#I feel empty TW (self harm , abuse)

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hazy solstice
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I’ve tried harming myself before too but I didn’t attempt suicide, like for example I would cut my wrists and bite my arm

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I feel empty TW (self harm , abuse)

analog swift
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You good bro?

hazy solstice
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I don’t know

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What’s going on

analog swift
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are you still in the same abusive environment with your dad?

hazy solstice
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Yes but it’s gotten worse , my body is full of bruises

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Yet I don’t feel anything, I don’t care

analog swift
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are you in the usa?

hazy solstice
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No

analog swift
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which country

hazy solstice
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I live in Russia

analog swift
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is there a version of cps in russia?

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btw which city

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its ok if you dont want to answer, it just might be more helpful to know

hazy solstice
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Samara

analog swift
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ok

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Is there a way you can contact the cops?

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because im pretty sure what your dad is doing to you is illegal

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take pictures of your bruises and marks of where your dad has hurt you

hazy solstice
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I don’t want to contact anyone

analog swift
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and try to get a recording of your dad hurting you, it can be video or audio

hazy solstice
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Why would I contact someone? I don’t care what happens to me

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I don’t want to trouble my dad

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Too

analog swift
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Do you want your dad to think he can just go around and beat anyone?

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i dont mean to be rude but i really think you should get help

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at least tell the school counselor, if there is one

hazy solstice
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I don’t want help with the abusing issue

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I just wanna feel something

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I don’t mind being hit

analog swift
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this is really serious

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@abstract wren @mighty rock yo can we get help here?

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abuse is not good at all

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you have grown to not mind it

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but in reality it is awful

hazy solstice
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Who did u tag

analog swift
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helpers

hazy solstice
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Help me in what

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Exactly

analog swift
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they will help you with the situation and help you not feel empty anymore

hazy solstice
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Just the second option pls

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I don’t mind being hit. Seriously

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Maybe my dad is in pain too

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Who knows

analog swift
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i dont know about your dad, but he is doing the wrong thing

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if you stop the abuse, you are helping him learn from his lesson because he would get time to reflect on his mental health instead of hurting you

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you should probably ping listeners btw

hazy solstice
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Ok

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<@&993332385670246420>

analog swift
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ok more people should come to this post

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it might take a little bit

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cause a lot of the listener group is offline

hazy solstice
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My parents are fighting again

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Ugh

analog swift
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you good?

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wait isn't it around 5:20 where u are?

hazy solstice
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I just wanna run away , he’s probably gonna wake me up and hit me again

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I don’t care but I hate it when he screams at me

hazy solstice
analog swift
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you should record it

hazy solstice
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No

analog swift
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and send it to the cops

hazy solstice
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No

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No Cops

analog swift
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@split abyss

split abyss
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oh

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hello!

analog swift
split abyss
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im here to help

hazy solstice
split abyss
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what your parents aren’t doing good things to you

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which isnt ok

analog swift
hazy solstice
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It’s only dad

analog swift
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adults arent scary

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most are there to help

hazy solstice
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Mom fainted bcs of him last time

split abyss
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yes adults can be scary at times but its for the best

split abyss
analog swift
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your dad is doing domestic abuse

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which is really illegal

hazy solstice
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I Saïd no adults

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Stop taking about legal and illegal

analog swift
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i domt really know how to help if you dont want to share it with adults

split abyss
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well i mean im kinda an adult but ok moving on

hazy solstice
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An adult is someone who’s 25+

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Not 18

split abyss
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no its someone who is 18+

hazy solstice
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No

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Immature

split abyss
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and im 19 turning 20

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nope but ok

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moving on

hazy solstice
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Anyways thanks for reading this useless thing I typed

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I don’t really think anything would help

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Me

split abyss
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bc your not accepting the help you need

hazy solstice
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No cops no adults

split abyss
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if you dont get the cops involved i will

hazy solstice
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Huh

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No

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Please

split abyss
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yeah

hazy solstice
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Don’t

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I don’t want

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I beg u

split abyss
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so you need to accept the help

hazy solstice
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Hold on

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Ok give me time

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Pls

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Am sorry

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Don’t

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Don’t

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Please

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Am sorry

split abyss
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you can even text the emergency number

hazy solstice
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Am sorry

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Ok

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Don’t

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Pls

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Am begging

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U

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AM BEGGING U

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PLS

split abyss
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i wont only if you do it yourself

hazy solstice
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NOW?

split abyss
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soon

hazy solstice
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Ok I promise

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I Will

split abyss
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bc your in a dangerous situation

hazy solstice
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Pls give me time

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Ok

split abyss
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i will

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tell me when you have done it

hazy solstice
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Promise me u won’t tell anyone

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Am scared

split abyss
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i promise

hazy solstice
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Ok

split abyss
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ik its scary but it has to be done

hazy solstice
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I Will do it myself

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I promise

split abyss
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you have to do what is best for you and your mother

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ok good

hazy solstice
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I just need some time

split abyss
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ok

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ill give you time

hazy solstice
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Don’t tell anyone

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Am begging u

split abyss
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i wont i promise ok

hazy solstice
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Okay

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If u actually do that

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How will u know my address

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Anyways

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?

split abyss
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ip address

hazy solstice
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What’s that

split abyss
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the ip address uniquely identifies every device on the internet; without one, there's no way to contact them. IP addresses allow computing devices (such as PCs and tablets) to communicate with destinations like websites and streaming services, and they let websites know who is connecting.

sharp belfry
hazy solstice
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Stop pls am scared

