#MY JOURNAL!!! (feel free to look)
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but somethings missing
and its bugging me
i feel emotionally attached to someone and ive just met them, he's so sweet honestly!!
but...
hes not talking to me at the moment ( its been 5hours and we have the same timezone )
i feel like im overworrying, he could be out and have his phone off... but wouldnt he check?...
he's back, he was just sleeping π
generally feel relieved!!!
and alot better
Oh actually i do have something to talk about!
i was doing well in class, but then i suddenly feel sick to my stomach
hecka confused
but i ignored it
i still feel it
and im coughing
not too harsh but enough to bother me and my dad
Is he from the server? If he is lemme guess who it might be

no i dont want you to guess right π
dm me it!
4.11.23 EEEE
IM SO FUCKING AWKWARD
i generally dont know what da fuq to dooo atm
cause
im with someone rn and its great ofc -v-
but like
butterflies bro!!
really
rEalLy
unnatural of me
π
its so quiet but
im just
going to try be as natural as i can π π
WHAT IS THIS
I LITERALLY CANT
EVEN TYPE TO THEM BRO
i already gib up
im seriously getting mixed messages dudeee
π
im actually dying-
@unique frost BESTIE HELP
I NEED
HELP
WITH
IT ALL
π
IM FR FAILING RN
Nahh I know who he is
He's Irish
Do you like him

Just to him confess lol
Confess or I'll ping him

Imagine if I ping the wrong guy lolππ
I'm getting impatient imma ping him

Bro I'll die right now if I pinged the wrong guyππ
Where are you Irish dude
NO
BRO
WHAT THE FUQ YOU DOING
Ohh did I seriously get it right

Say it or imma ping him again
0.7

I PHYSICALLY CAN'T!-
0.5
0.4
WHATCHU DOING
ONONONON
Lmao

Lol imma dm him
bo'oh'o'wa'er lmao
No lol
No lmao
DAMNITT
Imma let you call me if you can say Bottle of Water

Nahh you can't lmao
WHYYYY
THAT DOESN'T COUNT
Alright I'm not gonna ping him again
IM NOT FULLY BRITITsH
@neat gulch BRO SHE INTO YOU
Mixed?
Ayoo he's actually online
You like him? Say it!!!
oh my get out π
PROVE IT
I DARE YOU
π
Sorry
β οΈ
Im Joking lmao
Bro you close to dying or something? Lmao
Does he like you too?
THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY JOURNAL π
Imma make sure he likes you too
|| i dont think so ||
Well me too but I don't want to hurt your feelings by telling the truth lmao
I thought he had a crush or something
im out of here now,
Why, at least tell him you like him
not gonna bother with anythin
It's best not to regret something
Well I like to bother people so imma tell him lmao
great-
Just kidding
you do you, im not bothered
You sound madππ
im not
Yes you are
no?
Seriously are you mad?
no, im not
Why not
Too bad
Well I guess I'm done teasing you
LMAO
5.11.23
its been a usual day, i treated myself to icecream
i feel like my anger is absent
which is a good thing!!
and doctors said my hemoptysis is probably gone
but
but?
theres no really downfalls of today
i mean when i think about
it
somethings been missing the past week
i cant quite grasp it
i think they're asleep cause they're not responding.
which is good cause they're getting quality rest :D
i just wish i spoke to them more today.
AH RIGHT WHERE WAS I-
oh right
im not sure whats missing
i feel like i just dont feel loved enough
but i usually push all my excessively annoying emotions out of my perspective
i suppose its fine
its not bothering me majorly so its not bothering me at all :D
5.11.23
I feel like everything just crumbled down in seconds D:
i was fine
then i did something,
i thought it was fine
but then a wave of emotions hit me
and i just got so upset i broke down.
im okay
its fine :D
it'll be fine
lqn, is so helpful, praise to her
tysm lqn...
hgvgyhujiugyg...
6.11.23
i dont even know waht to put.
its the start of a new week, usually my mind resets lmao.
but im having the same constant thought of
'theres something missing'
its like..
ah whatever.
cant put sht into words
well ill speak about positives,
Did some revision
cuz i needed to
as MY SCIENCE TEST IS TOMORROW
and i just found out today
so love that π
Cool and I found out nobody cares about me
huh? D:
Im joining the military because idc anymore and its fun to be shot at
Got the interview in a few days
Yeah it's me eyy Rizz lol
Emerald How Are you
Day 1 of Harassing Peoples at TTC
Harass me next
I'm unharassable
I'm so unharassable I don't even know if that's a word
Perchance.
Bro I have a bananaππ
I got a place where you can hide your banana
Ain't no way this is supposed to be a diary wth
Tee hee hee
Why does this guy wanna vent on meππ
yo why is everyone in my journal bruh D:
You gave everyone pens
So we write in it
pens*
when?
ποΈ
seriously, it gets annoying
I'm jus confused
i really get that u only gave perms to look but you really cant control the public, with all due respect anyone will do whatever they want out of ur control i hope u get that but me personally ill just look because i wanna respect this thread okay have a nice day or night
ofc ofc, im not saying/implying that
and no offence, but there was no need to intervene
it was dealt with
but your choice :D
Bro wth going on in here
We GOTS no idea
Idk if that's a good thing or not
Yeah maybe
Idk abt that
I think a journal is cool!
But the ppl disrespecting Ur journal don't sound quite respectful
Dayum
Chill
You can continue using it, and we'll just hope nobody becomes disrespectful of your journal, okay?
igs
NO i dont like it
its bothering me its interrupted
sorry
that was hecka rude
Just ignore it and continue???..
No need to be sorry
cause i like to read it
myself
and now its like
got all this banter in it
π
I apologize for being rude to you and disrespecting your journal, but I don't see why you can't just ignore it all
Ohh, understandable
I can delete my messages if you'd like
π alrighty
all good im not offended im just explaining how some people wont respect you and some will but i hope most will do respect your next posts.
