself or overdose on something|| but I painted my face instead ☺️

fierce oyster Aug 6, 2024, 1:35 AM

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craggy ether I'm Donald Trump

Top 10 best Donald Trump cosplayers

fierce oyster Aug 6, 2024, 1:36 AM

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craggy ether I was gonna ||cut myself or overdose on something|| but I painted my face instea...

What happened? Is it cuz ur name is close to Taylor Swift and she's actually very evil and kinda hates men but also makes loves songs?

craggy ether Aug 6, 2024, 1:40 AM

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fierce oyster What happened? Is it cuz ur name is close to Taylor Swift and she's actually ver...

yes 😔😔/j

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I actually don't mind Taylor Swift some of her songs I kinda like I think it's a lot of her fans that ruined it

fierce oyster Aug 6, 2024, 1:41 AM

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If I was named Taylor I would probably be the same

craggy ether Aug 6, 2024, 1:50 AM

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I don't wanna do summer drama next year

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they expect me to learn how to do the light board and everything for light without teaching me

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our lighting system is so old I can't find any tutorials on it anywhere

flint crest Aug 6, 2024, 3:25 AM

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craggy ether I'm Donald Trump

You are very pretty! Especially your eyes, they are beautiful!

flint crest Aug 6, 2024, 3:25 AM

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craggy ether I'm Donald Trump

Trumpcore

flint crest Aug 6, 2024, 3:25 AM

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craggy ether I was gonna ||cut myself or overdose on something|| but I painted my face instea...

I am glad you didn't do that-

flint crest Aug 6, 2024, 3:26 AM

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craggy ether they expect me to learn how to do the light board and everything for light witho...

That sounds very unfair, sorry to hear that

craggy ether Aug 6, 2024, 3:27 AM

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flint crest You are very pretty! Especially your eyes, they are beautiful!

tyy 🫶

craggy ether Aug 6, 2024, 3:27 AM

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flint crest Trumpcore

I'm literally trump

flint crest Aug 6, 2024, 3:27 AM

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'MERICA

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CAWWWW

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We will make America great again 💯🙏🔥🔥🔥🔥🙏🙏💯💯💯 VIBIN

flint crest Aug 6, 2024, 3:28 AM

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craggy ether tyy 🫶

Of course!

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Absolutely stunning

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Keep slaying

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Day in and day out

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🙏 VIBIN

craggy ether Aug 6, 2024, 3:30 AM

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flint crest That sounds very unfair, sorry to hear that

we have a new director it's her first year directing drama club in 10 years so she has a lot to figure out and stuff so it's just had

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and she's gonna be one of my teachers for school in the fall

flint crest Aug 6, 2024, 3:30 AM

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craggy ether we have a new director it's her first year directing drama club in 10 years so s...

Ah, fair enough then

flint crest Aug 6, 2024, 3:30 AM

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craggy ether and she's gonna be one of my teachers for school in the fall

That's cool!

craggy ether Aug 6, 2024, 3:31 AM

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flint crest That's cool!

yeah she's usually pretty nice and stuff but with drama we are so rushed

flint crest Aug 6, 2024, 3:32 AM

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I had a teacher like that in French ngl

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Okay well, she was very odd...

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But nice I guess

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I am shivering in my timbs for September tho- 🙁🥃

craggy ether Aug 6, 2024, 8:01 PM

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I'm tweaking out

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I don't know what I'm going to do with my life

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I've messed up everything

craggy ether Aug 7, 2024, 3:28 AM

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I feel like I've messed everything up

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like my whole life

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I have no chance at a future

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I fucked everything up

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I don't want to be alone forever but I don't think I was made for relationships

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I stressed the whole relationship I was terrified of her breaking up with me

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I'm more comfortable around her now that I don't care if stops being my friend she already broke up with me

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people will never forget how I was in elementary + early middle school

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I was an embarrassment

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I'm not gonna live to be a adult

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there's no way

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I'm gonna graduate at this school I've worked to hard to get into programs and clubs to change schools and my parents don't have the money to move so I'm stuck

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I can't get a fresh start

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I hate life

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kms

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"dont fucking touch me"

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and they did it again

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and again

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and again

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im not even sure if it counts as sa tbh

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people said it was but im not sure

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i just know i hate her and shes a piece of shit

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i dont care what happens to her

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"my mom died.." idgaf

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leave me alone

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get a therapist my god

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i dont care if im being mean

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i wanted to be her friend shes so nice to everyone else

