babe, u aren't all that. You aren't bad or manipulative. If u were I wouldn't love u so much. much.bmuch.but ur perfect and I love u and that is what matter most
#diary
frosty rune
I’m sure u ain’t that manipulative.
elder musk
I’m sure u ain’t that manipulative.
he isnt manipulative at all
frosty rune
he isnt manipulative at all
That’s hwat i said
elder musk
Uhmmmm
your sentence states he is manipulative
in which he isnt
He isnt manipukatve or bad in anyways
sage tartan
It's just I tend to feel that way like just now in dms
elder musk
I'm sorry, want me to leave u alone?
sage tartan
No
frosty rune
If u say so 🤷♂️ imma leave now
elder musk
ok
elder musk
No
try not to think that way, u aren't bad or shitty. I absolutely adore you and cherish you. You are always there for me
sage tartan
<3
elder musk
<3
sage tartan
Ty
elder musk
ofc
sage tartan
If u say so 🤷♂️ imma leave now
Dude ima be honest just stay tf outta my diary
frosty rune
Dude ima be honest just stay tf outta my diary
I did leave so why tf are you pinging me?
elder musk
I did leave so why tf are you pinging me?
He's probably didn't see it..
He might be a little angry at something
frosty rune
He might be a little angry at something
He shouldn’t take it out on me then.
sage tartan
He shouldn’t take it out on me then.
Too bad just don't respond to this message
frosty rune
Too bad just don't respond to this message
Don’t ping me if u don’t want me to respond.
elder musk
._.
elder musk
Don’t ping me if u don’t want me to respond.
He didn't ping you, he replied and it was ur choice to respond or stop talking
U should've just stayed quiet tho
sage tartan
Don’t ping me if u don’t want me to respond.
Okay bye
frosty rune
He didn't ping you, he replied and it was ur choice to respond or stop talking
U can turn the ping off when u respond to someone
sage tartan
U can turn the ping off when u respond to someone
Leave
elder musk
U can turn the ping off when u respond to someone
True, but I don't think most people know that
frosty rune
True, but I don't think most people know that
Stop pinging me.
elder musk
Stop pinging me.
Ok
elder musk
Or I'll ping a helper
No need, just let him leave
candid hearth
well why do you feel like a shitty boyfriend and manipulative ?
sage tartan
well why do you feel like a shitty boyfriend and manipulative ?
i dont know
i just do
i wanna do more
i feel like i dont do enough
or that im garbage
candid hearth
i wanna do more
in your relationship?
candid hearth
ok so
sage tartan
i mean theres nothing i can do to help with her depression
candid hearth
when you say you wanna do more, what would you like to do more OF?
candid hearth
i mean theres nothing i can do to help with her depression
yeah well friend, all you can do is be there for her. you cant cure that no matter how much you wish you could, but being there to comfort her might be the only thing you can do.
sage tartan
yeah well friend, all you can do is be there for her. you cant cure that no matt...
she doesn't even want me to be there whilst shes being down so i cant even comfort her
candid hearth
she doesn't even want me to be there whilst shes being down so i cant even comfo...
maybe you need to talk to her about that, and explain how you want to be there to comfort her
OR
respect her wishes
sage tartan
respect her wishes
this is what im going to do
ijust want to do more
but ic ant
and it hurts
i dont want her to be sad
i know im not a good boyfriend at all but i just wanna do the best i can
and i feel like im not
candid hearth
i dont want her to be sad
well depression and sadness arent the same
IDK HOW EXPLAIN
candid hearth
i know im not a good boyfriend at all but i just wanna do the best i can
by the way she talks about you, i think you are a pretty good boyfriend.
maybe you have to change your mindset on it
sage tartan
how would i be a pretty good boyfriend
sage tartan
well depression and sadness arent the same
i know
but i dont want her to be depressed
i want her to be happy
and joyful
and giddy
and excited
and good
and amazing
and great
and it feels like im doing nothing
candid hearth
how would i be a pretty good boyfriend
well she said it
candid hearth
but i dont want her to be depressed
unless you can bippiti boppity boo her depression away, but that type of magic isnt real. You cant get rid of depression, and even though she doesnt want you there during those moments, expressing that you are still there if she needs you, is all you can do to make her feel like she can count on you.
candid hearth
what if its just a illusion
wha...
candid hearth
or something
OK WELL she doesnt think that. You are overthinking it a bit, its okay to be a bit worried but she literally told you, you have nothing to worry about friend
candid hearth
try not to think that way, u aren't bad or shitty. I absolutely adore you and ch...
