#MY JOURNAL!!! (feel free to look)

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trim kernel
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2.11.23 its actually been an okay day, ive got alot of stuff out the way and sorted my roommm!!

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but somethings missing

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and its bugging me

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i feel emotionally attached to someone and ive just met them, he's so sweet honestly!!

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but...

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hes not talking to me at the moment ( its been 5hours and we have the same timezone )

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i feel like im overworrying, he could be out and have his phone off... but wouldnt he check?...

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he's back, he was just sleeping 😊

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generally feel relieved!!!

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and alot better

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Oh actually i do have something to talk about!

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i was doing well in class, but then i suddenly feel sick to my stomach

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hecka confused

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but i ignored it

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i still feel it

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and im coughing

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not too harsh but enough to bother me and my dad

unique frost
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Ohh a Journal

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Cool

unique frost
trim kernel
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dm me it!

trim kernel
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4.11.23 EEEE

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IM SO FUCKING AWKWARD

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i generally dont know what da fuq to dooo atm

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cause

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im with someone rn and its great ofc -v-

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but like

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butterflies bro!!

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really

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rEalLy

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unnatural of me

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😭

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its so quiet but

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im just

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going to try be as natural as i can πŸ˜‚ 😭

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WHAT IS THIS

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I LITERALLY CANT

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EVEN TYPE TO THEM BRO

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i already gib up

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im seriously getting mixed messages dudeee

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πŸ˜‚

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im actually dying-

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@unique frost BESTIE HELP

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I NEED

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HELP

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WITH

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IT ALL

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😭

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IM FR FAILING RN

unique frost
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He's Irish

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Do you like himHamsterStare HamsterStare

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Just to him confess lol

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Confess or I'll ping himHamsterStare HamsterStare

unique frost
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I'm getting impatient imma ping himHamsterStare HamsterStare

unique frost
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Alright I'll ping him

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Get your ass over here @neat gulch

unique frost
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Lmao

unique frost
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Where are you Irish dude

trim kernel
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HUH

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WOAH WOAH GET OUT

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NONONONN

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DONT YOU DARE 😭

trim kernel
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πŸ˜‚

trim kernel
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BRO

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WHAT THE FUQ YOU DOING

unique frost
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Ohh did I seriously get it right HamsterStare HamsterStare

trim kernel
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😭 😭 😭

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I AINT SAYING NOTE

unique frost
trim kernel
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DONT YOU DARE

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DONT

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YOU

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BLOODY

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DARE

unique frost
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3

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2

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1

trim kernel
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NON

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ONONNNNONN

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NONNNONONNNOONONNNN

unique frost
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0.9

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0.8

trim kernel
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STOP THIS TORTURE BRUH

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😭

unique frost
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0.7

trim kernel
unique frost
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Say it!!

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0.6

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Confess to him!!

trim kernel
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I PHYSICALLY CAN'T!-

unique frost
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0.5

trim kernel
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BRO

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WHATTTTT

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

unique frost
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0.4

trim kernel
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WHATCHU DOING

unique frost
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Say it!! Lmao

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0.3

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0.2

trim kernel
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NEVER

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😭 😭 😭

unique frost
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0.1

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Typing...

trim kernel
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ONONONON

unique frost
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Lmao

trim kernel
unique frost
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Dummy

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Imma ping him unless

trim kernel
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he aint gonna respond 😎

unique frost
trim kernel
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bRO

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WHAT

unique frost
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Imma say you into him lol

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Unless you say Bottle of water lol

trim kernel
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BOTTLE

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OF

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WADURE

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πŸ‘€

unique frost
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bo'oh'o'wa'er lmao

trim kernel
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i say it like

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LET ME CALL YOU

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JUST TO SAY IT

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then ima hang up

unique frost
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No lol

trim kernel
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PLEASEEE

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πŸ˜‚

unique frost
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No lmao

trim kernel
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DAMNITT

unique frost
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Imma let you call me if you can say Bottle of WaterHamsterStare HamsterStare

trim kernel
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I CAN

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Bottle

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OF

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Water

unique frost
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Nahh you can't lmao

trim kernel
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WHYYYY

unique frost
trim kernel
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FINE

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BRUH

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BODDLE

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OF

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WORTER

unique frost
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I want the British way

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LMAO

trim kernel
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IT IS

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BRUH

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A

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BOTTLE

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of

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WORT

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ER

unique frost
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Alright I'm not gonna ping him again

trim kernel
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IM NOT FULLY BRITITsH

unique frost
unique frost
trim kernel
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IM IRISH

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BUT IM NOT IN IRELAND ANYMORE

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πŸ’€

unique frost
trim kernel
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BRUH IK SO SHUSH

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😭

unique frost
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You like him? Say it!!!

trim kernel
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oh my get out πŸ˜‚

unique frost
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PROVE IT

trim kernel
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GET OUTTTT

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😭 😭 πŸ˜‚

unique frost
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NOOOOOO

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IMMA SAY IT ON MAIN CHAT

trim kernel
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NO

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BRO YOU DARE

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SHER

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SHER

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SHER

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SHER

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@unique frost

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DONT YOU FRIGEN DARE

unique frost
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I DARE YOU

trim kernel
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NO

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DEFINITELY NOT

unique frost
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I'm getting impatient

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Oops I accidentally said it on dms?

trim kernel
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πŸ’€

unique frost
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Sorry

trim kernel
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☠️

unique frost
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Im Joking lmao

trim kernel
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YEA

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GUD

unique frost
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Bro you close to dying or something? Lmao

trim kernel
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😭

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YOUR THE ONE KILLING ME

unique frost
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Does he like you too?

trim kernel
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THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY JOURNAL πŸ’€

unique frost
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Imma make sure he likes you too

trim kernel
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WRONG

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πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ

unique frost
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What

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Wdym wrong

trim kernel
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|| i dont think so ||

unique frost
trim kernel
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LMAO