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i cant have share a single friend with her without her acting like only she can try to comfort the friend

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i haven't seen her in over a month

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i dont miss her

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if i have classes with her this school year im gonna kms

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hopefully i wont make it to this school year 🔥

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im gonna attempt some time after the summer drama play and after i hang out with my friends one last time

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august 16th is the drama play

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2 weeks without self harm

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i want to relapse so bad rn but i have drama tomorrow

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i might have to climb a tall latter into a part of the ceiling for lighting idk

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i dont wanna risk it bc i cant go up alone and i dont want someone seeing if im clearly in pain bc of fresh cuts on my thigh

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im reading notes i made

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i wanna be honest in my suicide note but if i fail its gonna be embarrassing af if i say how i really feel about my ex and them have to talk to her again

craggy ether Aug 9, 2024, 5:27 AM

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I feel like I'm on drugs it's 1:30 AM

craggy ether Aug 10, 2024, 2:40 AM

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I have no power or cell service I don't even think this is gonna send

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kms

craggy ether Aug 10, 2024, 3:00 PM

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I feel targeted

craggy ether Aug 11, 2024, 6:56 PM

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I got my first job yesterday

craggy ether Aug 12, 2024, 9:58 PM

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I literally was telling someone how I was planning to ||kms|| next week but my family planned a vacation for that weekend and I don't wanna ruin it they told me to just do things that make me calm down

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I told them Im never calm I'm always stressed or upset about something and they told me to just make time for myself to make myself calm

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I cant

craggy ether Aug 13, 2024, 2:58 AM

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TW ||HEALED SH SCARS||

im gonna either ||relapse or kms||

craggy ether Aug 14, 2024, 4:22 AM

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"idk what I'd do without you" from my favorite friend hurts when I'm planning my ||suicide|| ☹️

craggy ether Aug 14, 2024, 11:10 PM

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i wonder how long it would take for people on discord to realize If I just kms

robust crypt Aug 15, 2024, 7:46 PM

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craggy ether I got my first job yesterday

whats the job? sorry for the super late questions i havent been keeping up to date on this 😭

craggy ether Aug 16, 2024, 3:06 AM

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robust crypt whats the job? sorry for the super late questions i havent been keeping up to da...

it's at a icecream place my moms the manager of 😭

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sorry I got home from working 30 minutes ago and I had to shower 😭

robust crypt Aug 17, 2024, 2:55 AM

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craggy ether sorry I got home from working 30 minutes ago and I had to shower 😭

Oh, dont worry about it

robust crypt Aug 17, 2024, 2:55 AM

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craggy ether it's at a icecream place my moms the manager of 😭

Thats niceeee, if i was nearby i would totally drop buy and order something but i doubt we live near eachother lmaoo

craggy ether Aug 17, 2024, 5:44 AM

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||comforting people as I sit in my room bleeding ☺️||

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running out of room on my thigh

craggy ether Aug 18, 2024, 4:08 AM

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some teenager boys at where a work took pictures of me today bro I was literally trying to make u icecream leave me alone

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I'm lesbian but they thought it was so funny bro ur ugly AF no ones gonna like u

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like if ur gonna look like a skid mark at least be nice and have a good personality no these bitches just were assholes and ugly 😭

craggy ether Aug 18, 2024, 3:55 PM

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i got told my a stranger when I was working yesterday not to ||kms|| like 4 times within 5 minutes I feel guilty about ||making a suicide plan||

craggy ether Aug 19, 2024, 9:00 PM

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i wonder if I was dead in my room tomorrow morning if my family would care more about me or the mess

grizzled skiff Aug 19, 2024, 11:31 PM

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craggy ether i wonder if I was dead in my room tomorrow morning if my family would care more ...

Idk if they’d care but I would care (you, not the mess)

craggy ether Aug 20, 2024, 4:41 AM

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google said to be lut in a psych ward i need to have attempted suicide or harmed myself within the past 72 hours or something

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should i ||cut|| now or tomorrow 🤷‍♀️

silent swallow Aug 20, 2024, 5:18 AM

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craggy ether should i ||cut|| now or tomorrow 🤷‍♀️

Any way to delay it until a much later date?

craggy ether Aug 21, 2024, 2:46 AM

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I just got my first paycheck!

craggy ether Aug 21, 2024, 3:12 AM

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i don't think I'm gonna do this anymore Im going on vacation on Saturday I don't wanna ruin it

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lmao I'm just gonna plan my suicide instead 👍

