the dumbest thing so far

[true robin]

Em ..idk how I even Form it or even say it well after crying ofer my grandpa for the first time after a year while siting outside of my Window from the thrid Story and smoke 2 cigs and telling my self who would care if I wouldn't exist and yada yada... I nearly jumped...but I didn't soo ... for the first time I used my knife after presing it against my left Uper arm leaving a Mark...I slit my self a bit ..it didn't bleed..probably bcs I dint do it hard enough or the knife is dull...I always thought of why ppl do it....and now... now I understand..

[rapid hedge]

you alright

[true robin]

Not realy no

[true robin]

Just laying on my bed

[silver peak]

Honestly self harm makes it worse

I wish I could go back in time to stop myself because I wish I never started sh

Now it may become addictive because you’re finding ways to divert yourself from emotional pain, so your find physical ways to feel something

But promise me this is the last time you are doing this.?

[true robin]

Well it was the first time using the knife normaly I just punch my fucking closet

Or sum

[true robin]

/

Dosnet look to bad

Ig

[silver peak]

Damn

Punching hard surfaces like a wall or smth can give you arthritis sooner

Bone problems