SHE SAID SHE ADORES YOU, thats so cute. she said you are always there for her, she doesnt think badly of you.
sage tartan
OK WELL she doesnt think that. You are overthinking it a bit, its okay to be a b...
okay
candid hearth
okay
idk if you were looking for advice or not but if you were focus on the good SHE CARES.
elder musk
Yes
I care
I care tons
There wouldn't be an amount or anything to describe how much I care for you
elder musk
i know im not a good boyfriend at all but i just wanna do the best i can
You are good
candid hearth
yall are SOO cute omg
elder musk
It's not that I don't want you there, I do, but I was angry at the moment and needed some time to calm down. I didn't want to hurt you or push my problems on you, being angry feels like I will. I very greatly want you there and your comfort. I just needed some time to calm myself down like the time you got mad at Kuroko and needed time to calm down.
I very greatly accept your comfort and your kindness. You help me, your presence is just enough to keep me happy. It is not you, but myself. You do as much as you can, you cannot help every problem I have, but just being there and talking to me just seems to help quite alot.
Everyone needs time to do something, maybe to calm and emotion or get rid of a thought
elder musk
No, you didn't
teal stratus
i did everything wrong
Your gf told you that you didn’t do anything. I can tell she really cares nake. I know that you feel like you did something but you didn’t. She needed to calm down like she said, your not a bad person
elder musk
You do nothing wrong, you make me happy in every way. Nothing is your fault. We all make mistakes and those are worth fixing and learning from. Nothing is exactly the way we want it and nothing is perfect, that is why we must try our best to make something perfect so it has a good outcome.
You seem to be overthinking it tho. You do nothing wrong. You can't let the thought control you so much, relax yourself, try and think positively. Even if you don't do anything, you are doing something. Your presence is just enough to keep my happy.
teal stratus
Maybe y’all should bring this to DMs and talk about this privately
candid hearth
Maybe y’all should bring this to DMs and talk about this privately
im enjoying the tea thoo AND HELPING
elder musk
I mean, it's an issue
teal stratus
I know
teal stratus
That isn’t what I’m saying
I’m saying y’all should bring this to DMs so y’all can speak privately
That’s all
I Never Said to stop Talking
candid hearth
Can I not talk?
No i dont think they meant it like thatt, more like if yall want more privacy to take it to dms :).
teal stratus
I’m sorry if I made it seem different tho
elder musk
Nah, it's good lol
elder musk
If anything, I feel like I'm not helping
elder musk
is bro okay he stopped responding
I think he just needs some time to himself, he'll be back soon I'm sure.
teal stratus
If anything, I feel like I'm not helping
You will! You guys just need to talk when he’s comfortable
candid hearth
If anything, I feel like I'm not helping
babe, you cant help someone if you need to help yourself first.
teal stratus
babe, you cant help someone if you need to help yourself first.
Also this ^
sage tartan
i just feel like shit for overthinking
teal stratus
Overthinking is normal, dw. Everyone does it once. But I’m sorry your overthinking. It doesn’t make you a bad person
elder musk
i just feel like shit for overthinking
It's ok, just relax. Take it easy. When you overthink something like something bad will happen, most likely it won't happen. Force yourself to think that everything is ok, calm yourself, and relax.
elder musk
i just feel bad for everthing i said above
You aren't bad for anything you said, it doesn't make you a bad person. You are just experiencing thoughts and feelings that everyone goes through. You are expressing your emotions and thoughts which is good.
Just try and relax, cry if you need to, talk to someone, and drink some water.
candid hearth
Just try and relax, cry if you need to, talk to someone, and drink some water.
take ur own advice too girll, hope UR ok.
elder musk
If the thought is bothering you too much, sometimes what I like to do is to get someone to talk to me about a random topic, usually like talking to a friend to get my mind off of whatever I'm feeling.
elder musk
take ur own advice too girll, hope UR ok.
Haha, I do not take my own advice. IT is easier for me to get it from other people because I am not also seeing their perspective on my problem, but I am also gaining comfort from that person.
candid hearth
Haha, I do not take my own advice. IT is easier for me to get it from other peop...
do you need advice
sage tartan
it hurts
elder musk
do you need advice
No
sage tartan
my arm
candid hearth
my arm
you just told me you dont want her to know but tell her in this shitty way man.
thats so messed up. Please tell her in a private and sincere way.
elder musk
What hapoened?
teal stratus
Fr im sorry but dude
candid hearth
Up to Naketm
i feel like you should talk to him.
candid hearth
But this is kinda shitty
kinda?
elder musk
About what?
elder musk
He just left the server tho
candid hearth
He just left the server tho
yeah i saw
elder musk
:(
sage tartan
a