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August 29th in the morning 🔥

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I'll hopefully be dead 👍

craggy ether Aug 22, 2024, 2:40 AM

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my school just banned using our phones this year please kill me

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im gonna kms

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August 29th

grizzled skiff Aug 23, 2024, 12:54 AM

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craggy ether im gonna kms

Whyy

unborn lagoon Aug 24, 2024, 4:16 AM

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craggy ether August 29th

If you feel like talking about anything let me know, i don't want this to happen

craggy ether Aug 25, 2024, 2:27 AM

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my heart drops every time I see I got a message from them

craggy ether Aug 27, 2024, 2:06 AM

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3 days

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3 days and a few hours actually i guess

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but around 3 days and 4 hours ill hopefully be dead 🙏

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my friends are preventing me from ||killing myself|| on Thursday because they are staying the night so i gotta do it Friday now

craggy ether Aug 28, 2024, 2:48 AM

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2 days and 3 hours

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im gonna write my notes now 🙏

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i took some ||p!lls|| snd hid them idk if my parents will notice before i take them

craggy ether Aug 28, 2024, 3:48 AM

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i blocked him

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im so glad

spring stream Aug 28, 2024, 4:04 AM

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craggy ether 2 days and 3 hours

I really hope you don't do it young blood. I want you to make it to adulthood and really enjoy life.

craggy ether Aug 29, 2024, 4:35 AM

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25 hours

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might move it idk yet

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I think I need more time to hang out with my friends

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I wanna do it so bad jdk

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but I don't have enough time to hang out with all the people I want to say goodbye too in 25 hours

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if I can't do it tomorrow idk whrn to do it

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I've been planning this for like 2-3 weeks I think

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2 weeks from now maybe?

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wanna be here for my bsfs birthday

craggy ether Aug 29, 2024, 9:24 PM

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cleaning my room

craggy ether Aug 30, 2024, 4:30 AM

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i don't think i can do it

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fuck

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i want too

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but i need to hang out with all my friends one last time

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and i dknt have enough||p!lls||

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gotta buy more

robust crypt Aug 30, 2024, 4:55 AM

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taylor

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i’ve been following you through the journey you have provided through this since a few months after i joined the server

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i joined september of last year

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and i’ve done my best to stay on top of it

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you’ve gone through a lot. and it wont stop you’ll have to go through more stuff in the future for sure. but you have to be the dictator of your path, and what mood you set for yourself. and depending on what you decide, you will find the joy in so many different aspects of life.

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but ending it all would take away the possibility of that alltogether

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when i tell you its not worth it, i promise you. because not only have i gone through plenty of stuff, but i’ve lost friends to suicide. and i cant help but think if i could’ve done something different. and what will likely happen, if you were to end it here, people will think the same thing. especially the people who truly care whom you might’ve forgotten about. they will think that they could’ve done something to help you are delay or change your decision.

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i hope i got through early enough.

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think about the future without you. possible people who will notice a picture and ask who you are. and what your parents or whoever has to go through in order to try to explain the decision you made.

craggy ether Aug 30, 2024, 3:12 PM

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I'm so done

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my brother is being an ass (like always)

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he gets everything handed to him

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he gets praised for passing his ELEMENTARY classes

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and I'm "lazy" for getting below a 80

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he gets praised for making toast

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and when I was his age I was getting told how lazy I am because I don't know how to cook full meals for people

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he's 11

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i can't wait to ||kms||

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I'm gonna go walk around the town my mom works at some point soon and go to stores and buy whatever i can to ||kms||

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I think buying Advil is the best thing I can do idk

craggy ether Aug 31, 2024, 3:21 AM

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im so tired

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im tired of trying to be her friend i cant keep doing this

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i just wanna die

craggy ether Aug 31, 2024, 4:29 AM

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im cooked if my parents look in my Amazon cart or target app cart and see ||gauze, blades, and Advil|| 💀

craggy ether Sep 3, 2024, 2:14 AM

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my best friend stayed over last night and she asked if I was a "||cutter||" (I know she doesn't mean it in a rude way and I wasn't offended or upset at all)) but she doesn't know I DO ||cut|| and I just kept avoiding the question and a bit later she said "I'm so glad ur not a ||cutter|| and I feel super guilty about it

craggy ether Sep 3, 2024, 5:21 AM

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I feel like I'm supposed to be dead rn

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I was supposed to ||kms|| Friday and I ended up not doing it

