abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 4:56 AM

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I ABUSED HIM??

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WHAT 😭

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This shit is laughable

chilly island Nov 17, 2023, 4:57 AM

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I was gone for a few minutes wtf happened well knowing him this is expected

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 4:57 AM

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Dms

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Nothing much tbh, I guess I “abused” a ex friend cause his OWN GF WAS CONCERNED

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Yeah blame me for all the bullshit you go through

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Yeah attack my bf see where that gets you

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Real smart

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Real fucking smart

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Come up with something original bro you keep saying the same shit hop off our dicks and actually calm down we both want you out of our live

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It’s laughable how pathetic that was to come into my DMs and say all this shit

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I didnt do Jack shit but Alarm Ur gf

chilly island Nov 17, 2023, 5:23 AM

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All you wanted to do and help

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 5:24 AM

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Yeha

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It’s just

chilly island Nov 17, 2023, 5:24 AM

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He always get mad at people who tries to help him

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 5:24 AM

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Sad too see this happen tbh

chilly island Nov 17, 2023, 5:24 AM

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Hell I can pull a ss rn

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 5:24 AM

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I want him out of my life

chilly island Nov 17, 2023, 5:24 AM

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It’s for the best anyways

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 5:24 AM

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He gaslighted me and I’m done

chilly island Nov 17, 2023, 5:25 AM

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It’s funny how this is somewhat entertaining

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 5:25 AM

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It is for me too

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I got the same for him

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So

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I could just do the same

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We both blocked him too and both agreed to ignore him

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He isn’t gonna do shit

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And he can’t

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I’m tired of him

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I want him out of our lives

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😭

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 6:10 AM

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IM WHEEZING

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MY EX FRIEND FAILED TO EXPOSE ME AND THEY BLOCKED MY BF AFTER

chilly island Nov 17, 2023, 6:13 AM

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It dosent really matter that he blocked me it’s not like I have 70 alternatives accounts

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 6:13 AM

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True

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Fucking hilarious tho

chilly island Nov 17, 2023, 6:13 AM

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Like dude all we wanted to do at first was to help you 😭

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 6:14 AM

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FR

chilly island Nov 17, 2023, 6:14 AM

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You even wanted to help me I wonder what happened

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Homie really got mad even tho he had no information

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 6:14 AM

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Lmao

chilly island Nov 17, 2023, 6:15 AM

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He even treaten to doxx me im still waiting

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 6:15 AM

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Real

chilly island Nov 17, 2023, 6:15 AM

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Not like someone will come to my house

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Even if they do there’s a ||9mm|| in this house

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Not like he know what that is

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 6:17 AM

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We got a lot of stuff here

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He admitted

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I’m heading off to sleep, i cant wait to talk to the best bf ever tmrw

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 2:35 PM

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November, 17 2023

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I feel really good today

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I hope my bf will do stuff with me today

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I’m a bit annoyed because of this girl

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But im happy Overall

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The thing he told me two days ago won’t leave my mind

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It kinda hurts

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But that’s okay

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 3:01 PM

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I got called 20 different names in the span of 30 seconds

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Oh well

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Don’t care

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I heard worse

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The guy was talking about someone else

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I’m glad to see my ex friends life slowly fall apart

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It makes me smile

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 3:26 PM

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Here comes my overthinking

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 4:43 PM

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I’m fine now

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I’m nervous for when he reads the message I sent

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I am scared that he’s gonna get mad

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I feel a lot better

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 7:47 PM

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I hate this part of the day

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I start overthinking and shaking

abstract merlin Nov 17, 2023, 10:20 PM

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Y’all are free to use this idea btw

abstract merlin Nov 18, 2023, 12:50 AM

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I love @chilly island so much bro

abstract merlin Nov 18, 2023, 3:02 AM

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I’m happy

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Like really happy

somber turret Nov 18, 2023, 2:03 PM

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greatt!!!!!!!!!!

abstract merlin Nov 18, 2023, 3:45 PM

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November 18, 2023

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I INSPIRED SOMEONE ELSE TO DO THE JOURNAL AGAIN!!

abstract merlin Nov 18, 2023, 8:39 PM

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I’m happy today

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I love this game

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My sister pissed me off

abstract merlin Nov 19, 2023, 10:56 PM

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November 19, 2023

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Today was weird

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Very weird

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It was also stressful

abstract merlin Nov 20, 2023, 5:01 AM

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Yeah I’m a shitty friend for telling ur concerned gf that ur sh

abstract merlin Nov 20, 2023, 12:44 PM

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November 20, 2023

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I slept good

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I have to go to all my boring classes today tomorrow I have ones that are not so boring

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But my family is gonna visit on thanksgiving

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I’m excited for that

abstract merlin Nov 20, 2023, 3:21 PM

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I’m waiting for my bf to wake up verysad

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verysad

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He’s awake tbh_confettiyay

abstract merlin Nov 20, 2023, 4:22 PM

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I’m about to make someone fucking bleed

abstract merlin Nov 20, 2023, 5:37 PM

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I’m in alot of mental pain

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I feel tired

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I can do this tho

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I gotta stay confident

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I feel really worthless

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I know I’m not but still

abstract merlin Nov 20, 2023, 8:46 PM

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Im a lot happier

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I made some more friends

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Kinda weird how I’m getting cyber stalked tho

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Other than earlier (which was a mood swing) I’m a lot better

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1 more month and It would be a year ever since me and @chilly island met<33

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 12:19 PM

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November 21st, 2023

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Can I just talk about how special @chilly island is man

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Dude I love him so much

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 7:08 PM

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I don’t know

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I’m sorry

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 7:29 PM

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Uh okay..

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 8:23 PM

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I miss my bf a lot

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 10:09 PM

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I’m having a amazing day

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Still getting cyberstalked happy

chilly island Nov 21, 2023, 10:24 PM

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I like how he says your a horrible person and is lovely seeing you “suffer” even tho all you did since the start was trying to help him

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 10:24 PM

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I don’t mind it anymore

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I already moved on so

chilly island Nov 21, 2023, 10:25 PM

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Don’t you think it’s petty tho

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 10:25 PM

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Kinda

chilly island Nov 21, 2023, 10:25 PM

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And it’s very annoying it’s actually pissing me off

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Like bro mind your business

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 10:25 PM

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It’s okay tho

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Don’t worry, I know what to do if it gets bad

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He’s trying to piss us off

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He isn’t bothering u tho, so it’s gonna be alright 🫶🏼

chilly island Nov 21, 2023, 10:27 PM

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I honestly think he’s a sociopath or psychopath I forgor wich one wich

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 10:27 PM

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Both

chilly island Nov 21, 2023, 10:27 PM

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Tochea

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 10:28 PM

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Erm actually it’s touché

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catnerd

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Dms

chilly island Nov 21, 2023, 10:28 PM

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It was a gif bro 😭

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 10:28 PM

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Send em in DMs

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 10:28 PM

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chilly island It was a gif bro 😭

😭

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This avatar>>>

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ITS SO CUTEEE

abstract merlin Nov 21, 2023, 10:54 PM

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MY BROTHER IS ABOUT TO PROPOSE TO HIS GF

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IM SO EXCITED

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I AM SO HAPPY FOR THEM!!

