Four years ago I became interested in the art of writing, but after I quit drawing, I decided to become a writer, I wanted everyone to know my name: A13. And three years ago, I started to write my first webnovel, I thought I was going to have an anime, games and movies, but dreams are just dreams. The only thing I could do were several crappy prologues, the only story I did had too many spelling mistakes. And for three years I went from a 2 month period of not writing my webnovel. It happened every day on the phone, literally. After seeing that I had no talent, I fell into a horrible depression for 2 years, once I tried to cut myself but I didn't do it, and I thought about killing myself but I didn't do it. A month ago, I told my mother everything I felt, and the day after, I was hospitalized for 6 fucking days, I deluded myself that I was going to be the best version of me, but I lied to myself. That hospital did almost nothing. Many people have told me to keep going and to keep trying, but simple words are not going to help me. I've reached a point, where I've lost all hope, I tried to draw again but it didn't work, and now, I leave my webnovel, as a simple dream. And I'm waiting for the best opportunity to kill myself.
#Im done.
floral loom
unkempt trench
Have you tried to change the whole major you are in rn,i mean like the arts thing,belive me there is a lot of things worth to try in this life, like have you tried photography for example,it is close to be an art and i think its easier than wrighting.
I hope you reconsider your choices,and i hope you all the best
floral loom
Have you tried to change the whole major you are in rn,i mean like the arts thin...
I have tried photografy didnt really like it.
unkempt trench
Well its not limited on photography,my point is if you ever felt hopeless try something new,a new begging,a new story just dont give up
floral loom
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turbid arch
Being an artist takes a lot of time, and when I say that I mean like it takes decades to practice your art and perfect it in ways that you want to. You need to set more realistic goals for yourself and see what you can do in only one time frame.
There’s so many art schools that you can attend that are specialized in helping your skills, it’s normal to be unmotivated and want to give up in anything
You should believe in yourself more, for now and the future. The person who wrote Harry Potter didn’t release their first book as a teenager
Art seems to mean a lot to you and you are very harsh, critical of yourself. Talent takes years, remember that. All these artists succeeded because they knew to never give up in what they are passionate about. Keep practicing what you love, whether it’s drawing or writing.