#someone passed near me
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Sorry my brain is intentionally making it hard for me to understand stuff cause it doesn’t wanna process anything and that’s confusing me?
Ofc I get it you tell yourself it’s not your fault but your mind starts playing tricks on you and make it hard
I miss her but at the same time i feel horrible that i miss her cause i don’t want to but then it creates a cycle and i just want it to end i wanna cry but i can’t i wanna die but i can’t i just can’t handle all this right now i just lost one of my dogs to cancer and to hear that my ex killed herself while im trying to get over another suicide is just too much i just want it to end but it wont
I need you to tell yourself your feelings are valid and you matter suicide isn’t funny in any shape or form I’m really sorry to hear about your dog and your losses it feels like your whole world is coming apart and your losing everything you love but I promise it’s not think of it as a new area in your life your learning how to cope with loss Ik your probably tired of crying or talking about it but sometimes anything helps
Thing is i can’t cry i want too but I literally can’t and honestly i have trouble talking about suicide cause iv been there and just here it almost makes me relapse in a way it makes me scared i may go back but i can’t just give that word power like that and one of the suicides was a couple years ago its only hurting me cause im playing a game I used to play with my friends including them but they took their life and everything seems to have fallen apart and i know its not my friend group but my brothers and it hurts to see him act tough when i know he’s doing it so i don’t break even more
I get that you sort of just lay them and hope some emotion comes out so you can release all that feelings yk and hope this you hate hearing the “s” word so let’s not talk about tell me one good thing that happened today
I got a new weapon in one of my favorite games and the pet im about to get is almost complete
Its a bird yeah iv got a cage ready and everything
Also sry for the wait kinda depressed
Awww I love birds
Haven’t tought of a name for it and who doesn’t
If it’s a blue bird call him/her blue 😌
Thats so basic i want it something unique
True tru I just like the movie from rio lol
Have you seen it
Who hasnt seen rio
Honestly which is your fav scene
It’s ok
I like the part when the girl was singing when they were chained up together
Sorry i feel asleep
No worries
God its really getting to me
Try thinking of good memories with them
The memories that make you laugh
I can’t cause then i start to blame myself
Your gonna blame yourself for having good memories with them
It makes me think about her and it hurts cause i left when i was her light