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THANKS

unique frost
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I thought he had a crush or something

trim kernel
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im out of here now,

unique frost
trim kernel
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not gonna bother with anythin

unique frost
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It's best not to regret something

unique frost
trim kernel
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great-

unique frost
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Just kidding

trim kernel
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you do you, im not bothered

unique frost
trim kernel
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im not

unique frost
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Yes you are

trim kernel
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or i'd lose my streak-

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im not mad

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just content

unique frost
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YES LOSE YOUR STREAK

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You mad?

trim kernel
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no?

unique frost
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Seriously are you mad?

trim kernel
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no, im not

unique frost
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Why not

trim kernel
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cause i guess im not bothered anymore

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brushed it off.

unique frost
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Too bad

trim kernel
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do whachu wanna do

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im not fussed

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im gonna go now

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cya.

unique frost
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Well I guess I'm done teasing you

unique frost
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Be Safe!!

trim kernel
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LMAO

trim kernel
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5.11.23

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its been a usual day, i treated myself to icecream

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i feel like my anger is absent

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which is a good thing!!

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and doctors said my hemoptysis is probably gone

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but

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but?

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theres no really downfalls of today

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i mean when i think about

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it

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somethings been missing the past week

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i cant quite grasp it

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i think they're asleep cause they're not responding.

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which is good cause they're getting quality rest :D

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i just wish i spoke to them more today.

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AH RIGHT WHERE WAS I-

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oh right

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im not sure whats missing

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i feel like i just dont feel loved enough

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but i usually push all my excessively annoying emotions out of my perspective

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i suppose its fine

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its not bothering me majorly so its not bothering me at all :D

trim kernel
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5.11.23
I feel like everything just crumbled down in seconds D:

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i was fine

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then i did something,

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i thought it was fine

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but then a wave of emotions hit me

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and i just got so upset i broke down.

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im okay

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its fine :D

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it'll be fine

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lqn, is so helpful, praise to her

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tysm lqn...

forest hamlet
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I cant read no more

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πŸ§ πŸ”«

trim kernel
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hgvgyhujiugyg...

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6.11.23

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i dont even know waht to put.

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its the start of a new week, usually my mind resets lmao.

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but im having the same constant thought of

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'theres something missing'

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its like..

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ah whatever.

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cant put sht into words

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well ill speak about positives,

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Did some revision

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cuz i needed to

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as MY SCIENCE TEST IS TOMORROW

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and i just found out today

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so love that πŸ˜‚

forest hamlet
trim kernel
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huh? D:

forest hamlet
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Got the interview in a few days

unique frost
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Emerald How Are you

unique frost
tame schooner
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I'm unharassable

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I'm so unharassable I don't even know if that's a word

unique frost
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He definitely into me

tame schooner
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That I am

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Please
Harass me

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TRY at least

unique frost
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Ayooo

tame schooner
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Perchance.

unique frost
tame schooner
unique frost
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Ain't no way this is supposed to be a diary wth

tame schooner
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True

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Dms?

unique frost
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Ayoo that smooth as f ngl

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But you're Sus

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Mega Suspicious

tame schooner
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Tee hee hee

unique frost
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I'm just gonna sleep wth

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I'm waiting for EmeraldPeepoS PeepoS

tame schooner
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Same

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Coincidentally ofc

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How odd.

unique frost
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Why does this guy wanna vent on meπŸ’€πŸ’€

trim kernel
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yo why is everyone in my journal bruh D:

forest hamlet
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So we write in it

trim kernel
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i gave perms

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to LOOK

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since when did i give perms to write

forest hamlet
trim kernel
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when?

forest hamlet
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1976

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at 2:46PM

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saturday

trim kernel
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jokes aside.

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'/'

forest hamlet
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πŸ–ŠοΈ

trim kernel
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seriously, it gets annoying

stoic cobalt
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I'm jus confused

wide thorn
# trim kernel seriously, it gets annoying

i really get that u only gave perms to look but you really cant control the public, with all due respect anyone will do whatever they want out of ur control i hope u get that but me personally ill just look because i wanna respect this thread okay have a nice day or night

trim kernel
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ofc ofc, im not saying/implying that

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and no offence, but there was no need to intervene

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it was dealt with

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but your choice :D

empty parrot
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Bro wth going on in here

stoic cobalt
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We GOTS no idea

empty parrot
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Idk if that's a good thing or not

stoic cobalt
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Yeah maybe

trim kernel
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D:

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im just gonna delete this bruh

stoic cobalt
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Idk abt that

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I think a journal is cool!

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But the ppl disrespecting Ur journal don't sound quite respectful

trim kernel
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its fine

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its going

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now

stoic cobalt
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Ic

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It's Ur choice anyways

trim kernel
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IT WONT DLETETRETRERERE]

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there

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NO

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WTF

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FRIG

stoic cobalt
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Dayum

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Chill

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You can continue using it, and we'll just hope nobody becomes disrespectful of your journal, okay?

trim kernel
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igs

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NO i dont like it

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its bothering me its interrupted

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sorry

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that was hecka rude

stoic cobalt
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Don't worry

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We'll see what we can do

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I'll try my best

tame schooner
trim kernel
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im sorry guys D:

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its just bothering me

stoic cobalt
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No need to be sorry

trim kernel
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cause i like to read it

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myself

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and now its like

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got all this banter in it

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😭

tame schooner
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I apologize for being rude to you and disrespecting your journal, but I don't see why you can't just ignore it all

tame schooner
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I can delete my messages if you'd like

trim kernel
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noo, its okay

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ill make a new one start of december.

tame schooner
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πŸ‘ alrighty

unique frost
wide thorn