when people tell you how to feel, it's misguided at best. do you have anyone you're talking to about your sadness in general or whatever you feel is the root cause of it?
#Okaasann problems
nocturne musk
nocturne musk
Nobody is in full control of how they feel and shouldn't be shamed for those feelings. Your parents can be upset that you are "slacking off" in school, but not that you're depressed / sad etc.
Do you have a support network? Any friends / peers / teachers / counselors / anyone you can talk to specifically about your feelings, what causes them, and how they make you respond?
main igloo
Do you have a support network? Any friends / peers / teachers / counselors / any...
I dont have a support nertwork,well i technically do since i am typing my rant but irl i dont have a support nertwork.
i used to have one irl with my teachers but after my teachers spread my problems to the whole enttire school and even my parents,oh boii that was one heck of a journey.
nocturne musk
I'm sorry, people should be have contacts they can trust for that stuff. Would your parents be supportive of therapy if you tried to sell the idea as a way to improve your focus at school? It's not untrue - therapy has helped me filter out that kind of emotional noise.
main igloo
I'm sorry, people should be have contacts they can trust for that stuff. Would y...
they dont belive in therapy or mental illness either,they dont even belive in doctors that much,they are what i could say really REALLY religiouse,i cant blame them too it is what it is for them but its kinda affecting me now.
Before it was just random sadness and then it evolved too lazyness,depression,stress,anxiety,eating disorder.
now i am trying to battle my psychotic tendecies,i am called the crazy kid,the ohio kid,i even ge death letters and death threats. They even joke around my mental shit
well i guess it is what it iss i guess
everyone would just be happy if i die and gone
i think even my familly would never know that i died in the attic
nocturne musk
This sounds pretty serious and you should reach out to a counselor at school or a hotline if you're having suicidal thoughts. If both school and home are unsafe and you have no support network.
Ok well I don't know why I can't post an internal link, but it's in #crisis-hotlines
main igloo
This sounds pretty serious and you should reach out to a counselor at school or ...
Tried a hotline before,they just laughed at me and tell me that i was a chuunin
well i am 14 and still in middle school but come on man...
nocturne musk
Well, sounds like things are tough. I'm sorry you're in this situation and you don't deserve this kind of stress.
I'm not really sure what the next step is. My own problems are very different. I'm 36 and agoraphobic.
main igloo
damn bro im sorry for you
nocturne musk
Hey, I'm making progress and optimistic. I don't need pity, I'm doing well.
E: this probably came off as harsh. Sorry
main igloo
Hey, I'm making progress and optimistic. I don't need pity, I'm doing well.
E:...
Its fine brodda,sorry for the long reply,i just passed out a few minutes ago
nocturne musk
I have a hard time believing you're replying while passed out, but impressive if so
nocturne musk
Sure. Enjoy
main igloo
I hope something can change for the better in the future
nocturne musk
You gotta find a way to make it happen one step at a time. These things don't progress on their own. It sucks you don't have people who can help you out.
main igloo
i have the internet tho~~~~