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THEYVE BEEN DATING EVER SINCE 2016

proper oak Nov 22, 2023, 2:23 AM

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abstract merlin ITS SO CUTEEE

OMG

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it is cute

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is that vr chat

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 2:23 AM

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Mhm

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I have more from the creator

proper oak Nov 22, 2023, 2:23 AM

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omg where did u get itt

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 2:23 AM

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I could give u the name so u could search it

proper oak Nov 22, 2023, 2:24 AM

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YESPLS

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 2:24 AM

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Oki give me a sec

proper oak Nov 22, 2023, 2:24 AM

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abstract merlin MY BROTHER IS ABOUT TO PROPOSE TO HIS GF

also this is so exciting!!

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 2:26 AM

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proper oak also this is so exciting!!

Avatar name is poob

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By lost_gr3y

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I have cool name color now

proper oak Nov 22, 2023, 2:47 AM

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abstract merlin Avatar name is poob

ty

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 3:01 AM

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No problem

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 6:21 AM

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Working on something

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Head kinda hurts tho

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The pain went away 👍

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I have so much motivation to draw holy shiz

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 3:39 PM

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November 22, 2023

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I feel great today

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I love this song https://open.spotify.com/track/1tMys49pOfFro3TChgT8I1?si=zMsESwvGRNSYw3L64vV5sA

Spotify

Solitude Velocity - Slowed + Loop

xenoss · Song · 2023

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I might watch the new rayman series thing after I get done decorating

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I have hope for today

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 5:27 PM

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I feel happy today

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I feel amazing

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I’m having a lot of fun

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 6:29 PM

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My gigi makes the best food

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 7:42 PM

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I’m tired

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But I have motivation to draw

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I am gonna draw this scene when I’m home

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This month went by fast 😭

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 7:46 PM

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abstract merlin I am gonna draw this scene when I’m home

This is a good series tho, it has a lot of references to the actual games (this fucking peanut is apart of my childhood)

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Found a rock song I like, that’s really rare. I’m more of a metal head https://open.spotify.com/track/5CQ30WqJwcep0pYcV4AMNc?si=CEUXSo0OT4GDaTpKK6yNkw

Spotify

Stairway to Heaven - Remaster

Led Zeppelin · Song · 1971

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I might pass out on my bed when I’m home or draw, I’m exhausted but I’m happyish

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I made some new friends yesterday, me and my bf had a blast before drifting off to sleep

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I went thrift shopping today with my cousin and her bf

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Everything is going amazing tho

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I’m really happy

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Ish

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I ate some amazing curry my gigi made

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I am going to prep for thanksgiving tomorrow tho

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I’m also gonna help her make the turkey

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I’m excited for that

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My whole family is coming, which is rare because both sides don’t get along well

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I’m excited for a lot of things

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But I’m getting my bf something for our 10 month anniversary since Black Friday

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Which is in 5 days, past Friday but still

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I don’t think I’m getting cyber stalked any more! 🥳

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I also went to a small town center it was so beautiful

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I got a snack while my cousin and her bf where shopping

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I’m just waiting for my dad

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I don’t really wanna go home yet

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My bfs face is stuck in my head, he is just so beautiful

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Inside and out

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I love him so much but I think he’s losing interest I just have a feeling

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Even tho he’s been having a rough time I still love him

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My ex friend is leaving the server I won’t have to worry about anything anymore so yay!

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Holy shit my phone has been blowing up bro 😭

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But anyway I cannot wait for Thursday tho

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I’m actually extremely happy rn

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That’s rare

#

A lot of rare things are happening today

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Idk why tho it’s weird

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HES GONE LETS GO

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I don’t have to worry anymore :3

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It feels great

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I’m actually happy he’s gone

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I have a feeling he’s gonna text me tho

narrow agateBOT Nov 22, 2023, 8:05 PM

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⏳ Bot is thinking...

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 8:05 PM

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I have a small headache

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I can finally vent here again

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I’m grateful for the small progress I made

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I’m gonna take a nap

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Ngl I’m not gonna use this account ever again

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I’m gonna take the nap

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Can’t sleep

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I’m overthinking too much

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I don’t know if I can keep doing this

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I’m not gonna commit suicide but I kinda want too

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I found another song I like

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https://open.spotify.com/track/1gXTtPPmPSIElLtjHUUa0u?si=MvjYqRT2T3Scvel40hDPaA

Spotify

Seriously?

Goreshit · Song · 2017

abstract merlin Nov 22, 2023, 9:45 PM

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I went for a walk

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I’m mentally exhausted

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I just want to cry rn

#

When I’m really happy it ends like this

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I get yelled at constantly

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And then I start shaking my dad sees that and yells

#

Yesterday was on my mind

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Because my dad got mad because I forgot to turn the tv off

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I was turning the tv off and he was physically threatening to punch me

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He called me a smart ass because I said I didn’t know the tv was on

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And I guess I forgot too again because he yelled louder and more aggressive the second time

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When I walked out again he looked more mad than the first

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And he got closer still threatening me

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He threatened to kill me

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And when u came back I started uncontrollably crying extremely hard in front of my bf

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I could barely speak because of how terrified I was

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I kept apologizing to my bf for crying

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I felt so pathetic and weak

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But he kept comforting me

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And i haven’t been home and when I wanna go home i get scared that he’ll put his hands on me

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My dad is the reason why I’m terrified of men

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Im scared that they’ll take advantage of me

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The only guy I can actually trust is my bf

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Everyone else I can’t

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This week so far was the worst one in months

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I feel abandoned because I lost so many people this month

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And barely anyone is talking to me

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I’ve been independent for the majority

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And I hate being independent

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My body and mind are gonna give out soon but I’m still trying

#

I’m trying so hard

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But I’m so exhausted of pretending to be happy

#

I feel so lonely and useless

#

Im trying not to cry

#

I’ve calmed down a bit

#

I just have a headache

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 12:10 AM

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I was calm but it happened again

#

I’m about to have an anxiety attack

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I have a massive headache and I’m so stressed

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 12:54 AM

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I Hope tomorrow is better

#

Today was awful but it was also good

#

My heart

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It’s

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Im ok

#

I need to calm down

#

Everything is gonna be okay

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 1:48 AM

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IM ABOUT TO LOSE MY SHIT

#

MY PARENTS FOR THE FIFTH TIME TODAY ARE HAVING ||SEX|| WITH TYE DOOR ALMOST OPEN

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Im going insane

#

I cant

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I cant do this anymore

#

I don’t know what to do

#

I calmed down

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 2:25 AM

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I finished a drawing

#

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 3:15 AM

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I got called a lot of names and slurs, I don’t know what else to do but cry.