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I'm tired

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good night

craggy ether Sep 4, 2024, 12:37 AM

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school starts Thursday

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I'm gonna try and buy Advil tomorrow when I go shopping with my mom

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idk when but I'm gonna ||overdose|| on it and die 🔥🔥

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I hate school

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I'm so cooked for this year I don't have my backpack yet

craggy ether Sep 4, 2024, 3:39 AM

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how much trouble do you think id get in if i bought a bottle of Advil with 300 pills in it without asking my parents

craggy ether Sep 4, 2024, 12:38 PM

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first day of freshman year tomorrow

craggy ether Sep 5, 2024, 1:05 AM

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tomorrow is the first day of highschool

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I didn't think I was gonna make it to today

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I didn't want to

craggy ether Sep 5, 2024, 1:27 AM

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craggy ether how much trouble do you think id get in if i bought a bottle of Advil with 300 p...

the bottle was 25 bucks for 300 pills I didn't wanna spend that much so I just got the bottle with 100 for like 9 bucks

craggy ether Sep 6, 2024, 2:21 AM

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I have new classes tomorrow

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I have the same science teacher I had in 7th grade

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I hate her

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kms

craggy ether Sep 12, 2024, 1:39 AM

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I just have to keep going till at least October 22

craggy ether Sep 13, 2024, 3:13 AM

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4 days In a row of ||cutting myself|| every night after being clean for a few weeks.

junior gazelle Sep 13, 2024, 3:59 AM

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craggy ether 4 days In a row of ||cutting myself|| every night after being clean for a few we...

taylor talk to me, whats casuing you to cut yourself?

craggy ether Sep 13, 2024, 7:10 PM

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I realized the ||blade|| isn't dull I just wasn't pushing hard enough

craggy ether Sep 13, 2024, 7:11 PM

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junior gazelle taylor talk to me, whats casuing you to cut yourself?

idk stress from life

native siren Sep 13, 2024, 10:35 PM

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Is everything okay?

craggy ether Sep 14, 2024, 2:48 AM

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native siren Is everything okay?

not really but it's whatever

native siren Sep 14, 2024, 2:48 AM

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craggy ether not really but it's whatever

What happened

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I’ve been gone for so long

craggy ether Sep 15, 2024, 3:08 AM

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native siren What happened

idk I'm just struggling bc school started and winters coming and I know it's just gonna be worse

native siren Sep 15, 2024, 3:11 AM

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craggy ether idk I'm just struggling bc school started and winters coming and I know it's jus...

Yeah that’s understandable

craggy ether Sep 15, 2024, 11:06 PM

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I might have to wear shorts this week for school I'm cooked

craggy ether Sep 15, 2024, 11:07 PM

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craggy ether "dont fucking touch me"

I have gym with her

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she kept rubbing my thigh on Thursday

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I'm gonna kms

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I just want her to leave me alone

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it hasn't even been 2 weeks of this school year yet and I already am sick of her

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I'm either gonna punch her or kms

craggy ether Sep 16, 2024, 2:10 AM

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I'm cooked I was showing my mom camera's in my Amazon cart and the search was still stuck on "___ ______ ||blades"|| (not saying what type of ||blade|| because I don't wanna give anyone ideas)

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I'm actually gonna lose it if one more person dms me asking if I wanna talk about it and then ghosts me for hours/days

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"she doesn't help us with our work" "try asking her for help" I'm gonna lose it

craggy ether Sep 16, 2024, 5:02 AM

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I could get 40 ||blades|| on Amazon for like 5 bucks

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I gotta buy other things too bc my mom will ask a bunch of I just get one thing for 5 bucks and don't show her

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if I get other stuff she hopefully won't notice

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I kinda just wanna ||slit my wrists|| and ||die||

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I think I made a new online friend

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I hope they don't ghost me 🙏

craggy ether Sep 18, 2024, 12:33 AM

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finding out a bunch of my friends ||sh|| and just having to sit there and act shocked because the opps are too close for me to tell the truth too

craggy ether Sep 18, 2024, 1:35 AM

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haven't told a single irl friend about my ||sh|| because some of them don't know how to talk quietly or not talk about stuff in public so the whole school would find out in minutes

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love them though

craggy ether Sep 19, 2024, 3:18 AM

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why do my hands always get so sweaty when i ||cut||

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i feel like i should be happier with myself right now because even though my ||sh|| isnt "that" bad its as bad as me from a year or two ago wanted but i still want to get worse

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i didnt want that much i just wanted to actually need to clean it up and worry about it getting infected

