today in school I was basically caught for having nicotine pouch… in school when teacher was explaining me something she saw some suspicious behavior cuz I tried to hide it very much… she said to take the hood off… and then I went immediately to toilet and spit and flushed it away… and then she started questioning etc. and called my mom☹️ the whole class and other class that were mostly with know about it, I don’t think majority but most of them… and since my school is small and I live in small village… bruh I don’t wanna be called the drug addict..
when it happened it was nearly end of the school so after school I went w/ my mom and she asked be what happened and did you do it etc. I said I did not and I actually lied to her and teacher that it was a “gum” and I just put it there… but it doesn’t make sense that I ran to the toilet… I explained my mom I was afraid to show my mouth bc of my yellow teeth… and she believed me I think (my mother) she then asked again “can I trust you, are you saying the truth?” and I said “yes”
😭😭😢 I’m so sad… I’ve been doing with my friends recently.. and my friend gave me it..
now I’ve been sad for the rest of the day… that I lied to my mom… and I’m afraid of going to school… I just don’t wanna everyone mentioning it… it’s embarrassing… 😭😖😣 and they’ll be questioning… I’d lie to other classmates and some friends…
the teacher will always be taking a look at me… and I don’t even have an idea if they’re going to do a meeting with my parents…😭
im very sad and anxious about it…🥺