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 4:37 AM

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I feel like a puppet, I get pushed around every and left too rot

#

My friend just vented and left

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What am I too people

#

I’m in tears rn

#

What if this is how it ends

#

Just abandoned

#

And then it gets to my head

#

Like it is rn

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It’s hard to breathe

#

I’m not gonna bother my bf

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He deserves better than me

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 5:25 AM

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I am mentally drained

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I cant give people what they want

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 4:10 PM

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November 23, 2023

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Happy thanksgiving

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 5:20 PM

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Lol 😭

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There’s fights everyday in my school too

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It’s overcrowded as fuck tho

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 6:30 PM

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Exactly

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Today is gonna be great

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 6:57 PM

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I’m tired tho

abstract merlin Nov 23, 2023, 7:47 PM

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I might be moving to South Carolina soon, I’m kinda happy because my bf lives there

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 12:08 AM

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Today was amazing

#

I’m grateful for alot of things

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Time to make my oc suffer :3

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 1:45 AM

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I wasn’t joking

#

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 5:38 AM

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I’m so excited to give my bf his gift for our 11 month anniversary

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He’s sleeping rn, i should too I’m going shopping at 8 anyway

#

I love him with all my heart, I had fun today

#

I’m so grateful for him

#

I love my cat and him to death

#

My two best friends ❤️

#

Dude I’m so inlove with him 😭

#

I feel happy, calm, relaxed, and in love

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 6:10 AM

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I’m heading to sleep, he won’t leave my mind and I miss him so much but I can’t wait to see him tomorrow 🫶🏼❤️

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 6:57 AM

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He woke me up >:(

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But im not mad

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Well kinda

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 1:45 PM

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November 24, 2023

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My brother came at 7:40 to get me now I’m getting breakfast

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I’m deadass limping

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I’m so sore and tired from yesterday

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 3:12 PM

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I got sunflower seeds

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I haven’t had any in so long

#

Ngl Postautos are better

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 4:49 PM

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I’m heading off for a while, I’m mentally exhausted and I’m close to a mental breakdown.

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 5:12 PM

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I feel wore out

#

My trust issues are killing me

#

My mental keeps getting worse

#

It was good for a day

#

My dad wants me dead doesn’t he

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I would like to see him try

#

I hate being clingy

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 9:20 PM

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I play fnaf >:3

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 10:17 PM

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I don’t find it the funnest but it’s kinda fun

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I have a headache so I’m gonna sleep

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Tomorrow is gonna be like this so I gotta get used to this

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A small journal???

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😭

#

Like what?

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 11:31 PM

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I miss him

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But he’s at his friends

#

#

He isn’t gonna be home until Sunday

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Idk what to do

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So I’m just gonna sit in my bed, play games and wait

abstract merlin Nov 24, 2023, 11:55 PM

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I’m heading off probably

#

Idk

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I’m tired

#

I am mentally drained I’m still sore

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 12:24 AM

#

My cats making me feel better

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 3:54 AM

#

I’m gonna have an episode

#

My parents are yelling at me cause I asked if I could go to a gym soon

#

I always fuck up

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 5:24 AM

#

I think I did something

#

I think I fucked up

#

Idk how but I did

#

I’m paranoid

#

Am I gonna be like this until Sunday

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I’m just gonna sleep

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Let’s just hope tomorrow will be better

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 6:02 AM

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I cant Sleep i don’t feel well

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I’m scared

#

I got treated like a whore in a friends server

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 7:20 AM

#

I cant Sleep because my parents are being “loud”

#

Can they go one day without screaming

#

I can literally feel the vibrations of the bed slamming on the wall

#

I’m losing sanity

#

Somebody kill me

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I cant do this

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Somebody please just fucking kill me

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PLEASE

#

Ykw I’m just gonna give a doxxer my address and tell them to send it too a murder

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 7:57 AM

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Don’t you love it when the man who ||SA’D|| you tells you your overreacting because you heard him and his wife yk. EVEN THI HE KNOWS I HAVE SEXUAL ISSUES HE IS TGE REASON WHY IM HYPERSEXUAL

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 8:56 AM

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Damn bro you have one long journey good job making it this far

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 8:56 AM

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Thank you :)

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:00 AM

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Yw man this is wierd but wanna be friend you seem nice sorry if it’s random Istg bro or girl if this came off as weird i just wanna try and make some friends

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:00 AM

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Sure! I would love to be friends

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:00 AM

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YAYYYYAYAYAYAYAYA

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:01 AM

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It’s 4 am for me rn tho 😭

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:01 AM

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THANK YOU

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:01 AM

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Of course!

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:01 AM

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bro it’s like 8 here and bro you should really go to sleep Istg

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:01 AM

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I’m trying it’s hard

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I’m sleep deprived

#

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:02 AM

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Ik how you feel and you probally have insomnia welp we can’t do anything so let’s talk instead cuz either way you won’t be able to sleep

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SO SO WHATS YOUR FAV FOOD

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:02 AM

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Sushi or pho

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Fucking amazing wbu?

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:02 AM

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PHO IS SO YUM YUM IN MY TUMMY

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:03 AM

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FR

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:03 AM

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LIKE THAT GOLDEN TEXTURE BEEF IS SO DELICOUS LIKE PHO PLS MARRY ME I LOVE YOU PHO

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❤️

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:03 AM

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IKR

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:03 AM

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MAN ARE YOU ASIAN AND IF SO WHAT KIND

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:04 AM

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IM ASIAN BUT MIXED WITY ALOT OF DIFFERENT SHIT, MOSTLY JAPANESE AND VIETNAMESE THO

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:04 AM

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BRO IM VIET AND CAMBODIAN AND SOME BIT OF CHINESE

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:04 AM

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OOOO!

