I'm never gonna find anyone

[hollow sparrow]

I have never had someone who loves me romantically and I never will. I am on the autism spectrum so it is impossible for me to make small talk and my fear of rejection just makes no not attempt anything, I have no social awarness when it comes to how to flirt, how to tell if someone is interested in me, or even how to ask someone out. Trigger Warning:|| That fact that I am still a virgin at the age of 23 (almost 24) makes me so disgusted in myself that I have seriously thought about taking my own life 4 times over the past week. ||

[nova shore]

Did you ever tried neurodiverse communities/people? It should be way easier and managable there, people will be direct and shouldnt abide by small talk.

[hollow sparrow]

Im not sure what that is?

[nova shore]

Neurodiverse - autism, adhd etc, people on the spectrum