#someone help please.
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listen
theres a difference between
sick and insane
u, me and everyone else with bipolar
is sick
someone who hurts another because of their illness
is insane
I know I’m sick
I literally fight almost every day and leave with bloody hands and a bloody nose
Ik that feeling
maybe it is, maybe it isnt
yes I used to fight a lot as well
The feeling of being backed into a corner, always angry at everything at the drop of a pin
hello, whats going on here i saw a moderator got tagged?
@dense egret explain pls
Yea a lot of people used to threaten me as well
basically
my friend glitch keeps geting
agitated and annoyed
because people kept assuming shit
ect
if you wannt to review it
go from
there
ill dm you it
alright
Ok but lemme ask you something
Is your dad in a gang
go ahead
Does your whole family constantly abuse you for being “unholy” and “a failure of a woman”
Do they try to drown you to get “the sin out”
Not failure of a women but often controlling and abusive psychologically, with used to be a heavy implication of sinfulness
Does your dad kill people sometimes for drugs
And if you say or do anything about it you die instead
Kills over self defense and over them having drugs n shit
Do you get constantly neglected for being “ungrateful”
oh used to yes
big time, that was the keyword
“Ungreatful”
Were you choked nearly unconsious for just speaking in class
Or pinned to a wall and beaten for talking
Yep
10 years so far, its gotten weirdly down a path I don’t think I can talk about
Alright to make this clear. you two are fighting over what exactly?.
Just stating some stuff that happened in the past
I say these things to prevent what I couldnt
Can we just drop this shit cause its clearly not stopping, i have no idea what is going on and everything is unclear even if i read the old messages. im not mad just confused as hell.
and i also see this isnt going in the right direction.
i see, well that would explain the title
ahh..
yuh and Im trying to give advice to prevent a severe psychological emergency resulting in hospitalization or death
I’ve already been hospitalized unfortunately
As well as relationship help
Obviously didn’t help
yeah, its not gonna get better sadly
Ok
let me try and help
explain whats wrong
Yeah, unfortunately its up to them
theres a way to prevent that, and we both know that
not this much
a relationship isn’t something with only good parts there are also the bad ones
Ive delt with this type of messages in a relationship firsthand
The best they can do is pleas
Plead
And thats it
do you have ss of anything @bronze lotus ??
Yes
hm
because they are only gonna treat u the same, always gonna come back to the subject
Constantly
its a repeating dead end
may i see?
ah, that kind of relationship
Just realized that he was using me from the start
Unfortunately thats just how some ppl are 🫂
Make sure you take deep breathes and calm down
I think he's going to be okay
Is there any way I could help?
It's okay, when he wakes up ask him how he his
give him a hug
tell him he matters
and how much you love him
Maybe even draw a little picture for him to express your feelings and care
It might help him be happier
If you need tips to get it off your mind, I'll be right here!
I hate myself
I hate myself so fucking much
I’m not good enough
I Never will
Be
I’m so tired and numb
I don’t make him happy do I
Welp. I thought we could be best friends but okay.
I give up
I’m fine just confused
What happened?!
I got blcoked
Itll be ok dont worry 🫂
EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT. IT ALL IS. ALL I DO IS HURT THE PEOPLE AROUND ME. I JUST WANNA MAKE PEOPLE FEEL HAPPY SND WORTHY BUT IM AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT WHEN IM NOT EVEN WORTH HELPING? IM JUST A FUCK UP. A SICK JOKE. BAD LUCK. I WILL NEVER BE APPRECIATED BY ANYONE I DONT DESERVE ANYTHING. AND MY BF IS JUST GONNA BLAME IT ON HIMSELF BUT IT ISNT HIS FUCKING FAULT. IT ISNT. HE DOESNT BELIEVE ME SO WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO.
No no and no! Calm down
Tell me what happened
Can I in dms
Mhm
Go ahead
I feel better
You don’t have a duty to help him with his issues, of course reassurance and words of love are expected but you’re not his therapist
That’s great, things are going to work out, and if they don’t, you’ve done everything a good person should, and you’re not at fault