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i just wanted to go deeper and i still feel like i need to go deeper

craggy ether Sep 20, 2024, 3:49 AM

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"i dont think i can get any worse so it has to start getting better soon" it infact is not getting better at all

craggy ether Sep 21, 2024, 3:44 PM

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I wanna ||cut|| but I can't even feel it it never hurts I just wanna ||kms||

craggy ether Sep 22, 2024, 2:30 AM

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may or may not have bought new ||blades|| today

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they will hopefully be sharper idk

craggy ether Sep 22, 2024, 2:50 AM

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making a new late night depression playlist because I've been using the same songs for a while and it doesn't hit the same

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pretty fire 🔥

craggy ether Sep 22, 2024, 4:05 AM

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me n my brother are similar but so different at the same time it's crazy

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we both have had emotional issues since we were younger but the difference is his is just anger issues and mine is depression

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I think it's depression at least I'm not diagnosed but if ts is normal I'm ||ending it||

craggy ether Sep 22, 2024, 1:04 PM

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the reason I'm most scared of going to a psych ward is because I'm so ugly when I cry I don't want other people to see that 😔🙏

craggy ether Sep 24, 2024, 12:11 AM

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"what are you gonna be for Halloween?" idk hopefully I'm not gonna be alive on Halloween

craggy ether Sep 24, 2024, 2:13 AM

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i think my best friend is replacing me I'm actually ||killing myself||

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my goal is to just make it to October 22

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that's my main goal after that I can just die

craggy ether Sep 24, 2024, 2:36 AM

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sad I couldn't use any of my new ||blades||

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i miss my grandma

craggy ether Sep 25, 2024, 1:24 AM

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i wanna ||cut|| again

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probably will when my dad goes to sleep

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idk when one of my friends birthdays is so idk when I can ||kms|| because I don't wanna do it too close to her birthday because that's just shitty

craggy ether Sep 25, 2024, 3:55 AM

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today was such a shitty day

robust crypt Sep 25, 2024, 10:53 PM

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craggy ether pretty fire 🔥

w song tho

craggy ether Sep 25, 2024, 11:02 PM

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robust crypt w song tho

real

robust crypt Sep 25, 2024, 11:02 PM

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craggy ether real

you chillin? anything u wanna talk abt?

craggy ether Sep 25, 2024, 11:02 PM

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I'm good rn 🔥

robust crypt Sep 25, 2024, 11:08 PM

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craggy ether I'm good rn 🔥

Type shi. Dms are always open if there’s anything in partocular

craggy ether Sep 25, 2024, 11:09 PM

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tyy

robust crypt Sep 25, 2024, 11:10 PM

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fasho. also so yk, just bc i dont talk doesnt mean i’m not listening, i check in on this every few days. i hope nothing but the best for you

craggy ether Sep 26, 2024, 2:20 AM

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robust crypt fasho. also so yk, just bc i dont talk doesnt mean i’m not listening, i check in...

thank you I really appreciate it 🫶

robust crypt Sep 26, 2024, 2:21 AM

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craggy ether thank you I really appreciate it 🫶

of course. everyone has a story, you are willing to tell yours and imm willing to read

craggy ether Sep 27, 2024, 3:15 AM

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my childhood dog is dying ☹️

craggy ether Sep 28, 2024, 8:40 PM

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should I play dress to impress or have a depressive episode

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the questions of life

craggy ether Oct 1, 2024, 2:39 AM

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i ordered ||sh|| related things.

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I'm gonna do my best not to ||kms|| at least November

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i wanna wait till new years but I don't think I can't go that long

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idk

craggy ether Oct 3, 2024, 2:29 AM

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today was shit

craggy ether Oct 9, 2024, 12:59 AM

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||relapsing|| after homework is gonna go crazy

craggy ether Oct 9, 2024, 8:06 PM

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my parents found the Advil I had to ||overdose on||

craggy ether Oct 9, 2024, 10:03 PM

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i think they also found the ||blades|| but they didn't take them yet so I'm hiding a few

craggy ether Oct 11, 2024, 2:01 AM

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craggy ether i think they also found the ||blades|| but they didn't take them yet so I'm hidi...

i don't think they found it idk they haven't said anything about it

craggy ether Oct 12, 2024, 1:36 PM

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my mom said she didn't look in the drawer she said it was a mess and left it for me to clean so she didn't find anything except the Advil

craggy ether Oct 15, 2024, 12:34 AM

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i hate my science teacher

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I'm so done

craggy ether Oct 15, 2024, 1:02 AM

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I'm gonna ||kms|| this packet makes no sense

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the answers aren't anywhere in the packet what the hell

craggy ether Oct 18, 2024, 2:03 AM

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i whole heartedly wanted to ||kms|| on October 26th-27th. that's so close to Halloween. i don't want to do that to my brothers and friends. Then a lot of my friends have birthdays between November and New years. I can't last till new years but I don't want to be selfish and leave so close to my friends birthdays.