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I Saïd i Will

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When am ready

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Don’t do that

hazy solstice
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Stop

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Pls

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Am begging

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U

split abyss
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and im giving you time

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i said im giving you time

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do it when your ready

hazy solstice
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You’re making me cry , am scared

split abyss
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but if you don’t i have to get others involved bc your in a dangerous situation

hazy solstice
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I SAÏD I WILL

sharp belfry
split abyss
hazy solstice
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DONT U UNDERSTAND

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WJATS WRONG WOTH YOU

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ENOUGH

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ALREADY

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I GET TO DECIDE HERE

split abyss
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i said you do it when you are ready calm down

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ik

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im giving you that

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do it when YOUR ready

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ive said that

hazy solstice
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OK STOP SCARING ME

split abyss
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IM NOT DOING ANYTHING

hazy solstice
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U ADULTS ARE CRAZY

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GET OUT OF HERE

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I DONT WANT TO TALK TO U

sharp belfry
split abyss
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👍🏻

hazy solstice
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I NEEDED SOMEONE TO COMFORT ME NOT FORCE ME

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UGHHHHH

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Fucking hell

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What is this

sharp belfry
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listen i know how hard this can be ive dealt with this myself, it's stressful and its extremely exhausting, you obviously need help but you don't need to do anything until you're ready to. i know how scary it is even trying to get help too

hazy solstice
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I ONLY NEED GOD OKAY?

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I DONT NEED ANYONE TO GET INVOLVED

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I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO COMFORT ME

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WHY DO YOU PEOPLE START SCARING ME

sharp belfry
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im just saying i understand what you're going through

hazy solstice
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Okay

mighty rock
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Hey Tülin, I just wanted to reach out and let you know that I'm here for you. I can't even imagine what you're going through, but I want you to know that I believe you and that none of this is your fault. You don't deserve to be treated this way, and I'm here to support you in any way that I can.

I understand that you may not feel comfortable talking to the police or an adult about what's happening, and I respect your wishes. However, I want to encourage you to prioritize your safety and well-being. If you ever feel unsafe or need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.

I know that this is a difficult situation, but please know that you're not alone. You have my support, and I'm here to help in any way that I can. Please take care of yourself, and don't hesitate to reach out if you need anything.

hazy solstice
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Okay thank youuu

mighty rock
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Would you like to play the A-Z game with a category of your choosing (For example: Animals. Then think of an animal for every letter of the alphabet.)?

hazy solstice
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Ok

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That’s so random tho…

mighty rock
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It can help calm people down and distract them.

hazy solstice
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That women is fucking crazy

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She should seek help

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Not me

mighty rock
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Who?

hazy solstice
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Love or whatever she’s called

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Forcing me to do shit I don’t want

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I Saïd I’ll do it tho

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But not now

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But she’s scary

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My father is taking therapy anyways

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He’ll get better

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I don’t want to be separated from my family

hazy solstice
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I wanna play

mighty rock
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Okay! You can pick a category!

hazy solstice
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A

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?

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U mean letter?

mighty rock
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Like an Animal or a country or a food. Then we go down the alphabet naming one thing for each letter

hazy solstice
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Lion , Korea , salad

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??

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I dont get this

mighty rock
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If we were doing animals you could say Anteater then I’d say Bee then you could say Cat and I could say Dog and so on

hazy solstice
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Ohhh

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Ok

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Alligator

mighty rock
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Bear

hazy solstice
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Ummmm

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Camel

mighty rock
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Duck

hazy solstice
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Elephant

mighty rock
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Ferret

hazy solstice
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Gorilla

mighty rock
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Horse

hazy solstice
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Ice fish??

mighty rock
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I’d say that works

hazy solstice
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Ok

mighty rock
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Jaguar

hazy solstice
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Kangaroo

mighty rock
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Lynx

hazy solstice
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Monkey

mighty rock
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Narwhal

hazy solstice
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Lion

mighty rock
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Platypus

hazy solstice
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Nabarlek

mighty rock
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Ostrich

hazy solstice
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Puffer fish

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Is that even something

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Idk

mighty rock
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Yep!

hazy solstice
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Ohhh Okk

hazy solstice
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Ooooo

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Interesting

mighty rock
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Quail

hazy solstice
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Rabbit

mighty rock
hazy solstice
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Looks funny

mighty rock
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Yeah it does

mighty rock
hazy solstice
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Tiger

mighty rock
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Unicorn?

hazy solstice
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Unau

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Is better

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It’s a kind of sloths

mighty rock
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It’s very cute!

hazy solstice
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Yep

mighty rock
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Unau

hazy solstice
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No idea

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To be honest

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Vampire?

mighty rock
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Vampire bat

hazy solstice
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Ohhh

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Ok

mighty rock
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Whale

hazy solstice
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Ummmm

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Xeme

mighty rock
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Cute bird

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Yak

hazy solstice
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Ohhh

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I thought something else

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Zebra

mighty rock
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Ooooo

hazy solstice
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Done

mighty rock
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How are you feeling now?

hazy solstice
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Calmer

mighty rock
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That’s good!

hazy solstice
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Yes

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Thank you

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Are u. Boy or a girl?

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What’s they / them?

mighty rock
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Someone who uses they / them pronouns don’t identify as a girl or a boy. They’re in the middle of the two.

But, I’m a female. 😊

hazy solstice
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So when I refer to u I should use them?

mighty rock
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You can use she / her or they / them. It makes no difference to me.

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Whatever you are more comfortable with

hazy solstice
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Oh ok

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I understand