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:05 AM

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And probally some other stuff idk my family tree is unknown ISTG

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WHAT SNACK YOU LIKE

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:05 AM

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HMMMMM

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I DONT REALLY SNACK

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BUT PROBABLY POCKY

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:06 AM

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MAN I DINT SNACK BUT IF I DO IT HAS TO BE THAT ONE RANDOM ASIAN CHIPS I BUY OR SOME LIKE POOKIE STRAWBERRY THO

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:06 AM

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abstract merlin BUT PROBABLY POCKY

SAME POCKYS ARE FIRE ESPICALLY STRAWBERRY

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LIKE EVERYTIME I EAT A POCKY MY TOUNGE IS SAYING HI TO GOD FOR ME ITS SO GOOD

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:07 AM

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FRRRR

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:08 AM

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EHHEHEEHEHHEEHEHHE HAHAHAHAHAHAH SO SO UMMMMMMM WHAT KIND OF THINGS YOU DO DO YOU WATCH ANIME PLAY GAMES OR SOME

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:08 AM

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PLAY GAMES OR GO OUTSIDE AND SKETCH

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:08 AM

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SKETCH PLZ SHOW DRAWING

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:08 AM

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I HAVENT REALLY FOUND ANY ANIMES THAT ARE INTERESTING OTHER THAN PANTY AND STOCKING

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:09 AM

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AND ILL SEND ONE I DMS LIEK TOMORROW

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:09 AM

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abstract merlin I HAVENT REALLY FOUND ANY ANIMES THAT ARE INTERESTING OTHER THAN PANTY AND STOCK...

BRO YOU SHOULD WATCH UMMMMM UNDEAD UNLUCK ITS FIRE OR JUJUTSU KAISEN

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:10 AM

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THE DRAWINGS ARE SENDING

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:10 AM

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Yayayayayyayayay

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YIPEEEEEE

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PeepoCookie

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Cookie

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:11 AM

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ITS TAKING SO LONGGG

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:11 AM

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IK IM WAITING

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:11 AM

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wheat wren SKETCH PLZ SHOW DRAWING

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There’s some

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:12 AM

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abstract merlin

PRETTY I LOVE YOUR DRAWINGS THEYRE SO BEAUTIFUL THEYRE SO POOKIE LICIOUS

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:12 AM

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THANK UUUU!!

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wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:12 AM

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abstract merlin

BRO BRO ILL DRAW ONE TONIGHT AND SEND YOU IN THE MORNING

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:13 AM

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OKI

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:14 AM

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ISTG YOUR DRAWINGS LOOKING SO SCRUMPTIOUS LIKE

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😻

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:14 AM

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WHY DO PEOPLE WANNA EAT MY DRAWINGS 😭

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:15 AM

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HEHEHEHEHEHEHH CAUSE YOUR DRAWINGS LOOKING LIKE THEYRE GONNA HAVE FUN IN MY TUMMY

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👹

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:16 AM

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I don’t really like this one but RENDERING

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:16 AM

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abstract merlin I don’t really like this one but RENDERING

HEY POOKIE WOOKIE SNUGGLY WUGGLY DUGGLY HONEY BUN WITH THE CHERRY ON TOP IM GONNA EAT YOU

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😻

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:16 AM

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wheat wren HEY POOKIE WOOKIE SNUGGLY WUGGLY DUGGLY HONEY BUN WITH THE CHERRY ON TOP IM GONN...

WHAT 😭

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Then this one

wheat wren Nov 25, 2023, 9:17 AM

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abstract merlin Then this one

cough pookie cough I mean pookie cough cough DINNER

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👹👹👹👹

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:17 AM

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WEONG THING

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https://discord.com/channels/662341325353385985/1174873411655303178

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Talk there **

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 4:19 PM

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November 25, 2023

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My head hurts 😭😭

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 5:05 PM

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I’m suicidal again

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It’s ok

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I’ll get through this:3

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 7:13 PM

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I’m drained

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My parents are blaming me again

abstract merlin Nov 25, 2023, 9:21 PM

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I’m happy rn

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Me and my bfs anniversary is in two days and I’m getting him something he wanted for a while

abstract merlin Nov 26, 2023, 12:30 AM

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Im at my limit

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I’m tired of being at fault for something I didn’t do

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I made a Running gag that has been around for like six months

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BUT THEN HE MAKES A RACIST JOKE AND ITS FINE?

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BUT IF I MAKE ONE SINGLE JOKE I SHOULD BE SLAUGHTERED

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It’s laughable

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I might just

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Idk

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Die?

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I used to just get high if this would happen

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I don’t feel human

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I feel like a toy

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Or an object

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Im supposed to be perfect

abstract merlin Nov 26, 2023, 4:38 AM

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Today was

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A lot

abstract merlin Nov 26, 2023, 8:12 PM

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November 26, 2023

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I don’t have energy

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I feel empty and drained still

abstract merlin Nov 26, 2023, 8:30 PM

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I’m numb

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I’m gonna play a game to get shit off my mind

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I fucked up

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I Sent a text and it sounded rude

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I didn’t mean too

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I really didn’t

mossy tulip Nov 26, 2023, 9:46 PM

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abstract merlin I Sent a text and it sounded rude

D; omggg I always do that, I’m sorry you’re going through a lot

abstract merlin Nov 26, 2023, 9:46 PM

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It’s ok!

mossy tulip Nov 26, 2023, 9:47 PM

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Have you been better today

abstract merlin Nov 26, 2023, 9:47 PM

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Kinda

mossy tulip Nov 26, 2023, 9:47 PM

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Then how you usually might feel

mossy tulip Nov 26, 2023, 9:49 PM

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abstract merlin Kinda

That’s good atleast, usually when I’m not feeling soo good I eat food or play mobile games in bed to distract me

abstract merlin Nov 26, 2023, 9:49 PM

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I draw but my art is getting worse

mossy tulip Nov 26, 2023, 9:51 PM

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Aw ): you are 13-14 going through all that

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No one should be going through so much at your age I’m so sorry 😞

mossy tulip Nov 26, 2023, 9:52 PM

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abstract merlin I draw but my art is getting worse

Things that help me is just by trying to draw stuff I’m usually not good at like eyes every once in awhile and hands

mossy tulip Nov 26, 2023, 9:52 PM

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mossy tulip No one should be going through so much at your age I’m so sorry 😞

No one should be going through anything terrible at any age ❤️

abstract merlin Nov 26, 2023, 9:53 PM

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It’s ok!

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Things will get better

mossy tulip Nov 26, 2023, 9:53 PM

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That’s good that you have that kind of mindset

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You treat it better then me

abstract merlin Nov 26, 2023, 9:53 PM

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Sometimes I do

mossy tulip Nov 26, 2023, 9:57 PM

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Aw ):

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Always believe things will get better, it’s really hard at first but things have gotten a lot better for many people including me and my situation. They may not be the best still but I can atleast be happy everyday.

abstract merlin Nov 27, 2023, 12:28 AM

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It got worse

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I keep fucking everything up

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I was about to cry and now I fucked up somehow

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I always do

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That’s all I am

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I’m panicking

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I’m trying to change the mindset

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But I can’t

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I fucked up so bad

mossy tulip Nov 27, 2023, 2:16 AM

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): it wont happen right away, things happen for a reason and you need to believe in yourself and try to work on yourself and your overthinking. I overthink sooo much, something that helps me is i like to ask myself why im overthinking, and what is making me overthink. try to think about the things that will make you happy

abstract merlin Nov 27, 2023, 5:50 AM

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mossy tulip ): it wont happen right away, things happen for a reason and you need to believe...