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i don't know what to do I'm gonna lose my mind

craggy ether Oct 21, 2024, 7:07 AM

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i just ||threw up|| and I can't go to school tomorrow, I have a pumpkin carving project with a friend and I won't be able to do any of it till Wednesday

craggy ether Oct 22, 2024, 1:35 AM

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i have a school trip tomorrow

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i gotta wake up at like 3:45 AM

craggy ether Oct 25, 2024, 10:59 PM

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day 1 of sending my friends concerning videos on tiktok to see if they even watch them

craggy ether Oct 27, 2024, 2:08 AM

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i was googling things about wound care and Google just pops up a bunch of ||cuts||

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like fresh af

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i was supposed to ||kms|| in August

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i delayed it till this weekend

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last night or tonight

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now I'm stuck trying to wait until after November 11th

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or even maybe new years

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i don't know how long I've been sh free but I don't wanna stay clean anymore

half sorrel Oct 27, 2024, 2:39 AM

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I’m so sorry you have to go through all of this, im here if you wanna talk. I’m kinda going through my own shit so I guess we can distract eachother lol

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its fine if not though, I’d understand. its getting late, at least on my end

craggy ether Oct 28, 2024, 2:54 AM

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half sorrel I’m so sorry you have to go through all of this, im here if you wanna talk. I’m ...

sorry I fell asleep. i don't wanna bother anyone else or cause u more stress then you already have. i appreciate it though and I wish you the best

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I could ||slit my wrists||

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i could ||od||

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i could do a lot of things rn

craggy ether Oct 28, 2024, 4:03 AM

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||cutting myself|| when I have gym tomorrow probably wasn't the smartest thing to do

craggy ether Oct 28, 2024, 5:11 AM

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i gotta lock ina nd go to sleep

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i gotta wake up in like 4 hours and 44 minutes

craggy ether Oct 29, 2024, 3:00 AM

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i gotta go to bed earlier tonight

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"one more ||cut||" and its never just one more ||cut||

craggy ether Nov 6, 2024, 10:30 PM

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today was just shit

craggy ether Nov 8, 2024, 12:34 AM

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my motivation is so bad like wdym I feel productive using photo math for my homework after putting it off till the last day possible?

craggy ether Nov 8, 2024, 11:23 PM

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"turn on your light, look alive" I don't wanna be alive

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I've planned to kms 3 separate times now and didn't end up even attempting any of them

craggy ether Nov 9, 2024, 3:28 PM

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tomorrow I'm going to a hotel for a birthday party for my bsf and they have a pool

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i only have 1 pair of swimsuit bottoms that kinda cover my thigh but whenever I move it rolls up a bit and shows the scars

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I'm cooked

craggy ether Nov 9, 2024, 3:44 PM

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should I take the Advil I bought back from the bathroom

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my parents put it there because they don't want it in my room

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but I bought it for me and I don't want other people using it all up

craggy ether Nov 10, 2024, 5:52 AM

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i just got back from urgent care 🔥

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it was for my mom and brother

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idk why I had to go

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we got there at around 9 and didn't get home until 12:30

craggy ether Nov 12, 2024, 2:53 AM

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i was at a hotel with my friend for a birthday party

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i got monster energy drinks and my mom got upset but it's whatever

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my best friend since kindergarten said she's trying to convince her mom to let her move away

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I'm done

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i hope she doesn't move bro

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i can't wait to ||kms||

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i think I wanna do January 2nd or 3rd

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January 2nd -4th actually

craggy ether Nov 13, 2024, 12:59 AM

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so a dude that send a pic of him shirtless to my friend and told her to have her sister rate him (her sister is 6 and he knew that) and he also wanted to be alone with a different friend has been asking people about me and said I look nice

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he also was in a room after school with me (and other people) and he sat on the other side of the room as first and then moved like 2 seats away from me

craggy ether Nov 13, 2024, 3:15 AM

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i can't get over the feeling Im supposed to be dead

