#someone help please.

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bronze lotus
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Yeah when you tell me to talk to an insane person it kinda stresses me out a lot more

nocturne snow
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listen

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theres a difference between

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sick and insane

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u, me and everyone else with bipolar

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is sick

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someone who hurts another because of their illness

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is insane

bronze lotus
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I know I’m sick

nocturne snow
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And goes to jail

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its ok to be sick, its ok to be psychotic

bronze lotus
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I literally fight almost every day and leave with bloody hands and a bloody nose

nocturne snow
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Ik that feeling

bronze lotus
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It isn’t a feeling

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It’s something I have to do

nocturne snow
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maybe it is, maybe it isnt

bronze lotus
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dude

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It isn’t a feeling

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I deadass fight everyday

nocturne snow
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yes I used to fight a lot as well

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The feeling of being backed into a corner, always angry at everything at the drop of a pin

bronze lotus
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That isn’t how I feel

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I get death threatened everyday

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By children

brisk glade
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hello, whats going on here i saw a moderator got tagged?

bronze lotus
nocturne snow
dense egret
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my friend glitch keeps geting

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agitated and annoyed

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because people kept assuming shit

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ect

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if you wannt to review it

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go from

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there

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ill dm you it

brisk glade
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alright

bronze lotus
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Is your dad in a gang

nocturne snow
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go ahead

bronze lotus
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Is your mom a drug addict

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Is your whole family strictly Christian

nocturne snow
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nah, death threats because hes a police officer and a alcoholic

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yes

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catholic

bronze lotus
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Does your whole family constantly abuse you for being “unholy” and “a failure of a woman”

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Do they try to drown you to get “the sin out”

nocturne snow
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Not failure of a women but often controlling and abusive psychologically, with used to be a heavy implication of sinfulness

bronze lotus
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Does your dad kill people sometimes for drugs

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And if you say or do anything about it you die instead

nocturne snow
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Kills over self defense and over them having drugs n shit

bronze lotus
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Do you get constantly neglected for being “ungrateful”

nocturne snow
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oh used to yes

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big time, that was the keyword

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“Ungreatful”

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Were you choked nearly unconsious for just speaking in class

bronze lotus
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Yeah

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Actually

nocturne snow
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Or pinned to a wall and beaten for talking

bronze lotus
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Yep

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Almost got a concussion

nocturne snow
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for years on end

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same

bronze lotus
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Yep

nocturne snow
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10 years so far, its gotten weirdly down a path I don’t think I can talk about

brisk glade
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Alright to make this clear. you two are fighting over what exactly?.

bronze lotus
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Idk

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I’m not fighting

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I’m not trying to

nocturne snow
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Im not fighting

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either

bronze lotus
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Just stating some stuff that happened in the past

nocturne snow
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I say these things to prevent what I couldnt

brisk glade
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Can we just drop this shit cause its clearly not stopping, i have no idea what is going on and everything is unclear even if i read the old messages. im not mad just confused as hell.

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and i also see this isnt going in the right direction.

bronze lotus
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I just wanted help with my bf mostly

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This is my first relationship in a while

brisk glade
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i see, well that would explain the title

brisk glade
nocturne snow
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yuh and Im trying to give advice to prevent a severe psychological emergency resulting in hospitalization or death

bronze lotus
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I’ve already been hospitalized unfortunately

nocturne snow
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As well as relationship help

bronze lotus
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Obviously didn’t help

nocturne snow
bronze lotus
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Ok

brisk glade
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explain whats wrong

bronze lotus
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There isn’t a point anymore

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It’s just gonna end with abandonment

nocturne snow
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Yeah, unfortunately its up to them

brisk glade
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theres a way to prevent that, and we both know that

nocturne snow
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not this much

brisk glade
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a relationship isn’t something with only good parts there are also the bad ones

nocturne snow
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Ive delt with this type of messages in a relationship firsthand

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The best they can do is pleas

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Plead

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And thats it

brisk glade
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do you have ss of anything @bronze lotus ??

brisk glade
nocturne snow
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because they are only gonna treat u the same, always gonna come back to the subject

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Constantly

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its a repeating dead end

brisk glade
bronze lotus
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Just realized that he was using me from the start

nocturne snow
slate haven
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Make sure you take deep breathes and calm down

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I think he's going to be okay

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Is there any way I could help?

bronze lotus
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I don’t think he actually is but someone is saying he is

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I’m very scared

slate haven
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It's okay, when he wakes up ask him how he his

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give him a hug

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tell him he matters

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and how much you love him

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Maybe even draw a little picture for him to express your feelings and care

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It might help him be happier

slate haven
bronze lotus
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I hate myself

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I hate myself so fucking much

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I’m not good enough

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I Never will

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Be

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I’m so tired and numb

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I don’t make him happy do I

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Welp. I thought we could be best friends but okay.

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I give up

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I’m fine just confused

slate haven
bronze lotus
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I got blcoked

nocturne snow
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Itll be ok dont worry 🫂

bronze lotus
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I might get beaten to death today

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Rip

bronze lotus
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EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT. IT ALL IS. ALL I DO IS HURT THE PEOPLE AROUND ME. I JUST WANNA MAKE PEOPLE FEEL HAPPY SND WORTHY BUT IM AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT WHEN IM NOT EVEN WORTH HELPING? IM JUST A FUCK UP. A SICK JOKE. BAD LUCK. I WILL NEVER BE APPRECIATED BY ANYONE I DONT DESERVE ANYTHING. AND MY BF IS JUST GONNA BLAME IT ON HIMSELF BUT IT ISNT HIS FUCKING FAULT. IT ISNT. HE DOESNT BELIEVE ME SO WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO.

bronze lotus
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Can I in dms

slate haven
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Mhm

slate haven
bronze lotus
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I feel better

scarlet kernel
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You don’t have a duty to help him with his issues, of course reassurance and words of love are expected but you’re not his therapist

scarlet kernel
# bronze lotus I feel better

That’s great, things are going to work out, and if they don’t, you’ve done everything a good person should, and you’re not at fault