Thank you for helping me, it means a lot 🤍

mossy tulip Nov 27, 2023, 5:55 AM

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abstract merlin Thank you for helping me, it means a lot 🤍

no problem <33

abstract merlin Nov 27, 2023, 1:02 PM

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November 27, 2023

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It’s me and my bfs 11 months anniversary today

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I woke up by my mom yelling

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I am scared to go to school

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I hate my family I hate my fucking life and every time I get a single break it’s torn to shreds

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And I’m a bad person for being depressed

hollow saddle Nov 27, 2023, 1:08 PM

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abstract merlin And I’m a bad person for being depressed

I wouldnt say so

abstract merlin Nov 27, 2023, 1:09 PM

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I hate my fucking life dude

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I’m about to lose my shit

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I’m tired of being blamed I’m so tired of it

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I just wanna cry but I can’t I’m leaving to school

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I’m late and anxious

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And my bf is gonna read this so I can’t lie about being ok

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I hate telling him I’m depressed

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It costed our relationship once

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I wants give up and just end my life but he needs me

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I wish my life was better I know it’ll get better

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And I’m working my ass off for it to be

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But when the fuck will I get a win

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The only right decision I’ve ever made was date axen

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I have so much pressure today

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They have no idea what shit I go through online

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The fucking grooming

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The pedophila

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The drama

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The hard work I put into it

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And yet I’m fucking lazy

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I’m sorry if anyone is reading this

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I ask myself a lot of things

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Like, “why do I have to make plans/ask to do something with someone?” “Why is my life like this?” “Why won’t anyone just kill me?” “why is everything my fault?”

abstract merlin Nov 27, 2023, 2:30 PM

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I had to write a statement for bullying

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I’m thinking about switching schools

abstract merlin Nov 27, 2023, 4:25 PM

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Im happier

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My friends bf is starting drama

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🧍‍♀️

abstract merlin Nov 27, 2023, 10:21 PM

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Over thinking again

abstract merlin Nov 27, 2023, 11:12 PM

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I Found a new friend

abstract merlin Nov 28, 2023, 2:19 AM

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Pain

abstract merlin Nov 28, 2023, 4:17 AM

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I’m tired and I feel lovey dovey

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I just wanna say thank you for all the support for this form. I inspired other people to make one of these of their own and it brightens my day to see people do that. Your free to use this idea! I just find this fun.

abstract merlin Nov 28, 2023, 4:46 AM

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I’m extremely pissed off

abstract merlin Nov 28, 2023, 5:25 AM

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I’m suicidal

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Im so tired.

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I Hope he doesn’t read this

abstract merlin Nov 28, 2023, 2:08 PM

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November 28, 2023

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My friends are leaving me out

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👍🏽

abstract merlin Nov 28, 2023, 3:31 PM

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All my friends are turning on me

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Fun

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Questioning if it’s worth living

abstract merlin Nov 28, 2023, 7:37 PM

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I’m fine now

abstract merlin Nov 28, 2023, 10:36 PM

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Kill meeeee

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I’m at a low point but I don’t want help

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I already bothered enough people

abstract merlin Nov 28, 2023, 11:10 PM

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My life is going to shit

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I’m slowly losing hope

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 12:55 AM

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.

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 3:27 AM

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Im exhausted

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:05 PM

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November 29, 2023

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Kill me

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I wanna die

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That’s all I’m gonna say

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I have a headache

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:10 PM

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whats going on?

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:10 PM

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My parents are yelling at me for the fifth time today and yesterday was overwhelming

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:12 PM

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that literally is gonna happen to me too later today because i didnt do something for them

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that is overwhelming i cant imagine it, you are probably having it way worse then i am though

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:12 PM

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I’m sorry

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:13 PM

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im sorry you have to go through all of that, did you ever fix things with your friends?

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:13 PM

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Whats the point in trying

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:21 PM

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theres a lot of points to trying, your here for a reason you just havent found out what it is yet. you dont find out though until way later in your life, im 18 and i still dont want to live anymore. I personally have not found my reason yet but I have found the right person, you know the right person when you meet them again. this person taught me everything i have to know about life and how lovely it actually is but i just havent experienced that yet even at my age.

The thought of death is terrifying and i would much rather stay and live then have empty thoughts in what could possibly be a blank space of nothing

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:21 PM

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Ax is the right person

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I hope

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:22 PM

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you are way too young to be saying that unfortunately

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:22 PM

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I hope

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:22 PM

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thats all that matters

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that you keep hope in them

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:22 PM

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I’m scared

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:22 PM

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why ):

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:23 PM

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What if it just ends

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And my overthinking was right

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:23 PM

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with ax?

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:23 PM

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Yes

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:23 PM

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have they been treating you right? have you been having any problems together?

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:23 PM

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They’ve been treating me good, and no

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:24 PM

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dont overthink things that havent happened, i have a bad habit of that too

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:24 PM

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He left 3 times tho

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:24 PM

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is there any specific reason?

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:24 PM

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This was our forth shot

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:24 PM

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mossy tulip is there any specific reason?

Mental i think

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:25 PM

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Ahhh.. yea thats ruined half my relationships

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:25 PM

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I’m scared to say anything about my health

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When I did that’s when it happened

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:26 PM

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I never talk about my health because of that

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:27 PM

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Yeah.

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:29 PM

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has that been the reason all 3 times?

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:29 PM

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Yes.

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:29 PM

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do you go to public school?

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or homeschool

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:30 PM

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He’s about to be homeschooled but I’m in public school

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:32 PM

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ahh okay, i usually used school to distract me. i know school is just not all that great but trust me its a great place to distract you from all that stuff. tbh i would even join clubs like esports and stuff just to get my mind off of everything and im not one for going out i absolutely hate it

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:32 PM

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I feel like he’s gonna lose feelings

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And just leave

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:35 PM

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): awe unfortunately youll never know what might happen, but if anything you two have been going back and forth for awhile now. you dont have to be in a relationship right now you can take a step back and work on your self and your mental health. Its really hard at first because all you want to do is be with them but it really seems like your best option if you want to be with them

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:36 PM

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I don’t Wang to do that

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I cant do that

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It’s going to destroy me more

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:36 PM

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i was once in a 4 year relationship and we were back inforth just like how you guys were and im completely fine now and we arent together anymore and we dont talk anymore

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:36 PM

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I’m not doing that

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It was two months ago when we got back together

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:36 PM

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thats exactly how i felt

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:37 PM

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We started in January 27, 2023

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I’m not going to leave

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I worked my ass off for 10 months

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To throw that all away

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It’s just

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:39 PM

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you wouldnt be throwing everything away you just need to work on yourself, the only way to help you two grow together. you can keep talking and hanging out but just taking a break from being in a relationship would help a lot

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:39 PM

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We already did

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We already did that

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:39 PM

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for 10 months?