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3 times I was completely okay and ready to kms but didn't actually attempt it

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i feel so guilty any time people say stuff about the future

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"oh in a year you can ___!" i actually won't be here in a year

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i feel horrible about it

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also when my friend say stuff like "I don't know what I'd do if one of you guys died" might wanna figure that out

craggy ether Nov 14, 2024, 12:32 AM

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apparently the dude I was worried about has actually r worded someone before

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idk if it's 100% true but I'm super worried

craggy ether Nov 14, 2024, 3:23 AM

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my parents took my Advil again 😔

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i haven't tried anything or said anything about it that they know of so idk why they keep taking it I'm gonna crash outt

craggy ether Nov 18, 2024, 1:22 AM

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i have pneumonia 😔💔

craggy ether Nov 18, 2024, 8:06 PM

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talking about future plans with your friends knowing I'm not even gonna make it to my sophomore year is a horrible feeling

craggy ether Nov 24, 2024, 1:09 AM

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41 days until I ||kms||

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around 41 actually

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idk the exact date just around January 2rd thru 5th

craggy ether Nov 25, 2024, 2:42 AM

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40 days

fierce oyster Nov 25, 2024, 2:54 AM

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Wait wait wait think about it

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Don't you want a loving partner

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Learn how to drive

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Get old?

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There are tons of things to do in life

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You have experience just a little fraction of them

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I get that your situation is far away from best

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But don't

craggy ether Nov 25, 2024, 3:37 AM

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i thought about my 4 year old brother not understanding where I went and idk what to do now I feel stuck

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i don't wanna leave and confuse him like that but I've been planning to ||kms|| for months

fierce oyster Nov 25, 2024, 5:21 AM

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Don't

craggy ether Nov 28, 2024, 4:25 AM

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during my 7th grade school year I made a friend on discord and I was so obsessed with them that I spent an entire night thinking about how even if they are a old man thats gonna kidnap me I don't even care because I love them so much

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i still think about it often

fierce oyster Nov 28, 2024, 4:10 PM

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This happened to me too, turns out he was bad all along and I was just so blinded

craggy ether Dec 1, 2024, 1:46 AM

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34 days

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i was looking through my friends TikTok reposts and I actually don't know what to do when one of my friends are struggling

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i feel like there's nothing I can do

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she went to therapy but stopped because it wasn't helping even though she only went a few times

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idk what to do

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i can't wait to kms but at the same time I feel guilty about it

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I'm going to an indoor water park next weekend and I don't think my shorts are gonna cover all the scars on my thigh

craggy ether Dec 1, 2024, 11:58 PM

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i never know what say when people ask why my grades are slipping

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like I wasn't supposed to even live to start this school year

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I'm not gonna be alive to see the end of the marking period so it doesn't really matter

craggy ether Dec 3, 2024, 11:08 PM

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1 month aka 31 days

craggy ether Dec 4, 2024, 3:02 AM

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when something awkward happens but I high key won't be alive in a month and a few days so it doesn't really matter

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i really wish I could just talk to one of my friends about how it's such a strange feeling knowing I'm gonna be dead in like a month

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like everything's just gonna end

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it's a weird feeling but I can't talk to anyone about it because my friends will tell someone and I'll probably end up in a psych ward

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i wouldn't blame them id do the same thing but still

craggy ether Dec 4, 2024, 3:45 AM

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i really just wanna talk to someone else about me killing myself because it's a horrible feeling talking about my future with my friends knowing I'm not gonna be there and I really just wanna talk about it without someone trying to convince me not to

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i can't really expect that from someone I guess idk it still kinda sucks

robust crypt Dec 4, 2024, 10:23 PM

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craggy ether i really just wanna talk to someone else about me killing myself because it's a ...

dms are always open

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in case u dont recognize me, i’m the person who has been here since like, last year😭

craggy ether Dec 4, 2024, 10:33 PM

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craggy ether Dec 4, 2024, 10:33 PM

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robust crypt in case u dont recognize me, i’m the person who has been here since like, last y...

