fathom bluff
So uhm, hard to say but basically I feel disconnected from everything. People seem dumb, they yell out opinions and it seems useless. People say that they love god or that their are only 2 genders or that abortion should be illegal, I find it stupid that people fight over that. I always feel empty, but it feels good. It feels good but weird to be here.
Some nights I feel so violent towards people and I imagine committing several murders. May seem insane and psychotic but murder seems normal to me. Feelings are useless, for the society I live in, there is no reason to feel feelings.. to me it seems like people go up to others, break their heart and then go to break themselves and whine, whine, WHINE. Life is too repetitive no matter how rich or poor or happy or sad you are.
Murder or death isn’t even bad, it’s good, it’s an escape from reality.
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