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:40 PM

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No, we did last month I believe

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Sorry

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In august

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I cant do this

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:43 PM

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me and my current partner have had it on and off for 2 years going now and its because of my mental and overthinking thats made us separate from each other so much, the only thing thats helped us so far is like separating ourselves from each other and setting boundaries, so that we are exclusive to each other but we are just working on ourselves. we are now 4 months in to not being ina relationship and we started saying "i love you" again just 3 weeks ago

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:43 PM

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I cant do this

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:43 PM

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): you have to keep going

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it just takes time these things

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do you go out a lot?

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:54 PM

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I want to kill myself alright

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:56 PM

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why?

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you shouldnt think like that

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:57 PM

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My fucking family hates me everyone does

mossy tulip Nov 29, 2023, 7:58 PM

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are your parents really like really strict or do they doing anything to hurt you?

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 7:58 PM

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They will hurt me if I start crying or if they find out i hurt myself

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I’m gonna calm down

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 8:26 PM

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It’s gotten a lot worse

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I’m overthinking every little thing he says

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I don’t wanna keep thinking like this

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But I can’t stop

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 8:59 PM

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I’m freaking out

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IDK WHAT HAPPENING BUT IT HURTS

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why does this happen today

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 10:33 PM

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im suicidal

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it’s ok tho

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im in a lot of pain mentally and physically

abstract merlin Nov 29, 2023, 11:26 PM

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he lost feelings

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i know he did

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 12:26 AM

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THIS WHOLE DAY WAS SHIT

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IM TIRED OF BEING SCARED

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I DONT WANNA KEEP LIVING LIKE THIS

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 12:47 AM

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i cant

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i fuckinf cant

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i wanna die just please let me die

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fucking kill me

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i hope my dad slaughters me in my sleep

summer yew Nov 30, 2023, 1:24 AM

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no please dont I know im just a person for you just a lable on a screen but there are people that care and love you. you are probably an amazing person. i dont have much I can say but just dont its wrong and theres a whole world ahead of you and a whole life

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 1:26 AM

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There’s no point

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I’m tired of waiting

summer yew Nov 30, 2023, 1:28 AM

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That waiting is what life is there is more and its not all about that find another life to live make new friends and find new hobbies talk with some people about it in real life

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 1:31 AM

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No

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I’m tired of waiting for someone to actually talk to me

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You don’t know how many times I tried

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But I’m never fucking good enough

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So fuck me and fuck my life

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I’ll never make anyone happy

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I lost all of my motivation

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I feel numb

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I cant keep doing this

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I want people to actually talk to me

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Of course I get replaced as soon as I had a positive mindset

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That’s why I’m never happy

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Cause when I am the whole world burns the fuck down

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So fuck happiness

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I should’ve known

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Seriously what’s the point in trying

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All my fucking friends replaced me

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Next it’s my parents

mossy tulip Nov 30, 2023, 1:56 AM

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What happened?

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 1:56 AM

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Nothing

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I’m just nervous

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 2:30 AM

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I’m sorry

mossy tulip Nov 30, 2023, 7:47 AM

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It’ll be okay

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 12:57 PM

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November 30, 2023

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I’m scared

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I don’t want Today to be like yesterday

summer yew Nov 30, 2023, 3:32 PM

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It won't trust me, ok?

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Don't make it like yesterday.

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 3:33 PM

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I won’t

summer yew Nov 30, 2023, 3:33 PM

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Good

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 3:33 PM

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It doesn’t depend on me tho

summer yew Nov 30, 2023, 3:33 PM

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Everything that happens in a day is what you think of it

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The whole world is just your brain

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 3:36 PM

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Wdym

mossy tulip Nov 30, 2023, 4:59 PM

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Just don’t think bad thoughts and don’t overthink

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Atleast try not to

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It would help your relationship a lot, you said your mental is the main reason your relationships keep breaking apart. That’s because they feel like you need better help rather then focusing on them so much, so try to help yourself and think about better things

mossy tulip Nov 30, 2023, 5:01 PM

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mossy tulip It would help your relationship a lot, you said your mental is the main reason y...

By relationship I mean mostly the person you love

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 7:16 PM

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mossy tulip It would help your relationship a lot, you said your mental is the main reason y...

It was his mental

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Not mine, I’m fine mentally currently.

mossy tulip Nov 30, 2023, 7:24 PM

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Y’all would keep breaking up because of his mental?

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 7:27 PM

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He used to be really bad about his mental, but hes gotten a lot better and I’m proud of him

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 8:18 PM

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I don’t wanna talk about this anymore it’s just stressing me out

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 9:24 PM

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I feel sick too my stomach with stress

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Today is gonna be like yesterday

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Haha

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I’m throwing up and dealing with immature shit

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 10:19 PM

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I cant..

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I’m getting weak..

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im crying really hard

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im in physical pain

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i gotten into a really bad fight, one where I almost beaten someone to death

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my heart fucking burns

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i havent ate and now I’m freaking the fuck out

abstract merlin Nov 30, 2023, 10:59 PM

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I CANT DO THIS SHIT ANYMORE

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THIS WEEK WAS HELL

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I JUST WANT IT TO END

mossy tulip Dec 1, 2023, 12:34 AM

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What happened

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 12:34 AM

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Stress and anger

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 1:21 AM

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I JYST OPENED TWITTER AND IMMEDIATELY SAW GOTE

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 4:59 PM

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December 1st, 2023

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why am I still breathing

#

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 5:42 PM

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eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:44 PM

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omg bro if you keep caring about the shits around you it will all be gloomy, care about your fucking self then maybe you'll see the difference between wanting and actually realizing how life works

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:45 PM

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sorry

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:45 PM

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be sorry for yourself

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:47 PM

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i fucking get it

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:48 PM

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do you really?

chilly island Dec 1, 2023, 9:49 PM

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eternal ivy omg bro if you keep caring about the shits around you it will all be gloomy, car...

Dude get the fuck out i already seen how you respond to other people

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:49 PM

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eternal ivy do you really?

yes i do

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and caring for myself ISNT easy

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do you realize the constant abuse I go through

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the taunting

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:50 PM

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and so you are abusing yourself too

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:50 PM

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the fucking harassment

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:50 PM

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eternal ivy and so you are abusing yourself too

WHO CARES IF I DO

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NOBODY

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LITERALLY PEOPLE ALWAYS SEE ME SUFFER

chilly island Dec 1, 2023, 9:50 PM

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eternal ivy and so you are abusing yourself too

Please just get out of this journal

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:50 PM

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do you actually need somebody to care for you rather than YOU yourself should do?