Ohhh I remember u

robust crypt Dec 4, 2024, 10:34 PM

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craggy ether Ohhh I remember u

Lmaoo ye

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i always check in every day😭

craggy ether Dec 5, 2024, 6:05 AM

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sh being so romanticized online is so crazy to me and it's so normalized

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like why was I 11 trying to find anything sharp enough to hurt me in my room because someone on Pinterest a few years older than me posts about it and is magically popular now?

craggy ether Dec 6, 2024, 1:14 AM

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The random urge to starve myself

craggy ether Dec 6, 2024, 3:51 AM

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i think I'm gonna try and skip lunch at school tomorrow idk though

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i just have like a urge to starve Myself until I pass out or something

craggy ether Dec 11, 2024, 2:51 AM

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I don't know why I act the way I do

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I'm a jerk I don't understand why I'm like this I'm not trying to make people upset

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can't wait to die

craggy ether Dec 11, 2024, 3:09 AM

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I can't keep a personality I'm gonna lose it

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last week I was nice and laughing with my friends all day in school and I was genuinely having fun and happy but so far this week I'm being rude and making people upset with me and I can't understand why I do this

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i don't try to do this it just kinda happens

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Today I was sitting with my back to one of my friends and she gets pissed pretty easily I just kept turning around and lightly pulling her hair just enough so she can feel it and I sat next to a different friend and I kept slapping her shoulder and I don't know why I'm being a jerk

craggy ether Dec 12, 2024, 2:28 AM

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i could rant about this girl for hours

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i hate her

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no one does shit about her because they feel bad that her mom died

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she told me she can never remember anything because it's a trama response from when her mom died

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maybe that's why she always acts completely shocked when I tell her the things she's done to me

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she's disgusting and horrible I hate her

craggy ether Dec 12, 2024, 2:45 AM

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"You're too mean to her" my heart drops whenever I see her

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whenever someone touches my butt or thigh even if it's a close friend I get anxious

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i hate her

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Yesterday in math class we were talking about her because everyone hates her and I was talking about how in 7th grade and came up behind me and rubbed her hands down my chest and moaned in my ear people were genuinely shocked

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i thought everyone knew she did that I guess not though the looks on their faces were crazy

craggy ether Dec 12, 2024, 10:47 PM

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I ||cut myself|| in the school bathroom during lunch

craggy ether Dec 13, 2024, 3:03 AM

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i was supposed to work on some of my English work

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i took a nap and just laid in bed instead

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my teacher is so nice I feel really bad I just don't have the energy or motivation to get up and actually do it

craggy ether Dec 13, 2024, 3:23 AM

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i have a test in science tomorrow

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I'm failing science right now

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only like 3 more science classes until winter break and I'll (hopefully) be dead before school starts again so I won't have to worry about grades

craggy ether Dec 13, 2024, 4:41 AM

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"it's a trauma response" you can remember every time I've said something "mean" and "unreasonable" but don't remember all the times you've harassed me?

craggy ether Dec 13, 2024, 7:26 PM

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I'm passing science now!!

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Failing English though 😔💔

craggy ether Dec 15, 2024, 3:12 AM

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i had a little to much motivation yesterday and told my English teachers I'd finish the work this weekend

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i haven't even looked at it today

craggy ether Dec 15, 2024, 9:54 PM

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oldest daughter core is being volunteered to watch my 4 year old brother

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my mom's home and literally sitting on the couch in the living room but I still gotta watch him?

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he's 4 and I have to go run after him whenever he goes anywhere even to his own room

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it's insane it's the weekend I can't catch a break istg

robust crypt Dec 16, 2024, 5:50 AM

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craggy ether Failing English though 😔💔

i am too lol

craggy ether Dec 16, 2024, 10:25 PM

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robust crypt i am too lol

my English class is pretty easy tbh I'm just missing some stuff from when I was out sick

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My heart rate after I stand up:

robust crypt Dec 16, 2024, 10:30 PM

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craggy ether my English class is pretty easy tbh I'm just missing some stuff from when I was ...

I just dont turn stuff in

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all i need to turn in is some major grade worth like 100 points that i forgot about

craggy ether Dec 17, 2024, 12:53 AM

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robust crypt I just dont turn stuff in

yeah I don't turn a lot of important stuff in often it's really bad 😭

craggy ether Dec 18, 2024, 2:45 AM

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i got sick in the middle of the night Monday and I completely lost my appetite

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i haven't had an actual meal since Sunday night

craggy ether Dec 19, 2024, 2:03 AM

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16 days

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Christmas is in a week though!

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tomorrows the last full day of school for two weeks

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hopefully for me it's the last full day forever

craggy ether Dec 19, 2024, 8:10 PM

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so I might have a gf but idk 😔

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She's not answering my texts but my WiFis also ass

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she's sending me tiktoks so idk whats going on

craggy ether Dec 19, 2024, 8:44 PM

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I GOT A GF

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