fuck this shit

[supple hedge]

hey, I kinda wanna die. yeah I’m used to being suicidal every fucking day and thinking of killing myself every other second, but it’s been getting a bit worse recently. Yeah I cried my heart out a couple days ago, but I still feel like shit. My anxiety has gone through the roof recently and I feel like a bitch asking for help and I feel like a waste of space just existing. 🙃
I cope by acting like nothings the matter and I laugh everything off.

[supple hedge]

nvm

[torn bobcat]

yes, But pasta

and outliving your enemies

[storm edge]

You ok?

[supple hedge]

I am not okay

anything but

I have a serious porn addiction and my sleep schedule is more fucked than my future

And then everything else I said in the original message

[rigid falcon]

don't act like nothing is ok you have people and us nothing is ok because if it was then we would not be here so don't say that and look where you are now and never say that again.

[ember coral]

If you ever feel like watching please go for a walk or do some push-ups

Or if you have any video games play those or eat something

[supple hedge]

If I did that I would be the most jacked mf alive lmao

[ember coral]

Please resist the urge