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:50 PM

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WHAT DO THEY DO

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HURT

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ME

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:50 PM

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nah and that's what you do too, and yet you're still doing it despite not liking the fact that someone is hurting you

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:51 PM

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eternal ivy do you actually need somebody to care for you rather than YOU yourself should do...

Oh you really don’t know what I’ve been through.

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:51 PM

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eternal ivy nah and that's what you do too, and yet you're still doing it despite not liking...

Who cares if I do

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Lmao

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:51 PM

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see

chilly island Dec 1, 2023, 9:51 PM

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August please get the fuck out

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:51 PM

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you keep finding a reason for you to do it lol

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:51 PM

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I could kill myself rn and nobody would notice

chilly island Dec 1, 2023, 9:51 PM

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eternal ivy you keep finding a reason for you to do it lol

Stop responding and get tf out

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:51 PM

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So what’s the point in caring for myself

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When nobody on this planet will even know I exist

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I’m a ragdoll

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:52 PM

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how about stop caring about that fact and bringing yourself down even further

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:52 PM

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That’s all I’ll ever be

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:52 PM

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yeah because that's what you accepted on what you ate

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are

chilly island Dec 1, 2023, 9:52 PM

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eternal ivy how about stop caring about that fact and bringing yourself down even further

Dude you responded in the rudest ways

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:52 PM

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you have basically given up but giving yourself chances every milisecond by still living lol

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:52 PM

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Oh okay

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I’ll end it rn

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Fuck it

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:52 PM

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goodluck

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:52 PM

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Should I tho

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Or should I not

chilly island Dec 1, 2023, 9:53 PM

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You shouldn’t

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:53 PM

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"who cares"

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:53 PM

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True that

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See ya

chilly island Dec 1, 2023, 9:53 PM

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Baby don’t do it

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:54 PM

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Nah nah like he said

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I’m ruining myself right?

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:54 PM

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man i pity you

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:54 PM

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Good for u

eternal ivy Dec 1, 2023, 9:55 PM

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what are you even doing in discord

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:55 PM

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What are u?

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I cant get a therapist lmao my family thinks mental health doesn’t exist

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That’s why I’m in the server

chilly island Dec 1, 2023, 9:55 PM

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eternal ivy what are you even doing in discord

What are you doing here bro just to make things worse

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:56 PM

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He’s fine

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He isn’t changing anything

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He isn’t really causing harm

chilly island Dec 1, 2023, 9:57 PM

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You sure or you just feel bad

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:57 PM

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But let’s get this over with

abstract merlin Dec 1, 2023, 9:57 PM

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eternal ivy you have basically given up but giving yourself chances every milisecond by stil...

<@&839209649005527111> <@&854409594063683595> this guy has been responding rudely to me and other people, just making things worse for them

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He also doing it in https://discord.com/channels/662341325353385985/1180239431362420756

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https://discord.com/channels/662341325353385985/1180258052956504115

abstract merlin Dec 2, 2023, 2:20 AM

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Fun

abstract merlin Dec 2, 2023, 6:29 AM

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parents are having aggressive ||sex|| again

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TailsWowHappy

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it’s my fault

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i should’ve ended it the first time.

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that’s what they would’ve wanted

abstract merlin Dec 2, 2023, 7:09 AM

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traumatized again

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happy

abstract merlin Dec 2, 2023, 7:39 AM

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.

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5th time in a row haha

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fucking kill me

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for the love of god

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i don’t wanna do this anymore

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i promised my bf that I would be alive because I don’t want him to be scared

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i want to be dead

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why can’t he just let me

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why can’t my life be fucking normal

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i wanna move out of this hell hole

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and I’m so tired of crying everyday and having to hide it

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i don’t want to do this any fucking more

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i probably hurt so many people

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My sister can’t even exit her fucking room

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I have too do shit for her rn

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I know how this is gonna end

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I already fucking know

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I miss my bf

abstract merlin Dec 2, 2023, 6:06 PM

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December 2nd, 2023

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I’m not excited for anything

abstract merlin Dec 2, 2023, 6:31 PM

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I need to shut up bro

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I really do

abstract merlin Dec 2, 2023, 7:11 PM

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i want to help but I can’t

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i mentally cant

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im such a bad gf

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i cant Even help my bf

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what is wrong with me

abstract merlin Dec 2, 2023, 7:38 PM

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im getting close to my limit

abstract merlin Dec 3, 2023, 2:21 AM

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I’m extremely pissed off

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My mom just said it wasn’t a big deal that my kitten almost got murdered by our cat

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I cant

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I cant do this it’s too hard

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I’m so overwhelmed

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I cant keep acting like this

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Or else he’s gonna just go

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Again

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I’m trying to hard

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But I’m so scared to ask for help from him

mossy tulip Dec 3, 2023, 8:21 AM

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Oh my god that guy that responded to you the other day is so rude I’m mad I wasn’t there to see it

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That’s disgusting

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Don’t listen to people like that

abstract merlin Dec 3, 2023, 12:41 PM

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I fucking hate my life

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God every time I’m the smallest amount of calm, this shit happens

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It’s 7 fucking am stop banging each other before I fucking bang your head on the fucking wall

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God I’m begging you to make today normal or I swear to you you will not see me again

abstract merlin Dec 3, 2023, 2:24 PM

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I have to act happy again

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I fucking hate it

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I cant fucking pretend anymore

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It hurts

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It hurts so fucking bad

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I don’t want to risk me and his relationship but I can’t act like everything is ok

abstract merlin Dec 3, 2023, 4:37 PM

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I’m gonna stop trying

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It hurts too much

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And it doesn’t get me anywhere so

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Who am I to him

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What am I

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I’m just a puppet am I

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Just a ragdoll

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That’s what I’m gonna be known for

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For being sensitive and being easy to fuck with

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IM FUCKING PISSED OFF

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Dude what am I fucking doing

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Why am I acting like this

mossy tulip Dec 3, 2023, 6:25 PM

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What’s going on

abstract merlin Dec 3, 2023, 6:25 PM

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My mood swings are getting out of hand

mossy tulip Dec 3, 2023, 6:28 PM

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What do you mean?

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You just been overthinking a lot

abstract merlin Dec 3, 2023, 6:28 PM

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I get angry then sad out of no where

mossy tulip Dec 3, 2023, 6:30 PM

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Hmm, I’m not really sure

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Mood swings aren’t

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Something you can control really

abstract merlin Dec 3, 2023, 6:32 PM

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I know

abstract merlin Dec 4, 2023, 1:34 AM

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I might start cardio

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Or try to lose weight

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im crying again yippie

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every time I’m happy

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why do I get my hopes up

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I fucking hate this

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I hate my life I hate everything I have done

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I’m so fucking tired man

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I’m so close to blocking literally everyone and deleting discord

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I try to work on myself and this is what happens

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My dad comes to me with a broken controller and automatically blames me

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.

