Feeling sore

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I've been having these scary thoughts liks: "Tap the table twice with both hands otherwise your parents will die" and thoughts in the middle of the night saying "Go under your blanket, im at the door, if you look at me ill ||Kill|| you." And school holidays are only 2 weeks, and then holidays when the school year finishes is 6 weeks. I dont have time to rest. I'm going to stay mentally drained. If you have ways of healing yourself while like this, I'd like to work the magic. I want to ||cut|| myself so bad and deep and be in so much pain. I want to ||slice|| my forehead because people make fun of my hairline. I want to harm parts of my body that I'm insecure about. I've cut my stomach already. If I ||deep cut|| the part of my body I hated it would look like I had an operation that wasn't stitched up. I want to ||murder|| myself or someone else. I want to talk <@&993332385670246420>

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Would you like me to DM you??

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sounds like serious OCD

please get professional help