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I KEEP FUCKING UO

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MY WHOLE LIFE IS FALLING APART

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WHY DO I RUIN EVERYTHING

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I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH

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I JUST WANT TO STAB MYSELF

abstract merlin Dec 4, 2023, 6:30 PM

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December, 4th 2023

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I’m dealing with yet another pedo

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hollow saddle Dec 4, 2023, 6:32 PM

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abstract merlin

Block. Him.

abstract merlin Dec 4, 2023, 6:32 PM

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I DID

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IM FLABBERGASTED

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I’m uncomfortable as fuck

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3rd damn time

mossy tulip Dec 4, 2023, 6:59 PM

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Is that like someone you know in person?

abstract merlin Dec 4, 2023, 6:59 PM

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No

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A random fucking creep

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I rather forget about this

abstract merlin Dec 4, 2023, 10:57 PM

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I wanna be nicer

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But that’s hard to do

abstract merlin Dec 5, 2023, 1:41 AM

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I don’t know what to say anymore

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Everyday is the same

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And it’s draining

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Can I trust him.

abstract merlin Dec 5, 2023, 3:34 AM

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I’m heading to sleep

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I hope he’s okay

abstract merlin Dec 5, 2023, 2:20 PM

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December 5th, 2023

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I’m okay I guess

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I feel empty and bored

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My Xbox controller broke and a new one arrives tomorrow 😔

abstract merlin Dec 5, 2023, 4:55 PM

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abstract merlin Dec 5, 2023, 10:51 PM

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Idk who to believe

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I might stop writing here for a bit

abstract merlin Dec 5, 2023, 11:17 PM

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Parents are fighting again

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Will it ever end

abstract merlin Dec 6, 2023, 1:27 AM

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Feeling Great

abstract merlin Dec 6, 2023, 4:01 AM

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My days starting to go downhill again

abstract merlin Dec 6, 2023, 4:25 AM

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About to sleep but I can’t stop laughing

cinder ore Dec 6, 2023, 4:31 AM

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abstract merlin About to sleep but I can’t stop laughing

is that a good thing?

abstract merlin Dec 6, 2023, 4:31 AM

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I guess so

mossy tulip Dec 6, 2023, 6:28 AM

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HamsterStare yippieee

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🎉

mossy tulip Dec 6, 2023, 7:59 PM

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If you don’t type here once today

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You get a cookie for having a good day

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🍪

abstract merlin Dec 6, 2023, 7:59 PM

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December 6, 2023

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I’m happyish

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I’m decent

mossy tulip Dec 6, 2023, 8:00 PM

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Yippiee

abstract merlin Dec 6, 2023, 8:01 PM

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Graahhh

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New ui is kinda fire

rigid walrus Dec 6, 2023, 8:01 PM

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abstract merlin New ui is kinda fire

You can change it back if you want

abstract merlin Dec 6, 2023, 8:02 PM

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You can?

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How

rigid walrus Dec 6, 2023, 8:02 PM

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Send this emoji:✨
Then tap it and hold down on the sparkle

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And you can do the same thing to switch it back

abstract merlin Dec 6, 2023, 8:02 PM

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Sickkk

rigid walrus Dec 6, 2023, 8:03 PM

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Yup

mossy tulip Dec 6, 2023, 8:03 PM

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I haven’t even got the update

rigid walrus Dec 6, 2023, 8:03 PM

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mossy tulip I haven’t even got the update

Do that and it’ll switch to the new layout

mossy tulip Dec 6, 2023, 8:05 PM

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✨

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I’m confused

rigid walrus Dec 6, 2023, 8:06 PM

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mossy tulip ✨

Let’s move from Glitche’s journal, I’ll explain in #questions

abstract merlin Dec 7, 2023, 12:42 AM

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im back to hating my life

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my dad is threatening me :3

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god why can’t I have a free day.

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It’s all my fault

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I ruin people

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That’s all i fucking do

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I should drown myself

chilly island Dec 7, 2023, 1:05 AM

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No

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You shouldn’t

mossy tulip Dec 7, 2023, 7:29 AM

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You said something bad😢

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No drowning urself

abstract merlin Dec 7, 2023, 11:59 AM

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December 7th, 2023

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My mom uses my dad ti trigger my ptsd

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To make me scared

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It’s 38* degrees and i live in a hot state 😔

abstract merlin Dec 7, 2023, 11:14 PM

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I’m a fucking idiot

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I thought I could just get better in a day

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I thought today was finally a change

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It’s fine

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Everything is gonna be fine

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I’m sorry i didn’t answer your phone dad

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I was sleeping

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Don’t hurt me.

abstract merlin Dec 7, 2023, 11:46 PM

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Dude im so fucking close

abstract merlin Dec 8, 2023, 12:18 AM

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I have to get a shoot or I can’t attend school

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abstract merlin Dec 8, 2023, 4:04 AM

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I’m overthinking

abstract merlin Dec 8, 2023, 7:24 PM

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December 8th, 2023

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i hate myself. i should’ve stayed quiet

neat patrol Dec 8, 2023, 10:26 PM

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abstract merlin It’s 38* degrees and i live in a hot state 😔

Wait, are you in Sydney?

neat patrol Dec 8, 2023, 10:29 PM

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abstract merlin i hate myself. i should’ve stayed quiet

Cmon, you inspired people. Even me. It's okay to hate yourself sometimes, but its not alright to hate yourself 24/7. You can call the kids helpline in #crisis-hotlines and talk to them, or you you could email them, or use web chat.

hoary vapor Dec 8, 2023, 10:30 PM

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abstract merlin New ui is kinda fire

tbh I hate it lol luckily I use PC

hoary vapor Dec 8, 2023, 10:32 PM

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eternal ivy omg bro if you keep caring about the shits around you it will all be gloomy, car...

its not a guy so that advise wont work

abstract merlin Dec 8, 2023, 11:52 PM

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neat patrol Wait, are you in Sydney?

No the US

abstract merlin Dec 9, 2023, 12:00 AM

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hoary vapor its not a guy so that advise wont work

Thank you

abstract merlin Dec 9, 2023, 1:35 AM

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i don’t trust anyone rn

abstract merlin Dec 9, 2023, 1:52 AM

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i don’t think anyone wants me anymore

abstract merlin Dec 9, 2023, 3:20 AM

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I feel so empty

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I’m just gonna draw for the rest of the day

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I honestly lost all gratefulness and trust

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I can’t trust anyone or tell anyone shit can i

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Yeah im a fucking attention seeker for having bad days

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What fucking ever

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They have no fucking clue what i go through

abstract merlin Dec 9, 2023, 4:04 AM

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I’m trying to calm down a bit

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But I can’t

#Journal of my life!

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I just wanna say thank you for all the support for this form. I inspired other people to make one of these of their own and it brightens my day to see people do that. Your free to use this idea! I just find this fun.

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